She had personally experienced the feeling of being suddenly betrayed, like the sky was falling and the earth was falling.
A person who completely places his destiny on others is like a rootless duckweed. No matter how ugly it sounds, it is just like a cheap joke. His happiness, anger, sorrow, and joy all depend on others.
"You actually come to laugh at me for committing suicide? Let me tell you, I, Gu Shiba Niang, earn everything I eat and use with my own hands. Not even the Emperor can take it away from me." Gu Ba Niang flicked her sleeves and said, He said in a pause, "You ladies, you look down on me, and I look down on you. Since we are disgusted by each other, why don't we meet each other? I will avoid you. Please don't provoke me in the future."
After saying that, he pulled the spirit essence, turned around and strode away.
"Gu Xiang" Gu Luo'er yelled angrily, her voice hoarse, "You are so bold, let me sue you..."
"Tell the clan leader, right?" Gu Shiba Niang suddenly turned around and looked at each other coldly, with a stern look on her face, "Go and sue, go and tell him that my cousins despise me for making a living on my own and for not starving myself to death. I don’t treat you with humiliation.”
After saying that, he sneered and said, "Besides telling your parents, do you know anything else?"
Gu Luo'er and others looked as if they had seen a ghost, their faces turned green and white, and their bodies trembled slightly. Looking at Gu Shiba Niang, she couldn't say a word.
Not because he was angry, but because he suddenly found that he had nothing to say.
It seemed like her last questions made sense. . . . .
This thought vaguely emerged from the hearts of Gu Luoer and others. When everyone realized this, they became even more ashamed and angry.
Gu Shiba Niang turned around and strode away without looking back at the expressions of those people. What she just said really made her speak freely. There was no need to be polite to these people who originally looked down on them. To be polite, to look down on them is to look down on them. , regardless of whether you know etiquette, be humble, and flattering, she, Gu Shiba Niang, will never swallow her words for those who insult herself and her family, let alone tell them about the superiority of elders and juniors. If you make me unhappy, I will naturally not be happy either. It will make you happy.
In the final analysis, all this is because they are poor and incompetent in everyone's impression. If she had the power of Gu Luoer's family, or the wealth of the third grandmother, how could she still accept the idleness among such women? No one dares to treat them like ants. treat them.
"Eighteen Mother."
Gu Hai ran over in big strides, leaving Lingbao, who was crying and running, far behind.
"They..." he said in a hoarse voice, grabbing Gu Shiba Niang's arm and carefully checking her expression.
But he saw Gu Shiba Niang looking indifferent.
"It's okay, it's just a quarrel between women." She said with a smile.
Gu Hai looked at her carefully for a moment, then nodded and patted her shoulder, "Okay, my sister must have a different mind than ordinary women."
When Gu Shiba Niang smiled, Lingbao ran closer and cried while holding Gu Ba Niang in his arms.
Gu Shiba Niang laughed and patted her to comfort her.
"It seems like you were scolded..." She smiled.
Lingbao cried louder, "I would rather they bully me..."
"It doesn't matter who bullies whom." Gu Shiba Niang said with a smile, while looking back at Lingyuan, she saw that he still looked gloomy, as if angry and self-blame, "It's just a pity that the kite Lingyuan gave us is all gone." flew away."
"I'll buy more for you...you guys." Lingyuan replied.
"Okay, you have to keep your word, I've made a note of it." Gu Shiba Niang said with a smile.
Lingbao burst into laughter and scolded her, "Miss, what are you thinking about?"
Lingyuan nodded, and Gu Hai breathed a sigh of relief. It seemed that his sister really didn't suffer. However, this matter always caused trouble for people. We must work hard to earn a good future so that my mother and sister can get ahead and never suffer like this again. The little girl is idle.
Watching Gu Shiba Niang and others walking away, Gu Luoer almost bit her red lip, her chest heaved violently for a moment, and turned around and left without saying a word.
Gu Xi'er and others came to their senses and hurriedly followed.
Two men stood aside on horseback, their eyes scanning over them.
Gu Xi'er looked up and saw one of them with a handsome appearance. Thinking that the scene just now must have fallen into this person's eyes, Gu Xi'er's face in Jiankang was completely gone. She couldn't help feeling ashamed in her heart and couldn't help but use her hands. He hid his face and walked away quickly.
"Happy!" Shen Anlin suddenly gave a high-five and shouted in a deep voice.
The man next to him still had a shocked look on his face. Looking at the figure of Gu Shiba Niang who was walking away, he sighed: "Oh my God, this woman is so violent. There is such a woman in the world. She is not like the boudoir lady." He is so reserved and polite, but not as vulgar as a woman in the market. What he said just now is really cruel, accurate and wonderful."
Shen Anlin's eyes were fixed on the distance, and he casually said, "... Perhaps no one has thought about the words she said. Even if someone has thought about it, no one has ever said it out loud... . She dares to think and speak, so smooth and neat."
He and his friends passed by her inadvertently because they recognized the figure of Gu Shiba Niang. Because they met twice, this Mrs. Gu left a deep impression on him. He always felt that there was a feeling of familiarity and strangeness at the same time.
Because he was wondering where this feeling came from, he couldn't help but turn his horse's head and come this way when he saw her there. He didn't expect to see this.
He had seen the woman's sharp eyes that day, and today he had seen the woman's sharp words. All those words came to his ears word for word.
He took a few deep breaths, only to feel that his heart was still beating violently like a drum, and the hot blood was flying around in his body. This feeling was like the moment when he defeated the golden thief on the battlefield for the first time, and he even felt a little bit in his eyes. fever.
