After a day, Liu Suifeng prepared all the pills Mrs. Shi needed.
Anyway, he is a doctor but not a midwife, even if he is there, he can't help Mrs. Shi's delivery.
Furthermore, it is actually safer to leave such matters to the midwives who specialize in delivering babies in the palace.
Long Xiaoyuan and Shi Qingzhou also made arrangements.
Therefore, Shi Qingzhou only prepares what he needs.
Hand over these pills to Mrs. Shi, and ask the other party to trust someone for safekeeping. Can't fall.
Afterwards, some anti-drug pills and detoxification pills were also left behind. These were given to the two female shadow guards arranged by Long Xiaoyuan, and the medicines taken by Mrs. Shi were also in the hands of the two female shadow guards.
Afterwards, Liu Suifeng left.
On the night before leaving, Long Xiaoyuan held Shi Qingzhou's hand and accompanied his son for dinner.
Thinking that if you are unlucky, you may not be able to come back, then you will not be able to see this little guy in the future.
The most important thing is that the burden of the future will fall on such a small and incomplete child...
Thinking of this, Long Xiaoyuan felt a little distressed for this child.
So, at dinner time, I saw Long Xiaoyuan kept picking up food for the child, asking him to eat more.
The child was very happy at first, but later became distressed.
It was Shi Qingzhou who stopped Long Xiaoyuan's enthusiasm. "The child is still young, you will overwhelm him with so much."
Hearing this, Long Xiaoyuan patted his forehead, and then stopped.
After dinner, Long Xiaoyuan disappeared in the yard with his son, playing toys and games with him.
In this way, the child couldn't help yawning until it was time for him to sleep, and then the mother took him down.
After the child left, Long Xiaoyuan stood in the yard and looked up, looking at the bright moon in the sky, he couldn't help but say. "The child should be the happiest and most carefree. We didn't force Huanhuan much, but his current performance is still much more mature than other children of the same age."
Shi Qingzhou paused and nodded. "In the emperor's house, this is a must."
Long Xiaoyuan pursed the corner of his mouth, and couldn't help holding Shi Qingzhou's hand. "Qingzhou, tell me, is it his luck or his misfortune to be in the emperor's house?"
"Is it only the emperor's family that has troubles? It is impossible for ordinary people to be happy every day." Shi Qingzhou said lightly. Philosophical words!
Long Xiaoyuan couldn't help being stunned. "Qingzhou...you..."
Long Xiaoyuan's stunned made Shi Qingzhou misunderstand, thinking that the other party disagreed, and was about to say something, but Long Xiaoyuan laughed.
"Qingzhou, you are so right! It's my demon!"
Shi Qingzhou smiled slightly when he heard this.
Long Xiaoyuan tilted his neck and rested his head on Shi Qingzhou's shoulder.
Shi Qingzhou turned his head. "What's wrong? Are you tired?"
Long Xiaoyuan shook his head. "That's not true, just thinking, I don't know how long the peaceful days can last."
Shi Qingzhou heard the words and looked at the other party. "What's wrong?"
Long Xiaoyuan pouted. "Don't talk about it, let's go back to sleep."
Shi Qingzhou smiled slightly. "If you change your mind and don't want to go out now, I'm definitely in favor."
Long Xiaoyuan immediately rolled his eyes. "How is it possible! I have made all the arrangements, and you told me not to go?"
Shi Qingzhou said lightly. "Isn't this to see you feeling sad?", "Um..." Long Xiaoyuan pondered for a while, then licked his face and smiled. "Qingzhou, don't I come down to literature and art occasionally?"
"Art?" Shi Qingzhou raised his eyebrows and said meaningfully. "The word..."
"Qingzhou, let me tell you, Huang Liang has a dream, it's just something I learned in the dream."
Shi Qingzhou nodded and said lightly. "Oh, Huangliang Yimeng."
Long Xiaoyuan felt guilty.
Shi Qingzhou suddenly lowered her eyelids, and shook off Long Xiaoyuan's hand.
"Qingzhou?" Long Xiaoyuan looked at him puzzled.
Shi Qingzhou didn't turn his head, but suddenly turned and left.
