"Yingxue, I'm really sorry..."
Facing Su Yingxue, Li Mu expressed his reasons with a guilty look on his face: "I've been doing some things outside recently, but I always get a lot of people calling me. I'm really tired of answering the phone this afternoon, so I have to go out." I bought a temporary mobile phone sim card before, thinking that I would switch back to the original sim card after a day or two of quiet, so I didn’t tell you my new mobile phone number.”
Su Yingxue said: "But you told others. It's so late. Someone still sends you a text message. Others have your new number. Why can't you tell me? Are you afraid that I will bother you too?"
Li Mu waved his hands hastily: "I really didn't mean that..."
Seeing the nervous look on his face, Su Yingxue felt a little bit teased in her heart, so she said seriously: "But that's what you said..."
There were times when Li Mu didn't know how to deal with it, and all he could say was: "You misunderstood Yingxue, I really didn't mean that..."
Su Yingxue nodded expressionlessly: "You just said this once."
Li Mu suddenly felt speechless, and Su Yingxue added: "Actually, you can just say that I am not that important in your heart. If you say it directly, I will definitely not be angry. It is better than lying to me. "
Li Mu blurted out: "You are more important to me than anything else!"
Su Yingxue asked him: "Do you believe what you said?"
"I believe it!" Li Mu said categorically: "We have known each other for so many years. Let's not talk about anything else. Can't you really feel how important you are to me?"
Su Yingxue said with a puzzled look: "I really didn't feel it. Have you ever told me about it? I don't think so."
Li Mu's feelings for Su Yingxue for two generations and many years were released for the first time. He sighed deeply and said, "Don't you feel it? I had a crush on you for three years in high school. During these three years, I didn't dare to follow you most of the time. You looked at each other, but glanced in your direction at least dozens of times every day in class. I probably lost count of the number of love letters I wrote to you. Although we saw each other every day, I stuttered every time I spoke to you. You said If you want to learn to drive, I will sign up. If you say you want to take the National People's Congress exam, I will sign up for it. You still don't know how important you are to me?"
Su Yingxue's heart was as sweet as honey, but her mouth was full of innocence and she said: "You said you wrote countless love letters, but I didn't receive any of them, and you have never expressed your love to me in other ways, right? "
"I didn't receive it because I always tear up my love letters before giving them to you..." Li Mu sighed: "Didn't I confess my love to you last time we drank on the rooftop?"
Su Yingxue asked curiously: "Really? Why don't I know about your confession?"
Li Mu had never discussed this issue with Su Yingxue in such depth. Although his mental quality was far stronger than that of his peers, Su Yingxue was still his weak spot emotionally and emotionally. After being asked such a few words by her, he even became a little impatient. , touched his forehead and said: "I told you last time that I would pursue you..."
Su Yingxue nodded: "You did, but you didn't pursue me. You never said you liked me or anything, right?"
Li Mu didn't expect that his emotions would be completely affected by Su Yingxue, but when Su Yingxue took the initiative to ask this question, Li Mu no longer had any scruples before, and he blurted out: "I like you, and I have been since the day I reported for the first year of high school. I like you and that hasn’t changed until now.”
Su Yingxue looked at Li Mu with watery eyes and asked him: "Is this really the case?"
Li Mu nodded and said in a very sincere tone: "I once had a dream. In the dream, you were admitted to the National People's Congress, but I was only admitted to a low-ranking undergraduate school in Jinling. I had a crush on you for four years just like I did in high school. I finally waited until I graduated, so I came to Yanjing to look for a job, thinking that I could finally live in the same city with you again, but you went to study abroad as soon as I arrived in Yanjing, so I worked in Yanjing. While I was waiting for you to come back, I didn’t expect that the last thing I would wait for was to hear the news that you were getting married abroad at a class reunion. You don’t know how much I regretted it at that moment. I will never forget that feeling for the rest of my life..."
Su Yingxue was stunned after hearing this. After a long while, she looked into Li Mu's eyes and said, "I also had a dream. In the dream, I was waiting for a fool to confess to me. Everyone who knew me and him told me how much he liked him. Me, he was the only one who never told me, so I kept waiting for him to speak, from when I was sixteen or seventeen until I was thirty, and finally I woke up with a fright, because thirty is too scary, I'm not sure Can I wait for him until that time..."
Li Mu asked him: "If that fool confessed to you when he was sixteen or seventeen years old, would you agree to him?"
Su Yingxue smiled: "I will definitely not agree to him."
Then, seeing Li Mu's disappointed expression, Su Yingxue added: "Sixteen or seventeen is still too early. I will tell him to study hard. If he can be admitted to the same university as me in the future, I will promise him."
Li Mu's slightly old heart couldn't help but get excited, and he blurted out: "I've been admitted to the National People's Congress now! It's been half a year since I passed the exam!"
