Yun Hua didn't say a word, but only she knew how shocked she was.
"Do you think that others are not curious about your changes?" Han Fangzhou whispered, "At the beginning, many students told me what you were like before. After a summer vacation, you suddenly changed and became Miss Hua... Afterwards, no one mentioned your past anymore, but that doesn't mean your past didn't exist."
"I've always wanted to ask you, what happened in that summer vacation, you have completely changed."
Han Fangzhou's gaze was very clear, without questioning or condemning, only curiosity.
Yun Hua stared at him for a while, then said slowly, "I just... had a dream, and suddenly I got enlightened."
"Heh." Han Fangzhou chuckled, "It's fine if you can't say it, and I don't have to know. But don't use this to lie to me."
Yun Hua lowered his head.
Han Fangzhou leaned against the wall, letting himself look tired, "People are always like this. They don't cherish the present, but they keep regretting the past. And every step of growth is paved by countless regrets. Success. What Ye Qingmeng did back then, I did wrong."
"You..." Yun Hua looked up at him, "You don't have to blame yourself for anything."
"I was wrong. I never liked Ye Qingmeng. I shouldn't have given her any chance, and I shouldn't have let her have the slightest fantasy. I know that she went to my house to contact my mother and my sister in private. I warn I passed her, but she didn't listen, so I didn't bother. I always thought... I always thought that she would understand and give up... "
Han Fangzhou leaned against the wall, his eyes were out of focus.
"I thought about it countless times later, and I asked myself, is there really no way to completely reject her?" Han Fangzhou whispered, "There must be a way. But I just don't want to think about it, I'm too lazy to spend my energy on her. "
"It was my first mistake not to let her completely despair of me."
"And after she ran out in a fit of anger that day, I didn't send her home, which was the second mistake."
"As for the third mistake, after receiving her call..."
Han Fangzhou's voice was so low that it was almost inaudible, "I asked myself many times later, when I received a call from the kidnapper, the kidnapper asked me to trick you out to replace her, why didn't I agree? Why didn't I even deal with the kidnapper? Reject it straight away?"
"If I had dealt with the kidnappers at that time and delayed for a little time, would the result be different?"
Han Fangzhou lowered his head and kicked away the pinched and deformed plastic bottle at his feet, "I was so conceited at the time. I always thought I could solve all problems... But in fact, I couldn't do anything at all. .”
"It's my fault that ruined Ye Qingmeng's life."
Han Fangzhou looked at Yun Hua again, "Over the years, I've been reviewing the events of the year in my mind, I've been thinking about it, over and over again, but I've forgotten what I was thinking back then. Knowing why I made the choices I did. I kept playing in my head, what would I do if I had to do it all over again."
"But I can't think of an answer."
Han Fangzhou smiled wryly, "One's life is always about making mistakes. Many people say that if you make a mistake, you just need to correct it. Knowing the mistake can make a big difference, but how do I correct it? I don't even know how to make up for it. Even if I do it later No matter how much, even if I am willing to bear the charge of murder for her alone... But in the end, everything is empty. I can't do anything. "
Yun Hua frowned slightly, "Han Fangzhou, you knew the details of the case back then. Those gangsters came after me, but they were all desperadoes, and they didn't leave you with any possibility of solving the problem at all! Even if it was You agreed to their conditions on the phone, even if you deal with them, they will still hurt Ye Qingmeng!"
"I think you are very clear about these things, you can blame yourself, you can be absolutely guilty, but you don't have to take all the faults on yourself!"
Yun Hua looked at Han Fangzhou and said, "I have been in contact with Ye Qingmeng's doctor in charge, and he said that Ye Qingmeng has recovered very well and is now basically like a normal person. It's just that her methods were too cruel back then. Dare to give her a low-risk appraisal at will, and she is still living in the Institute of Psychology. By the way, the psychiatrist said that she can already mention you normally and the things of the year without getting sick. She also said that she shouldn’t be like that at the beginning I blamed you, you later took the blame for her, you deliberately left traces related to you at the scene, let the police turn their attention to you, and let the police lock you as the murderer, you would rather go to jail than give her a confession Come out, she's grateful. She wanted to say sorry to your face."
Han Fangzhou stared at Yun Hua blankly, "Really?"
"Yeah." Yun Hua nodded, "I never knew where you worked, and Bao Siqing never told me that you were transferred to their company, otherwise, I'd tell Ye Qingmeng your address so she can Write or call you. When you get back, I think you can go see Ye Qingmeng."
Han Fangzhou's hands trembled slightly, and he moved his body uncomfortably, "Is it appropriate for me to meet her? Will it irritate her again?"
"I don't think so." Yun Hua said, "People always change after a major change. I think Ye Qingmeng has changed a lot. You can go and see her."
Yun Hua sighed slightly, "What happened back then had a great impact on you, me, and her, so I'll let it go, I'm more heartless, and I'm more indifferent, so I haven't been affected too much. But for you The influence with her is really too deep... These years have passed, and it is time to face up to the scars of the year."
"Are you indifferent?" Han Fangzhou took a deep look at her, "If you are indifferent, then there is probably no one in the world who is not indifferent."
Han Fangzhou smiled, "Yun Hua, you are actually the most soft-hearted person I have ever met. Also, you are very suitable for the team leader."
"Thank you." Yun Hua smiled.
If anyone said that she was a good match for Bao Siqing, she would be very, very happy.
The two looked at each other and smiled. There were many things that seemed to be broken and then rebuilt.
Yun Hua couldn't help asking, "When did you go to Bao Siqing's company?"
"The team leader helped me when I went to the company's trial training. The situation at that time was really not suitable for me to go to school. The pure environment of training was the best for me. The team leader actually lied to me. Seeing you meet me."
"What?" Yun Hua had no idea.
(end of this chapter)