Mu Xiaoke ran home non-stop, cleaning himself up immediately. He didn't want to recall any memories related to that vicious big dog. Such memories were too painful and terrifying, and he wished he had never come here. In this world, if he had never appeared, he would not have killed others, and he would not have been insulted to the point that he had no dignity.
But when he opened his eyes, the hot water was still pouring on him, and his hands were still so unbearable, as if covered with blood, dirty and dirty.
No, he can't let those tragic tragedies happen again. God let him live again, not only for him to change his own destiny, but also for atonement. He wants to prevent those tragedies. No matter what, he can't continue to be so confused. He's going to do something, he has to do something.
As if suddenly awakened, Mu Xiaoke quickly came out of the bathroom, ignoring the fact that his hair was still dripping, and hurriedly searched for the hidden compartment in the closet.
If he wants to save himself, and save the kind-hearted person who was imprisoned by him, the first step is to have the ability to live, the ability to live on his own.
He is not as beautiful as his brother, nor as good at dancing with his elder brother, and he is still a disabled person who cannot communicate with others normally. It is not easy for him to live on his own, but he will try to do it no matter what.
Following his already vague memory, he finally found the notebook that was kept in a plastic seal.
This is the most precious legacy left by his mother.
At some point, Mu Xiaoke was woken up, and when he opened his eyes, it was his father. His father frowned at him, showing a rare concern, "Why did you fall asleep without covering the quilt and still hold the book?"
Mu Xiaoke was stunned for a moment, with mixed feelings in his heart. This is not a book, but his mother's most important work notes during her lifetime, but his father couldn't recognize it. He really wanted to ask his father, what do you think of his dead wife? How much is her life worth to you
But he couldn't ask, and he didn't dare to ask.
He gently put the notes under the pillow, and then signed to his father to say that he was fine.
At this time, the door opened again, and it was Mu Kai... and Rong Yanzhe who came in!
Mu Xiaoke's hair stood on end all at once, Rong Yanzhe's cold eyes fell on him, he felt cold and hurt, more than that, Fu Jiayun also came.
The three of them standing together are enough to make Mu Xiaoke tremble with fear.
"How is Xiao Ke? During the day, you scared Brother Yanzhe and those guests." Mu Kai looked at him with concern, and sat directly on his bed to hold his hand.
Mu Xiaoke reacted immediately and avoided it. This move surprised the people around him, or in other words, made them very angry.
Mu Xiaoke knew what his dodge would bring, but he still wanted to dodge, he didn't want to get close to his brother, he was afraid, besides Rong Yanzhe, he was most afraid of his brother.
His elder brother is very smart, and he knew that Mu Xiaoke liked Fu Jiayun early on. Mu Xiaoke still remembered that Fu Jiayun said that the reason why he often came to take care of Mu Xiaoke was because of Mu Kai's request. In the eyes of outsiders, Mu Kai is a good brother who is considerate, considerate and caring for his siblings. Everything he does seems to be to match his younger brother and the people he likes, but there is a premise for these superficial phenomena. Fu Jiayun does not like Mu Kai.
But Fu Jiayun likes Mu Kai. In Fu Jiayun's eyes, Mu Kai is generous and kind, so generous that he can find someone he loves, and let the person he likes take care of his disabled brother. And this younger brother is ungrateful, wishful thinking, jealous and narrow-minded, the more Fu Jiayun is asked by Mu Kai to visit that younger brother, the more he hates this ignorant little brother in his heart.
Mu Xiao, who was a child before, couldn't see this. He only knew that he liked the big brother Fu Jiayun, but the big brother didn't want to look at him. He could only try his best to do some childish things to attract the attention of his big brother, completely unaware that the things he did were unforgivable in the eyes of those who hated him.
Fu Jiayun hated him more and more. It wasn't until he went to college and saw Fu Jiayun hugging and kissing his brother that his brother made the matter clear to him.
