The youngest brother who just came back from abroad has no idea about the living conditions in China, and he is very curious. As the eldest brother, An Luo is more concerned about him. Fighting with a piece of green vegetable, An Luo finally couldn't bear it anymore, grabbed his hand and taught him personally: "To hold chopsticks, you have to separate your fingers... Hold it like this... Do you understand?"
"Oh!" An Ze imitated his brother's movements to hold chopsticks, and quickly learned it. He successfully picked up a green vegetable with his chopsticks and happily put it into his brother's bowl, "Understood, thank you brother!"
An Luo felt that this younger brother was very smart and cute, so he couldn't help but reach out and touch his head, "Be good, don't thank him."
Because the bedroom was not enough that night, Anze was arranged to squeeze a bed in his elder brother's bedroom.
When An Luo was doing his homework in the bedroom, he suddenly noticed an inexplicable gaze beside him. He couldn't help raising his head and asked suspiciously, "An Ze, what are you looking at?"
An Ze pointed to the notebook on the table, "Brother's handwriting is beautiful, is it Chinese?"
An Luo asked, "You don't speak Chinese?"
An Ze pouted, "I can only speak, not write."
Looking at his aggrieved expression, An Luo couldn't help but say, "Brother will teach you to write, okay?"
Anze nodded immediately, "Okay."
An Luo picked up the pen and wanted to write on the paper, but found that the pen just ran out of ink. After a moment of silence, he looked back at An Ze and said, "Come on, reach out."
An Ze stretched out his hand obediently, and An Luo slowly wrote two words in his palm with his index finger.
"An... Ze... Your name is written like this, can you see it clearly?"
An Ze shook his head and answered honestly, "No."
An Luo repeated stroke by stroke.
An Ze nodded and said, "I see clearly." Then he took An Luo's hand, wrote the word An Ze in his palm, raised his head and asked happily, "Brother, did I write it right? ?"
…
At the age of twenty-seven, An Luo, who lost his memory in an accident but had only the memory of his past life, met An Ze again on the day he had grown up wearing a handsome military uniform and looked at himself sharply. It seems to be able to penetrate all obstacles and directly penetrate the softest part of the heart.
He leaned closer to his ear and whispered, "Brother, you can get to know me again."
Then, he gently pulled An Luo's hand, and with his index finger, he seriously wrote two words in An Luo's palm.
"Anze."
-I see.
It turned out that he had personally taught him to write his name, and he had personally written the word An Ze on his palm, stroke by stroke, which he also remembered in his heart.
Therefore, many years later, when An Luo and An Ze who lost their memory met again, he would re-engrave the word An Ze in An Luo's palm in this way.
***
That year, seven-year-old An Ze and ten-year-old An Luo were lying side by side on the bed. Lying there silently in a daze.
An Luo has been afraid of cold since he was a child. After falling asleep, he habitually rolled the quilt over, wrapping himself like a zongzi. An Ze's quilt was suddenly swept away by his brother, and he said with some doubts: "Brother... My quilt... "
An Luo, who was asleep, ignored him at all.
An Ze wanted to pull some quilt to cover it, but An Luo wrapped it tightly. An Ze couldn't pull the quilt for a long time, so he had to rub against his brother aggrievedly, stretched out his hand and shook his body, "Brother... the quilt …”
In his sleep, An Luo seemed to hear someone talking in his ear.
An Ze was pushed to the side of the bed and almost rolled down.
He didn't dare to quarrel with him, but it was so cold that he couldn't stand it, so An Ze had to rub over, stretched out his hand, and hugged his brother together with the quilt, as if hugging a big pillow to keep warm.
…
Many years later, An Luo, who lost his memory, was taken to the military residence by An Ze. There was only one bedroom and a double bed. The two had to share the same bed as many years ago.
An Luo always wraps himself in a quilt habitually, An Ze finds a thin blanket to cover it, he naturally turns to his side, stretches out his hand and gently wraps his brother's waist, as if hugging a pillow. Luo hugged him tightly.
