Ming Yu, the name was like a fire, and it was imprinted on Xi Ze's heart in an instant.
No words can describe the shock. In a world you are completely unfamiliar with, in a world that you have identified as a dream, suddenly there is the most important and familiar person in your life. This feeling is really difficult. describe.
At that time, Xi Ze also thought that even in his dreams, he liked his own mushrooms so much, so he thought of him.
However, he saw this young man again in countless news reports.
Xi Ze didn't know when the real first encounter was. The flow of time in this world has always been very strange, and he didn't know how to find this young man, so when he suddenly saw each other in the crowd, be so surprised.
At this time, Ming Yu looked like he was only 16 or 7 years old.
The same age as when they first met, but with a different feeling than when they met.
It was a feeling of exuberance and enthusiasm like the rising sun. This young man was very sharp, and he didn't know how to restrain himself. Whether he was shooting hard photos or walking on the catwalk, he had no scruples to bring out the radiance of his whole body.
It's good for a model, but it would be better if it was more mature.
Since the first meeting, Xi Ze has followed this young man.
He faintly sensed that there was something wrong with the world, but he didn't know what the reason was.
In the dream, he followed Ming Yu to many corners of the world. He watched this young man participate in various runway shows and became a famous Chinese supermodel; he also watched this young man work hard in the powerful fashion circles in Europe and America, but because of the unique aesthetics and circles of the West The self-governing protection of the dungeon can never go any further.
He watched this young man gradually restrain his dazzling edge like sunlight, and he watched this young man become more mature. He has seen Ming Yu's excitement and joy when he first endorsed a big name in the world, and he has also seen his loss and grief being ridiculed by some racially discriminated Western models because of his nationality.
This man is seven or eight like his beloved, but not as dazzling as his lover. It's like one is a rough jade that is being polished, and the other is a beautiful jade that radiates all directions. Xi Ze can believe that sooner or later, this young man will be like his lover, so good that everyone will look up.
Just as Xi Ze had expected, he saw this young man usher in a turning point in his life at the age of 20. His career has taken a turn for the better, and his life has undergone earth-shaking changes. He slowly appeared on the catwalks of the world's major shows and endorsed a world's top luxury brand within half a year!
Xi Ze knew that for an oriental model, this was already a rare achievement.
However, Xi Ze also knew that if this was the young man in his heart, he would definitely not be satisfied and stop there.
As Xi Ze had guessed, Ming Yu was not really satisfied with such excellent results. He was like a thirsty sponge, absorbing the water frantically as soon as it touched the sea.
He was getting better and better, and he was getting better and better. When the young man gradually grew into what he remembered, Xi Ze was a little silent.
Xi Ze is a smart person, he is cautious, and he is also observant.
Although it was inappropriate, driven by strong curiosity, he had secretly seen the boy's body. At first glance, Xi Ze knew that this was not his simile. His simile has a small black mole on his right shoulder, his simile is not such a body.
But he also knew that this young man's cooking was really appalling; he also knew that when this young man wrote, except for the word "Ming Yu", what he wrote was really unbearable to look at. The familiar dog crawling body was deeply engraved in Xi Ze's heart, making him begin to believe in other truths.
Is this world really just a dream
If it was just a dream, would he dream so real? Could he dream so concretely
At the age of 22, Ming Yu became the world's number one supermodel. Others only saw the brilliance in front of others, but Xi Ze saw the sweat and hard work this young man had hidden behind everyone's back.
It's true that gifted people can go one step faster than others, but that doesn't mean gifted people don't need to work hard. The scariest thing in the world is someone who is more talented than you but works harder than you - Ming Yu is one of them.
In a world where the West is clearly powerful, a Chinese has become the world's number one supermodel.
You can imagine how difficult it was.
Ming Yu's dedication is absolutely unimaginable for ordinary people, and at the same time, many supermodels have never struggled. His beautiful jade has gradually formed, and it is time to show a unique light under the eyes of the whole world.
However, at this moment, Ming Yu fell.
At the age of 23, he was diagnosed with spinocerebellar degeneration.
This was a disaster, and within half a year, everyone who knew Ming Yu began to grieve the injustice of God. He has just become one of the most dazzling people in the world, he has just begun his great years, why let him encounter such a thing and make him one of so many innocent people
Ming Yu's illness came suddenly and broke out quite seriously.
Within half a year, my legs lost their function, and when I was 10 months old, I could only stay in bed. He gradually became unable to hear the sound in his ears, and a double image appeared in front of him. After a year and a half, he was finally completely blind.
This supermodel, who once showed herself to the world on the runway and under the flash, has completely left the world.
He often had ringing in his ears, was blind in both eyes, and could no longer move except his fingers and mouth. He was only 24 years old, and the nightmare came so quickly, and it was so severe.
Fans all over the world cried for him.
Ming Yu is not short of money. Whether it is the savings he has accumulated over the years or the donations raised by fans and friends for him, it is enough for him to hire the best doctor in the world and get the best treatment in the world.
But no amount of money and love can resist this terrible disease. At this moment, even the world's number one supermodel is just an ordinary person. He lies silently on the hospital bed all day long, with darkness in front of his eyes and tinnitus in his ears.
He could occasionally hear the voices of his friends, but more often he had ringing in his ears.
