"I'm not tired." Gu Yuqi smiled faintly, her smile was very ethereal, like in the clouds, but her eyes were shrouded in a slight sadness. No, she is tired. Her heart is very tired.
Gu Yuqi really regrets it now, if she could, she really shouldn't have taken advantage of Du Xia at the beginning.
Now she obviously can't afford anything, she should be cruel to drive Du Xia away, tell him to stay away from her, never think about her, or care about her. miss her. She had already mustered up her courage, but as soon as she saw Du Xia's eyes, she was completely unable to say those words.
She hates herself like this very much. Through a lifetime, she lives without scruples and does whatever she wants, but what is the end? In her first rebirth, she lived carefully and carefully, and now what has she gained
Looking at Du Xia who was in high spirits in front of her, she felt like an old woman dying of pain. She is not good enough for him.
Du Xia is so good, he deserves the love and company of a better girl than her, he should have a brilliant life.
As for herself, there are too many things on her shoulders, many things she wants to forget, but she has to remember.
If Du Xia falls in love with him, what awaits him is about to be destroyed.
Yun Ke will not let her go, let alone let Du Xia be with her.
Judging from the situation of that person going crazy, he might no longer care about Du Xia's future. After all, Du Xia is not the only one who can lead troops to fight. Although he cherishes his talents, don't forget that he was a former emperor, cold-blooded and ruthless.
"By the way. If you're not tired, how about I take you out of the city to a place?" Du Xia said with a blushing face.
His heart was very disturbed, he didn't know if Gu Yuqi would agree. He also knew that she was a lady of every family, and it would be a great face to him to go out with someone who had nothing like him, and he made such a request out of control, but he really hoped that Gu Yuqi would nod.
He passed a place on the way to Kuizhou, it was really beautiful at night, and he wanted to take her to see it. If she nods, then he really has no regrets, he thought.
"Leaving the city now?" Gu Yuqi was slightly taken aback, "The gate of the city has been closed."
"I'll take you out. It won't disturb the defenders." Du Xia hurriedly explained, and then looked at Gu Yuqi anxiously, for fear that she would shake her head or refuse him.
"Du Xia. I..." Gu Yuqi's heart was extremely disturbed, she just felt as if her heart was blocked by something. A fit of discomfort. She should have rejected him.
Feeling Gu Yuqi's resistance, Du Xia's eyes dimmed, and his shoulders were slightly slumped, "I know these demands are too much." He couldn't bear to see her so embarrassed, so he pretended to be relaxed and said , "I'll take you back. I'm already very happy that you are willing to walk with me for a while."
"Forget it, it's rare for you to come here once. I'll just do my landlord's favor and accompany you." Gu Yuqi sighed silently in her heart, she really couldn't bear it.
"Really?" Du Xia's eyes sparkled again, making him alive again.
"En. Just this once." Gu Yuqi nodded, telling Du Xia, and also telling herself.
Just this time, let her be willful again... Then she will be her Gu Yuqi again.
"Okay." Without hearing the meaning of Gu Yuqi's words, Du Xia was completely immersed in the joy of getting Gu Yuqi's answer, and he stretched out his hand towards Gu Yuqi. Gu Yuqi hesitated for a moment, but still handed her hand into his.
"Offended!" Du Xia tightened her hand, wrapped her hand completely in his palm, pulled her to leap up the wall with force, and then jumped a few times on the ridge of the roof, bringing her to the top of the city wall Next, he took a deep look at Gu Yuqi, stretched out an arm, wrapped her slender waist, and the moment he pulled her into his arms, Du Xia felt that countless beautiful flowers bloomed in his heart instantly. , even this dark night became colorful and colorful in his eyes.
He could feel her soft and warm body pressed against him tightly, and the night wind lifted her hair and brushed against his skin, his heart couldn't help beating wildly.
Gu Yuqi was very embarrassed, she really didn't expect Du Xia to have such courage, daring to wrap her arms around her waist, at that moment, she felt that she was already stiff, and she could feel it when she pressed against his chest. His young and powerful heartbeat, what a young and vigorous body, compared to her old age and loneliness.
As if in a dream, Du Xia brought Gu Yuqi to the ground, and reluctantly let go of her waist.
His heart was sweet, he had imagined countless times that one day he would be able to hold her in his arms, but imagination was imagination, and it couldn't be more real than actually holding her in his arms. It turns out that the feeling of holding her is so good, as if in the world, there is only one she is closely related to him, and everything else becomes unimportant. He was also prepared, he would be scolded or even slapped by her, he thought he would not hide, it was he who offended her and deserved to be beaten.