-I see.
It turned out that An Ze, who was robbed of the quilt by his brother when he was very young, had no choice but to hug his brother to keep warm. This was a habit he formed since he was a child, and it has never changed for so many years.
***
On the day of An Ze's eighth birthday, Zhou Bizhen took the four brothers of the An family out to play. At that time, a large playground had just been built in Xilin City. It happened to be a weekend, and the students were on holiday, so many people came here. There was a long queue at the ticket office.
Zhou Bizhen went to line up to buy tickets, and asked An Luo, an eleven-year-old, to take care of her three younger brothers.
An Yan and An Mo discussed the issue of whether the huge poster in the playground was ugly or not. An Ze stayed by himself and looked around curiously. full of curiosity.
Suddenly, An Ze saw a cart selling gadgets. Intrigued, he involuntarily followed the cart for half a street. When he turned around, he found that his mother and brothers had disappeared.
The lost Xiao Anze stood blankly on the street alone.
Zhou Bizhen, who lost her child, was about to go crazy. She called the security guard of the playground and called An Ze's name on the radio, "Little Anze, your mother and brother are waiting for you at the ticket office. Please go to the ticket shop as soon as possible after hearing the broadcast. The ticket office joins them..."
The broadcast was repeated many times, but after a long time, Anze was still nowhere to be seen.
An Luo finally couldn't help but say, "Aunt Zhen, wait here, I'll find him."
"Xiao Luo..." Zhou Bizhen wanted to stop An Luo, but saw that An Luo had turned around quickly and walked towards the crowd.
An Luo walked an entire street, and finally saw the child who was standing at the intersection and looking around.
With anger in his heart and worry, An Luo walked quickly to him with an ugly face: "An Ze, where have you been? Don't you know we're looking for you everywhere?!"
He wanted to scold him severely, but he suddenly rushed over, hugged An Luo's waist tightly, and shouted aggrievedly: "Brother... I'm lost... Brother..."
Seeing the child's red eyes, An Luo suddenly softened his heart and swallowed all the words he wanted to teach him. Instead, he gently touched his hair and said softly, "Okay... don't cry, don't cry. It's alright, my brother is here."
Later, An Luo took An Ze to find the cart and bought him a necklace as a birthday present.
An Ze happily hung the necklace around his neck.
…
Many years later, An Luo, who lost his memory, woke up in the morning and found an old necklace that had almost faded around his neck. He asked him curiously, "What is this? Amulet?"
An Ze smiled and said, "This is a very important gift to me."
-I see.
It turned out that the necklace was a gift that he personally gave him back then.
He has been wearing it by his side for more than ten years. He can't even see the color of the necklace, and he is reluctant to throw it away.
Because this is the first gift his brother gave him, maybe even, the only gift.
***
When applying for the exam in the third year of high school, An Luo was looking for various reference materials for An Yan and An Mo in the room. Suddenly, An Ze opened the door and interrupted the topic the three brothers were discussing.
An Luo looked up at him and asked, "Have the volunteers filled out?"
An Ze said, "Fill it out."
An Luo nodded, "What did you fill in?"
An Ze said: "I applied to the military school, and I may become an Air Force pilot in the future."
"Ah?" An Yan's expression was very shocked, An Mo's apple also fell to the ground, only An Luo remained calm, looked at An Ze and said, "It will be more difficult to go to military school, and when you become a soldier in the future, you must accept the control of the army. ,Have you considered?"
Anze said in a low voice, "Yes."
"Okay, as you like."
An Ze was silent for a moment, then suddenly asked, "Brother doesn't want to know why I applied to the military academy?"
An Luo said coldly: "This is your own business."
An Ze was stunned, then, with a slight smile on his lips, he turned and walked away.
…
Now that I think about it, he must have had other reasons for changing to the military academy at that time.