Long Xiaoyuan was stunned for a moment, and hurried to catch up. "Qingzhou, wait for me, even if you want to go back, there is no hurry."
Shi Qingzhou didn't stop, and his back was stiff and desolate.
Long Xiaoyuan finally realized that something was wrong.
Therefore, Long Xiaoyuan, who had no time to think about it, just chased after him instinctively.
Then, he finally chased after them to the dormitory where they were, closed the door, and quickly grabbed Shi Qingzhou's arm.
"Qingzhou? What's the matter? Are you angry?"
Shi Qingzhou didn't speak.
Long Xiaoyuan said a little helplessly. "Qingzhou, can you tell me why I'm angry? You say it, huh?"
Shi Qingzhou still didn't speak.
Long Xiaoyuan said helplessly. "Qingzhou, if you don't say it, how do I know what you're angry with? You say it, and I'll change it, huh
Seeing Long Xiaoyuan in such a state, Shi Qingzhou finally said slowly. "You're not him, are you?"
Long Xiaoyuan was taken aback for a moment, at this moment, he hardly understood what Shi Qingzhou was talking about, but he soon understood.
"Light boat..."
Shi Qingzhou looked at Long Xiaoyuan and said almost word for word. "You are not him. I don't know where you come from. Your body belongs to him, but your soul is not. I can still distinguish this point clearly. What I don't understand is why you have all his memories What I don't understand is, why do you want to get involved with me? Is it because of sympathy? Or, do you only like men?"
Long Xiaoyuan's eyes widened sharply. "How is it possible! Qingzhou, I don't like men, I just like you, and you Yihao is a man, that's all, this difference is very big, okay? It's like Liu Suifeng and Ouyang Chuan, or others I don't feel anything about any outstanding man!"
Long Xiaoyuan loudly defended himself emotionally.
Shi Qingzhou was silent for a while, and continued. "Then, why are you getting involved with me? Tell me." Shi Qingzhou's voice was very soft, but the smell of questioning was very strong.
Long Xiaoyuan hesitated when he heard the words.
Seeing Long Xiaoyuan's appearance, Shi Qingzhou narrowed his eyes even more.
"Long Xiaoyuan, you are really not him."
Long Xiaoyuan opened his mouth and said helplessly. "That's not what it said..."
Shi Qingzhou's eyes suddenly turned cold. "You are not him at all. How long do you want to lie to me about this? You have his memory." Shi Qingzhou suddenly raised the corner of his mouth, but his eyes were dark. "So, you should remember that I had sex with him a few times... Long Xiaoyuan, don't you mind? Huh?"
Long Xiaoyuan said loudly when he heard the words. "Why should I mind? I just feel bad! Besides, you and him, that's me too!"
Shi Qingzhou didn't believe it at all. "It's you too? What you? The souls are different, so there are two people."
"Qingzhou." Long Xiaoyuan's voice became helpless. "Do you have to think so?"
"It's not what I think, but it's the truth." Shi Qingzhou said coldly.
The corner of Long Xiaoyuan's mouth twitched slightly. "Qingzhou, that's not the case. Things are more complicated than you think."
"Oh, really?" Shi Qingzhou said without emotion. "How complicated?"
Long Xiaoyuan smiled wryly. "Qingzhou, it's really complicated. Do you want to know? I can tell you."
Shi Qingzhou looked at Long Xiaoyuan coldly.
Long Xiaoyuan said slowly. "I never think that person is not myself. I think that is me too, but it is a broken me."
Shi Qingzhou frowned. "Incomplete you, what do you mean?"
Long Xiaoyuan said softly. "I am indeed another soul, but it can also be said that my soul and his soul have merged into one, but I feel that my own soul and his soul were incomplete before."
"In the past, maybe because of my illness, I didn't have any sadness or joy."
"I thought so at first, but then I felt that it was not because of illness, but because of a broken soul. Because it is difficult for my relatives to touch my feelings, although I would feel guilty because of them. But, it is just guilt , because of my illness, they paid a lot for me."
"Do you want to know what's wrong with me? Qingzhou, don't worry, I'll tell you slowly. In my world, I had a heart attack."