But she was as quiet as a kitten, allowing him to lead her over the city wall.
Du Xia's mood is soaring now, there is nothing better than this.
He took her by the hand and brought her to a grove only two miles away from Kuizhou City. There was a small lake in it. The lake was very small and only appeared in summer. People in Kuizhou City Know this place, call it Four Seasons Lake.
This lake is very interesting. In spring, it is a low-lying green land. As the days get warmer, water will slowly seep from the bottom of the depression. In summer, it will become a small lake. In autumn, the water will slowly drop. In winter the lakes here completely disappear. Come to Odaiba.
Du Xia passed by here by accident yesterday and discovered the beautiful scenery here, but at that time he was worried and didn't care to appreciate it.
There are not many sparse trees in the woods. The closer to the edge of the lake, there will be more and more green grass and wild flowers. When you reach the lake, there are actually a large field of petunia. At night, the petunia blooms a large field. The flowers, those flowers are all blue. Under the starry sky, there is a large sea of blue flowers, and the waves on the lake are shining with silver under the moonlight. It is like a fairyland, quiet and blue.
This petunia only blooms at night, so people who pass by during the day will not be able to see such a beautiful scenery.
Gu Yuqi was also obviously stunned by the scenery in front of her. She really didn't expect that there would be such a beautiful place on the outskirts of Kuizhou City right under her nose.
Du Xia took her hand and walked in, startling the fireflies hidden in the flowers, the little fireflies flew up from the blue sea of flowers, floating around them like stars, like a dream .
"It's beautiful." Du Xia looked at Gu Yuqi proudly like a child, with uncontrollable happiness between his eyes and eyebrows, he let go of Gu Yuqi's hand, and he stood up slightly, then he flew over Passing through the sea of flowers, he fiddled with them casually with his hands, a large group of fireflies were driven out of the sea of flowers following his figure, and floated in mid-air, Du Xia then flew back to Gu Yuqi's side, and She stood side by side, she looked at the beautiful scenery in front of her, but he was looking at her.
It's really beautiful, the blue lake is covered with broken silver projected by the moonlight, and the large blue sea of flowers around it is already dreamlike, and now it is dotted with fireflies floating in mid-air, it is simply a fairyland on earth Same.
Gu Yuqi's nose suddenly became sore, no one has ever done this for her.
Noticing Gu Yuqi's strangeness, Du Xia was startled, "What's wrong with you?" He asked in a little panic, "Do you not like it?"
Her eye sockets were so red that she couldn't hide it anymore, Gu Yuqi hurriedly turned her face away, pulled up her sleeves and wiped away the tears welling up from the corners of her eyes.
"I'm sorry. I didn't know you didn't like it. I'll take you out of here right away." Du Xia was already in a panic. He really didn't want to make Gu Yuqi cry, but she was crying now. He hoped that she could smile all the time, because she smiled beautifully. The moment she turned her back just now, Du Xia had already seen the crystal tears in the corner of her eyes. He was about to die of fright. What was wrong, it caused her to shed tears.
"Where are you taking me?" Gu Yuqi suddenly turned her head, looking at Du Xia with red eyes, and her voice suddenly turned cold.
"I'll take you back. Or you want to go somewhere else. I'll take you there too!" Du Xia took two steps back in shock, and said carelessly.
"Who do you think you are?" Gu Yuqi couldn't help it anymore, she said sorry over and over again in her heart, the corners of her eyes were red, and her eyes were wide open, because this could prevent tears from gushing out again.
"I..." Du Xia obviously didn't expect Gu Yuqi to ask such a question suddenly, he was so terrified that he didn't know how to answer.
"What right do you have to take me back?" Gu Yuqi said sharply, she took a step forward and looked up at Du Xia, "What right do you have to stand in front of me!"
"I..." Du Xia's eyes dimmed completely, his heart froze suddenly, as if the air around him also froze suddenly. He didn't understand why she was fine just now, but now Gu Yuqi suddenly lost her temper with him, did he do something wrong
She doesn't like it here, so to speak, why should she question him like this.