At the beginning, An Luo didn't know the reason for his sudden change of choice. He only thought that An Ze was willful and foolish, and because of An Ze's stubborn temper, he was too lazy to persuade him.
But now, when he knew that An Ze had a crush on his brother for many years, An Ze's actions at the time were easy to understand. He must have given up halfway in order not to compete with his brother for the right of inheritance.
Because, only if he withdraws from the competition early, then all the family business of the An family will eventually fall on An Luo without any suspense. Only in this way, when An Luo is at work in the company, can he be high-minded and worry-free and give it his all.
- With his own exit, he paved all the way back for his brother.
An Ze, who thought silently for his brother, but hid his thoughts deeply and went to the military academy alone, thinking about it now makes An Luo feel a little pain in his heart.
How could you be so heartless at that time
He didn't even ask why he changed his vocation, instead he said coldly, "This is your own business"
An Ze, who gave up his persistence and dreams for many years, got the indifferent "This is your own business" from his brother. How sad should he be when he heard this sentence? !
***
Before the accident, Anze specially ordered a matcha cake for his brother's birthday, but he said coldly, "I've eaten, you can take it back yourself."
When Anze confessed to himself, he even beat him angrily...
In the past, An Luo always did not understand An Ze's care and tenderness, and always rejected An Ze's intentions so coldly.
"That day was May 22, and the next day was your birthday. I was assigned a very dangerous mission. Before leaving, I suddenly thought, if I die, there is a secret that will be taken to the grave by me. So I asked you out to meet, I want to spend your last birthday with you, and I want to tell you that I have always loved you. I know you will not accept it, but I think, at least this way, you will always remember Anze. "
"You will remember that the little brother you don't care about silently... has liked you for many years."
Recalling the scene when he told the truth in the suburban bedroom, when An Ze said these words calmly, the pain in his eyes and the bitter smile on his lips...
An Luo suddenly felt that the previous self was too much.
When I was An Ze's brother before, I didn't find An Ze's feelings at all, and I was always so indifferent to him, and I didn't even give him a good face.
Poor An Ze, who silently liked that cold An Luo for so many years, how did he endure it
***
The brain stopped, An Luo suddenly opened his eyes.
In the past, now, before and after the amnesia, a lot of memories were intertwined, giving him a splitting headache and a mess in his mind, but the most vivid thing was the slight distress for An Ze.
Remembering the bits and pieces of getting along with An Ze in the past, An Luo discovered that this youngest brother had silently guarded him by his side for so many years.
I seldom paid attention to him before, because he was always so calm and mature, and was always able to deal with many difficulties alone. As an older brother, An Luo felt that this younger brother did not need his own attention, so he put more attention on love and trouble. on An Yan and An Mo, who was in poor health.
But in fact... An Ze also needs his brother's care.
Even more than An Yan and An Mo.
Many times, he was just as happy as a jackpot when he greeted him with just a few simple greetings.
There were also many times when his indifference and indifference to him caused him to turn and leave in silence. Such a tall but lonely back was deeply embedded in An Luo's mind.
"An Luo." Zhou Yueping's voice suddenly interrupted An Luo's thoughts, "Your brain wave activity was very strong just now, have you completely remembered the past?"
An Luo was silent for a moment, nodded calmly, and said, "Yes, most of them."
In addition to completely remembering the memories of his mother, Chen Yi, Xiao Rui, and An Ze, he also remembered all the details of what happened before he was kidnapped.
- I didn't expect it at all, I was wrong from the beginning.
An Luo frowned slightly, clenched his fingers hard, and tried to keep his voice calm, "Yueping, can you end the operation?"
Zhou Yueping nodded, "Okay."
The stimulation to the cerebral cortex finally stopped, and An Luo's mood gradually stabilized. The doctor began to suture the small wound opened by the electric drill on the head. After the suture was completed, An Luo's physical signs were all normal, and the light in the operating room finally went out. Now, An Luo was helped out of the operating room by Zhou Yueping.
