In May, it was a steamy afternoon in Yunyangyang City. Su Qin rode his bicycle past the wholesale market and went there to buy some flower seeds, white canvas and needlework tools.
She bought her schoolbag from junior high school, sewed and mended it, and carried it all the way to high school, quite childish.
The schoolbags on the market are not only expensive, but also of poor quality. The popular oblique schoolbags on the market are complicated in style and not very good-looking. Su Qin plans to make a simple and good-looking one, which is neither childish nor childish, and can hold a lot of things.
After Su Qin came home, she cut the required canvas into pieces with scissors, and then took the cloth and knocked on the door of Grandma Liu's house next door, intending to borrow the sewing machine from Grandma Liu's house.
Grandma Liu came to open the door, saw that it was her, and hurriedly welcomed her into the room.
Grandma Liu's house has three bedrooms and one living room. When she entered, grandma and her family were sitting on the cool chairs watching TV.
The granddaughter was lying on the coffee table, doing her homework while watching "Wulin Biography", laughing "creakingly".
Grandma Liu knocked on her granddaughter's head with the cattail fan in her hand: "Stinky girl, watching this kind of unremarkable TV again while doing homework, I'm so nervous, what's there to watch?"
Su Qin raised his eyes to look at the TV, feeling the generation gap between him and the old people, this is their youth.
She explained her purpose to the old grandma, and Grandma Liu took her into the bedroom. Su Qin sat in front of the sewing machine with the canvas and began to fiddle with it.
The old woman was worried that she would not know how to use it, so she stood beside her with a cattail fan, and seeing that the girl was proficient in operating it, she said, "Girl, it's not bad, with such a good handicraft, I'm sure I can find a good wife in the future."
Su Qin smiled without saying a word, and continued to sew.
Soon, a simple canvas satchel took shape. But because the canvas is too plain and has no patterns, I always feel that something is missing.
Su Qin put the Mickey cloth he bought on it, and the whole thing came alive, straddling his shoulders diagonally, which really looked like that.
After returning home, Su Qin cleaned up the room inside and out, and asked Grandma Liu for a few cans, cut them into flower pots, filled them with soil, bought flower seeds, and arranged them in a row on the balcony.
It was already six o'clock after work, Su Qin was too tired to cook, lying on the bed, and fell asleep as soon as he closed his eyes.
Su Qin dreamed of his previous life.
She made a princess dress for the bag, and the four-year-old girl held up the hem of the skirt, circling in front of her, and asked her, "Mom, is the bag beautiful?"
"Beautiful, the bag is the most beautiful!"
Bao Bao hooked his fingers at her, making her bend down.
She bent down, and Baobao held her face with a pair of fleshy hands, kissed her on the right cheek, and said in a sweet and glutinous voice: "No, Baobao is not the most beautiful, Susu is." most beautiful!"
Susu is Li Chuan's name for her, and this little fellow actually calls her Susu. People are little ghosts.
The words about the bag made her feel very happy, and she couldn't help but bend the corners of her lips.
But soon, the little pink gauze dress of the bag started to catch fire, and she stood there crying loudly.
"Mom, the bag hurts so much, the bag hurts so much, can you blow on the bag?"
The little girl stretched out her hand to her. As soon as Su Qin held her daughter's little hand, the girl turned into a pile of bones.
"Bag!"
Su Qin woke up from the dream, sweating profusely, his face was soaked with tears, and his chest was painful.
It was late at night, and the room was eerily quiet, as stuffy as a stove.
Su Qin took the fan from the bed, pulled on the slippers and went to sit on the balcony for a while, looking up at the sky, in a daze.
She misses her daughter, misses it very much, misses it very much.
Thinking of Baobao grabbing her ears, he said in a soft voice: "Susu, Dad is not fierce, I will become fierce, and I will protect you from now on, okay?"
She rubbed her forehead against her daughter's forehead: "You are a girl, how can you be fierce?"
"Susu, may I tell you a secret?"
"Um?"
The little girl pulled her ear, leaned close to her ear, and said softly: "Bao Bao will be your Bao Bao in the next life."
Thinking of this, Su Qin laughed out loud, but burst into tears the next moment.
Is she... is she too selfish? Because she was worried that the hidden conflicts in her marriage with Li Chuan would break out, and that she and Li Chuan would not be able to make it to the end, she selfishly refused to let Bao Bao be born. Was she being too selfish
Su Qin shook his head and smiled wryly, leaning the back of his head against the wall, looking up at the bright moon in the night sky.
Baobao, mom is sorry for you, mom is selfish, mom is a coward, dare not bring you into this world again.
Her voice was quickly swallowed by the night.
on Monday.
Su Qin went to Nantah University by bicycle, and she found the laboratory in Guangming Building of Nantah University according to the address in Li Chuan's text message.
When she arrived at the laboratory, she knocked on the door, and the three boys who were buried in the code immediately looked up at her.
A short-cut boy wearing glasses looked up at her and asked, "Who are you looking for?"
