It’s a mess, it’s a complete mess, it’s a total mess.
Xie Yun originally thought that Li Mu was so smart that this silly girl like herself was no match for him, so Li Mu must have poured some kind of ecstasy soup into his daughter to make her daughter, who was inexperienced in the world, still act like a girl even though she knew he had a girlfriend. Follow him wholeheartedly and have no reservations about him.
But I never expected that my daughter would take the initiative in everything.
What's ridiculous is that from yesterday to now, I have tried hard to overturn all the good impressions Li Mu had left on me, and regarded him as a man who deceived his daughter, deceived his whole family, took advantage of his daughter, and had both sides. Asshole, but based on what her daughter said, it turned out that instead of Li Mu deceiving her daughter, it was her daughter who was deliberately planning everything. This completely subverted her understanding of her daughter.
Zhao Ziqiu's love-crazed attitude and behavior really shocked Xie Yun, but it also made her feel like she was being poured cold water from head to toe.
She suddenly felt that her twenty-year education of Zhao Ziqiu, which she thought was very successful, was actually a complete failure.
She could no longer control her emotions and rebuked Zhao Ziqiu angrily: "I have been teaching you since you were a child. Girls must build their own psychological barriers and have the ability to resist the temptation of other people, things and things in society. Basic abilities, and at the same time, you must have your own persistence, your own pride, and your own principles. How come you have just been going to school for more than a year and you have completely forgotten all these things taught to you?!"
Zhao Ziqiu bit his lower lip, ashamed but said seriously: "Mom, everything you taught me, I insisted on abiding by before I met Li Mu. They have been very important to everyone who has appeared in my life over the years. Effective, but it has no effect on Li Mu... "
Xie Yun said emotionally: "Why doesn't it have any effect on Li Mu?! Even if you like him again, as long as you adhere to a correct outlook on life, values, and principles of the world, you should first ask him to do something between you and that girl Make a choice instead of just giving up the bottom line and paying blindly!"
At this point, Xie Yun's emotions became even more intense. She stared into Zhao Ziqiu's eyes and said word by word: "Zhao Ziqiu, your father and I have pampered you, spoiled you, loved you, and loved you for the past twenty years. You, the greatest hope for you, is not to hope that you can get into a good school, achieve great results, or make great contributions, but that you can establish a correct outlook on life, values and world view. A girl, three outlooks As long as you are on the right track, even if the path you choose is more difficult, you will not go wrong anyway. Your dad and I have worked hard to provide you with a double insurance to ensure that as long as you have the right outlook on life, You can go your whole life smoothly, without any difficulties or dangers, but you have no problems with this or that, but you only have such a big problem with your three views! You really let me down!"
Zhao Ziqiu had rarely seen his mother's mood swings so much, and he had never heard his mother say such serious words. He felt as if he had been hit hard, and his tears suddenly burst into tears. He choked up and said, "Mom, compared to what you taught me since childhood, I feel that Li Mu What’s more important to me is that if I don’t meet the one I love, I can be proud and reserved all my life, but now that I have met, I don’t want to leave any regrets for myself.”
Xie Yun asked her: "You are only twenty years old, what do you know about true love?"
Zhao Ziqiu nodded and said very seriously: "I understand, because I love Li Mu, and I know the feeling of having to be with him."
"You..." Xie Yun was speechless for a moment.
Although Xie Yun was angry, she could see from Zhao Ziqiu's eyes how deep Zhao Ziqiu's love for Li Mu really was. That kind of pure determination had never appeared even in herself.
At a certain moment, Xie Yun unconsciously admired her as a silly girl.
Xie Yun took a few minutes to calm down, and then said to Zhao Ziqiu: "Okay, I will accept your explanation for the time being. I will not pursue the past matters. Let's talk about the future."
After saying that, Xie Yun sat up straight and said very seriously: "Let me make it clear to you first. I will never allow you to continue to have such an unclear relationship with Li Mu! Two options, either, tell him immediately Be clear and let him make a clear choice between you and that girl; or, you quit voluntarily and drop out of school immediately, and mom will send you to study abroad."
Zhao Ziqiu said subconsciously: "I don't choose either..."
Xie Yun blurted out: "No! Zhao Ziqiu, don't push yourself too far. If your father knows about this, with his temper, you will have to go back to Hangzhou tonight!"
Zhao Ziqiu said stubbornly: "I don't choose, I don't want to force Li Mu. If he loves me enough, he will make his own choice in the future; if he doesn't love me that much, I can accept it, but the only thing I can't accept is Separate from him."
The anger that Xie Yun had just suppressed suddenly boiled up again. She stood up and gasped with anger: "You are stubborn, right? OK, I'll call Li Mu and ask him to come over and give me a answer!"