"It's just a small hidden guard." Gu Yuqi tightly clenched her fist, allowing her nails to be deeply embedded in her palm. The pain would make her save her sanity. She should drive Du Xia away and not stay any longer. Get him down and give him any room for imagination. "What do you think you are, Du Xia, I have endured you for a long time! It is only for the sake of traveling thousands of miles that I reluctantly come out with you. Don't get me wrong. What do you mean by bringing me here? Here What do I think these mean?"
"I..." Du Xia was completely speechless by Gu Yuqi, only said a few words "I", Gu Yuqi in front of her eyes seemed to become another person in an instant, calling him a stranger.
Her eyes were red, and for some unknown reason, there was a scornful smile on the corner of her lips, and she raised her head high, so noble.
Compared to her, I am indeed nothing... Du Xia's heart seemed to have fallen into an endless abyss, and bursts of unstoppable cold air hit her.
He took a few steps back and distanced himself from Gu Yuqi. The originally flying eyes disappeared from the corners of his eyes, and the joy from the original corners of his lips also disappeared. It is a deep pain.
"You said to come and see me. Well, now that you've seen it, get out!" Gu Yuqi sternly snapped, "Get out as far away as possible, don't come here again! You're not welcome here, and I'm not welcome either! "
"Why?" After Gu Yuqi finished speaking, Du Xia didn't say a word for a long time. Finally, he suppressed the pain in his heart and asked these three words slowly.
"You still ask why?" Gu Yuqi's eyes twitched, "You still ask such a naive question. What is your identity, and what is my identity? Who gave you the courage to make you feel that you are qualified to come to me? Me? Du Xia, don’t forget your status! If I have misunderstood you by being pleasant to you before, then I am here to say sorry to you, you have misunderstood. My kindness to you is just pity on you , no different from a poor dog."
Gu Yuqi's words caused Du Xia's body to shake slightly, and the boy's heart shattered in the night wind, Du Xia could even hear his own heartbroken voice.
He couldn't say anything, he just lowered his head deeply in front of her.
Yes, what is his identity, and why should he come to see her... He shouldn't have shown his face, he should have watched her from a distance, and left as soon as he knew she was well, so that he wouldn't listen to her. to such harsh words.
"Go away, go back to the capital, and continue to be your secret guard." Gu Yuqi saw that he was still not moving, and continued to curse. For the first time, she felt that it was so difficult to say curse words, it was really difficult. Looking at Du Xia's gradually pale face. Gu Yuqi couldn't hold it anymore several times, but she still said cruelly, "I'll go back by myself, get out of here immediately. I don't want to see you!"
"I'll take you back." The blood on Du Xia's face had completely disappeared, but he still raised his dark eyes and said softly to Gu Yuqi.
"No need!" Gu Yuqi turned her face away, not daring to look at Du Xia again, she was really afraid of seeing him now.
"I'll take you back." Du Xia said stubbornly, as if he could only say these few words now. In fact, he could only say this sentence. It took so much effort.
"I said no!" Gu Yuqi shook her head irritably, "Don't you understand human speech? I tell you to get out! I don't need you to send it. I will go back by myself. Do you think you are the only one who knows how to do light work? You Do you think you are the only one who can climb over that city wall? Don’t think too much of yourself, Du Xia, you are nothing in front of me!"
"I'll take you back!" Du Xia said still stubbornly, his heart was so broken that it couldn't be broken any more, if he could, he really wanted to beg her to stop talking, every word she said now seemed to be using As if the knife was cutting his flesh bit by bit, he resisted the pain in his heart and repeated this sentence to Gu Yuqi over and over again.
"You really hate it!" Gu Yuqi felt that she was going to be more crazy than Du Xia. It was already terrible to say these words against her will, but why wasn't he angry? He should be angry. Not looking back is.
Why can't you get rid of them!
"I'll take you back." Du Xia was like a machine, repeating this sentence completely, vowing not to give up until he achieves his goal.
"I don't want you to give it away!" Gu Yuqi really wanted to pull her hair. Why would she face such a stubborn boy, but she had nothing to do with him? She could only continue to stimulate him and make him give up on her.
"You like me, don't you?" Gu Yuqi suddenly slowed down her tone, and looked at Du Xia with charming eyes. She felt very uncomfortable, and even her eyes were a little erratic. Fortunately, it was night.
Du Xia's heart skipped a beat, did she see it? Did she notice it? Yes, he likes her... Maybe when longing has become instinctive, he knew that he liked her the first time he saw her in Jiangxia City, the kind of deep-rooted love, missing her is like a dose of poison As the years passed, it permeated into his blood.