"Qingzhou, from the day I was born, I was doomed to be crippled. I have a heart problem, so I can't be overjoyed, or even allowed to be overly emotional. Even changing a heart can't solve this problem."
"The doctor concluded that I would not live to be eighteen years old, but I insisted on living for more than eight years."
"Did you know? My appearance is exactly the same as my current self. You are fine, you are exactly the same!"
"Qingzhou, you said, if we are two different people, and we are not twins, how can we be exactly the same? We are still people from two worlds, you say, this can only be explained by fate or coincidence Is it? Anyway, I don’t believe it.”
"As for him in this world, you see, he is very sentimental and almost never refuses anyone. Most importantly, he is very cruel. Many times, he looks like inhumane. Is this normal?"
"Although he is said to be the emperor, he won the throne very easily. He grew up being pampered, so why can't he be so cruel?"
"So, I think that we are actually the same person, but for some reason, our souls are missing a part, which caused the previous me to have no feelings, and it was difficult to have any emotions, and he was extremely cruel."
"Since they are the same person, I will just pretend that we are the same person in the past and present!"
"No, it's not as if, but at all! Otherwise, how can I explain my coming here, and how can we explain our soul fusion so perfectly?"
"Qingzhou, do you think so? So, what you said, I will never admit that you are not him, even if you hated me before, I will not admit it. "
"Because..." Long Xiaoyuan slowly hugged Shi Qingzhou into his arms. "Whether it's good or bad, I give it to you, and only I give it to you. Qingzhou, you are mine, whether in the past or in this life, you are mine. I am alone."
After all, Long Xiaoyuan kissed Shi Qingzhou's lips fiercely.
This time, although Shi Qingzhou was still stiff, he did not refuse.
Long Xiaoyuan's words shocked him too much.
Past and present lives, missing soul, same appearance, this person is that person...
Shi Qingzhou closed his eyes, and the big stone in his heart fell to the ground.
Long Xiaoyuan has always been kind to him, but it is difficult to trace the source of this kindness, which makes him uneasy.
In addition, most importantly, he always thought that Long Xiao was far from the one who hurt him.
What he likes is the current Long Xiaoyuan.
However, the person from the past forced him several times.
Those were humiliating, yet so intimate, he was afraid, afraid that Long Xiaoyuan would mind and feel that he was...dirty.
This is a question that he has never dared to think about, nor is he willing to think about it, and even feels that thinking about it is a hypocritical question.
Because of those past, he can't change, can't change.
However, it was also because he couldn't change it that he didn't mind.
Shi Qingzhou didn't dare to think, if one day Long Xiaoyuan felt that he was dirty... would he be able to bear it.
Moreover, it is obviously not that person, but he keeps not saying it. Is it because he doesn't trust himself, or... sympathy
If there is only sympathy, then he doesn't want such feelings!
Shi Qingzhou's pride and self-esteem did not allow him to!
So, this time, after Long Xiaoyuan said something he didn't understand again, he broke out.
The uneasiness that had been piling up exploded.
Rather than spend a lifetime fooling around with each other, let's spread it out!
Shi Qingzhou is cruel to others and to himself!
If the relationship is just a mirror image, then he would rather not have anything!
However, what he didn't expect was that after spreading it out, he would hear such an unbelievable sound.
Past and Present.
It is past life and present life!
Shi Qingzhou closed his eyes. Let Long Xiaoyuan deepen the kiss...
Naturally, Long Xiaoyuan could feel the change in the other party, and immediately deepened the kiss.
However, Long Xiaoyuan didn't deepen this kiss to the end.
After giving Shi Qingzhou a French kiss fiercely, he stopped, then looked at Shi Qingzhou and continued to speak softly. "Qingzhou, as for what you said, why did you pester you... That's because, in my world, there is no emperor. Well, it's a place where the people make decisions, and in many dramas, the heartfelt generals are defeated by the fatuous The emperor was killed and maimed, so that in the end the faint king could not keep the throne, in our dramas, there are really too many such examples."
"After my rare soul merged with his original soul, I immediately realized that if I continued, my dynasty would probably be over. My uncles and uncles didn't really want me well, but sincerely The great general Shi Qingshan, but I cut off the wings of his son, I was totally trying to die."
