Sun, what should I do
Sheng Jiaoyang didn't know what to do. She never knew she would be so entangled when she finally knew the reason why Lin Yan didn't respond to her feelings.
"I don't know either..." she replied helplessly.
Lin Yan reached out and held her hand, not allowing her to retreat, and only asked: "Do you love that person?"
The "that person" he mentioned naturally refers to Shen Zhining.
Sheng Jiaoyang was stunned. Does she love Shen Zhining? This question is more difficult to answer than "Does she still like Lin Yan?" She has very complicated feelings for Shen Zhining. She is a little afraid of him, but she also trusts him very much. She doesn't feel uncomfortable being close to him. Even when her grandfather talked about their future marriage, she didn't resist at all. Accepted it calmly. But when it comes to love...
She looked at Lin Yan. Although she would blush and be anxious when she was with Shen Zhining, she could no longer find the same feeling she had when she was in love with Lin Yan - thinking that he would be happy and excited when she saw him. His heart beats faster when he is near him, and he becomes sentimental when he acts cold.
"You don't love him." Lin Yan said in an extremely sure tone.
Sheng Jiaoyang fell silent.
The corners of Lin Yan's mouth raised slightly, but his smile soon faded, and he said, "Jiaoyang, you have to follow your heart and don't give in. You have a new life now, and you should live a smooth life."
Sheng Jiaoyang understood what he meant, but she hesitated when she thought of breaking up with Shen Zhining. Although she has not yet reached the level of love for Shen Zhining, she should like her, and Shen Zhining's reaction to breaking up last time left a certain psychological shadow on her, and she was very afraid that the guy would do something even more extreme. matter.
Of course, the most important thing is that she no longer has the urge to risk her own life for Lin Yan.
"Brother Lin Yan," Sheng Jiaoyang looked at him and said seriously, "everything I do now is going as I want, including dating Shen Zhining."
Lin Yan was shocked, "You..."
Sheng Jiaoyang slowly withdrew his hand from his warm palm and sighed softly: "It's easy to fall in love. When I was sick, he sent me to the hospital, and the first time after I woke up. The moment I saw him, when he put on his coat for me... many people may have fallen in love without realizing it. I admit that my feelings for him cannot be called love, but as time goes by, one day I will fall in love with him. "
Lin Yan lowered his eyes and looked at his hands. The emptiness in his palm seemed to reflect the emptiness in his heart.
"Are you really willing to let go of our six-year relationship?" His brows were filled with melancholy again.
"Reluctant to part with it."
He raised his eyes to look at Sheng Jiaoyang in surprise, but saw her face was calm. The light in his eyes gradually dimmed, and he knew what she was going to say next by looking at her expression.
Sure enough, I heard her say: "But what can I do if I can't bear to leave? I'm tired and don't want to chase after Brother Lin Yan anymore."
"Then it will be me chasing you this time."
"No, you can't do it. The responsibility and mission you carry make it impossible for you to do it."
"We haven't started yet, how do you know I can't do it?"
Sheng Jiaoyang sighed and asked him, "Will you give up fighting for the family inheritance?"
Lin Yan was silent this time. This was not something he could give up if he wanted to. He had already set foot on this path and there was no room for turning back.
"Thank you Brother Lin Yan for your birthday gift today. It's getting late. I'm going home first." Sheng Jiaoyang stood up calmly.
"I'll see you off." Lin Yan also stood up.
"No, my driver is waiting downstairs. Brother Lin Yan, have a good rest. Good night!"
Sheng Jiaoyang didn't let Lin Yan see him off, she left resolutely.
Hearing the sound of the door closing, Lin Yan closed his eyes and slowly clenched his hands at his sides.
All I could hear was the sound coming from the TV.
That was Sheng Jiaoyang's voice.
"When I was with you, you didn't cherish me and ignored me for your so-called important things. Now that I'm tired, I don't want to hang around you. Instead, you cling to me. Do you think you're a bitch?" !”
Tell me if you are cheap!
Lin Yan suddenly opened his eyes. On the TV screen, a girl with short black hair was looking directly at him. No, it should be said that she was looking in the direction of the camera. But at this moment, he felt like the scorching sun was looking at him.
Soon the picture on the TV turned around, and a boy's face appeared. The boy's face was determined, and he was not affected by her words at all.
"If I can save you, I'm willing to be even meaner." The boy's eyes were shining, revealing tenderness and persistence.
"Whatever you want! It's up to you whether you want to be a bitch. Anyway, I don't want to accept a bitch." The girl said coldly, turned around and left ruthlessly.
The boy looked at her back and said firmly: "Then I'll grind until you accept it."
Lin Yan stared at the TV screen blankly and did not move for a long time.
On the other side, Sheng Jiaoyang got into the car. She glanced at the brightly lit hotel building through the car window. Finally, she slowly leaned her head against the car window and lowered her eyes to hide the thoughts in her eyes.
It was very late when I got home.
Only Aunt Zhang, who was watching TV, and Xu Ping, who was looking at her mobile phone, were left in the living room. The others had obviously fallen asleep.
