Regarding how Lin Na managed to get Xiwen to put down his body and take care of her like an ordinary man, Lin Na told Sheng Jiaoyang in detail what had happened in the past few days when they went to bed together.
In the past, due to jet lag and various reasons, they couldn't chat well, and they only talked briefly on the phone. Sometimes there were people around, and they couldn't talk about things they didn't want others to know.
Lin Na's matter has to start with the agreement she made with Xiwen.
After going through so many things, Lin Na is no longer the same Lin Na she was before, and she has been in contact with Xiwen for so long. She already knows that Xiwen is a soft-hearted person who doesn't take hard work. It's useless for you to confront him head-on. He is a man, and he is a A bastard man who never pays attention to ethics and morals, if you resist forcefully, he will only become more enthusiastic.
So she tried another approach.
What she couldn't get would always cause turmoil, so she did the opposite and made an agreement with Xiwen based on the time of the baby's birth.
In order to cope with the torment of getting along with him, she spent a long time mentally building herself up. During the time she stayed with Sheng Jiaoyang, this was the only thing she did.
Quietly watching Sheng Jiaoyang busy from the side, the impatience in her heart gradually settled down.
She would think that Jiaojiao could stay in such a home for two years and still live such a positive life. At that time, Jiaojiao was less than ten years old, and she had never heard her complain about life after getting to know her. She is already an adult, so why can't she do it like Jiaojiao
At that time, she often thought about what Jiaojiao would do if faced with such a situation. It would definitely not be to blame others, nor to give up on herself. Jiaojiao was a person who liked to take the initiative.
After calming down, she realized that she had no chance of making a comeback. Although she was at a disadvantage, she was not without any support. Xiwen's liking for her was her biggest support.
This made her feel a bit sarcastic, but it was indeed the only one she could use at the moment.
So she no longer resisted Xiwen's approach and intimacy. At the beginning, Xiwen also called a nanny to take care of her daily life. She intentionally or unintentionally showed a very disliked attitude, and then she only showed up regularly to clean the house. hourly worker.
She used this method intentionally or unintentionally to change Xiwen's attitude towards her, letting him learn to change bit by bit and learn to do things like an ordinary man that he would not do before.
At first, the food he cooked was really unpalatable, but she didn't show it and ate it all. Instead, she only ate a little when dining out at a restaurant, so that she had to get up in the middle of the night and go into the kitchen to find something to eat.
She never asked or begged Xiwen to do this for her, she just showed a little happiness when he did it.
At first, when Xiwen had not been in the kitchen, she naturally felt hungry at night because she ate little outside. However, she would not wake Xiwen up. Instead, she would go to the kitchen and rummage through the refrigerator and cupboards.
With Xiwen's vigilance, he woke up when she got out of bed and saw that she was not going to the bathroom but out of the room. Of course he would follow curiously and saw that she dug out a book from somewhere. When making instant noodles, I didn’t soak or boil them. I just ate the noodles raw. Even though my brows were furrowed, I still nibbled on them little by little.
"What are you doing?" Xiwen also frowned at that time. He obviously couldn't understand what he saw Lin Na doing.
Lin Na paused and replied with three words without turning her head: "I'm hungry."
Xiwen stepped forward and snatched the pancake from her hand and threw it into the trash can. He took her hand and walked out, "I'll ask someone to buy food."
"I can't eat anything outside." Lin Na said calmly.
"Then you're just here eating that kind of nutritious food?" Xiwen didn't even notice the anger in his tone when he said this.
Lin Na was silent.
Xiwen turned to look at her and saw that she just lowered her eyes and looked like she didn't know what she was thinking. He took a deep breath, let go and entered the kitchen.
Lin Na stood at the door of the kitchen and watched him rummaging through the refrigerator and cupboards. She could tell that he had never cooked before. He even had to taste the salt and sugar in his mouth before he could tell the difference. The ingredients in the cupboards were all gone. He turned it out and studied it.
Finally, I cooked a bowl of noodles with an egg on top.