Xie Yun said, reaching out to take out her mobile phone.
Zhao Ziqiu hurriedly grabbed her wrist and cried and begged: "Mom, please don't force me, just be patient with me this time and let me handle it by myself, okay?"
Xie Yun looked at Zhao Ziqiu's pear blossoms with rain. Even though she was angry, she felt extremely distressed. Her tone suddenly softened and she said: "I am forcing you for your own good. You are following Li Mu so unclearly. What will you do if Li Mu has no feelings for you one day? What will you do if Li Mu marries another woman in a few years?"
Zhao Ziqiu said with tears: "Mom, I am living a good life now and am very contented. I thought very clearly when I gave myself to Li Mu. I don't care if his current girlfriend is me, I just want to use mine." If I stay with him well, even if I have to separate in the future, at least I can keep a good memory, instead of thinking about it a few years later and always regretting that I didn't try to fight for it in the first place."
Seeing Zhao Ziqiu's firm eyes, Xie Yun's heart softened. After a moment, she sighed and said: "Why did I give birth to such a silly girl like you? Your personality is nothing like me or your father. Did the hospital make a mistake when I gave birth to you?"
Seeing that his mother had given up the idea of calling Li Mu, Zhao Ziqiu's tense nerves finally relaxed a little. He lay in Xie Yun's arms and said softly: "Mom, don't you think I have very good taste? When I like Li Mu, everyone I didn’t know that he could achieve such a high level of achievement. At that time, I thought to myself that I was just like the rich lady in Hong Kong and Taiwan dramas who fell in love with an ordinary person. I didn’t expect that I, a rich lady, would actually fall in love with someone like him. A Mr. Wanjin…”
Xie Yun sighed softly and said, "Tell mom about you and Li Mu. It started when you two first met."
When things got to this point, Zhao Ziqiu had no reservations in front of her mother. With tears in her eyes but a smile on her face, she told her mother in detail everything that had happened since she met Li Mu until today.
Zhao Ziqiu had already fallen in love with Li Mu from the first day when he rode his bike from Yanda University to the National People's Congress swimming pool every day. From that day on, in order to attract Li Mu's attention and to make Li Mu like him equally, Zhao Ziqiu had a crush on him. Out of control, he began his own pursuit.
Zhao Ziqiu became more and more emotional as he spoke, as if he was recalling the emotional journey between himself and Li Mu. When talking about the first time between the two of them, Zhao Ziqiu's voice was full of affection, a smile appeared on his face involuntarily, and he said with a silly smile: "This guy Li Mu is too smart and it's too difficult to deceive him, so I've thought about it for a long time and made two preparations."
Xie Yun looked at Zhao Ziqiu's silly smile and asked her softly: "What preparations have you made?"
Zhao Ziqiu tilted his head and said with a smile: "I like Li Mu and am willing to entrust everything to him, but I am not a stupid girl. I have to make sure first whether he really has me in his heart. If not, It would be meaningless for me to take the initiative, otherwise I would definitely be very sad, but I would definitely not ask for trouble, so I thought of a way to test it. If he really doesn’t have me in his heart, I will never bother him again. His life; if I can test that he has me in his heart, then all I need is this reason."
Xie Yun looked at Zhao Ziqiu, who was as persistent as a child, with red eyes and tears in her eyes. She held her hand tightly, but could not say a word.
Zhao Ziqiu continued minding his own business: "That night I dressed up deliberately and lied to Li Mu that I had just drank some wine in Sanlitun, and told him that I was going to a friend's house to attend a party. You know how busy Li Mu was at that time? Are you nervous? He refused to let me go to the party, and insisted on opening a room for me to sleep in. At that time, I knew that Li Mu had me in his heart. Sometimes I am quite stupid, so stupid that I only care about him. With me, I’m willing to do whatever you want.”
When Xie Yun heard this, she felt sorry for her silly daughter. When she thought of her persistence in feelings, her eyes heated up, and she subconsciously turned away, tears silently falling from the corners of her eyes.
Quietly wiping away her tears, Xie Yun gently held Zhao Ziqiu in her arms, touched the back of her head, and said to herself: "A girl like you deserves all the beauty in the world."
Zhao Ziqiu lay in Xie Yun's arms and said stupidly: "I'm not that greedy. Sometimes I really hope that Li Mu is the only one in the world who likes me."
Xie Yun asked her: "Why is this?"
Zhao Ziqiu stuck out his tongue: "That way, you won't have to deal with so many inexplicable suitors every day, and you can have a lot more energy to do other things."
Xie Yun asked again: "What do you want to use your extra energy to do?"
"A lot." Zhao Ziqiu said seriously: "Let's learn to cook first. Li Mu's cooking is very delicious, but I am clumsy and can't do anything well..."
(End of chapter)