Su Qin said softly, "Excuse me, I'm here to find Teacher Li."
The boy adjusted his glasses frame, wondering: "Teacher Li? We don't have a teacher surnamed Li here, are you looking for Li Chuan?"
"Well, I'm a student he tutored."
"student?"
The three boys all looked at the little girl at the door, and after looking at each other, the boy wearing glasses stood up first, came out to greet her, and invited her in.
"You are a student of Li Chuan and ours, please come in."
Su Qin walked in with the man in glasses.
Another boy with bangs brought her a stool, asked her to sit, and told the fat man behind him: "Panda, hurry up, pour tea for the eldest student!"
The fat man named "Panda" immediately brought a can of iced black tea and put it in front of her with a bang: "Old college student, please drink tea! You are welcome! Let me introduce myself, my name is Liu Weixiong, and everyone calls me Panda."
The man in glasses was wearing a white shirt, and his speech was gentle: "Hi, my name is Zhang Yazhu, you can call me Laozhu."
Liu Hainan flicked the bangs covering his eyes exaggeratedly, "Hello little sister, just call me Brother Chunchun."
"..." Su Qin nodded at them, "Hello, my name is Su Qin, and I have the same name as a famous person in history."
The man with glasses explained to her in a gentle voice: "Don't be afraid, we are not bad people. We are in the same dormitory as Li Chuan, and both are Ph.D students at Nantah University. He went out to talk about a project, and he might come later. You sit down for a while, and I Go give him a call."
Su Qin nodded at him.
If this is not the laboratory on the Nantah campus, Su Qin might really not be able to sit down. After all, the three men here don't look like... they seem like good people.
Su Qin didn't know these three people in his previous life, so they shouldn't be Li Chuan's friends
Lao Zhu took out his mobile phone, walked out of the laboratory, stood in the corridor and called Li Chuan.
Two minutes later, he returned to the laboratory and said to Su Qin: "Sister Su Qin, the boss will return to school in half an hour. He asked you to do the test paper for a while. If you have any questions that you don't understand, you can ask the three of us."
"Okay." Su Qin nodded at him, took off his satchel and put it on the table, took out a pencil case and books from it, and began to write math and physics simulation test papers.
Laozhu and Chunchun opened their notebooks and continued to write code.
The panda went out for a trip, and when he came back, he was holding four ice creams in his hand, and each hand gave out one.
The panda gave the cutest "doll head" to Su Qin, "Come on, sister Su Qin, this is the cutest one for you."
Su Qin took the ice cream and saw three men with different painting styles biting the ice cream and looking at her.
As he got older, Su Qin hadn't seen a man eating ice cream for many years, and felt that the picture was a bit beautiful.
The panda crossed its legs, sipped the ice cream, and gossiped with Su Qin: "Sister Su Qin, how old are you? How can our boss help you with your homework? He is usually so busy, and the projects he does are all rich. Will you be poor enough to give you extra lessons?"
Chunchun glared at him, and said vaguely with food in his mouth, "Panda, what are you talking about? Is the boss poor?"
"Ahem." Su Qin took a bite of the doll's head ice cream, feeling chilled.
She explained: "Teacher Li tutoring me with my homework is a public welfare act."
"Boss is so kind." Panda sat on the chair and poked Chunchun's knee with the tip of his toe. "Chunchun, did you see that when you disapproved of Boss, you felt that Boss was pretending to be B. Look at him? He is so kind."
"Go, go, don't leave any pot unopened and carry it. Didn't you look down on the boss back then? You thought he was small?"
When Chunchun spoke, he didn't swallow the ice cream in his mouth, and sprayed the saliva on the faces of Su Qin and the panda.
The two were arguing when Li Chuan came back.
The man was standing at the door in a white shirt, black trousers, and a computer bag on one shoulder.
He put the computer bag on Lao Zhu's workbench, and while taking out the notebook, he said, "The project has been won, and everyone will work harder next time, so be mentally prepared."
Lao Zhu stood up excitedly, looked at Li Chuan: "Really?"
"Yeah." Li Chuan patted Lao Zhu's shoulder and motioned him to sit down: "Let's have dinner together tonight, let's celebrate. I'll treat you. Everyone first, I'll make up lessons for the little girl."
Holding the notebook, Li Chuan turned around and walked towards Su Qin, pulled a bench and sat down next to her.
Su Qin ate the last bite of ice cream and continued to write the test paper.
Su Qin didn't know much about the world of top students, and couldn't get used to it.
Li Chuan turned on his laptop and habitually logged into QQ.
Su Qin glanced secretly and saw the Koukou pet staying on his desktop.
The chubby little one was circling around on the computer desktop, winking at the owner and greeting him.
At first Li Chuan thought this little guy was annoying and childish, but later he found it cute. The mischievous appearance of the little thing on his desk reminded him of his daughter's bag.
Li Chuan noticed the girl's eyes and asked her, "Do you have QQ?"
