Everything in the dream is so real.
The little girl was a little nervous, holding her schoolbag awkwardly, her bright eyes filled with uneasiness and excitement, full of longing and expectation for her future life. From time to time, she would secretly glance at Li Jingran, who was sitting next to her with a cold face.
He was sitting next to her, but she couldn't see him and he couldn't touch her. She could only watch. This was the day she was taken back to the Su family.
The person who came to pick her up was only Li Jingran, but her expression and her actions did not look like a mother who had found her long-lost daughter. She was even worse than someone who treated a stranger.
The atmosphere in the car was a bit weird. His little girl was looking at Li Jingran, her eyes full of admiration and love for her.
Li Jingran didn't even glance at her from beginning to end. Before getting off the car, she said coldly, "I have discussed with your father that you can call them mom and dad at home, but to avoid unnecessary trouble to the outside world, you are a distant relative of our Su family."
He clearly saw the disappointment in the little girl's eyes, and his heart ached.
He looked at his little fox-like girl, who had turned into a little white rabbit in front of him. Although he was obviously very sad and in pain, he still smiled and nodded to her, saying gently, "I know, Mom."
There was obvious disgust in Li Jingran's eyes. She turned and left without even looking at her.
He saw his little girl raising her feet to chase after him, and he followed in her footsteps.
The little girl walked in a hurry. She clenched her fists to cheer herself up, and looked at the cold figure with admiration in her eyes, as if she was expecting her to look back at her.
But in the end, that person's steps never stopped for even a second because of her.
He followed her footsteps with heartache, watching her give the gifts she had carefully prepared to everyone in the Su family, and watching her sweetly call them dad, brother, and sister.
He watched the Su brothers take the gifts in front of him, with undisguised disgust in his eyes. He turned around and threw them into the trash can without even opening it.
He looked at Su Ruowan and smiled as he said thank you to her, sister. After closing the door, he threw the gift to the ground viciously and cursed her with a grim face.
He watched the Su family talking and laughing in the brightly lit atmosphere at dinner time every day. Everyone surrounded Su Ruowan, trying to make her happy, picking food for her, peeling shrimps for her, and giving her all their love.
His little girl was isolated, eating rice silently with tears in her eyes. No one asked her what she liked to eat, no one would pick up food for her, and no one even said a word to her. She was out of tune with this family, as if she was just a transparent person.
He stood beside her and reached out his hand, wanting to touch her, wanting to hug her, wanting to tell her that he was right beside her.
When had his little girl ever been so humble? It made him feel as if his heart was being cut by a knife.
He watched the Su family talking and laughing in front of the TV, and watched Su Yi, Li Jingran, and the Su brothers surrounding her and pampering her.
His little girl could only watch silently and enviously. No one talked to her and she was too embarrassed to know how to interrupt.
He watched her try very hard to fit in with them and to gain their recognition. He watched her desperately try to please everyone in the Su family in her own way, but all she got were disgusted and cold looks.
He watched her persevere, and no matter how she was treated, she would cheer herself up again and again, telling herself that she could do it. It was because she didn't do well enough that she didn't get the recognition of her parents and brother.
He shouted at her loudly, telling her not to go on, saying that no matter how hard she tried, the Su family would not see it.
He wanted to tell her that she was already good enough and she didn't need to change herself or cater to others. It was the Su family's beasts who didn't know how to appreciate her goodness and they were not worthy, not that she didn't do well enough.
He looked at her like a child who was trying her best to prove herself, and was unwilling to turn back even after getting a bloody head. He felt his heart was broken with pain.
How he wished he could go back to this time, find her at this time, and take her away from the Su family.
He watched Su Ruowan slip and fall down the stairs, but the damn servant of the Su family lied with his eyes open, saying that she pushed her down. No matter how she explained, no one listened.
He watched her being whipped by Su Yi until her skin was torn and flesh was exposed, but he could do nothing but watch.
He looked at her, who was covered in wounds, lying on the bed, biting the corner of the quilt and crying bitterly. The crystal tears seemed to fall into his heart, burning his heart.
He looked at her holding the teddy bear and asked crying, "I didn't do it, why did she wrongly accuse me?"
She felt so aggrieved, but she could only tell all her grievances to a little bear. She was so lonely in the Su family, like an isolated island in the vast ocean, but she persisted stubbornly.
He looked at the silly girl in front of him, gently approached her face, and passed his hand through her cheek. He couldn't touch anything and could only watch her sad and upset.
He watched Su Ruowan roll her wheelchair into her room, watched her pretend to care about her, and watched her thank Su Ruowan with gratitude on her face.
How he wanted to wake her up and tell her that it was Su Ruowan who did it and that everything was planned by her, but she didn't know and she thought that the servants were wrongly accusing her.
When Su Yi was questioning her, Su Ruowan came out to protect her. Even with a broken leg, she was still speaking for her, explaining that she accidentally stepped on empty air.
But the more she said this, the more the people in the Su family thought she was too kind. They spoke for her and covered up for her, so the punishment became more severe.
He watched her hug the teddy bear after Su Ruowan left, and murmured to herself: "Tell me, if I become like Wanwan, will my parents and brother like me?"
His heart was bleeding as he looked at his little girl covered in wounds. Even at this moment, he did not feel any resentment at all and was still thinking about how to gain their approval.
How could she be so stupid, so stupid!
The happiness she desperately wanted to pursue was not worth it to her, and none of them deserved it.
She has more than she imagined. When will she wake up and look back at the adoptive parents who have been chasing her
He watched her fall asleep, watched her wake up, and watched her chasing after the happiness that she could never reach day by day.
She thought happiness was that the Su family would accept her completely.
(End of this chapter)