Tinnitus is very annoying, but when even this tinnitus disappeared completely one day, the teenager who had been strong for 20 months finally broke down and cried.
His world was completely reduced to a boundless silence.
Here, the infinite darkness bound him like a cage. There is no light, no sound, and the body can't move. There is only a mouth that can make a sound, but I don't know what to say or who to say it to.
Was anyone here when he spoke
What did he say when he spoke
After the complete loss of hearing, the loss of speech is only a matter of time.
The young man, who was only 24 years old, no longer has the ability to communicate with others. He is like a living dead person, with an angelic face. His pale and beautiful face seems to be jealous of God. He can only lie on a hospital bed in grief, suffering every minute and every second.
Xi Ze watched from the side and never participated in it.
He watched Ming Yu cry so hard that he seemed to collapse in the next second after he was completely deaf; he also saw Ming Yu struggling to speak, but the words that he said gradually no one could understand.
Xi Ze didn't cry, he just kept watching, watching.
He watched the young man start a long silence after despair, and then went on a hunger strike. He also watched the young man pick up his optimism stronger and continue to live earnestly after the three-day hunger strike.
To survive, for today's Ming Yu, is a kind of torture.
What he needs more is death, and what he needs more is a relief, but he has overcome the cowardice and escape in his heart, and really began his life of darkness and sinking.
No one can understand his world, because he can no longer move except to breathe. His throat was out of control and he couldn't make a sound; his ears were out of control and he couldn't hear; his eyes were out of control and he couldn't see.
However, he is still alive, smiling and living in the boundless darkness.
When strong to a certain point, it has become an ode to life.
"The world kisses me with pain, but I repay it with song"
After this young man started a huge transformation, Xi Ze really shed tears.
Xi Ze seldom shed tears in his life, and has never shed a single tear since he was young.
Ming Yu just got sick. He smiled in front of people during the day, but when he cried privately at night, he didn't cry. When Ming Yu gradually lost his body's functions and slowly became a living dead, he didn't cry. Ming Yu completely stopped communicating with the outside world. , When he collapsed to the point of crying, he did not cry.
But now, when the young man decided to face the darkness alone and live quietly, he finally burst into tears.
He hugged his lover and wept bitterly.
right! This is his lover!
When everything was about to end, Xi Ze finally decided that this was his lover.
Even if it is a different body, even if it is quite different in appearance, but the tenacious and tenacious optimism, the delicate and beautiful arc when smiling, these are all his lovers!
Why does the world treat you like this, and you still have to live so seriously
What did you give and what did the world give you in return
Why do you want to live so seriously? Death is the only escape!
How can you be so beautiful, how can you be so tenacious
- Not just your appearance, not just your temperament, but also your most beautiful soul.
All these together are a simile for which he loves the most and loves to die for.
Ming Yu couldn't see Xi Ze's tears; Ming Yu couldn't feel Xi Ze's embrace. He could only feel the breeze blowing by the window and the breath of the approaching spring in the fading touch.
While Ming Yu became optimistic, Xi Ze collapsed.
He could not tolerate his lover being tortured so cruelly, even in such a deadly darkness, his lover could still smile indifferently. Why are you so cheerful? Why do you make his heart hurt so much
Ming Yu's 25-year-old came to an abrupt end on a bright and warm spring morning.
In these days, Xi Ze had been curled up beside the young man's hospital bed all day long, afraid to take another look at his lover. He doesn't need to eat or drink water, and in the past so many years, there has never been any change, but when Ming Yu lost the world, he began to collapse.
Xi Ze didn't notice Ming Yu's sudden departure, until his ECG monitor suddenly sounded like an alarm, and Xi Zecai raised his head in a daze, looking at a straight line on the screen, blankly watching for a long time.
The doctors and nurses entered the ward one after another, followed by Ming Yu's friends.
Everyone was ready for this day, but when it did come, they were still crying in despair.
Ming Yu was an orphan without a parent and no mother. When he fell ill, he signed a contract to donate his body organs. This disease is the atrophy of the cerebellum. He will gradually lose control of every part of the body, and finally lose control of the heart and breathing, and die.
But at the same time as this process, his thinking has never stopped and stagnant. So he will helplessly watch his body gradually weaken, he will helplessly watch his own collapse step by step, this is the cruelest part of this disease.
When the white cloth covered Ming Yu's face, Xi Ze couldn't help but lowered his head and kissed the lips.
When he touched the real thing, Xi Ze was stunned, but this shallow kiss was only for a moment, which made him unable to touch each other again.
There was still a trace of warmth on his lips, as if his youth had never left.
Xi Ze burst into tears again. He cried so hard that he couldn't control himself. He guarded the young man's body, spent the night in the hospital, and finally watched his friends send him into the fire, where his body was crackling and burning.
Even after leaving for two years, when Ming Yu really passed away, fans all over the world still cried for him, and media and magazines all over the world mourned for him. His funeral was very simple, with only a few friends standing in front of his tombstone and bowing heavily.
On the tombstone, there is a photo of Ming Yu when he was a teenager.
"Life is as splendid as summer flowers, death is as quiet as autumn leaves"
25 years of life, as short as a glimpse. Xi Ze leaned on her lover's tombstone and kept silent for a year.
A year later, this dream shattered and everything returned to a better world.