Autumn is rainy.
The rain kept falling. Tang Jiao looked at the rain outside the window and said, "Get your autumn clothes ready. I think it will get colder after the autumn rain."
Siye sighed and replied yes.
Tang Jiao found a book and read it on the big sofa in the study room.
Siye quickly went to prepare some hot tea and snacks.
Not long after, there was a knock on the door. Tang Jiao raised her head and Siye reported, "Miss, Doctor Yue is here."
Tang Jiao was a little surprised. She raised her eyebrows: "Why is he here?"
She is not that familiar with Yue Jiawen, right
Thinking of this, Tang Jiao went downstairs: "Let's go downstairs and take a look."
Yue Jiawen was sitting in the living room. Shen Lianyi was not at home today. She always went to the hospital at this time every day.
Tang Jiao went downstairs and said with a smile: "Dr. Yue is here, but what advice do you have?"
Yue Jiawen was not familiar with her, and the only contact he had with her didn't seem to be very good.
Especially the last time, when she opened a wooden warehouse and beat people, Yue Jiawen's expression was quite indescribable when she finally left.
However, Tang Jiao found his distressed look boring.
After all, no one knows what others think, and it is silly to impose your own moral values on others.
Tang Jiao sat on the sofa and said, "Dr. Yue drinks tea."
Yue Jiawen looked at Tang Jiao, nodded and raised the tea cup. He seemed to be thinking about something, and he was a little absent-minded. Or rather... nervous.
He didn't speak, and Tang Jiao couldn't say anything. She just looked at him quietly with a calm expression.
After a while, Yue Jiawen finally spoke: "Can I talk to you alone?"
Tang Jiao raised her eyebrows. Although she didn't know what he wanted to say, it was still her home. She thought for a moment and waved her hand.
Siye was a little worried, but Tang Jiao said with a half-smile: "I don't think Doctor Yue is stupid enough to do anything in my house, and Doctor Yue must know my character, so I will really do it."
Saying this made Siye feel a little relieved.
However, despite this, she still left cautiously and focused all her attention here.
Tang Jiao raised her eyebrows and said politely, "Doctor Yue, just tell me what you want."
Yue Jiawen looked at Tang Jiao and fell silent.
Tang Jiao said softly: "Dr. Yue is not here to perform mime, is he?"
She had a slight smile, and her whole person was pure.
Yue Jiawen looked at Tang Jiao and for a moment thought about what would have happened if Tang Jiao was not with Gu Tingyun.
After thinking about it, I lowered my eyes and felt ridiculous.
Where are there so many ifs in this world
If so, the fate of many people would be different.
And if these few words are true, if there are many suitors around Tang Jiao that day, what does he mean
Thinking about it this way, I feel very ridiculous.
He coughed and finally calmed down.
yes!
Why think about the impossible! After all, there are more things waiting for him to do.
Thinking of this, he actually calmed down.
Yue Jiawen calmed down and said, "I want to ask you to do me a favor."
Seeing Tang Jiao raise her eyebrows, he immediately continued: "I want to ask you to help me persuade Qi Ye. The day after tomorrow is the anniversary of my mother's death. I want to ask you to help me persuade him. I just ask him to go to the grave. Look at my mother and worship her."
Yue Jiawen looked lonely. He said: "I know this is very difficult for him, but it has been so many years. He is no longer here, and it is time for him to return to his ashes. If he is dead, should he still be held accountable? Those things she did when she was alive?"
Tang Jiao didn't expect that what Yue Jiawen was going to say was this. She actually didn't understand it, but looking at Yue Jiawen's face, she pondered for a moment and said slowly: "Your mother... or her mother? Or, your mother?" "
Tang Jiao was startled by her bold idea, but that was clearly what Yue Jiawen meant, right
Yue Jiawen raised his eyes and looked at Tang Jiao. His expression was painful, which was not his usual look. In fact, if you think about it carefully, Yue Jiawen and Gu Tingyun were somewhat similar.
It's hard to tell where exactly they are similar, but if you look closely, you can actually see that they are somewhat similar.
It's just that Gu Tingyun's cold and noble temperament is too obvious, while Yue Jiawen is more like a reserved nerd who is good at reading.
So if we think about it together, there is no such thing.
Yue Jiawen looked at Tang Jiao.
Tang Jiao picked up the tea cup and took a sip, and said: "I have no reason to embarrass Master Qi because of your request. He always has his own ideas when doing things. I don't think it is appropriate to ask me for such a thing. Forgive me. I’m afraid I can’t be busy with you anymore.”
Tang Jiao politely refused, and then said: "Actually... a lot of things happened just because they happened. You can't say that nothing happens just because a person dies. Moreover, people always say it's easy for others, but it's hard to say it for yourself. If you think about it, put yourself in their shoes. , if it were you, would you still be able to say forgiveness so casually?"
She smiled faintly and said seriously: "It seems impossible, right?"
Yue Jiawen didn't know if he could, but after hearing Tang Jiao's words, he was quiet for a long time.
After a while, he said: "You know who I'm talking about."
This is very certain.
Tang Jiao smiled faintly, but she didn't say anything else.
Yue Jiawen drank the tea, as if drinking to relieve his sorrow.
He said: "Gu Tingyun and I are half-brothers."
Tang Jiao's hand holding the teacup stiffened, but she was not surprised by this at all.
"Actually, it was very difficult for my mother."
Tang Jiao let out a faint hum from her throat.
She smiled half-heartedly and said, "Who in this world doesn't have difficulties? Can you do such a thing if you have difficulties?"
Her voice was clear and cold, with a chill in it.