The noodles were overcooked and she didn't reveal anything on them when she ate them. She ate them all silently, but this was enough to satisfy Xiwen. After all, she only took one or two bites at high-end restaurants outside. , but he could eat all the noodles he cooked for the first time.
The next day, Xiwen took Lin Na to go shopping no longer in high-end places, but in supermarkets and vegetable markets. After buying a bunch of vegetables, he started to fiddle with them.
All of this was in Lin Na's plan. The only thing that went beyond the plan was that Xiwen didn't show a trace of boredom after all these days, and he still enjoyed it.
But she is not in a hurry. People who are born extraordinary may be able to do these trivial and ordinary things for a while because of their freshness, but there will always be a day when they get tired of it, and this time will certainly not be long.
When she was secretly planning, Xiwen naturally also had a plan, otherwise he wouldn't have done this for her.
They are opponents sitting on both sides of Go, each trying to surround the other's pieces and capture them.
Xiwen seems to be the one attacking fiercely, but if you look closely, you will find that his pieces are being devoured bit by bit. Strategically speaking, Lin Na's approach is called using softness to overcome strength.
"Mei Niu, it seems that there is no problem for you to do this, but you also said that Xiwen has never shown that he is tired of doing these things, which shows that there is a deviation in your plan. This deviation depends on your understanding of him. To what extent." After listening to what Lin Na said, Sheng Jiaoyang thought.
"Do you think he can do it for a lifetime?" Lin Na turned to look at Sheng Jiaoyang.
"I don't know if he can do it for the rest of his life, but it doesn't look like he's tired at the moment."
"There is something you like. Before you get it, you will be particularly interested in it and will not hesitate to put in a lot of effort for it. But can you guarantee that you will still like it consistently after you get it? Just like you, You liked Lin Yan so much before, but what about you now?"
"This is different. It's not like I didn't like him after I got him. Beauty, nothing is absolute. You can be sure after so many days of getting along. Is your resistance to Xiwen still as firm as before? ?”
Lin Na was silent.
People are emotional creatures. You may have hated someone to the core of your heart before, but you may also eliminate all hatred because of the instant touch the other person brings you.
Sheng Jiaoyang reached out to hold Lin Na's hand, looked at her, and said seriously: "Beautiful girl, the center of our world cannot be anyone else, it can only be ourselves, so that we can not let anything affect our lives."
"What would you do if it were you?"
If it were you, what would you do... This is indeed a question worth thinking about.
"I have never experienced anything like this, so what I can tell you is just an idea that extends from my personality and thinking." Sheng Jiaoyang said.
"Although you haven't experienced it, I believe that even if you face such a thing, you will do what you think."
Sheng Jiaoyang looked at Lin Na for a while and then said: "In my life, I will be sad, happy, or hesitant because of emotional matters, but that's it. I won't let it be my only one. We The meaning of living is not for others, but for yourself.”
"Is this why you survived when you were surrounded by people who scolded you and bullied you?" Lin Na asked softly.
Sheng Jiaoyang was stunned. She didn't expect Lin Na to ask this.
At first…
"I felt very uncomfortable at the time. Who would like to be bullied, wrongfully accused, and scolded unless they are perverted masochists."
Sheng Jiaoyang laughed, "Did you know? When you are in darkness, you will be afraid, but when there is a ray of light in this darkness, your attention will be focused there, and you will I want to explore the source of this light, thereby reducing or forgetting the fear of the dark.”
"I also locked myself in my room and cried until I almost couldn't breathe. But I thought that I still had so many things to do, and dying would only make people who hate me happy, so I gave it to my grandpa. Made a call."
Speaking of this, Sheng Jiaoyang suddenly paused, "Grandpa took me to Rose Gold Manor. Originally, grandpa wanted me to stay there. To be honest, if I had stayed there, maybe I wouldn't This is who I am now, and I will become a person who is used to relying on others.”
"The moment I walked out of the gate of Rose Gold Manor, I decided what kind of person I wanted to be in the future."
"What?" Lin Na was curious. Jiaojiao had never told her about this matter. Just as she almost never mentioned things from her childhood, Jiaojiao never took the initiative to mention things from this time period.
