This was the thought that had been suppressed in Yun Hua's mind.
When she was studying Zhuang Zhou's dream of a butterfly, she couldn't understand the philosophical meaning of this allusion.
When she was studying philosophical idealism and materialism, she also didn't understand well.
But now, she really understands the word Zhuang Zhou Mengdie!
This is like torturing everyone: Do you really think the world you exist in is real? How do you know the world is real? Maybe this world is just a dream of yours. When you die, this dream will end, and you will really wake up...
This is the biggest paradox since her rebirth.
She knew very well that Xiao Qiuci, Xiao Ruyue and even Yun Conghao's cruelty to her and her mother would never happen again in this world, or in her life! She won't allow that to happen again.
Can…
But is this the end
The misery she suffered in her previous life was indeed because she was too stupid and stupid, and she loved Qi Ziheng so much that she had no self, that's why Xiao Qiuci and Xiao Ruyue calculated her to be like that.
It's also because she longs for her father's love so much that she agrees to everything just to please Yun Congyu!
She is stupid or not, but should she be tricked, should her whole life be ruined
Those excruciating tortures, the hell where life is worse than death, should she bear all the darkness in the world
It hurts, it hurts.
she can't forget...
Mom said it was just a dream, a nightmare, and it was God's warning to them. The purpose was not to make her revenge, but to let her avoid the darkness, make her vigilant, and make her better and smarter !
Yun Hua also agreed.
Whether it's Zhuang Zhou Mengdie or Die Meng Zhuang Zhou, she will not easily destroy her hard-won rebirth, and she will not let hatred occupy all of her life!
She is busy every day, trying her best to do everything well, and does not want to waste a moment, a minute, a second, because only in this way, she feels that she will not live in vain.
Let my mother and Yun Congyu divorce, stay away from the best family; change my situation in school, lead class 15 to a better place step by step; insist on my swimming dream; restart my writing path, the first book was a success …
She's doing pretty well, hasn't she
She is so busy, letting countless things occupy every minute of her life, just to tell herself that this life is real!
It's also to tell myself that she is real now, and her previous life was just a dream!
Those in the previous life were just dreams! !
She also kept telling herself that she is human, not a beast like Xiao Qiuci and Xiao Ruyue in her previous life, she still has human nature, and she can't punish others for crimes that others have never committed, or even never have the chance to commit. …
When Xiao Qiuci and Xiao Ruyue dealt with her, she could fight back, and fight back fiercely.
But she doesn't want to take the initiative to harm others.
She is human, she still has humanity, she should not become a slave to hatred.
She even kept telling herself that it was a dream, the humiliation and hatred, it was all a dream, it was a dream...
She shouldn't be immersed in it, she should come out, she should let the sun shine into her heart, she should dispel the shadows in her heart, she should come out and smile at life.
…
She even took the initiative to avoid Xiao Qiuci, Xiao Ruyue and Yun Congxi.
She was afraid that seeing them would arouse the darkness in her heart.
She has really worked hard!
Can…
But she was wrong.
In my previous life, it was not a dream.
never was...
Others have never experienced it and thought it was a dream.
But only she knows how real it is... how cruel it is... -
... 4 more...
Tomorrow Saturday, 7 more as usual.
(end of this chapter)