Yun Hua pushed Bao Siqing into the room.
Ming Qi gave Ling Nan a thumbs up, while Ling Nan leaned weakly on the railing, patted his little heart and panted heavily.
Yun Hua pushed Bao Siqing to the study.
She let go of the wheelchair, went around in front of him, squatted down slowly, put her hands on his knees, and looked up at him.
"I'm willing to help Captain Ling." Yun Hua whispered.
Bao Siqing frowned, "You don't have to."
"No, I just want to verify... my feeling." Yun Hua raised her head, stared straight at Bao Siqing, and said word by word.
Bao Siqing frowned even tighter.
Yun Hua's voice was very soft: "Ouyang Mu said that he smelled the same kind of scent on me, and he said that I was his kind..."
"You're not." Bao Siqing said firmly.
Yun Hua smiled, "I'm not sure. Bao Siqing, when you took me to see the scene for the first time, I was very uncomfortable in the bathroom. You said that was the real scene of killing and dismembering... In fact, I I lied to you, I didn't feel uncomfortable at the time, but a strange excitement, so excited that my blood vessels seemed to burst... "
Bao Siqing's expression changed slightly.
Yun Hua bit her lip and forced a smile: "I'm afraid of that feeling. It wasn't until Ouyang Mu said that I was his kind, that I... I suddenly understood that maybe I really am that kind of person..."
"Don't think about it!" Bao Siqing held her hand tightly, "You are not. You will never become Ouyang Mu!"
Yun Hua pursed her lips and shook her head. After a long time, she said softly, "I'm not sure, I'm really not sure... If Ouyang Mu and I are not the same kind, why am I excited about what he did? Why can I Totally understand how he feels…”
She raised her head, and there was a thin layer of mist in her eyes. She struggled and forced herself to look at him with a smile: "Brother Ah Qing, I'm afraid, I'm really afraid of becoming him... I'm afraid like He hurt the person he loves the most... I don't want to become that kind of devil... Perhaps, you shouldn't have saved me last time."
"No." Bao Siqing reached out his hand to wipe away the tears unconsciously falling from the corner of her eyes, his gaze was firm, "You will not become him, and you will not hurt the one you love like him."
"Painting, life is actually very simple. In the research of criminal psychology, most criminals had a miserable childhood. Ouyang Mu's condition was even more serious. The damage to the frontal lobe made him unable to perceive the emotions of normal people. In addition to being born with an extra Y chromosome... But there are still many criminals who are physically normal, and their crimes are usually inseparable from a miserable childhood."
Bao Siqing's voice was unhurried and very firm: "But you have to know that there are a lot of people with miserable childhoods. Some people choose to work hard to get out of that environment and become more successful; but some people choose to fall. To continue that life, even to become a criminal."
"The key is nothing else but your choice. There is a little devil living in everyone's heart. As long as you can lock that cage, you won't hurt others."
Yun Hua's tears rolled down: "Can I do it?"
"You can." Bao Siqing looked at her tenderly, and reached out to help her wipe away her tears again, "I believe in you."
Yun Hua took a deep breath, stared at him for a while, and then suddenly broke into a smile: "Am I annoying?"
"On the contrary."
"..." Yun Hua's face suddenly turned a little red, "I... I still want to help Ling Dui, I want to prove to myself and to you that I can control that little devil in my heart!"
She clenched her fists tightly and looked at him with burning eyes, her eyes full of expectation: "You, can you trust me?"
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