A week went by very fast. An Luo stayed in the hospital with peace of mind and cooperated with Dr. Song's treatment plan. An Ze also persevered and gave him a massage every day. On Friday afternoon, when An Ze put a hot towel on his leg again. , An Luo suddenly felt a slight warmth, that warm feeling passed from the place where An Ze's palm touched, although it was very vague, but An Luo's heart was very happy, he knew that his legs were gradually After regaining consciousness, you may soon be able to get out of the wheelchair and walk like a normal person.
The next day was grandfather An Guangyao's birthday. That night, An Ze stayed in the hospital again. An Luo saw that he brought a well-packaged box with him and asked curiously, "What is this?"
"I'm going to give grandpa's birthday gift. Brother, do you want to see it?" An Ze said, he brought the box in front of his brother, opened it, and saw a palm-sized jade carving inside. The quality of the jade was obviously very good. It looks crystal clear.
An Ze explained: "Grandpa likes to collect ancient jade very much, so I picked a jade carving as a birthday present for him."
An Luo nodded, silent for a moment, and said, "By the way, I should also prepare a gift. What do you think is a good gift?" Grandpa's birthday gift, as the eldest grandson of the An family, can't be taken empty-handed.
An Ze said: "Brother, don't worry about it, the two of us bought this jade together. I have written your name on the greeting card. Grandpa won't mind if the two of us give it a gift."
An Luo opened the card, and sure enough, the names of the two brothers An Luo and An Ze were written side by side. Unexpectedly, An Ze thought so carefully, and he didn't have to worry about the birthday gift.
An Luo put the card back, looked up at An Ze and said, "You are very careful."
An Ze was stunned for a moment. He was in a happy mood because he was praised in person by his brother, and he couldn't help but smile, "Brother doesn't blame me for making up my own mind."
An Luo said, "Of course not."
Even though he looks calm and steady on the surface, he is still a younger brother in essence. After being praised by his elder brother a few words, his mood is obviously improved. An Luo thinks that An Ze is very cute, and can't help but reach out and pat the back of his hand lightly. , said: "Thank you for your hard work, Anze."
An Ze was stunned for a while, and after a while, he said, "No, it should be..."
Unfortunately, An Luo had already turned the wheelchair to go to the bathroom and did not hear his words.
An Ze looked at the back of his hand, and the place he held just now seemed to still retain the unique body temperature that belonged to An Luo. Since his memory loss, his brother has been much better to him, and he is no longer as cold and ignorant as before. Do not ask. The current brother seems to have returned to that warm and beautiful childhood. He will personally teach his brother to peel lychees, and he will pat his brother on the back of his hand to express his appreciation and encouragement...
Such a brother makes Anze feel very gentle and heart-warming.
***
The next morning, when An Luo woke up and saw An Ze was rubbing his shoulders hard, he couldn't help but said, "What are you doing?"
An Ze said in a low voice, "Maybe it was a stiff neck. When I woke up from sleep, my neck was stiff."
An Luo thought to himself that he must be sleeping on the sofa because of his distorted posture, which caused his stiff neck, but such a tall younger brother has to sleep on such a small sofa. ."
An Ze walked to the bed with a puzzled face, "Brother?"
An Luo pointed to the bed, "Sit."
An Ze sat down on the bed.
An Luo said again: "Turn around."
An Ze turned his back to him, and was in doubt when he suddenly felt a hand lightly placed on the back of his neck. The familiar feeling was obviously his brother's hand.
An Ze's back stiffened, but he heard his brother whisper, "Relax."
"...Oh." An Ze calmed down obediently, and then his hands began to gently massage An Ze's sore neck.
His hand strength was very gentle, and the originally stiff muscles were gradually relaxed under the rubbing of his hands, and the comfortable strength continued from the neck to the shoulders, and even the muscles of the shoulders were taken care of.
With slender fingers and gentle movements, An Ze's whole heart swayed between grasping and pressing, as if he was not grasping his shoulders, but his own heart. An Ze held his breath, and he could even hear his own heartbeat speeding up. Almost all the blood in his body was concentrated where it touched his fingers.
He's actually giving me a massage... He's actually giving me a massage...
An Ze's mind reverberated with the unbelievable voice in his heart. In the past, he couldn't even dream that his brother would sit behind him and massage his shoulders gently. Such a beautiful picture is too extravagant for Anze.
However, at this moment, that extravagant hope has actually become a reality.
An Ze sat on the bed, daring to move like a statue, for fear that this wonderful relationship was just an illusion in a dream.
I don't know how long it took before An Luo spoke and asked softly, "Is it better?"
An Ze suddenly came back to his senses and said, "Oh... much better."
He regained his senses, but found that his whole body was hot. In the morning, when a man was most impulsive, he was gently pressed by An Luo on the back of his neck and shoulders. He could still feel his warm and soft breathing on his neck, and he was ringing in his ears. With a low and soft voice, as long as you step back a few centimeters, you can lie down in his arms...
