"Chen Xi, where are you going?" The man who was overturned on the bed looked at the person walking towards the door in surprise.
She stopped and turned back, looking at the man with a complicated expression.
"Ouyang, I'm sorry, I can't convince myself that your life has no intersection with the life I long for, and I can't find any sense of expectation. The most important thing is... "
She paused, "I lost the me who loved you, I don't love you anymore."
"Then get it back!" The man shouted a little out of control.
"The world is not static. Nothing will stay in place and wait for us unchanged. Ouyang, let's break up. From now on, take care of yourself."
"Farewell!" she said and left without looking back.
The door closed with a sound.
"Stuck! This one passed."
It was already two o'clock in the morning when we finished shooting.
"The rooms have been booked. Let's go to bed early." After taking the photo that he was satisfied with, Cen Jin looked particularly happy and spoke happily.
"Jiaojiao." Lin Yan called Sheng Jiaoyang.
Sheng Jiaoyang looked at him and said, "Let's talk about anything tomorrow. It's getting late now. Go to bed early. Brother Lin Yan has worked hard these days."
Lin Yan's expression darkened when he heard her polite words, but he was used to being gentle with her, so he had no choice but to follow her words and said: "Okay, then you should go to bed early, good night."
"good evening."
I was indeed tired today. After washing, Sheng Jiaoyang touched the pillow and fell asleep. He didn't think about anything and had no dreams all night.
When everyone gathered for breakfast the next morning, Cen Jin said kindly: "I'll give you a day off. If you want to sleep, you can sleep. If you want to play, you can play. Do whatever you want."
After breakfast, Sheng Jiaoyang was held by Lin Yan's hand.
"Jiaojiao, come with me for a walk." Lin Yan said.
Sheng Jiaoyang originally wanted to go home, but seeing his serious look, she couldn't bear to refuse, so she agreed.
The hotel is a garden-style hotel, with a garden at the back, flowers, trees, bridges, flowing water, rockeries and an octagonal pavilion, a standard Chinese garden.
The two walked side by side on the cobbled gravel road.
"The sun..."
"You should call me Jiaojiao from now on."
Lin Yan turned to look at her, "Didn't you tell him your identity?"
Sheng Jiaoyang immediately recognized who the "he" in Lin Yan's words was referring to. "Not yet. I've only told two people in total. One is a beautiful girl and the other is my grandpa. Those of you who can see it yourself don't count."
"You? There are many people?"
"Not many, only a handful."
"So he didn't recognize you?"
Seeing Lin Yan bring the topic back to Shen Zhining, Sheng Jiaoyang glanced at him silently.
Sensing something from her reaction, Lin Yan moved his lips slightly and asked, "Why are you with him?"
Why? Sheng Jiaoyang didn't even know it, so he and Shen Zhining became boyfriend and girlfriend out of nowhere.
"He doesn't even recognize you, treats you badly, and doesn't respect your ideas. Are you sure you will be happy with him?"
"At least most of the time, he was a pleasure to be with."
Lin Yan stopped.
He stopped suddenly, and Sheng Jiaoyang had no choice but to stop too.
"Jiaojiao," he looked at her deeply, "Aren't you happy being with me?"
Sheng Jiaoyang fell silent.
When she was young, she might have felt that being with the person she loved was the happiest and happiest thing, but when she had a person she loved, she found that things were not as easy and happy as she imagined, because when you put your heart in others After you are with him, you will worry about gains and losses, be happy because he is close, and feel sad because he is far away.
To be honest, I have been unhappy with Lin Yan in the past two years, because there is always someone else occupying the closest position to him, and his attitude is too unclear, just like Ouyang in the movie, otherwise she would not have been there at the beginning. I will stay away like Chen Xi in the movie and be myself.
Lin Yan's eyes flashed with pain. He had always seen her confident and smiling brightly, but he didn't expect her to be unhappy.
"sorry."
Sheng Jiaoyang twitched the corners of his mouth, "You don't need to apologize. It was just wishful thinking on my part." Unhappiness is something you ask for. She added in her mind.
"No, it's my fault." Lin Yan reached out and held her hand, "Jiaojiao, from now on I will follow you, like you, love you. Just do what you like."
Sheng Jiaoyang wanted to take his hand away, but he didn't hold her hand hard enough, but it was just enough that she couldn't break free.
She smiled bitterly and said, "Brother Lin Yan, I don't know if you have heard of this sentence, it is always difficult to recover when water is spilled. The water that has been thrown out and the things that have changed will never be able to return to their former glory."
Just like what Chen Xi said in the movie when he finally chose to leave, "The world is not static, nothing will stop in place and wait for us unchanged." Otherwise, why would there be so many people who have come before to warn the younger generations to cherish what they have now? Once lost, it means lost forever.
Lin Yan took her hand back and tilted her body toward him. Then he stretched out his other hand to hug her and said, "Since it's hard to collect the water, you can scoop up another glass of water and throw away the spoiled stuff. Just buy a new one.”
"But what about feelings?"
"There is a word called reunion after breaking the mirror, which refers to feelings."