An Ze has been waiting outside the door, so anxious that he can't even sit still. He has been pacing back and forth in the corridor. When he saw his brother coming out, he hurriedly greeted him, and said worriedly, "Brother, are you alright?"
The operation lasted for at least four hours, but An Ze stood still outside the operating room, and didn't even sit down for more than a minute because of worry.
An Luo was silent for a moment, looked up at him, his voice was slightly choked, "You have been waiting here?"
An Ze gently held his hand and said softly, "I don't worry about you, so I'll just wait here. You can come out safely. Do you remember everything about the past?"
An Luo nodded.
An Ze looked at his ugly face and worriedly said: "Does your head hurt? It's okay, don't think about it, I'll take you home." Then he turned back to Zhou Yueping and said, "Yueping, thank you this time. already."
Zhou Yueping smiled, "You're welcome. Take him back quickly, he just remembered a lot of memories, and his mood may not be stable. If you can't sleep after returning home, take a sleeping pill. By the way, the wound sutured to the scalp is small. , but you can't touch the water for three days."
An Ze nodded, "Okay, got it."
Zhou Yueping came over and patted An Luo's shoulder lightly, "Although that part of the sealed memory has been opened, you can't think too much for the time being. The memory needs to be sorted out slowly, and don't overload your brain."
An Luo nodded, "Thank you."
Zhou Yueping smiled, "Go back quickly and have a good rest."
***
An Ze walked out of the hospital with An Luo, who was pale, and drove home in the parking lot.
Along the way, An Luo did not speak until the two returned home and closed the door, An Luo suddenly grabbed An Ze's hand in the dark and whispered, "An Ze."
An Ze looked back, because of the darkness, he couldn't see the expression on An Luo's face.
He couldn't help but ask suspiciously, "What's the matter, brother?"
"These years... you must have worked hard, right?"
An Ze was stunned, but didn't know how to answer.
"I've always been so indifferent to you, and among the three younger brothers, I cared the least about you. When you suddenly changed your mind, I didn't even ask the reason. I didn't expect that you would give up for me. So many years of dreaming... I'm such a bad brother."
It seems that he did completely remember the past.
An Ze was silent for a moment, then gently hugged An Luo into his arms, and whispered: "Don't say that, you don't know anything about this, so you are not wrong. I love you, it's something I voluntarily do. , I never feel hard."
An Luo gently hugged him back, "It won't happen in the future..."
"What?" An Ze couldn't help but asked, unable to hear clearly.
An Luo leaned forward, kissed An Ze's lips lightly, and said in a low voice, "In the future, my brother will not make you so sad again."
"...!" Finally understood what he meant, Anze almost hugged An Luo in ecstasy, "Brother! You mean, after remembering all the memories, are you still willing to be with me?! This Is it true? You didn't hate me before, didn't you just see me as a younger brother? Don't you mind that we are brothers?"
An Luo was suddenly picked up by him and asked so many questions in a row. He felt a little dizzy for a while, but he still smiled lightly, touched his head and said, "I never hated you. I remember the past. After the incident, I just feel that I have missed you for too long..."
An Ze was simply indescribably happy.
He never thought that one day he would have his brother completely, and one day his brother would really agree to be with him. Anze always thought that he could only stay behind him as his younger brother in this life.
But now, An Luo unexpectedly agreed. For Anze, this is really a surprise like being hit by a lottery!
Unable to bear, he directly hugged An Luo into the bedroom, and pressed it onto the bed to give a frenzied kiss.
An Luo did not refuse, and even hugged his shoulders and tried to respond.
Although, after thinking of all the memories, the thoughts in his mind are still a little confused, but at the moment of kissing Anze, An Luo's mood is extremely calm.
Because An Luo finally determined that the person he should cherish and want to cherish most in his life is right in front of him at this moment.
He is Anze.