Chapter 2007 I Should Be Lingchi
"Qi Ziheng." Yun Hua's voice was deep.
"Huh?" Qi Ziheng looked at her with clear eyes.
The four eyes are facing each other.
Yun Hua looked at Qi Ziheng and asked word by word, "What the hell is going on with you?"
"What about you?" Qi Ziheng looked at her calmly, "What on earth do you want to ask?"
The two looked at each other for a few seconds, then Yun Hua looked away and said in a low voice, "This bento, you... How did you come up with it? It's childish, you're not such a childish person."
"Are you childish? I don't think it's childish, I just think it's really cute." Qi Ziheng smiled, his eyes never flickering, "I got this bento recipe in a dream. In the dream, someone made it for me... "
Yun Hua almost exhausted all his strength to stand firm.
She almost wanted to run away.
But in the end she stopped. She stood firmly on the spot and looked at Qi Ziheng on the hospital bed.
Qi Ziheng was also looking at her.
She didn't know what her face looked like at the moment, but it was obvious that her face would definitely not look good, but so what
She couldn't care less about it now.
She looked at Qi Ziheng, or should I say she stared at Qi Ziheng.
"Want to have a bite?" Qi Ziheng looked at her.
Yun Hua didn't answer.
Do you want to eat
do not eat.
She's tired of eating, already tired of eating.
In my previous life, I already vomited.
She is not good at cooking, and she didn't like to cook very much in her previous life, but for him, she forced herself to learn to cook, and she didn't know how many times she burned her hands, and how many times she was splashed with oil...
She has failed many times, but she still can't cook well, but she has finally transitioned from dark cooking to the stage where she can eat.
If you can’t do complicated stir-fries, then cook simpler Western or Japanese food.
She learned Japanese ingredients, such as the simplest-looking sushi...
The bento that Qi Ziheng is eating in front of her is the best one she ever made. It looks good and tastes good, and it is also the one that he didn't spit out immediately after eating...
At that time, she had no self-esteem at all, and she, who was extremely humble, was filled with joy when he ate this bento without vomiting it out. After that, she kept making this bento and gave it to him. …
But in the end, those lunch boxes all went into the trash can.
She picked out the bento from the trash can in his office or study time and time again, and ate it by herself.
She ate so much that she vomited herself...
From then on, she almost refused to eat sushi, and she also refused to eat fried eggs...
Qi Ziheng took a bite of the fried egg and looked at her, "Fried eggs with Laoganma sauce is my favorite combination. I like hard-boiled fried eggs, but when eating Western food, almost no one eats hard-boiled fried eggs , so I never eat fried eggs outside, if sometimes I can't avoid it, I eat half-boiled fried eggs, and I will be sick all day... "
Yun Hua's face was still cold, without any extra expressions.
so what
So what do you want to say
once…
Forget it, it's been so long.
She really didn't want to remind herself how... cheap she was back then.
Low self-esteem to the extreme, humble to the extreme, not even as good as dust.
Just for the little sunshine he once gave her, she could give her everything for him... Hehe, the way she was to him back then was really the kindness of a drop of water springing up to repay him.
She thought it was love.
However, unilateral giving has never been love.
The feelings obtained by selling self-esteem and making compromises are even more not love.
It was just a hypnosis she used to paralyze herself when she was desperate...
If possible, she really wanted to completely deny the extremely humble self in the past, but if there was no humble, simple and ignorant self back then, how could there be a completely different Yun Hua now
Thanks to her who was so stupid in the past, and awakened her who is strong enough now.
She won't thank those who hurt her, who almost made her like them, dirty, low, selfish, unscrupulous...
It was Bao Siqing who pulled her up from the edge of the dark abyss, so that she did not fall into the darkness completely and become a dirty bug like those people. It was him who let her know that there is not only one way to get revenge. It is the most stupid way to become dirty and smelly yourself.
It was he who made her live a clean and bright life.
Actually thought of him again.
Anytime, anywhere, any topic, any thought, any occasion, can remind her of him.
Obviously it's so far away, and obviously I don't want to indulge myself thinking about him at all, but he is still everywhere...
The bit of hostility that had risen in Yun Hua's heart dissipated once again because of the thought of him.
Her heartbeat gradually returned to calm.
It was really a little dangerous just now.
She was just about to… burst into her dark side again.
Yun Hua looked at Qi Ziheng again, and her gaze had returned to calmness and indifference. At this moment, she seemed to be looking at an unimportant person, "Didn't you say that you can tell me the reason why the murderer attacked you?" Is it? Now that I'm ready to listen, you can talk straight."
