Chapter 2158 I am the Daughter of a Criminal
Shen Shiying hugged Yun Hua's arm and said, "You're so busy and uncomfortable that you need to come to me... But Huahua, if I don't have an accident, have you never contacted me?"
Yun Hua was helpless, "Okay, I can understand your mood. You have always been too strict with yourself, and you have stretched yourself too tightly. It's better to relax properly. It's not that I don't want to contact you, is it? ... It's really inconvenient, you are a big star, you are the focus of attention wherever you go, the reporters are like cats, they will come up to you when they smell something fishy, if I meet you, I will meet you in minutes Captured by reporters."
"What are you afraid of being photographed by reporters? You were rarely photographed before. You are also an Olympic gold medalist. Yes, the reporters are very interested in your news. They knew you were my friend before and asked me about it many times. I didn't answer your question." Shen Shiying said, "Hua Hua, did something happen, I think you seem to have evaporated from the world."
Yun Hua patted Shen Shiying's hand to comfort her, "It's a long story, we'll talk about it later, you call your manager first, and I'll send him a text message at Mingchen. For the time being Don't respond to the outside world, let's rest for one night first, and wait until tomorrow to talk about everything."
Shen Shiying was silent for a while, and her mood became depressed again, "Things on the Internet... Huahua, actually..."
"Um?"
"Actually, after all these years, I have almost accepted it." Shen Shiying said in a low voice.
Yun Hua was taken aback, "What do you accept?"
Shen Shiying chuckled lightly, with self-deprecating laughter, "What else can I accept? Of course I accept... accept the fact that I am actually the daughter of a criminal."
"..." Yun Hua was shocked and looked at Shen Shiying in disbelief, "Shiying, what are you talking about? You, you... Don't you know? Have you forgotten? A few years ago in H province, you were filming When you find someone who looks like your father, you follow him, haven't you all been in contact with him, haven't you all... don't you all understand?"
Shen Shiying lowered her eyes and said in a low voice after a while, "Huahua, he actually... didn't tell me anything, so he just said sorry, and other... didn't say anything. All my questions, all my questions, He didn't answer either."
Yun Hua's face was ugly, "You mean..."
Shen Shiying was silent, but suddenly chuckled again, "Huahua, when you saved me, you said that on purpose, and deliberately led me to think that he was an undercover agent. In fact, you don't know anything, and you just Just trying to save my life, right?"
Yun Hua had no way to say no.
The fact is that she can't deny it, and there's no need to deny it.
"Do you know? Back then, your words were a life-saving straw to me, a life-saving straw that I desperately wanted to grasp." Shen Shiying said softly, "At that time, my heart was so empty that I didn't have anything at all. Faith, I was too young at that time, immature in my heart, and easily influenced by outsiders and gossip. At that time, I really didn't want to live. I felt that living was too painful and painful, and it was better to die. Death is not at all horrible."
She smiled and sighed, "But... probably people have a desire to survive in their bones. The so-called desire to die was just because I was too weak and weak to deal with the difficult situation at that time. At that time, you appeared, and you gave me the courage to survive. You guided me and made me wonder if my father was an undercover agent, maybe he was not a criminal but a hero... For me at that time, these were really important It's important."
"I grabbed the life-saving straw you handed me, and desperately climbed to the shore... I got ashore, and I passed the most difficult time in my life." Shen Shiying said, "In fact, I have always believed that My father was undercover. Until... until the time I met him."
Yun Hua couldn't believe it.
She originally thought that when Shen Shiying was filming her first film, she happened to meet her father, Shen Yecheng, who followed Golden Wolf to the mainland to carry out criminal transactions in a remote mountainous area. Yun Hua thought that meeting was a big deal for Shen Shiying. This is a good thing, it is a good thing for Shen Shiying to strengthen her belief. Who would have thought that that meeting would make Shen Shiying's belief collapse...
What's even more frightening is that Shen Shiying's faith collapsed at that time, she didn't realize it at all, she actually thought Shen Shiying was very happy at that time...
"Don't look at me with that look." Shen Shiying hugged Yun Hua's arm, leaned her head on Yun Hua's shoulder, and said softly, "Hua Hua, you should know that I'm a very talented actor... I think You can act whatever you want.”
Yun Hua could only sigh, "Then you have been..."
"I tell myself every day that I might really be the daughter of a criminal." Shen Shiying said softly, "You know, there are some things. People may not be mentally prepared. Once they are mentally prepared, it will be much easier. After so many years, I have almost accepted this fact. So Huahua, don't worry about me, the psychological impact of this matter on me is not as great as you imagine."
She said, and couldn't help laughing again, "Actually, I thought my father's matter should have been exposed very early. I don't know whether it is because the family is too useless, or Star Entertainment is too powerful, so that Until now, things about my father have been exposed."
"For me, it was like a knife hanging over my head, and now the knife has finally come down, and I can finally breathe really well."
Yun Hua pursed her lips, "Then what will you do in the future? This matter will ruin your acting career."
Shen Shiying shook her head, "I don't know what to do, let's take it one step at a time. Although I like acting very much, there is no way for this kind of thing. I have been mentally prepared for it. So these years, the characters I played Every role, every play I take, I work very hard and seriously, because I don't know which step or which role is the end of my acting career."
"Oh, by the way, you can actually go abroad to develop." Shen Shiying smiled, "I just like acting, and I don't like the feeling of being a star and being admired by perfect people, so if I'm just a small actor, it shouldn't be so much. Difficult, I can’t do it in China, I can go abroad, Hollywood doesn’t care about my background at all, and I don’t want to be famous, so I’m still qualified as a young actor.”
(end of this chapter)