Sheng Jiaoyang didn't know how to reply, because he blocked all her words.
Lin Yan hugged her tightly, "Jiaojiao, give me a chance." There was a hint of pleading in his voice.
The expression on her face changed. After a while, she reached out and firmly pushed Lin Yan away.
"I'm sorry, Brother Lin Yan." She turned and left.
Lin Yan raised his hand and put it down silently. His face was full of deepness, no longer the gentle and handsome look in front of her.
Sheng Jiaoyang returned home. After greeting her grandfather and the others, she went next door.
"Feili, is Brother Zhining here?" Sheng Jiaoyang asked when he saw Feili directing the servants to take care of the flowers and plants in the yard.
Feili smiled and replied: "The boss has gone to the company."
Sheng Jiaoyang called Shen Zhining, and it took a while before the call was answered.
"To Brother Ning..."
"The boss is in a meeting and it's not convenient to answer the phone."
It was the big guy's voice. Sheng Jiaoyang pursed her lips and said, "Okay, then tell him to call me back after the meeting."
"Oh." The other party hung up the phone.
Sheng Jiaoyang gritted his teeth. The big man had always looked down upon her. She didn't know where she had offended him.
She went home and had lunch at noon, but she didn't even get a call.
If she couldn't feel anything right now, then she was a pig.
"Grandpa, I'm going out for a while."
Sheng Jiaoyang asked Feili for the address of Shen Zhining's company and went there.
"Hello, what can I do for you?" The female clerk at the front desk looked at her with a smile.
"I'm looking for you, Mr. Shen."
A flash of surprise flashed across the female clerk's face, and then she asked, "Do you have an appointment?"
"No."
"I'm sorry, Mr. Shen is busy. If you don't have an appointment, I can't let you go up."
Sheng Jiaoyang raised his hand and rubbed his temples, took out his cell phone and continued to make a call. It turned out that the big guy still answered the phone. He didn't even change his excuse and still said he was in a meeting.
"I'm at the front desk downstairs of your company..."
"Beep, beep, beep..."
Sheng Jiaoyang took a deep breath and almost suppressed the anger gushing out of his body.
The two female clerks sitting at the front desk looked at each other and winked.
Sheng Jiaoyang looked around and saw that there was no one in the waiting area. She sat down directly and waited in the hall. She didn't believe it. Shen Zhining could stay up there all day without getting down!
"I've never seen Mr. Shen getting close to any woman. Who is this woman wearing a mask?"
"She was calling Mr. Shen just now, right? Haha, she must have hung up the phone."
Two front desk clerks stood close and chatted quietly.
In the top-floor office, Shen Zhining was sitting on a chair with his back to the floor-to-ceiling window. He was holding a photo in his hand, which showed a man and a woman hugging each other. The handsome man and beautiful woman should look pleasing to the eye, but in But his eyes looked very dazzling.
He was there when she called, and there was no meeting at all today, but he just didn't want to answer the phone. He just wanted to see how sincere she was.
Another hour passed and the phone rang again.
"Weinan." He threw the phone to Jing Weinan.
Jing Weinan glanced at him and pressed the speakerphone: "The boss is in a meeting."
"You guys are going to be holding this meeting for a long time. When are you going to hold it?"
"Time is not something I can decide." Jing Weinan said coldly.
"I have to rush back to film tomorrow. Tell Brother Ning that I will wait for him downstairs in your company."
Jing Weinan hung up the phone and handed the phone back.
Shen Zhining took the phone, his expression became more relaxed, but when he glanced at the photo on the desktop, his expression darkened again.
Sheng Jiaoyang, who was hung up on again downstairs, had lost her temper. She leaned on the sofa and waited quietly for nearly an hour. Suddenly, the call came. She thought it was Shen Zhining at first. When I came back, I saw a call from Director Cen Jin.
"Director Cen?" She answered the phone.
"I have to go back to the mountains tomorrow to continue filming the unfinished scenes. Let's relax today. We are at the Jinzishanhe Club on Jinhe Road. You can come over too. We are all from the crew and have a few friends. Well, Gu Zhou also I'm here." Afraid of worrying her, Cen Jin finally added Gu Zhou's name.
"good."
Since she agreed, Sheng Jiaoyang no longer stayed here. She called again, but no one answered. She exhaled, got up and left directly.
"I finally left. This patience is good enough."
"Mr. Shen came to us. She didn't even dare to show her face. Who is this woman? Her voice sounds like she is quite young."
"Did you feel that the one just now looked like the same person?"
"who?"
"Xu Jiaojiao! Look at her figure, does it look like her?"
"It sounds like it when you say that."
The two front desk clerks were chatting when they suddenly heard the sound of the elevator door opening. They subconsciously looked over and saw their Mr. Shen walking out with a happy expression.
"Hello, Mr. Shen!" The two stood up quickly.
"Where are the people?"
"What?" Neither of them responded.
"The people who were waiting here just now."
"Just left."
After the two female clerks answered in unison, they saw that Mr. Shen's face turned cold.