"who I am… "
"where am I… "
pain! it hurts!
A tearing feeling began to spread from the heart, carrying the pain of destroying the soul.
The pain in the shoulder blade quickly spread to the chest cavity, and the heresy force that could not find the source began to slam into Kiasa's body. But it was soon forcibly suppressed by another force, and the body began to tremble uncontrollably.
But soon, Asa had no time to pay attention to these pains. In the depths of his consciousness, broken memories merged into a torrent, washing his soul and washing his senses.
The body has been crushed into countless fragments and reorganized infinitely, the past and the present are connected together...
"Your Highness Samuel, you want to betray God and Heaven, and..." Ya's face was flat, but his tone was slightly hesitant, "And your belief?"
There were only two people in the majestic hall. The handsome Samuel lowered his eyelids slightly, and his expression did not fluctuate. After hearing Asa's question, the Archangel trembled with six pairs of golden wings slightly spread behind his back.
"Faith? It's not a betrayal of faith." Samuel turned his back to Asa, fingered the veil on the window leisurely, and turned his head slightly when he heard the words, "Little guy, the truth I have always believed in has been impacted. I’m afraid I’m going to find the truth elsewhere.”
Now the young man behind Samael was dressed in a moon-white robe, and his dazzling golden hair looked gorgeous behind his head.
"Is the truth in your heart?" Asa raised his finger, eyes holding back a kind of pain, "Can't you find it in heaven? Can't you find it in the heaven that carries kindness and peace..."
"The belief in my heart has never changed, I just went to find the belief in my heart elsewhere." Samuel seemed to hear Asa's unfinished words, and glanced at Asa with a smile, "Do you want to ask?" , isn’t my belief in heaven?”
"Heaven? My belief has never been heaven, and heaven is just a place where I can stick to my belief." Samuel curled his lips, looking at the sky through the open skylight above his head, "Now it can no longer allow me to continue Stick to the faith, so I choose to fall to heaven."
"Can't you continue to maintain your faith?"
"Sariel, your duty is to protect and purify the souls on the moon." Samuel lowered his eyelids slightly, and glanced at the young man who hesitated to speak. "Your belief is to prevent disease and pain from falling on the world."
"I know." The young man stubbornly looked up at the man, "Ever since I was honored as the Angel of the Moon by Sariel's name, I have never forgotten my mission and belief!" Stubborn and paranoid.
"But if your belief has not changed, but heaven cannot carry your belief, you will make the same decision as me." Samuel paused, and seemed to consider his words, "Not all good and evil have Set clear boundaries and do what you want, my dear Asa."
"But..." Asa stretched out his arms and stretched his five fingers, his originally calm lake blue pupils showed a different emotion, "Samael, will I see you in the future?" It's useless, my lord Such a title.
His slender fingers covered the young man's face, "Perhaps we will meet again one day."
Samuel chuckled lightly, his golden wings suddenly spread out angrily, reflecting the light outside the window, the most sacred and solemn side of the soft-faced man was deeply burned into Asa's heart.
Whether it's a future Asa or a memory Riasa...
His heart was burning hot, and Asa in mid-air was slightly stunned, chewing three words repeatedly in his mouth, "Sariel... Sariel..."
So familiar, who is it...
Is it me
Asa below wanted to reach out to grab the other's robe, but the picture suddenly got farther and farther away from him, and the bright lights brought him into another empty room.
His eyes hadn't adjusted to the sudden bright white light, but his ears heard the sound coming from ahead...
"Your Highness, I'm confused..." Asa heard his own voice, and there seemed to be some brokenness in his cold voice, "Um..."
"Huh?" Asked monosyllabically, Asa recognized that it was Samael's voice, but there was a little laziness in it.
"Remember what you told me the day you fell into heaven, when heaven can't carry faith..."
"And then?" Samuel asked in a low voice, his voice seemed to be whispering softly.
Asa gradually got used to the white light. After opening his eyes, he unconsciously took a step back. In front of him seemed to be a man's palace. The dark stone pillars and the dark walls were all made of stone materials he had never seen before, dotted with The shimmering golden sand is exquisite and gorgeous.
But Asa was stunned. The ceiling of the hall was made up of square pillars of different lengths. The originally undulating and irregular pillars were put together to form a portrait...
That is himself.
But Asa's daze didn't last long, and he was attracted by the clear male voice, but he froze as soon as he turned his head.
On the big black bed in the middle, two figures intertwined.
He saw himself lying on the bed, with long blond hair messily spread on the black sheet, and the six pairs of golden wings were strangely dim at this moment, spreading powerlessly on the bed, appearing lifeless.
"I violated God's will and taught the magic of the moon to human priests..." The young man's slender and delicate ankle was grabbed by a slender palm, "I don't know if this is right, but... ah!" The young man was violently The impact interrupted what was about to be said.
"There is no boundary between good and evil, but the heavens will prevent you from doing many things that you think are right." The man carrying six pairs of black wings is slender, and his muscular body is attacking regularly, and the beauty of the intersection makes people blush.
The golden wings trembled, slowly lifted up to wrap around the opponent's body, intertwined with the black wings and merged together.
Asa heard someone say softly, "I think I understand what you said, my love."
The owner of the black wings curled his lips into a chuckle, and put his hand behind the opponent's back, and wrapped his palm around the root of the wings, causing the owner to tremble slightly.
Asa, who was standing in the hall, still didn't understand, the numbness in his mind had blurred his senses.
spouse…
Is Samuel my... lover
Memories flood in, the rejection suffered in childhood, the admiration of youth, the despair of falling into the heavens when the object of admiration in youth, the vicissitudes and loneliness of glory, the bewilderment of disobedience to gods, and the worship and admiration when faith is self-doubted Teachings and Confessions.
Like a slow-flowing river, converging in Asa's heart, pouring into...
It rises but doesn't hurt.
.
"My God, what happened to him, oh God, how his skin turned red!"
The nun covered her mouth and screamed in the cabin, and the moonlight poured down from the window, making the man on the bed look horrific.
The skin suddenly turned red, as if something was about to break through the ground...
"Don't...don't bark!" The leading nun looked back at her angrily, and took two steps back indiscriminately, "How far is it to reach the destination?"
"Still... still thirty... Oh! God!" The nun quickly looked down at her watch, and after she looked up and saw the person on the bed, all her words seemed to be choked.
Seeing her expression, the big nun who was asking the question quickly looked back, "Oh no!"