"You're back." Xu Ping looked up when he heard the noise, and greeted Sheng Jiaoyang when he saw him.
"Why haven't you slept yet?"
"Many people ask about your itinerary." Xu Ping raised his phone.
"Just ignore it."
Xu Ping gave her a helpless look and said, "It's hard to offend some people unless you don't plan to hang around in this circle anymore."
"Aunt Zhang, why haven't you gone to bed yet?" Sheng Jiaoyang looked at Aunt Zhang, who was watching the TV attentively.
"I haven't watched the TV series updated today."
Sheng Jiaoyang went over to take a look, and found to his amazement that it was the TV series "Saving the Internet Addict Boyfriend" that she acted in. She didn't expect that even Aunt Zhang would like to watch such TV series.
"Don't go to bed too late. I'll go back to the room to rest first." Sheng Jiaoyang said with a smile.
"Hey-" Xu Ping saw her walking towards the stairs and raised his hand.
"What?" Sheng Jiaoyang stopped and turned to look at her.
Xu Ping's eyes flashed, he put down his hand and said, "It's okay, good night."
"Good night." Sheng Jiaoyang smiled slightly and went upstairs.
Pushing open her bedroom, Sheng Jiaoyang took off her coat and walked to the cloakroom. After walking a few steps, she suddenly noticed something was wrong.
Now Xiao An sleeps with his little friend. She is the only one in her room now, but the light in the room was on when she came in just now.
She turned around suddenly, looked into the bedroom, and suddenly met the eyes of a certain man.
"You finally saw me." He said in an unclear tone.
"Why are you back at this time?" Sheng Jiaoyang asked in surprise.
That's right, the man who was leisurely leaning on her bedside holding her bedtime reading book was none other than Shen Zhining, who was supposed to stay in the Rose Gold Manor to celebrate the New Year with Grandpa Shen and Grandma Andy!
"If I don't come back, will you forget that you still have a boyfriend?"
"How could it be? Didn't I call you before?"
"In front?" Shen Zhining's face showed a half-smile expression, "When is that?"
Sheng Jiaoyang opened his mouth and looked at the sky. When was the last time he called
"Do you need me to help you recall your memories?" Shen Zhining had already gotten off the bed and walked towards her slowly.
Forced by his momentum, Sheng Jiaoyang took a step back, and she said sarcastically: "No need."
Shen Zhining had already walked in front of her. He looked at her and said slightly sarcastically: "So this is how you think of me?"
"I, this is not..."
"What are you trying to say to try to distract me again? Huh?" Shen Zhining raised his hand and gently pinched her chin, looking into her eyes.
Sheng Jiaoyang wanted to cover her face, but she must not lose her momentum at this time. She raised her chin and asked him in turn: "Then why don't you call me these days?"
Shen Zhining chuckled, but there was no smile in his eyes, "I'm waiting. Someone says she misses me. I want to see how many days it takes for her to miss me once."
So if you say either, don’t lie. When you tell a lie, you have to use hundreds of thousands of lies to smooth things over.
Sheng Jiaoyang was wilting like a frosted eggplant at this time.
"You were not surprised at all when you saw me just now. It seems that you don't want to see me." Shen Zhining's air pressure was very low when he spoke, with a gloomy feeling.
"I was... the surprise was too much." Sheng Jiaoyang felt that he could save it a little more.
"Oh?" He responded casually.
Seeing his disbelief, Sheng Jiaoyang had no choice but to use his trump card and act coquettishly: "Brother Zhining, I am very happy that you can come back at this time. Really!"
"Extremely happy..." He repeated her words meaningfully, "Why can't you tell?"
Sheng Jiaoyang was a little dumbfounded. How could he act so happy
Her eyes hidden behind her glasses rolled around, she raised her hands on his shoulders, stood on her tiptoes gently, and kissed the corner of his mouth.
Shen Zhining raised his eyebrows and said, "That's it?"
"Otherwise?" Sheng Jiaoyang blinked.
"It seems that someone is telling the truth, but actually doesn't want to see me." Shen Zhining said.
Is this because she didn't kiss her properly enough? Sheng Jiaoyang looked at him, her eyes wandered over his face, and finally landed on his lips.
She stood on tiptoes again and kissed his lips gently.
This move only received a two-word response.
"Perfunctory!"
Is this considered perfunctory? Sheng Jiaoyang opened his lips and said, "Where is the perfunctoriness?"
He glanced at her lightly and said, "Not enthusiastic enough."
"You are an actor now, and your acting skills are not enough."
Hearing the disdain in his words, Sheng Jiaoyang's stubborn temper rose.
"If you have the ability, show me how to do it!"
The corners of Shen Zhining's lips curled up, and a smile of success flashed in his eyes.
Sheng Jiaoyang noticed the subtle change in his expression, and her heart suddenly skipped a beat. Before she could take precautions, she was pushed back, and then...
Fell into the beanbag.
At the same time, a shadow fell over him.
"Wait a minute..."