"Do you remember?" Seeing Sheng Jiaoyang's face, Lin Yan's expression froze and he asked softly.
"No."
Sheng Jiaoyang saw his expression relaxed, but his heart sank slightly, "But I really want to get those memories back."
"Jiaojiao..."
"I originally wanted you to help me retrieve my memory, but," Sheng Jiaoyang paused, "I can't believe you anymore. I'm afraid that I will forget who I am by then."
Lin Yan was silent.
As early as they said goodbye at the airport that day, he had thought of such consequences.
"Brother Lin Yan, even if I was the one who took the initiative before, you should know my character. Once I decide to give up something, there will be no turning back. Do you think I can be with you as long as I lose the memory that changed my mind in the past two years? Together, then you are wrong, even if I still remember that I like you in my memory, my heart no longer has the same feeling of liking you. "
Lin Yan frowned slightly, of course he felt it. He knew it last time on the balcony when he wanted to kiss her but was avoided by her. But sometimes, even if you guess the result, you still won't be reconciled and want to try again.
"You shouldn't have come. You already made your choice at the airport that day." Sheng Jiaoyang said calmly.
"You said you would wait for me." Lin Yan's lips moved.
Sheng Jiaoyang suddenly laughed, "I just say this so that you can concentrate on your own affairs."
"Brother Lin Yan, we are all adults. Stop being emotional. We each have too many things to do, so why bother to fight emotionally. Since you have missed the best time, let it pass. ,after-"
"Let's just be friends, okay?" Sheng Jiaoyang looked at Lin Yan seriously.
Lin Yan clenched his hands hanging by his side, "This is the second time you have said this."
"No matter how many times I come back, I will still respond like this."
Lin Yan said nothing more, just looked at her with a hurt look.
Sheng Jiaoyang sighed, "If you think about it, you don't have to worry about anything as friends. As long as the other person lives well, you will be happy. Brother Lin Yan, I sincerely hope that you can also find a good home, but this person will definitely not be I."
"How do you know you..."
"Women are all pretentious, and I am no exception. Even because I don't lack anything, I am even more pretentious when it comes to relationships. Since you can't give me your whole heart, I will no longer give my own feelings."
"As long as you wait for me for another two years, I promise that I will give you everything you want." Lin Yan insisted.
Sheng Jiaoyang shook his head gently, "Stop deceiving yourself. The balance in your heart has never been tilted towards feelings."
"You said you want to devote yourself wholeheartedly, can Shen Zhining be able to treat you wholeheartedly? Isn't he also busy with his things all day long?"
"When I say wholeheartedly, I don't mean that you have to surround me all the time, but you must put me in the most important position in your heart and give me enough security."
For a moment, both of them were silent.
In the end, Lin Yan closed his eyes and took a deep breath. He opened his eyes and looked at her. The expression in his eyes was so complicated that it made people feel a little sad. He showed a helpless and bitter smile and said, "Okay, let's be friends."
Now that things have come to this, what else can he do
It is indeed impossible for him to treat his feelings wholeheartedly at this stage. The ambition in his heart has not yet set off a prairie fire, and there are still many things waiting for him to do.
A relaxed smile appeared on Sheng Jiaoyang's face. She looked at the man in front of her who had begun to show his mature temperament. The figure playing the piano alone in her memory passed through her mind. She felt a little dry in her heart, but more of a relief.
Let the feelings of youth go by and cherish them in the future.
"Goodbye then, Brother Lin Yan." Sheng Jiaoyang said.
Lin Yan's mouth moved, but in the end he didn't say anything, he just opened his arms.
Sheng Jiaoyang paused for a moment, then stepped forward to hug Lin Yan.
"Let me help you restore your memory." Lin Yan whispered in her ear.
Sheng Jiaoyang hesitated for a moment, then stepped away and asked, "Can I recover on my own?"
"you do not believe me?"
Sheng Jiaoyang was silent. She couldn't find any other reason. She really didn't believe Lin Yan, fearing that he would try another trick on her and make her a fool who couldn't remember anything.
Lin Yan only felt a pinch in his heart, but this was caused by himself and he could not blame others.
"Don't worry, I won't do anything like that again."
Seeing that she still didn't speak, Lin Yan let out a deep breath and said, "That memory of yours is only temporarily sealed. Over time, it will be slowly triggered by contact with familiar things. It just takes time."
"Then I'd better recover on my own." Although he knew that saying this would hurt Lin Yan, Sheng Jiaoyang still chose to avoid any risks.
Lin Yan looked deeply at Sheng Jiaoyang.
"I have to catch up on my movie, so I'm going back first." Sheng Jiaoyang pointed to the studio.
"… good."
Lin Yan stood there, watching Sheng Jiaoyang walk back to the set. It took him a while before he turned around and left.
"Jiaojiao, he's gone." Zeng Huan whispered.
Sheng Jiaoyang turned his head and saw the figure slowly walking away, his brows furrowed unconsciously, and he felt an indescribable feeling in his heart, a little empty.
Lin Yan represents her girlhood, the period of innocence when she first fell in love and loved someone wholeheartedly.
"Jiaojiao, the scene where you were hugging just now was probably filmed. You'd better vent your anger to Mr. Shen first, otherwise it will be bad if he sees such news and misunderstands." Zeng Huan reminded.
Sheng Jiaoyang turned back, glanced at Zeng Huan, and said disapprovingly: "It's just a farewell."
Facts have proved that Zeng Huan's reminder is necessary.
The filming location of the movie is not in a deserted place. When they are filming here, there will be people hanging around outside the set. With Sheng Jiaoyang's current status and identity, it is natural that there are some paparazzi who want to keep tabs on some news to increase her popularity.
Soon someone on the Internet revealed that Jiaojiao was behaving intimately with another man, and also posted photos of them looking at each other and hugging each other.
What spread faster than these gossips was the arrival of Shen Zhining.
When he came over, Sheng Jiaoyang had just finished filming a scene and was about to take a rest.
Seeing Shen Zhining coming, Sheng Jiaoyang was stunned for a moment, then turned to look at Zeng Huan, thinking it was Zeng Huan who called him here. Zeng Huan instantly understood the meaning in her eyes and shook his head quickly.
"How did you come?"
Shen Zhining looked around and asked, "Do you have time now?"
"What's wrong?" Sheng Jiaoyang looked at him warily. Could it be that this person got the information and came to investigate
"Take you to meet someone."
"Meeting whom?"
Shen Zhining raised his eyebrows, "I'll know when I meet you. He is definitely the person you want to see the most." (To be continued)