Su Yingxue said: "I didn't say you were that fool."
Li Mu smiled, and she could tell that Su Yingxue was deliberately calling herself a fool, but she was still excited in her heart. Su Yingxue saw that Li Mu's expression just now was still a little nervous and excited, but she smiled so naturally at this moment, and suddenly there was a feeling in her heart. She felt like she had been seen through by him, and began to avoid his burning eyes.
Li Mu lowered his head and smelled the scent of shower gel emanating from her body, and said in a confident and determined tone: "I am the fool you said."
Su Yingxue hesitated and said hesitantly: "Who said that? I didn't say it."
Seeing her like this, Li Mu became more and more confident, smiled slightly, and said, "My face is red, and I'm still quibbling."
Su Yingxue said hurriedly: "I didn't..."
Li Mu smiled and lowered his head to hold her right hand, and pinched her soft palm gently with the tip of his thumb. He thought that if he didn't do it nonstop, he would get to this point. If he continued to be coy, he might as well just annihilate himself from the people. , so he pulled her right hand and pulled her into his arms. Li Mu gently hugged her with his left hand and whispered in her ear: "Su Yingxue, I have liked you for a long time, far more than you." It will take longer than I imagined, will you be my girlfriend?”
Su Yingxue didn't expect that Li Mu would pull her into his arms, and she was so nervous that she couldn't be more nervous. Although she had been waiting for Li Mu to confess, and even used some provocation tonight, but now Li Mu really used such a direct method. After confessing her love, Su Yingxue felt a little flustered.
She had imagined a similar situation in her mind. She felt that if Li Mu confessed to her one day, as long as he made it clear that she wanted to be his girlfriend, she would never hesitate at all. No matter what the occasion, she would do it. She agreed to him on the spot. She had long been tired of this tacitly understood but quagmire-like game of being unable to move forward. She didn't want to hear the news that Li Mu liked her from people all over the world. She just wanted him to say it himself. .
Now, he finally said it. Su Yingxue was filled with joy. The words "I am willing" almost reached her throat, but she swallowed them hard.
Being held in Li Mu's arms, she said something that surprised Li Mu.
"Sing me a song, and I will promise you a song, just like the one you sang in the KTV when you graduated."
Li Mu almost opened his mouth: "Let me kiss your face gently and wipe away your sad tears..."
While singing, Li Mu already held Su Yingxue's face with his hands.
Su Yingxue immediately blushed, fearing that Li Mu would be too immersed in singing, so she hurriedly stretched out her hands to cover her face, closed her eyes slightly and trembled her eyelashes: "I'm not talking about singing now..."
Li Mu saw her covering her face and looking shy, and asked softly: "Then when do you want to sing?"
"Singing at the party." Su Yingxue still covered her face and said, "The school's New Year's party is on the evening of the 5th."
Li Mu said: "It seems like there are only a few days left. Your programs must have been booked. I didn't sign up."
Su Yingxue said: "It's okay, I'll help you jump in line."
"That's not good?"
"Do you want to sing?"
Li Mu immediately expressed his stance: "Sing, I will sing!"
Su Yingxue opened her hands covering her face and asked in surprise, "Really? You don't regret it?"
Li Mu said firmly: "I won't regret it."
Su Yingxue was as happy as a child, blinking her eyes playfully and said: "Don't sing that song "No Longer Let You Be Lonely" again. I want you to choose a song for me again."
"Okay." Li Mu said with a smile, "I'm spoiling you, so why would you be my girlfriend?"
Su Yingxue's cheeks were rosy and her face was flushed as she said, "Not yet."
Li Mu made a silly sound, grabbed Su Yingxue's hands, and said, "In my mind, you are already the one."
"It doesn't count in your mind, it counts in my mind. Whether it counts or not depends on whether the song you choose can impress me."
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That night, Li Mu, who was lying on his side, stayed up almost all night.
There is only the last layer of window paper left in the relationship with Su Yingxue that has not been pierced. This woman who has been haunting him for more than ten years, this woman who was once parallel to him, has almost become his girlfriend. , although he didn't quite understand why Su Yingxue had to let her sing a song at the New Year's Day party before she agreed to it, but he was still willing to do his best to fulfill her wish.
He was excited all night and thought about what song to sing to Su Yingxue at the party.
There seemed to be too many classic love songs, and I didn’t know how to choose. Either choose a classic love song that is now well-known, or choose a work that has not yet been released. After thinking about it all night, until early in the morning, Li Mu finally had an idea.
Since Su Yingxue wants him to sing a song to her, then he should sing a song that no one has heard yet. Sing her an exclusive love song. From now on, the song will belong to her and she will belong to him.
(End of chapter)