According to legend, the human body will lose 21 grams of weight after death. Some people say that the 21 grams is the water lost when life stops running. Others say that the 21 grams is the soul of our human beings.
The darkness seemed to never end, and there was the sound of river flowing in his ears. Standing on the bow of the boat, An Yang looked at the unfamiliar world in front of him. He couldn't help but feel quite emotional. He originally thought that death was a relief, but he never thought that the soul after death is still the same. With the memories of the previous life, those pictures are still haunting in my mind, as clear as yesterday.
The gorgeous banquet when we first met, the man standing alone in front of the window and drinking with his head bowed; the night when we kissed him for the first time, the heavy snow and the sound of gunshots; , the shock and emotion in his eyes; and the sentence he said to the camera when he was brutally murdered... I'm sorry.
—Actually, it should be me who said sorry.
Anyang thought. If Su Zihang hadn't met him, he might have successfully completed the undercover mission and become an excellent policeman. He would have received the Medal of Honor and been respected and admired by others.
However, after the two met, many things deviated from the original track. Su Zihang showed mercy to An Yang at the last moment, and An Yang also decided to leave everything behind and take him away. Unfortunately, God did not give them a chance.
Two people on opposite sides should not have a good ending. In fact, both of them knew this, but neither of them had the heart to mention it. When they are together, they are always happy and warm, as if they do not have those heavy missions on their bodies, as if they are just a pair of very ordinary lovers.
For many years after Su Zihang left, An Yang spent every day in torment. In his life, the pain far outweighed the joy, but at this moment, An Yang felt incomparably peaceful in his heart.
He never regretted that he had fallen in love with that person.
***
There is a swamp not far away, covered with a peculiar kind of vegetation, the vegetation glows with a faint silver light in the darkness, and when it shakes gently, it is like the fine ripples on the silver lake blown by the wind.
An Yang smiled and said, "The scenery here is special."
I have never seen such an indifferent and calm person after death. When they came to a strange ghost world, they did not resent or panic, but were indifferent and calm, as if it were an easy journey.
The young Huangquan introducer couldn't help but looked curiously at the handsome man in front of him, and explained, "This is Wangchuan. Only souls who are obsessed and refuse to be reincarnated will come here."
An Yang looked up and saw that the same kind of grass and trees grew in the huge Wangchuan, like an endless field in the world. In the dark world, only Wangchuan glowed with faint fluorescence, and occasionally some souls who could not see the face came and went here, stay here. For a long time, as if missing someone.
"A place for souls who are obsessed and refuse to be reincarnated?" An Yang was a little surprised. He had heard such rumors before, and when he heard it, he only regarded it as a joke. He thought that there would be nothing after death. Now, it is discovered that there is a soul, and the soul can not be reincarnated.
"Yeah, I really don't understand what those people think. If you die, you can't let go of your past life. If you don't go to reincarnation, you will stay here like a lonely ghost... I have ever seen one of the most stupid people waiting here. Waited for more than twenty years…”
The voice in his ears became indistinct, and An Yang's originally peaceful heart lake suddenly burst into stormy waves.
- Is it possible to see him again
- Will he wait here so persistently
As if sensing, a familiar voice suddenly sounded behind him.
"An Yang."
Looking back suddenly, I saw a man standing alone in the Forgotten River. The faint silver light from the surrounding vegetation made his body almost transparent.
"I've been waiting here for you."
His voice was so soft that it floated to his ears like a hallucination.
There is no sunrise or sunset in the ghost world, and it is impossible to tell the passage of time. Su Zihang does not know how long he has been waiting here, only that a long time has passed, so long that he can't count how many years. I can't let go of that obsession in my heart, so I have been reluctant to reincarnate, I just hope to meet him here, and say those words that haven't had time to finish, completely and clearly.
An Yang only felt that his mind was blank. He never thought that he would be able to see Zihang again, much less that it would be like this when he saw him again. In the endless ghost world, forgetting the river, the souls of the two met again. There were too many things to say to him, but at this moment, looking at each other's eyes, it was like being strangled by someone's throat, unable to say a word. .
Only souls who are too obsessed and unable to let go of the past will choose to come here instead of reincarnating.
Su Zihang, he has been waiting here...
Su Zihang said softly: "I have something I want to make clear with you. In fact, I am an undercover agent sent by the police, and I approached you just to eradicate the Blue Night Organization. Although you are innocent, to me, you are close to Lan Ye. The best bridge in the night core."
An Yang didn't answer, just stared into Su Zihang's eyes quietly.
There was no pain or remorse in those dark eyes, just the calm that had settled over time.
In what mood did he tell this story? Maybe, just simply... Want to tell everything to yourself
"At that time, I just wanted to complete the task of undercover, completely eradicate Lan Ye, and reluctantly agreed to be with you, but it was just a show. You always pestered me at that time, and I was really annoying you."
An Yang remained silent.
