Gu Yuqi couldn't sleep well for several nights. After falling into the water, she developed a fever, her forehead was terribly hot, and she was also in a daze, sometimes awake and sometimes unconscious.
She seemed to be trapped in an endless nightmare.
The previous dust flashed before my eyes like a movie.
She still remembered that she was dressed in red and stood under the peach blossom tree in the backyard of the Huguo Temple. The peach blossoms all over the mountain were not as bright as her sweet smile, and that smile had drunk the hearts of many princes and princes.
At the royal banquet, she danced all over the city, with long sleeves and flowing clouds, curled and relaxed, with cloud temples and thin waist, and lotus feet, like a nine-day fairy coming to the world for the first time.
On the hunting ground in Qiuwei, she is dressed in bright clothes and furious with horses, her long bow is like the moon, and her arrows are like shooting stars. She is as good as a man, and she is full of heroic spirit, which has attracted countless young people to bow their heads.
So most everyone remembered Gu Yuqi, the daughter of the Dingyuan Hou's mansion, Yunwen Yunwu, as beautiful as peaches and plums.
The people who came to propose marriage almost broke through the gate of Dingyuan Hou's mansion, but she just fell in love with a man who was as cold as frost.
She clearly knew that he didn't like her, but she didn't know what kind of evil she had committed. She just wanted to marry him, even at the expense of resisting the emperor's decree. he.
She thought that what she gave would be what he wanted. With her talent and beauty, there was no man she couldn't conquer.
But she was wrong, she planned for him, tested medicine for him, blocked arrows for him, and helped him ascend to the throne of God, but he only sealed her as a talent.
She doesn't care about status or anything, as long as he has her in his eyes, she always comforts herself like this, but in the end
Gu Yuqi felt that she was a fool before, but in the end, the only one who caught his eyes was his gentle and lovely cousin. He has always liked women who are as gentle as water. His back seat has always been vacant, waiting for someone, maybe it is that woman, that woman suffered a little grievance, and she was implicated and thrown into the limbo, a test for ten years, until she drank poisonous wine , Set fire to the palace.
But is that woman really as gentle as water? Others couldn't see Gu Yuqi, but they could.
She clearly remembered the scene of that night. She wore the red dress when she first met him, drank the poisoned wine sent by the woman, and danced for the last time on the Shuiyue Pavilion with her hair covered and bare feet. It was specially danced for him, and she devoted her whole life to this dance. She also knew he was watching, because she could feel the focus in his gaze, even though it was too far away. He had never looked at her so seriously, until the fire ignited, and the flames soaring into the sky were about to engulf her, and she saw a crack in his cold gaze.
She heard his cry from across the water, "Xiao Yu, come here, everything is still negotiable, I order you to come here!", she smiled miserably, and she swore to the sky loudly, if she could do it again in this life, she would definitely Will not love him, protect him, she would rather never know him!
"Yunke, I, Gu Yuqi, illuminate the road today with the light of fire, my blood as a guide, and all the gods in the sky as witnesses. If there is an afterlife, I will never see you again."
Gu Yuqi let out a long sigh, and woke up from the nightmare, her mother's anxious eyes were still in front of her eyes, but her mind was clear.
She really couldn't understand why a person like her who wanted to die was born again.
"Anan's fever has finally subsided." Liang patted her forehead, showing a weary and relieved smile.
Only then did Gu Yuqi realize that her mother seemed more haggard than she remembered.
She didn't have a deep relationship with this mother. In her previous life, she traveled through time because the original Gu Yuqi fell into the water and died, and she woke up after being in a coma for a long time. Shortly after her recovery, the mother fell ill due to her weak bones. She was ill for four years and passed away in the nineteenth year of Jingyuan.
But this rebirth, the last crossing, and Liang's two consecutive times of taking care of her non-stop, Gu Yuqi couldn't help feeling a little guilty and soft in her heart. After all, she took the body of her own daughter.
Thinking of this, she stretched out her arms to embrace Mrs. Liang's warm body, "A'nan has made mother worry." Her soft and weak voice pierced Mrs. Liang's heart, and Mrs. Liang couldn't help crying Eyes full.
"Just don't scare Mommy like this in the future." Liang patted his daughter gently while weeping.
For several days in a row, Gu Yuqi enjoyed Liang's mother's love a little apprehensively.
She traveled through the previous life, and felt fresh and excited about everything. She proudly thought that she was from modern times. Compared with the ladies around who only knew how to embroider, recite poems and flutter butterflies, she naturally had her own uniqueness. She placed herself in a very high position, and all she could think about was the prosperity in ancient times as written in the time travel book.
She did indeed do it. At the age of eleven, she became famous in seven steps. At the age of twelve, she disguised herself as a man and went to Lushan Academy. , using his own cleverness, complacently plagiarizing the essence of Chinese civilization in this dynasty that has never appeared in history books, and then frankly accepting the envy and praise of others.
Standing on the clouds, she looked down at those ancient people who she thought were mediocre. If the emperor at that time was not a few years older than her father, she even thought of becoming the master of Gongwei, becoming the empress of Daliang, the mother of the world.
It's ridiculous.
Now that Gu Yuqi thought about her past life, she couldn't help shaking her head.
She was dazzled by the prosperity of the world and lost her heart. She thought that what she was looking for was the best. Her heart is higher than the sky, and she conceited that as long as she wants nothing she can't do, in fact she did, and she assisted the so-called beloved one she chose to take the throne of God step by step. Unfortunately, she miscalculated his heart, he never fell in love with her from the beginning to the end, he just used her, she lost not only her own life, but also her heart, in the end she set the palace on fire, yes He wanted to use this kind of drastic method to finally leave a mark in his heart.
Everyone is dead, so what's the use of that illusory brand? Besides, whether to stay or not is still up for debate, considering that person's coldness and viciousness, I'm afraid it's just a mockery to her.
It was strange to say that with her pride, she had been wronged and begged for justice for an ancient man for so many years, and finally burned herself on fire for him. It was really painful, standing in the sea of fire, that kind of loneliness, despair, when the flames licked her body, the kind of deep pain that cut into the bone marrow, body pain, heart pain. She knew that she did this because she loved that man.
People are proud, but love is humble. That's why she yelled out the words of asking all the gods in the sky to prove that if there is an afterlife, she would rather never see him again.
She was tired and gave up.
Gu Yuqi wiped away the involuntary tears that fell from the corners of her eyes, and smiled brightly. She really came to another life. In this life, she would avoid him, avoid him, and never see him again.
She jumped out of the bed, walked to the window, opened the window, and suddenly found that the old plum plant in front of the window had grown a few tiny flower buds. It's cold in winter, but the sky is high and the clouds are far away. Looking far away, the high sky and flowing clouds, even Gu Yuqi's mood has been opened up a lot.
She lived for that man in the previous life, so she should live for herself in this life.
It feels so good to be alive.