The young man is indeed full of energy, especially because An Ze has been in the army for so many years, and his physical strength is very good. In addition, he has been secretly in love with his brother and endured it for many years. This one-off outbreak is simply amazing.
It was only in the early morning that he stopped contentedly.
The effect of the drug, coupled with Anze's enthusiasm, made An Luo exhausted when he first tasted the affair. Obviously he didn't want it anymore, but his body involuntarily cooperated with An Ze's movements. The strong pleasure made An Luo vent several times. Later, he even collapsed. He was lying on the seat with a sore body, and he didn't even bother to move his fingers. .
It's just too indulgent...
He let him ask for it several times without saying anything, and he hugged him and moaned without shame. Before, An Luo couldn't believe that he would actually be addicted to the sea of lust. It must be because of the drugs, it must be...
Asshole Chen Rui, you must not let him go!
An Luo couldn't help feeling a little annoyed in his heart.
An Ze finally got up contentedly, quickly put on his pants, and fastened his belt.
An Luo glanced at his handsome appearance in a shirt and trousers, and then saw in the rearview mirror that his whole body was naked and covered in hickeys. Thinking of the pictures he had entered over and over again, the swollen part behind him was due to his Exit and bring out a whitish liquid...
Inexplicably, An Luo's face suddenly turned red.
Looking at his brother's blushing face, An Ze couldn't help but leaned into his ear and whispered, "Brother is shy?"
"..." An Luo stiffly turned his head away.
An Ze smiled slightly, leaned over and placed a gentle kiss on his forehead, "I'll drive home now. If you're tired, lean on the seat and sleep for a while. It's still an hour away from the city."
An Ze seemed to have suddenly matured a lot, and actually spoke to An Luo in such a caring tone.
An Luo frowned slightly and said, "... clothes."
An Ze was stunned, then smiled and said, "Your shirt is torn and can't be worn, so cover it with a blanket first." Then he took a few tissues and wiped off the white liquid left on the chair. He carefully brought the blanket over and gently wrapped his naked body, then raised the seat a little, and brought a cushion from the back seat for him to use as a pillow, so that he could sleep comfortably.
After carefully arranging everything, An Ze turned back to the driver's seat and sat down, fastened each other's seat belts, then leaned over and kissed An Luo's lips lightly, saying, "Sleep, brother, I'll come home again. Call you."
An Luo turned his head to look out the window uncomfortably, and was silent for a while before he said lightly: "Open the window, the smell in the car is a little heavy..."
An Ze suddenly realized.
Indeed, the car at this time was full of the smell of sweat on the two of them, as well as the musky smell of a lot of semen. After working in a confined space for a few hours, the air in the entire car was full of lewdness after love. Under such an environment, An Luo would definitely not be able to fall asleep.
An Ze said in a low voice, "I'll just open the window here. Cover with a blanket and be careful of catching a cold."
An Ze thoughtfully opened his window to dissipate the smell, and a gust of wind blew gently into the car window, bringing a breath of fresh air mixed with the unique coolness of the night wind. An Luo took a deep breath and could not help shrinking into the blanket. An Ze found that he was cold, and hurriedly brought over the suit jacket that he had put on the back of the seat, put it on him carefully, and asked softly, "It's still cold. ?"
An Luo shook his head, did not speak, turned his head slightly to look at the night scene outside the window.
The night was as cold as water, and the silver-white moonlight sprinkled down, covering An Luo's face with a soft glow. He had just experienced the first night, and the red tide on his face had not completely faded away. Although his expression was as cold as before, the reddish appearance of his cheeks at this moment was still very charming.
An Ze stared blankly at his brother's profile, filled with happiness in his heart, so he couldn't help but gently hold An Luo's hand across the blanket. After a long silence, An Ze said in a low voice, "Brother."
"Huh?" An Luo looked back suspiciously.
"I love you."
"..." He didn't expect him to say this sentence again, An Luo couldn't help but startled.
In such a silent night, on the side of the road, in the car where an intimate relationship had just happened, the window was half open, the night wind gently blew in and gently caressed the skin of the face, and there were cicadas chirping one after another outside the window.
It was so quiet that it seemed that there were only two people left in the whole world.
The words "I love you" sounded extremely clearly in his ears, which made An Luo's heart suddenly tremble violently.
It may be late at night, when people are especially easy to let go of their defenses, and they are also very easy to be moved. These three words seemed to directly hit the softest part of the heart, causing An Luo's eyes to suddenly heat up slightly.
I love you. When he said these three words, Anze's eyes were extremely serious, as if it was a promise, an oath, or just the most intuitive expression of emotions deep in his heart.
Anze loves himself.
It was only at this moment that An Luo finally clearly realized the purity and sincerity of this love.
It used to be his older brother, but later lost his memory and became another An Luo.
In the past, An Ze loved his brother, and later, An Ze fell in love with An Luo who lost his memory.