"I have been getting information from you. After a few years, I have sorted out all the criminal evidence of the core figures of the Blue Night Group, and finally let the blue night completely disintegrate. I have been betraying you." Su Zihang paused slightly, "You will hate me. eh? Anyan."
An Yang was silent for a long time, and finally smiled and said, "Su Zihang, you really haven't changed at all."
He is always so upright and serious, and analyzes everything clearly, but An Yang is different. He seems gentle on the surface, but has a deep mind. In fact, when he was with Su Zihang, An Yang knew that the other party was perfunctory, but An Yang Confident, he believed that it was only a matter of time before he impressed the proud man. The two have been playing each other on the scene, and in the end, the fake drama turned out to be real.
An Yang had expected this result, but Su Zihang did not.
Su Zihang, who has always been upright, actually fell into the gentle trap arranged by An Yang. His heart has been struggling. As a police officer, there is a fierce conflict between his mission and his relationship with An Yang. Su Zihang is suffering from mental torture. An Yang's emotional changes are actually very clear, but they have never talked about it publicly.
At this moment, looking at Su Zihang's dark eyes, An Yang's heart suddenly felt a gentle emotion.
The persistent Zihang actually lingered in Wangchuan because of these past events, refusing to be reincarnated. Probably, he wanted to make this entanglement between the two clear, and maybe he couldn't let go of the person who made him love and hate...
An Yang couldn't help reaching out and wanted to touch his face lightly, but found that his fingertips had no sense of touch, and Su Zihang's whole person was like an illusory shadow, almost transparent.
—I almost forgot that the reunion at this moment was just two souls who were too obsessed.
Although they can't hug like before, and although they can't feel each other's temperature and breath, they feel very close to each other, and their souls... have never been so close.
An Yang smiled slightly, took back his hand, looked at Su Zihang, and said, "Zihang, I never hate you. We have different positions. Everything you do is what you should do. I just regret, In the end... did not save you."
Thinking of what happened before his death, Su Zihang also fell silent.
After so long, he almost forgot the reason for his death, and what supported him waiting here was just his tangled feelings for An Yang.
After getting along for a long time, he found that An Yang was not as heinous as he thought. An Yang is a very gentle person. An Yang is tired of everything left by his father. An Yang has long been ready to live abroad. An Yang's affection for him is sincere and warm.
So, in the end he will... fall in love with him.
"Actually, you wore the ring I gave you before you left, which has already explained everything." An Yang paused for a moment and said softly: "Zihang, I know you love me, that's enough. I I just want to ask you one thing, do you... ever regret it?"
Su Zihang raised his head and met his gaze.
The large tracts of grass and trees in Wangchuan swayed gently, like the silver lake water wrinkled by the wind. The man's face was handsome and gentle against the light, and his sincere eyes were just like when he looked at himself every time in the past.
Have you ever regretted it
Perhaps, the ties and entanglements between the two are too heavy and complicated, and it is impossible to calculate those grievances and grievances clearly. In this case, it is better to stop worrying about it and look down on everything.
As he said - I never hated you, knowing that you love me is enough.
After waiting in Wangchuan for so many years and struggling for so many years, maybe what he wants to wait for is his words.
Now, I can finally let go of my heart completely, and I can finally end this life calmly.
After a long time, Su Zihang finally smiled slightly, met An Yang's eyes, and said softly, "I have no regrets in this life."
- I never regret that I once fell in love with you.
***
It is said that looking back 500 times in the past life, in exchange for the passing of this life. According to legend, before drinking Mengpo Tang and forgetting the past life, if the obsession with a certain person is too strong, then after reincarnation, it is possible to meet the reincarnation of that person again and continue the unfinished fate of the previous life.
Many years have passed, time has changed, and the unforgettable story has long been forgotten.
But fate seems to have never been cut.
The police encircled and suppressed the underworld organization Illuminati in the suburbs of Xilin City. An Yang was the leader of this operation. He led a group of his men to ambush and surrounded the other party. Unexpectedly, the two sides launched firepower against each other, and the underworld boss "Third Master" was running away. When the car suddenly exploded, the fires all over the sky illuminated the night as bright as the day.
At this time, a young man suddenly rushed out of the fire with the third master. Although the man was covered in ashes, his expression was very calm and calm. Such a handsome face, black eyes, and a serious and serious appearance made people feel extra kind and familiar. It seems that I have seen it somewhere... and it seems that I have known each other for a long time.
An Yang stepped forward quickly, and handcuffed the third master neatly. The man next to him kept looking at him silently, probably because he found out that he was a police officer and didn't act.
An Yang stretched out his hand and said with a smile, "Hello, I'm An Yang, the leader of the special case team in charge of this operation."
The man glanced at him, then extended his hand after a moment of silence: "Hello, the undercover police officer, Su Zihang."
The moment they hold hands, is the beginning of another story.
-Life after life, the cycle goes back and forth, and their souls never go far.
-End-