The woman's sudden release of spiritual will was like an arrow hitting his heart.
He seemed to understand where that strange feeling came from. This woman was an ordinary person like him, but she was stronger than him, because he just hurt his heart every night with those words, but he never dared to do this to someone he hated. Say it happily.
Maybe one day he will say, yes, one day he will say, and not only will he say, but he will also kill the woman with the most ferocious eyes. . . . . . . But I don’t know when that day will come. It may be far away, or it may be a failure. . . . . . .
"Ms. Gu family..." He murmured a few words.
"This little lady looks frail and dignified, but I didn't expect to be so powerful." The man beside him shook his head and smiled, "I don't know who will marry her, it will be lively... I guess her husband will be weak. .
Before he finished speaking, he saw Shen An and Lin beside him, raising his cloak and riding away in the direction of where the powerful little lady and the others were.
Although Gu Luo'er didn't take advantage, Gu Shiba Niang and others were no longer interested in having a spring outing. Ling Yuan and Ling Bao went to lead the horses and drive the carriage first, while Gu Hai and Gu Shi Niang walked behind and chatted.
"So my brother came here specifically to play with me today because he and Gu Yu will go to Beijing to study in a few days?" Gu Shiniang was very surprised after hearing Gu Hai's words.
"Mother asked me, I was worried about you, so I came here to take this opportunity to ask your opinion," Gu Hai said, paused briefly, "But after seeing what happened today, I must go."
He raised his head, his expression was calm, and his eyes showed determination.
I left home and studied thousands of miles away, just for home and relatives. In this world, everything is empty talk, only the ability to have real abilities and not to be stepped on by others, and all of this cannot be obtained by just thinking about it. , you must work hard. The later you start, the harder you will have to work than others.
Gu Shiba Niang was silent for a while. She understood Gu Hai's thoughts and was very proud and happy. However, she always felt uneasy.
"Going with Gu Yu?" she repeated.
Gu Yu has a strange and inexplicable hostility towards them, and his destiny seems to have deviated from the established one, but who can guarantee that destiny will not come back and erase this Jieyuan that should not exist in history. . . . . .
Gu Hai noticed her worry and remained silent for a moment.
"Eighteen Mother, everyone is going to die..." He said solemnly, "This is a fate that no one can change, but how to die, everyone can choose..."
The word death still irritated Gu Shiba Niang, and she couldn't help but clench her hands in front of her.
She remembered that her brother had said this not long ago. When she thought she had changed her destiny but suddenly had to return to Jiankang, she almost collapsed at that time.
Yes, everyone will die, but sooner or later, no one can escape this fate.
"You said that in that life I got tired of studying and gave up my studies early, so I accomplished nothing, and this result was because I made my own choice to get tired of studying. And then you said that I rashly ran away to avenge my mother and fell into the trap of a thief and died. , then this hastily was my choice in that life. You see, this time, I made a different choice, and the results will naturally be different. But death is a result that will never change. It is an inevitable result for everyone, but sooner or later That's all..." Gu Hai walked slowly and calmly with his hands behind his back.
Gu Shiba Niang felt that her mind was agitated, as if she had some thoughts passing by but could not catch them.
Different choices lead to different results. . . . .
The cause is different and the effect is different. Is this cause and effect
The clear monk's voice suddenly sounded in his ears.
"Female donor, since you picked it, why don't you open your eyes and take a closer look? If you look carefully, you may be able to see the beauty of this flower."
What to see? Open your eyes? Did she keep her eyes closed? If you look closely, can you see the beauty of the flowers
"Eighteenth Mother?" Gu Hai's concerned voice brought her back to her thoughts.
Gu Shiba Niang smiled quickly at him and motioned for him to continue.
"I know you are always worried, worried that we will die in vain like in the previous life..." Gu Hai reached out to help her lick her wind-tossed hair, "Eighteen Niang, we have made a new choice. We have chosen a different path, and as for the outcome... You also said that if we try our best, even if we don’t learn, it’s what we call it, no matter what, we try our best. It’s still death, but it’s different from the death in that life.”
Gu Shiba Niang's breathing was rapid, and she felt a little dazed for a moment. She felt that her thoughts were a little confused, and many thoughts were flashing through her mind. She wanted to catch something, but she couldn't.
Is it different? Even if the result is still death, is the fate different? As long as the choices are different, the results will be different. Has fate changed
is that so
"Eighteen Mother, this is just what I thought." Seeing the doubt and confusion on his sister's face, Gu Hai was a little worried and hurriedly patted her forehead, "It's just what I imagined, right or wrong... "
"No, brother, you have a good idea." Gu Shiba Niang shook her head, looked at him intently and smiled, "You can go to the capital with peace of mind. After you leave, I will think about it carefully."
The younger sister agreed, and a bright smile appeared on Gu Hai's face.
"You should be careful when you are alone at home," he pondered for a moment. "Ignore those villains, don't fight with them, let them laugh or make trouble. When we feel proud, they will bow their heads and admit defeat."
Gu Shiba Niang nodded and said, "Don't worry, brother, don't worry." She heard the sound of horse hooves behind her, and the horse passed by with a strong wind.
Gu Hai hurriedly stretched out his hand to stop his sister behind him, and with a serious face he was about to scold this reckless rider, but he saw Shen Anlin, who was wearing a black cloak and gold armor, reining in his horse and stopping.
Gu Hai felt his heartbeat suddenly stop.
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I just got home. I wrote it on the train. After a few simple revisions, I can’t write 4,000 words. I’m so sleepy. I went to bed late watching Deyun Club last night and got up early in the morning. I can’t hold on any longer. Good night, classmates.