It didn't matter whether others knew it or not, Tang Jiao knew it. This incident had a great impact on Gu Tingyun.
She still remembered that when life and death were at stake, Gu Tingyun still couldn't let go. At that time, his spirit was no longer very clear, but he still couldn't calm down. Thinking about it, there are always a lot of things to be upset about in this world. Tang Jiao thought that if her mother did the same thing one day, she would probably go crazy.
Some injuries can never be healed.
It's useless what others say.
She said seriously: "You are not him, and you have no right to ask him to do anything. After all... it is not you who is hurt."
Yue Jiawen smiled bitterly and said, "You really know."
Tang Jiao suppressed her smile a little, pondered for a moment, and said slowly: "No, I don't know very well. But no matter what time, I can see his pain."
Yue Jiawen: "But things have passed and my mother is dead. I know it was difficult for him, but...actually, what's wrong with letting go?"
Tang Jiao burst out laughing and retorted: "Things didn't happen to you, so you can easily say "let go". You are not him. What right do you have to say such easy words like this! Oh Yes, it is precisely because you are not him. So you can say it easily. People are so selfish. "
Tang Jiao couldn't help but said: "Dr. Yue, I originally thought you were a very upright person, but now it seems that you are nothing more than that. Were you abandoned when you were a child? If not, why do you say that letting go is better? When you said it would be better to let go, did you touch your conscience?"
Tang Jiao looked at Yue Jiawen coldly and sneered: "No, you are just speaking from your standpoint."
She stood up and said, "I'm sorry I can't accompany you anymore, please do it yourself."
After a few words, Tang Jiao no longer wanted to say anything to him.
Yue Jiawen looked up at Tang Jiao. Tang Jiao's eyes were like a ball of fire, enough to burn someone up.
He swallowed hard, but finally spoke.
"I lost my mother too."
Tang Jiao was stunned.
Yue Jiawen looked at Tang Jiao seriously, with red eyes: "My mother was snatched away less than a month after I was born. I never called her mother, and I didn't remember her in my heart. When I was a child, everything I had My whole life is my father. My mother will only appear in photos. Gu Tingyun and I are less than one year apart."
Tang Jiao stopped. She thought that Gu Tingyun's mother did not marry into the Huo family voluntarily.
But... it turned out that he was robbed
Not surprising.
Yue Jiawen stopped looking at Tang Jiao and lowered his head and said, "In order to save my life, my father did not dare to take my mother back, so he took me to escape from Peking to Shanghai overnight. Later, because my mother took away Gu Tingyun, the Huo family It harmed my grandfather’s family and also harmed my maternal grandfather’s family.”
Wiped his face.
Yue Jiawen said: "My grandfather's business failed, and my grandfather committed suicide with a glass of poisoned wine. After my grandfather's business failed, he brought a knife to see my mother, stabbed her, and then committed suicide."
He smiled bitterly and said: "Is Gu Tingyun in pain? Yes, he is in pain. But who is not in pain? My parents, Qin Se and Ming, never thought about being a wife in the Huo family. But they robbed her, my mother's She suffered from postpartum depression after giving birth. Getting pregnant with Gu Tingyun so quickly would only make her condition worse. She escaped and later came to Shanghai to find us and our son. We had no idea that she deliberately lost Tingyun."
He looked defeated and said: "My mother went crazy because of this incident. In fact, we don't know whether she was ill when she abandoned Gu Tingyun. My mother has only been reunited with us for ten years, but the following four For five years, she thought every day that she could find Ting Yun and get his forgiveness. This was her only wish before she died."
Tang Jiao was speechless.
"I don't know why I am sitting here talking to you today, but Tang Jiao, no one is not in pain. The world is like this, it is difficult for us all. I know that Gu Tingyun cannot forgive my mother, but I really beg you You, please help me and persuade him. My mother's only wish is to see Gu Tingyun one day and hear him say forgiveness in person. That's all."
He whispered: "No revenge, nothing else, nothing. Only Gu Tingyun can forgive her."
The scene was quiet.
Tang Jiao bit her lip, and after a while, she whispered softly: "Yue Jiawen, it's my fault for saying those words just now, I'm sorry."
Tang Jiao is a straightforward person, not coy.
Yue Jiawen smiled bitterly and shook his head.
But Tang Jiao said again: "But I can't help you persuade Master Qi. Forgive me for being helpless. If I know that this is his biggest pain and still force him to face it, then I feel that I am not his Friends."
Her voice was soft but firm: "I wish him well. To forgive or not to forgive... I think it's better to let him follow his heart. I apologize for what I said to you just now, but Yue Jiawen, even if you have lost your mother, you And father. But what did your mother do? She deliberately brought Gu Tingyun out and then threw him away. She could have let Gu Tingyun grow up in the Huo family. I would never behave like this if it were me. Forgiven. No matter what she did next, I will never forgive her. What's more... she didn't do anything. She suffered a lot of pain, but can she hurt others when she suffers? In the end, I will say this. So. I won’t help you with this.”
Tang Jiao took a deep breath, "Actually, you have found the wrong person. I am cold and selfish. I will not let you use this matter to hurt Gu Tingyun."
She smiled lightly and said, "Yue Jiawen, forget it? In fact, you should let yourself go. Don't look for Gu Tingyun. Let's all be well. What's wrong?"
Yue Jiawen instantly looked at Tang Jiao and said seriously after a moment, "I can't do it either."
He stood up: "Maybe I came here in the wrong way, but Tang Jiao, I can't give up. This is my mother's only last wish, the only one."
The doorbell rings.
Siye hurriedly walked in: "Miss, the old lady next door would like you to come over."