"And, Qingzhou, and the last and most important point, do you know what it means to be in love at first sight? I don't care if you believe it or not, but I'm going to tell you anyway, the entanglement with you is because of love at first sight. I don't understand what I used to be Why are you such an idiot, who is obviously a beautiful woman of the dynasties, but still ruins it with all his life, and loves those hypocritical women like death, isn't this an idiot, what is it?"
"I can't stand being so stupid at all, so, Qingzhou, I want to have a good relationship with you. As a result, you also saw La, that is, I immediately drew closer to you. You didn't believe me at first, and you were very vigilant. I And based on my memory and my previous mind, I realized that you are not someone who will be manipulated by fate, and I realized that the shadow guards around me may have someone like you. This makes me happier."
"That's right, Qingzhou, you heard me right. I'm really happy. As I said just now, there is no emperor in my world, and the people are the masters of their own affairs. So, it's true that I came here and became the emperor. I'm not happy at all. I know that to be an emperor, you actually have to bear a lot of responsibility. It doesn't matter if it's true or not. I just don't want to be so troublesome."
"It just so happened that I found out that my Qingzhou family is an ambitious person, and your appearance is what I like at a glance. In my memory, there are so many pictures of hurting you. I don't sympathize with you, but I feel angry. Yes My anger in the past, of course, and pity. Under such circumstances, I thought, I must have a good relationship with you. In this case, it doesn’t matter even if you want to be an emperor. Anyway, I don’t dare to be an emperor at all. Zhou, even looking at those government affairs is a headache."
Long Xiaoyuan's tone was too sincere, and he said it completely looking into Shi Qingzhou's eyes.
Therefore, Shi Qingzhou can see through his sincerity at a glance.
Because of this, Shi Qingzhou didn't know what to say.
After a while, Shi Qingzhou said. "The people... are the masters?"
"Yes." Long Xiaoyuan smiled. "Qingzhou also knows the importance of people's hearts, doesn't he?"
Shi Qingzhou was silent.
Long Xiaoyuan kissed each other on the chin. "Qingzhou, later on, the more I got in touch with you, the more I couldn't extricate myself, but seeing you doubting me made me sadder, so I told you about Huangliang Yimeng, and I woke up. In fact, I also I really think I just came to my senses, I am him, he is me, Qingzhou, we are one person! So I am not jealous of me in the past, but rather thankful for his cruelty. If it weren’t for his cruelty and superfluity, You must be a general already, and married a woman and gave birth to a son, so what should I do! This is probably the most correct thing I did for more than a thousand dollars, and tied you by my side! Haha!"
"So, Qingzhou, even if you are very unhappy, I will never let you go!"
Shi Qingzhou rolled his eyes. "You think too much, and I don't want to leave."
"Haha, that would be great!" Long Xiaoyuan said immediately. Hugging Shi Qingzhou, he breathed a sigh of relief.
Qingzhou, please forgive me for hiding something.
Just because I don't want you to know that in my world, you are fictional and do not exist. This place we have lived in for so long is fake.
How can this be fake? Obviously so real.
What's more, now that I'm here, how can I make this place a fake! Even if it's fake, I want it to be real!
Qingzhou, I will not let you know that you killed me. How can I let you bear such a crime
Even if you don't do anything now, I won't let you know.
And I won't let you know that you married many women after you killed me, but you never really had fun. I will not tell you such a sad and jealous thing!
I intend to take this secret into the coffin!
Thinking of this, Long Xiaoyuan let go of Shi Qingzhou slightly, but there was no guilty conscience in his eyes.
Anyway, it is true that he loves Shi Qingzhou.
Anyway, past lives and present lives are true.
Anyway, their world is real, and it is real that they are already together. So why should he be guilty
Long Xiaoyuan, who had no guilt at all, took Shi Qingzhou's hand, and then led him to the bedside.
"Qingzhou, it's getting late after the end of the world, let's rest early."
Having said that, Long Xiaoyuan's eyes glistened with clear desire and desire for Shi Qingzhou.
Shi Qingzhou didn't refuse, but wrapped around Long Xiaoyuan's neck cooperatively.
Long Xiaoyuan became very excited immediately, and hurriedly took someone to lie down on the bed...