When he understood Mu Kai's sinister intentions, he felt aggrieved and angry, and hurriedly went to Fu Jiayun to explain, trying to expose his brother's despicableness in front of his sweetheart, but he only got Fu Jiayun's contemptuous and disgusted eyes at him. He still remembered that time Fu Jiayun said: "How can a scheming villain like you deserve his kindness to you?"
The next thing... The next thing is probably that the despicable villain was exposed by everyone, and Rong Yanzhe was willing to accept him as a bad boy who was rejected by his relatives and friends. In the circle of relatives and friends, everyone praised Rong Yanzhe as a great kind person.
Later, even when he died, his brother said: "It's all his own fault, no one else's fault."
"Xiao Ke... are you blaming brother?" Mu Kai's voice came from reality, waking Mu Xiaoke who was stuck in memory.
Mu Xiaoke was terrified when he heard this, and it came again, and it happened again... He curled up in a panic, and he couldn't do anything except apologize in sign language.
The only person present who could really understand his sign language was his father, but his father hadn't looked at him for a long time.
"Enough!" Rong Yanzhe suddenly growled in a low voice.
Mu Xiaoke's heart almost jumped out, Rong Yanzhe got angry...
"He's almost dying, can't you see? I'm sorry, Uncle Mu, we came by mistake. Let's leave."
Mu Xiaoke raised his head and stared at Rong Yanzhe in a daze, seeing the contemptuous and disgusting look in his eyes, Mu Xiaoke breathed a sigh of relief inexplicably, that's great, Rong Yanzhe hated him openly, too All right.
As for Fu Jiayun, he didn't dare to look directly at him. He knew he was unworthy, and he didn't dare to have anything to do with Fu Jiayun anymore.
But Mu Xiaoke seemed to be so happy that Rong Yanzhe, who hadn't left yet, could feel his cheerful breathing. present. Before leaving, he glanced at Fu Jiayun, and Fu Jiayun also had the same unbelievable expression.
After the outsider left, Mu Xiangyang looked at his two sons, and he had to admit that the youngest son lost his voice again, which brought back his long-buried sense of guilt. The eldest son has now replaced the younger son as the heir of the Mu family by default. In the Mu family's circle of friends, no one cares about the older son's background anymore. Instead, they complain a lot about the disabled younger son.
No one is optimistic about Mu Xiaoke's future. It is a blessing that a child who can't even speak clearly can support himself in the future. How can he expect that he can bring any benefits to the family company? So after Mu Xiaoke gradually recovered his ability to speak, Mu Xiangyang also became tired of this noisy and pushy son.
When Mu Xiaoke had an accident again, it was unavoidable, and it brought back Mu Xiangyang's memories of the accident that year. Mu Xiaoke was not born dumb, it was because Mu Xiaoke was kidnapped by Mu Xiangyang's business rivals and caused serious psychological trauma, which led to psychological dumbness.
Now that Mu Xiaoke's old illness has relapsed, it must be because of something happened again. As a father, he really failed his duty.
"Xiaojie, don't disturb Xiaoke's rest, you are tired today, go wash and rest." Mu Xiangyang waved his hand, Mu Kai was surprised, but did not disobey his father, "Got it, then I will go out, Xiao Ke, you have a good rest."
Mu Xiaoke didn't raise his head, he didn't want to raise his head, and now raising his head and pretending to be close to the other party can't make up for his mistake of avoiding Mu Kai just now, he simply pretended to be ignorant, stupid and ignorant of the world, Mu Kai can't say anything if he wants to blame, anyway, his Brother never really had any brotherhood with him.
After Mu Kai went out, Mu Xiangyang gently patted Mu Xiaoke's head, "Have you...have you had dinner yet?"
Mu Xiaoke shook his head slightly, and Mu Xiangyang hurried to ask his aunt at home to help with the cooking.
Mu Xiaoke looked at the back of his father leaving, his vision was blurred again, he didn't know that his father had cared for him, but for him, such caring was so far away that it was hard to remember . If his mother was still alive, would his life be completely different
He secretly pinched the notes under the pillow.