He liked her no matter what she said, it was indelible.
Gu Yuqi took two steps forward, approaching Du Xia, she slowly raised her hand to stroke his cheek, her eyes were so dark that people couldn't see what she wanted to say and what she wanted to do.
Du Xia's whole body trembled, feeling the warmth brought by Gu Yuqi's hand, her hand slowly slid across his face, and finally landed on his neck, he couldn't help swallowing, his Adam's apple rolled For a moment, he felt a little out of breath.
"Are you worthy?" Gu Yuqi's eyes drifted away, and her hand suddenly grabbed his neck fiercely, "Du Xia, today I will tell you clearly! You are not worthy! So, get out. Don't let I'll see you again! I'll feel disgusted! I'll feel disgusted even if I stay with you for a while, go as far as you can!" She pushed hard, pushing Du Xia away.
Gu Yuqi's last sentence finally became the last straw that overwhelmed Du Xia.
He took several steps back before he stopped, his face was ashen, and his eyes were also dead.
He didn't even dare to look at her again, he turned around silently, found a random direction and ran wildly.
He tried his best to find her, wanted to see her, ensure her safety, and wanted to get close to her, but what he got was such hurtful words, it seemed that something was pulled out of his chest, and it was instantly empty. A big piece, he can only run hard, she hates him, she thinks he is disgusting...
Why is this happening! He didn't dare to look back at her, he just wanted to run away while he still had a little self-esteem.
He really wanted to cry out, but he wanted to cry again. He hadn't known the taste of tears for a long time.
The wind whistling by his ears made his cheeks hurt, but his eyes gradually blurred, he almost ran in a panic, he didn't know how long he ran, he didn't know how far he ran, when he stopped When he came down, he felt that he could hardly catch his breath.
Slowly leaning against the trunk of a big tree by the side of the road, Du Xia's body slid limply and fell to the ground, he couldn't help laughing loudly again, tears came out of the laughter, he just As if just experienced the funniest thing in the world.
Watching Du Xia run away as if fleeing, Gu Yuqi also heaved a sigh of relief, and sat down in the sea of flowers, startled a firefly again, those floating little creatures surrounded her body like a galaxy, as if Like laughing at her.
Gathering and parting, sorrow and joy intertwined, everything seemed to be less important, as if she was the only one left in the world.
She knew that her words would hurt Du Xia, but if she was given another chance, she would still say the same.
Sadness now is better than future injuries. Du Xia deserves better things. It's not that he doesn't deserve him, but that he doesn't deserve him.
She didn't want Du Xia to understand her painstaking efforts, but only hoped that her painstaking efforts were not in vain.
She will silently bless him and achieve his brilliant future, and he will still become Marquis of Weiyuan in Daqi in the future, and his name will go down in history.
And she, if she can, let her live this life quietly by herself. The glitz in the world is nothing more than Nankey Yimeng. She has dreamed again and again, and she will be tired.
Gu Yuqi stood up wearily, and walked towards Kuizhou silently.
It turns out that the road two people walk together seems so short, but the road one person has to walk is so long. The moonlight illuminates the road in front of her but cannot illuminate the road she wants to walk in the distance.
She thought that rebirth was just a cheat, but it was not. It was the first time for her to experience many things. After experiencing it again, she realized that she would still be sad and heartbroken, but she did not regret it.
Although Yun Ke is cold and indifferent, Gu Yuqi has to admit that he is better than her in many aspects.
Gu Yuqi staggered on the road alone, and suddenly heard the sound of horseshoes behind her. Looking back blankly, she saw a carriage rushing out of the darkness, running towards her like lightning.
"Get out of the way!" The driver obviously saw that there was another person on the road, and he yelled at Gu Yuqi while reining in his horse in panic.
Gu Yuqi came back to her senses, she dodged to the side, and the carriage barely stopped beside her.
The horse pulling the cart was strangled by the driver, its neck was thrown back, its eyes were as big as copper bells, and its nose was wheezing heavily.
"You don't want to die!" The driver couldn't help cursing, "It's from a big girl's house, why are you out shopping in the middle of the night! You don't think it's a good person!"
Gu Yuqi was startled for a moment, then she laughed absentmindedly, she is not a good person! It is true that she is really not a good person, even passers-by can see it, why can't that fool Du Xia see it.
"Don't be unreasonable!" A gentle voice came from the carriage, "You're scaring people. Why don't you hurry up and apologize!"