Waves of cold body sensations came from her shoulders and arms. Only then did Xia Chu feel that she and Yuefeng were holding each other, and at some point they were leaning shoulder to shoulder.
In this warm spring time, the coldness on his shoulders faintly penetrated through her sleeves and spread to her skin.
And this body cold penetrated into her blood again, welling up in her heart, reminding the people around her that their life was not long, which made her unable and unbearable, so she moved aside.
But the straightforward words Yue Fengwan just blurted out made Xia Chu turn his face to the other side.
Diandian crawled outside the cave, neither playing nor leaving, as if guarding the two of them.
The whole world is extremely peaceful, and there is no trace of the past or the future. All that is left in the world is this small place deep in the dense forest in the countryside, with beautiful color and no trace of the past.
They sat side by side in the cave, she looking out of the cave and he looking at her.
The leaves above the head were blowing by the wind. Xia Chu couldn't bear the last of his life, leaving only the empty space where the two of them sat. Finally, he spoke in a low voice: "With the few time we spent together, even the regent The king is so loving that he would not risk his life to save someone."
"Since I am willing to show preference to one person, I am willing to spend the rest of my life being generous."
Yuefeng Wanyou still remembers the day when he first met her, Tianlu Capital was dimly lit.
She stretched out her hand to stop her, and when she suddenly raised her head, thousands of lights gathered in her eyes, like a starry river, emitting all kinds of brilliance.
Although Xia Chu's face turned away, his eyes were always fixed on her profile, looking at her graceful curves, as beautiful and elegant as ink lines.
He had also seen her and Xiao Mubai together, and couldn't help but feel jealous. All the evil in his heart was spent thinking about how to find a way to separate her from Xiao Mubai.
But all the plots and tricks collapsed in front of the sincerity, and they were completely defeated.
As soon as she raised her eyebrows, she took over half of his heart. So what, he plotted against her.
The slanting sunlight gathered and dispersed on them, dispersed and became chaotic.
Xia Chu couldn't help but turn to look at Yuefengwan again, watching the scattered halos of light dancing around his body.
His face was pale, and his weakness could be seen even in the firelight, but she still couldn't give him the answer he wanted, and her eyes were full of apologetic mist.
Yue Fengwan seemed to be burned by the guilt that was about to overflow from her eyes, and she felt that the cleansing ripples in her heart subsided in an instant, leaving only waves of suffocating pain.
He slowly turned around, and behind Xia Chu's back, he raised his hand to cover the pain in his heart, pressing hard to try to relieve it. After a moment, he joked in an almost relaxed tone: "I didn't intend to say it, and now... even more... You are not responsible."
Even if he knew that her heart was full of Xiao Mubai, he would still occupy a place in her own way.
He has his own halo, and he will not humbly take it off because of her, making him dim beside her.
He was willing to use these last moments to burn into a blazing flame and become a beam of light that would remain in her heart forever and could not be forgotten.
When Xia Chu saw his back illuminated by the firelight, he couldn't help but feel a trace of sadness in his heart. He said in such a relaxed tone that he didn't need to take responsibility.
This was indeed the case, he did not put her in a dilemma.
Because she didn't have to make a choice at all.
Xia Chu's voice was choked: "Don't laugh, I want to cry when I see you."
Yue Feng's thick eyelashes covered his eyes that were gradually turning into dark blue, but they couldn't hide the smile on his lips, which was light and distant yet indulgent and doting.
"From now on, we can only say goodbye to each other, not to divorce again. Ah Chu, I am smiling happily, don't cry, and don't be afraid. After I die, you only need to summon Fei Lian to come over, and then go and say goodbye to Meng An. Let's do it." Yuefeng's fingertips stretched out to her eyelids but then pulled them back.
He was afraid that the cold fingertips would touch her warm cheeks.
The small cave was instantly filled with a thick sentiment that could not be dissolved. Yue Fengwan coughed lightly: "I always felt strange before."
Xia Chu knew that he had deliberately changed the subject in order to resolve her sudden sadness, so she had no choice but to follow his lead and ask, "What's so strange?"
Yue Feng smiled lightly, and the curve of her lips was so gentle: "It's strange that you always inadvertently reveal a stubborn look that is incompatible with this troubled world."
He leaned towards her slightly and looked at her from top to bottom: "There is also a maturity that does not match his age."
Yue Fengwan had indeed been curious about what caused her personality. According to what Lan Yuying told him, his childhood in early summer should be carefree and pure.
But how could she, who had never been involved in the world, be able to move between the two countries with ease just after coming down from the mountain, and how could she survive so transparently despite the intertwined identities
"Yuefengwan, I am a person who has died once." Xia Chu looked at his magnificent blue eyes and revealed the secret that she had never told anyone.
She didn't even mention Xiao Mubai because it was too absurd.
But facing Yue Fengwan, who only had half an hour to live, she seemed to blurt out the words without hesitation.
Yue Fengwan's face was slightly startled, then he smiled with relief and said, "Yes, Zi Luo is daring in private. Don't blame her. It's considered dead once."
"No! I really died once." Xia Chu finally spoke out the secret that she had been suppressing in her heart without restraint.
She seemed to be just telling Yue Fengwan a story, a past life that was like a nightmare.
In that dream, the Zhao family's army was wiped out, the Marquis was imprisoned, Xiao Zimu was pierced through the heart by thousands of arrows, and she held a heart-shaped man who she had truly loved for many years and cut off the meridians of her hands and feet, and finally stabbed her through the heart.
In that dream, there was no Xiao Mubai, no Yuefengwan, no redemption or relief, only endless hatred and strong unwillingness.
She was slightly excited when she told the whole thing, but Yue Fengwan only listened quietly to her pouring out all her dissatisfaction at the last moment of her life, and listened to her heartily telling a secret that could not be told to others.
Even if the secret was true or false, he had no way of knowing.
Xia Chu vomited quickly and did not notice Yue Feng's increasingly pale complexion.
The suffocating pain in his chest kept attacking, his breathing became weaker, and he even felt that he could not hold up his body on his own.
But the expression on his face changed with Xia Chu's narrative, and he seemed to feel sorry for her in the story, far more than the original suffocating pain in his chest.
"If you don't believe it, just think that I told you a story about a woman's revenge after being reborn."
There was a cold feeling on Xia Chu's shoulder, and Yue Fengwan weakly rested his head on her shoulder at some point. He didn't care whether what she said was true or false, he only cared that she didn't meet him in her previous life.
The sun sets in the west and the mountains rise in the east. His love for her has a beginning but no end.
(End of chapter)