Such an intimate posture caused An Ze, who has always been extremely self-control, to have a physiological reaction.
An Ze hurriedly stood up and said stiffly, "Thank you."
"No thanks." An Luo withdrew his hand calmly. An Ze has been doing his best to take care of him these days. An Luo feels that as an elder brother, it is right for him to massage his aching shoulders after a stiff neck.
It's just, why did An Ze suddenly stand up and go to the bathroom? Are you in a hurry
Looking at his back, An Luo couldn't help but be a little puzzled.
***
An Ze in the bathroom was taking a cold shower in an embarrassed manner.
An Luo's hand was the same as he remembered, making people feel comfortable and gentle. He suddenly thought, if one day, his brother's hand will hold his fiery desire and gently caress it up and down... What kind of extreme beauty would that be
Thinking of that picture, I just felt a surge of blood, An Ze leaned against the wall of the bathroom, held a raised part with his hand, imagined An Luo's face, and his breathing gradually became heavier...
"elder brother… "
While calling him in a low voice, he scrambled up and down quickly, and his physical response this morning was particularly enthusiastic.
An Ze knew that his feelings for An Luo were so strong that he could not control it, and that he who had such a reaction after being touched a few times had already fallen to the point of hopelessness.
"Um..." Finally released in his hands, An Ze leaned against the wall and panted violently, his heartbeat was so fast that he lost control. Although his whole body was so hot that it almost burned, An Ze's heart was cold.
Would An Luo feel disgusted or even disgusted if he knew that his younger brother was imagining him climaxing in the bathroom? If he knew that his younger brother had such thoughts towards him, would he avoid Anze like the plague
This kind of unethical love is not allowed in the world.
But brother... An Ze fell in love with you and never regretted it.
He is just afraid that you will hate him even more because of this.
***
When the solution was finally completed, Anze's face returned to the calm he had always maintained when he came out of the bathroom. No one would have thought that An Ze, who frantically washed his body with cold water while calling his brother's name just now, would be the same person as the mature and calm Major An Ze at this time.
He has always concealed this kind of emotion very well, and that kind of painful emotion will only come out of the cage like a beast when he is alone. He knew very well that An Luo was his elder brother. Falling in love with his elder brother was such an incredible thing that he had to keep it in his heart, and he could only keep it in his heart.
Looking up to meet An Luo's gaze, An Ze said calmly, "Brother, go wash your face, I'll go downstairs and buy you breakfast."
An Luo silently watched him turn around and go out. For some reason, after coming out of the bathroom, An Ze seemed to be avoiding his gaze on purpose, and his tall back looked strangely stiff.
An Luo thought to himself that his younger brother was probably so stiff because of his stiff neck, so he didn't care.
***
An Ze met his friend Yu Qiankun in the bakery downstairs. He was sitting by the window eating egg tarts. When he saw An Ze, he walked over to greet him with a smile: "An Ze, are you here to buy breakfast?"
Anze nodded, walked to the counter and said, "Give me a box of matcha cakes."
The clerk said, "I'm sorry, the matcha cake just sold out."
Yu Qiankun leaned over and asked, "Matcha cake? I remember you didn't eat this, right? ... Did you buy it for him?"
An Ze frowned, "Song Yuan told you?"
Yu Qiankun smiled and handed the box of cakes in his hand to An Ze, "Here it is, the last box left just now, I bought it for you by the way, I guess you will go downstairs and buy it for him in person. breakfast."
An Ze took it, "Thank you."
The two walked out the door together, and Yu Qiankun suddenly asked: "By the way, this weekend, we haven't played tennis for a long time, do you want to play a few games?"
An Ze said, "I don't have time today. It's my grandfather's birthday. I'm going to take my brother home for the birthday party."
"Oh." Yu Qiankun paused, "Then... the matter between you and your brother... Are you going to drag it on like this?"
Anze didn't answer.
Yu Qiankun stopped, "Anze, have you ever thought that it would be impossible for you and him, and it would only hurt both sides. I advise you to get out as soon as possible, long pain is worse than short pain, don't drag it out until the end."
An Ze was silent, but his fingers holding the cake box couldn't help clenching tightly.
Yu Qiankun continued: "Think about it, you are brothers, and it is impossible for him to accept you. Even if he reluctantly accepts it, as well as your grandfather and your parents, the two of you can really ignoring everything together?"
After a long silence, An Ze said in a low voice, "I never thought that I could really be with him."
Yu Qiankun looked at him in surprise, "Then you..."
"I just want to stay by his side for as long as I can."
An Ze's voice was very low, and the expression on his face looked very calm.
Yu Qiankun was silent for a moment, "An Ze..."
"Don't persuade me." An Ze interrupted him, "Even if the final result is not the one I expected, it is my own choice and has nothing to do with him."
Seeing An Ze's back disappearing at the door of the hospital, Yu Qiankun finally couldn't help but sighed deeply.
An Luo, you will never know that there is such a person who secretly likes you for many years and has been guarding you by your side, but never thought that he could truly be with you.