Qi Ziheng's eyes darkened, and he looked at Yun Hua in disbelief.
"You..." Qi Ziheng pursed his lips, his voice was low, "You... don't you have anything to ask? About this breakfast."
"No." Yun Hua said flatly, "The reason why the murderer attacked you is that I don't have much time."
Qi Ziheng looked at her with extremely complicated eyes, even with deep pain.
After a while, he said softly, "Answer me a question first. Back then, it was clearly the first time we met in the supermarket. Why did you have such deep hostility towards me? You even sent such a message in front of Su Ho." Heavy oath... I still remember your oath to this day, every sentence, every word... "
Yun Hua lowered her eyes, "The oath is just to show your girlfriend that I really have no intention of robbing you from her. If the oath is not poisonous, will she believe it?"
Qi Ziheng twitched the corner of his mouth, "Do you think I will believe this poor excuse?"
"What does it matter to me whether you believe it or not?" Yun Hua's voice was cold, "If you don't plan to answer my question, I'm leaving."
Qi Ziheng raised his head immediately, "Wait. Wait..."
Yun Hua looked at him.
Qi Ziheng's expression was very painful, he pressed his heart tightly, "Don't you all want to know why I have angina pectoris?"
Yun Hua nodded, and said insincerely, "Dream. This is your own answer."
Qi Ziheng smiled bitterly, and looked at Yun Hua with extremely sad eyes, "Yes, I'm not lying, my angina is indeed because I was dreaming. In the dream, I was too stupid, I was too self-righteous... I thought I protected my dearest The person I love, but she was tortured inhumanly because of me, and even died in pain... "
Yun Hua's heart suddenly twitched, and she only felt a wave of anger rising from the bottom of her heart, almost burning through her chest, almost making her explode!
She gritted her teeth tightly, held back forcefully, held back, and said nothing.
Qi Ziheng took another bite of the fried egg, his sad and painful eyes kept looking at her without any deviation, "I'm really too stupid, too immature, everything is my fault... I Her self-righteousness hurt her... I thought I was protecting her under my wings, but I was so close, I didn't know that she was suffering extremely painful torture all the time... "
"The damned person is obviously me."
"How can I be so stupid? My IQ of 140 can be called a genius, but I am actually mentally retarded! Otherwise, how could I turn a blind eye to her suffering?"
"I can't even imagine the torture she endured. We are so close, but I didn't notice anything, and let her be hurt..." Qi Ziheng pulled the corners of his mouth to laugh, but his eyes shed tears uncontrollably, This smile is uglier than crying, "How painful she was at that time... not only the pain, but also despair. She trusted me so much and relied on me so much, but I... I..."
Qi Ziheng suddenly reached out and pulled his hair.
"Bang!"
"Bang!"
He pulled his own head and slammed it hard against the wall behind him.
There was no expression on Yun Hua's face, and she even took a step back.
"I'm... a bastard." Qi Ziheng pulled his hair, his eyes were scarlet, and said with great difficulty, "I'm number one in the world... idiot, I... I should be damned... I should be lingering!"
After saying the last word, his face suddenly turned pale, and he stretched out his hand to hold his heart tightly again, his face was distorted in pain.
His angina was back again.
This kind of pain is simply unbearable for most people.
But he is holding back.
His whole body was shaking with pain, and he could hardly breathe.
But he didn't complain of pain, he was still looking at Yun Hua, and there was an endless abyss of pain in his eyes...
There was no expression on Yun Hua's face from beginning to end. When he looked at her with extremely painful eyes, her eyes didn't even fluctuate.
She looked at him indifferently, as if his pain and guilt had nothing to do with her.
She reached out to press the security call.
Just when her hand was about to touch the security alarm on the wall, he suddenly reached out and grabbed her wrist.
Yun Hua frowned, and immediately wanted to get rid of him.
But he was holding her wrist tightly and refused to let go. He opened his mouth, the pain had made him unable to make any sound, and he said with difficulty: "Don't press it."
Yun Hua could understand his lips, she raised her eyebrows, "Don't press it? Then if you die, I'm afraid I will be charged with murder."
This is country M, where the law requires that there is an obligation to rescue. If she rescues the other party but the other party dies, she will not be charged. Even if she is charged, the jury will basically acquit her; but If she had the ability to rescue the other person easily, but did not, then she would be charged with a crime.
(end of this chapter)