"Why can others bring me pain, but I can't? I'm not an angel or an ascetic. I'm just an ordinary person. I don't live to suffer, so I want to be... "
Sheng Jiaoyang organized the words in his mind, "A person who does whatever he wants."
Lin Na smiled slightly, "You did it, and you did it well."
"I believe you can do it too."
"Lin Na," Sheng Jiaoyang said in a serious tone, "You just need to think about whether doing this will hurt yourself in the end. Don't think about anything else. Don't regret it once you decide to do it."
Lin Na fell into deep thought.
She thought of the hardships they had encountered in school. At that time, Sheng Jiaoyang was basically in front of them. What did Jiaojiao do every time
Find the weaknesses of those people, then provoke them, and finally call Rita out when they can't help but use violence to bully them. In the end, Rita, who was defending herself, was not punished, and not only did those people get beaten to death by Rita , and were severely punished by the school. Over time, no one dared to use violence to bully them.
Then endless pranks appeared one after another. At this time, Jiaojiao teamed up with Rita to carry out violent resistance against these pranksters without leaving any trace. The so-called leaving no traces is, of course, similar to putting a sack on the back in an unmonitored place and beating the person up. Rita, who grew up in various fights, knows best which positions can hurt without leaving traces. Deep down, these people were frightened by Rita, and in the end they didn't dare to play any pranks.
But fear cannot eliminate people's hatred, so those people changed their methods and tried to anger Rita through scolding. Jiaojiao, who had discovered their weakness long ago, would immediately hit back and hit the target, but instead made those people angry to death. There is nothing to do.
Unable to fight with force and unable to win even with scolding, those people came up with the idea of isolating the three of them so that they would be marginalized in the school. But at this time, Jiaojiao had already gained the teacher's attention with her own excellence, and she quickly attracted a group of classmates who had been tortured by these people, and used counterintuitive tactics to alienate the members of their small group, causing them to fight among themselves. got up, and finally the small group disbanded because of this.
From then on, they became the people that others dared not bully in school.
Jiaojiao once told her that when facing someone you hate, you don't have to consider whether you will hurt the other person. The only thing you have to consider is how to relieve your hatred without hurting yourself.
The two of them could not successfully graduate and enter college without Rita's protection, but Rita was not the one being protected. With Rita's simple brain, if it weren't for Jiaojiao, she would have fallen into someone else's trap. Plan to be expelled from school. What's more, it was Jiaojiao who discovered Rita's abilities and traits in the first place and took advantage of them.
Use your own strengths against other people's weaknesses. If you don't win, it just means you are too stupid.
So what is Sivan's weakness
"Mei Niu, will you marry Xiwen?" Sheng Jiaoyang's questioning voice came to her ears.
"Why should I marry him?"
"Child."
Lin Na smiled and said, "Jiaojiao, I can't believe you have been here for ten years. Do you think I will be bound by a child? I just need to give him a healthy birth and give him the maternal love he deserves. My The obligation is fulfilled.”
"Then what if Xiwen uses the child as a threat?"
Lin Na couldn't help but raise her hand to rub Sheng Jiaoyang's face, "Jiaojiao, I just realized you are so conservative."
"So even if he threatens to take away the child, you won't marry him?" Sheng Jiaoyang confirmed again.
"First, no matter where the child is, as long as he lives well, I will rest assured. Second, based on the first point, I will not be blackmailed by him. Third, Xiwen will not use this kind of thing to threaten Me. Fourth…”
"Wait, why do you have so many reasons?"
"The last one, do you think Xiwen will want to marry me? Or do you think Xiwen will want to be with me for the rest of his life?" The smile on Lin Na's face faded.
Sheng Jiaoyang put his hand on Lin Na's belly and said in a casual tone: "This is not important at all. Since you don't have him in your heart, then he is not yours. There is no need to care whether he has deep feelings for you. If he has deep feelings for you Deep feelings are what you can take advantage of. If the feelings are not deep, then you can get rid of him early and you can live your life as you like."
The light in Lin Na's eyes lit up little by little. (To be continued)