As if it was fate, he fell in love with the same soul twice, he was destined to fall in love with him, he was destined to be soft-hearted for him, and they were destined to be each other's only.
The many years of secret love for An Yang in the previous life made An Luo think that love is painful, lonely, and an endless dark swamp. But at this moment, Anze made him realize that falling in love with someone can be so happy.
No longer lonely waiting and waiting, no more deep pain and despair.
He was always by his side and never left.
What's more rare than this
What reason do you have for not cherishing this affectionate love that only belongs to Anze
An Luo turned around, looked at An Ze, and whispered, "An Ze, actually... I... "
"Brother?" An Ze found that his brother's voice seemed a little choked up.
An Luo took a deep breath to calm down, opened his mouth softly, and finally revealed the secret that had been buried deep in his heart for many years—
"Actually, I once liked a person... In my previous life, I liked him for a long time, and the feeling even reached the point of paranoia. I regarded him as the goal of my life, I always stood by his side, for him, I Anything can be done…”
"But... He loves another person deeply, and he has no extra space in his heart for me. I didn't dare to confess to him, and I never thought I would get a response from him. In this way, I stayed silent for twenty years. Years... until the moment of death, I thought I could finally be free..."
"However, I haven't forgotten those memories... nor really relieved... I'm really tired..."
"I don't dare to fall in love with anyone easily. So... maybe I can't give you a pure love... "
An Luo, who pretended to be calm and told this story intermittently, seemed to have tears in his eyes.
Perhaps it was late at night. In such an environment, it is easy for people to take off their usual camouflage and take off their cold masks. At this moment, An Luo, in such clear eyes, is a vulnerability that An Ze has never seen before.
An Ze suddenly hugged him tightly in his arms with great distress.
Unexpectedly, he also had such an unforgettable love, and he also loved someone sincerely and hard. The reason why he made himself indifferent and wrapped himself in a cold shell was just to use this way. , to hide that fiery but desperate love deeply.
The pain of years of bitter love but no results, An Ze had a deep crush on his brother before, so he felt even more distressed for An Luo who finally told this secret in front of him.
An Ze could not wait to travel to his previous life to hug him tightly, stay by his side, and tell him not to be sad. However, An Luo's painful experiences had become an irreversible past, and An Ze could only hold him tighter in distress.
"It's okay... don't be sad..." Anze stroked his hair gently and said in a gentle voice, "I know how you feel, and I won't force you to forget that person. What I want is not pure love. , I just hope that you can leave a place for me in your heart, even if it's a small one... I just hope you have me in your heart, okay?"
A gentle voice seemed to heal all wounds.
An Luo nodded, hugged An Ze tightly, buried his head deeply in his chest, and said seriously, "Okay."
His heartbeat, his voice, and the breath on his body were all so reassuring.
The feeling of peace of mind is like a person who has been wandering for a long time has finally found a harbor where he can take shelter from the wind.
Perhaps, now I have no way to give Anze a complete love, but An Luo, who finally boldly spoke out the secret that had been buried in his heart for many years, and uprooted that cancer, actually has the ability to run a business. Brand new love.
At this moment, An Luo only knew that he wanted to be with An Ze, and he was reluctant to let go of this rare warmth.
Feeling the trembling of An Luo's body hugging him, An Ze raised his chin distressedly, kissed the tears from the corners of his eyes gently, and said seriously, "Brother, don't worry, I'm here... I'll always be here... By your side."
"Well..." An Luo closed his eyes and took the initiative to bring his lips together.
This was the first time he kissed someone on his own initiative, although his skills were still a bit jerky, and because of his personality, his actions couldn't be too bold.
Such an active kiss, the action of carefully touching each other's lips, in the silent late night, seemed extraordinarily gentle, like a feather, gently brushing the tip of the heart.
An Ze took a breath, suddenly hugged him hard, and took the initiative to deepen the kiss.
The silver-white moonlight poured in through the car window, casting a hazy light and shadow on the two of them.
In the night when the breeze was blowing, the two kissed each other, as if they had finally found the other half of their lives, and finally filled the vacancy in their hearts.
The pious and pure kiss without any impurities lasted for a long, long time. At this moment, they seemed to have forgotten everything. They only knew that the person hugging them was the person they wanted to protect most in this life.
***
It was already 3:30 a.m. when I got home. An Luo fell asleep in the car because of too much physical exertion. Naturally, he tilted his head and leaned on An Ze's shoulder. Looking at him sleeping soundly, An Ze couldn't help showing a smile on his lips - that feeling of happiness and satisfaction made An Ze feel extremely happy.
He finally had him completely, and what he didn't expect was that he was willing to reveal his thoughts for himself, which proved that he had completely let go of all his defenses. He was willing to speak out about his crush on others, which also proved that he had planned to completely cut off those pasts and make a final farewell to that painful crush.
Brother, please say goodbye to the past.
Because from now on, the person guarding you will be Anze.