He watched his little girl become thinner day by day, watched her passionate blood gradually grow colder, watched her take out her heart and give it to them again and again, only to be trampled on by them.
He watched a group of bastards from the Su family who were inferior to pigs and dogs attack her, as if she was not their family, but their enemy, even more ruthless than their enemies. No one among them cared about her mood, and no one cared about her life or death. , all they care about is Su Ruowan, and everything they do is to please Su Ruowan.
He watched Su Muxuan playing tricks on the car, and he watched her happily get into the car, muttering that this was the first gift her eldest brother had given her.
But she doesn't know that the big brother she talks about is an out-and-out villain. He gave her the car because he wanted her to die!
The moment the car hit the guardrail, he stood in front of her. Looking at the little girl's face stained red with blood, his eyes were red and his heart was broken.
Her legs were broken and she could no longer dance. Every time it was cloudy and rainy, she felt excruciating pain. However, she did not complain to anyone. She only felt guilty because she accidentally broke the birthday gift given to her by her elder brother. .
He watched Su Muyan secretly give a bottle of sulfuric acid to someone, and the person sneaked into the bathroom and poured it directly in the cubicle where she was.
She was disfigured, called a monster and ugly, and everyone stayed away from her, as if she were a pathogen and would be infected if she came near.
She didn't resent anyone, but she was afraid that she would be so ugly and embarrass the Su family when she went out, so she began to shut herself in at home and not have any contact with the outside world.
He watched Su Mushi directing and acting, and found someone from the underworld to kidnap her and break her hand tendons. From then on, she could only rely on a wheelchair to live.
All the sufferings had befallen her, but she thought it was an accident. She was still thinking about the Su family wholeheartedly, and still dreamed that the people of the Su family would one day see her goodness and accept her.
He looked at the little girl sitting in the wheelchair. She lowered her eyes slightly, holding a pen in her hand and drawing, but her hands no longer obeyed her control, and the things she drew were all twisted lines.
She raised her head and looked up at the night sky and the stars through the huge glass window on the balcony.
He squatted in front of her, put his hand gently on hers, and watched the stars quietly with her. Everything was beautiful and quiet, except for the beating heart in his chest, which hurt to the point of suffocation.
At the beginning, he would be hurt, angry, and eager to destroy the whole world.
Gradually, he calmed down, and he wanted to accompany her through this journey of life in his own way, whether it was happiness or pain.
He wanted to tell her, don't be afraid, he will always be there.
Not long after, she fell ill, a very serious disease, leukemia.
He watched her lose weight day by day, he watched her struggle in pain, he watched her still maintain a gentle and warm heart, not blaming or resenting anyone, all the pain was alone. bear.
During that time, she liked to look at the sky quietly alone and be lost in thought. The pain was so severe that she couldn't eat or sleep. Even if she slept, she would wake up from the pain.
She was waiting, waiting for the last glimmer of hope in her heart.
Finally, Su Ruowan came, taking away her last bit of hope. Su Ruowan told her every detail of the evil deeds they had done to her.
He stood aside and saw the little girl laughing, laughing so hard that tears came out. The sarcastic, cold smile was taunting to the core, and the low laughter was a sarcasm and curse to all of them.
He knew that it wasn't that she didn't know, she just wasn't willing to give in, she was just deceiving herself, she just wanted to get love, warmth, and recognition, but in the end, she still didn't get anything.
This kind of despair after suffering to the extreme is the most hurtful thing.
After that, no one from the Su family came again. The little girl spent the last days of her life peacefully. It was so peaceful and scary that it was like a pool of stagnant water, unable to stir up any emotion. waves.
When their eyes occasionally touched in the air, he seemed to be able to feel the tenderness in her eyes, as if she could see him or feel him, or as if it was just his illusion.
She likes to talk more and more. She no longer talks about the Su family, but only talks about the Shen family, Shen Changqing, Yun Jinping, Shen Tang, Shen Feng, and all the good things in her memory.
As her condition worsened, the little girl's body became weaker and weaker. She looked transparent as if she could disappear with the wind anytime and anywhere, but her voice became gentler. She didn't seem to be talking to herself, but to him.
He was always by her side, accompanying her in pain, watching the sky with her, watching the stars and the moon with her. This was all he could do.
Two days later.
at night.
She woke up, opened her eyes, and looked calmly in the direction of him. She smiled softly and with a bit of rare playfulness: "Thank you for always staying with me."
His eyes suddenly tightened, and when he walked to her hospital bed, he saw that she had closed her eyes peacefully, as if she was asleep.
"Xi Xi!"
He gave a heart-piercing cry of despair.
"Brother, brother." Shen Xi was frightened and hurriedly shook him, slapped his face, and pinched his nose: "Brother, I'm here, I'm here!"
Li Yuan opened his eyes suddenly, and what he met was the little girl's clear eyes full of worry. At this moment, his heartbeat seemed to have stopped, and time also stopped at this moment.
Shen Xi looked at him strangely: "Brother, are you having a nightmare?"
Li Yuan didn't speak, just looked at her, as if he wanted to imprint her into his mind, staring at her with gentle, affectionate and distressed eyes.
Is that a dream
So a real dream
"Brother." Shen Xi patted his face gently. Seeing that he hadn't come to his senses yet, he asked him, "What did you dream about me?"
Li Yuan stretched out his long arms and immediately encircled the little girl into his arms, holding her tightly, resting his chin on the top of her head, breathing in the warm and fragrant breath that belonged only to her, and his heart finally felt Then it started beating.
She's still here, she's fine.
Shen Xi could clearly feel his thunderous heartbeat, which was very chaotic. His body was shaking. He was afraid. What was he afraid of? Was his dream scary
"Let me hug you." Li Yuan sighed softly, as if he had traveled through the past and present lives, coming from his mouth and hearing it from her ears.
In the dream, he could see her, but he could never touch her. He never wanted to try again.
good evening
(End of chapter)