"Yeah." She nodded.
Li Chuan pushed the laptop over to her, "Your account is up, I'll add you."
At this time, everyone is still very keen on hanging up buttons and keeping buttons as pets.
Su Qin nodded and logged into his own account on his computer.
Panda also wanted to add Su Qin, and Lao Zhu and Chunchun also added her one after another.
Su Qin found that, except for Li Chuan, who was slightly normal, the nicknames and paintings of the other three were simply indescribable.
Spring and Spring: Shadows under the sunset
Panda: The scar is healedâ•°but the pain cannot be forgotten
Old Bamboo: Lovesickness turns to ashes
Inexplicably, Su Qin felt that...the style of these three nicknames was quite suitable for them.
In the laboratory, Su Qin spent an afternoon doing a set of mock test papers.
The four men divided the labor to help her correct the test paper.
Thus, the style of painting in the laboratory became like this.
Panda: "This question can still be solved in this way,"
Lao Zhu: "Sister Su Qin, although the answer you got for this question is correct, if you use this solution during the exam, it will waste your time. Come, come here, and I will teach you a simple method. thinking."
Chunchun: "Hey, such a simple exam question is actually from Yunzhong? Hohohoho, I have already said that Yunzhong is not good, it is not as good as our No. 1 Middle School in Siyang City."
Su Qin: "..."
Among the four, Laozhu is the oldest, at 26 years old. Panda and Chunchun are 24 years old, and Li Chuan is 22 years old one month apart.
After staying in the laboratory all afternoon, Su Qin followed four men out of the Guangming Building, and it was already dark.
Li Chuan took them to a roadside stall outside the school to eat grilled fish, to celebrate winning the project, and took Su Qin to eat something good by the way.
The little girl lost a lot of weight.
Su Qin went to the shed to push the bicycle out, followed the four men to the school gate, and said, "Well... Teacher Li, you celebrate, I won't go, I will go home early to review."
When the panda heard that the little sister was going to leave, she hurriedly said: "Sister, don't leave, you have to share our joy. You have to be relaxed in learning this kind of thing, don't push yourself too tight, you will collapse too tight, It's going to backfire."
Li Chuan also said: "Well, together, I will take you home later, I don't worry about you being alone."
Chunchun flicked his bangs on his forehead, and said, "Don't save money for Mr. Li, he has money. Together, we will let the panda drive you home later."
The hospitality is hard to come by, so Su Qin had no choice but to celebrate with a few "big brothers".
Roadside food stalls are very lively in summer nights, and the stalls are overcrowded.
Many college students drank here, but Su Qin, a "child", seemed a bit out of place.
Li Chuan ordered two grilled fish, four bottles of beer, and one bottle of VV Soybean Milk.
The store first served two plates of boiled peanuts, and gave them drinks and side dishes.
Two plates of grilled fish were served, surrounded by tempeh. Su Qin picked up a piece of fish and ate it with tempeh. The crispy aroma overflowed from the tip of the tongue. The side dishes below were boiled in the soup, and every bite was soaked in the aroma of tempeh.
The four men discussed the project, and Su Qin buried himself in eating, trying to reduce his sense of existence as much as possible.
Li Chuan was afraid of neglecting the little girl, so he brought the topic to the high school and college entrance examinations.
As soon as the topic of the high school entrance examination and college entrance examination was opened, the other three men began to show off their superiority and told Su Qin about their history of dominance in school.
Su Qin was so shocked that he suddenly poured iced soy milk into his stomach.
When the meal was about to end, Su Qin felt a cramping pain in his lower abdomen and a warm current, and then... a line of lyrics floated in his mind:
"The painting of the blood-stained country..."
The grilled fish is over.
When Li Chuan paid the money and came back, the others had already left the table, only the little girl was still sitting in her original position, motionless.
"Aren't you full?" Li Chuan came over and asked her.
Su Qin coughed lightly, and really didn't know how to say it. After all, Mr. Li is still a virgin now... It's a bit hard to talk about the big aunt.
Su Qin's physique is thin, and his nutrition has not kept up. Other girls came to the aunt when they were 12 or 3 years old, and she didn't come until she was 16 years old.
Today is her menarche, she feels a lot of volume, now it is summer, and she is wearing light-colored pants, she guesses that when she stands up, she will be seen by the panda standing behind her, which is quite embarrassing.
Su Qin sat for a while, and waited for Panda and Chunchun to leave behind her, then she stood up and tried to stand behind Li Chuan.
Li Chuan noticed that the little girl kept hiding, and deliberately pulled down her clothes, and covered her lower abdomen with her other hand.
Su Qin Su Qin coughed, hooked his hands at him, and called him in a low voice: "Ms. Li, come here."
The author has something to say: The first time I came to my aunt, the physical education teacher (male) borrowed clothes for me. It was summer and white pants. QQ
Have you raised QQ pets? Is it still alive? I just went up to take a look, and my pet is still alive... poof.