After hearing Qin Shuhan's words, Lu Anwei paused, and after more than ten seconds, he continued to massage Qin Shuhan's ankle: "Don't make trouble."
"I didn't make trouble!" Hearing Lu Anwei's answer like this, Qin Shuhan was very angry. God knows how much courage she mustered up to propose such... such an "invitation"! Qin Shuhan blushed, and there was an angry look in his eyes: "Today, tonight, there is no one in my house... You, you stay..."
"Don't be impulsive." Wiping Qin Shuhan's feet with a handkerchief, Lu Anwei said, "I don't want you to regret it later."
"I won't regret it!" Qin Shuhan said firmly, she didn't believe in love at first sight at all before, but that Saturday afternoon, when she saw Lu Anwei for the first time, a voice in her heart said to her: "It's him! This is the person!" From then on, she knew that she was crazy, she liked to go to Lu Anran's house, she liked to stand by the window in Lu Anran's room, chasing his figure in the courtyard with her eyes. I like the feeling that when they are spotted by him occasionally... Lu Anwei is not handsome, and there is a scary scar on his face, but she doesn't care, she believes that Lu Anwei is this person, that's all!
"You have a good rest tonight." Lu Anwei didn't dare to look into Qin Shuhan's eyes. He was afraid that he would lose control, make mistakes, and ruin other people's lives. A person like him cannot give others a stable life. With selfishness, he doesn't want the woman he likes to live like Ji Rou, looking forward to her husband's return all her life... He hopes that Qin Shuhan can find a reliable man and live a simple and happy life.
"Don't go!" Seeing that Lu Anwei turned to leave, Qin Shuhan hurriedly stood up, but suddenly felt pain in his ankle, and he was about to fall if he lost his balance. Lu Anwei hastily pulled Qin Shuhan back into his arms to prevent Qin Shuhan's pretty face from having an intimate close contact with the floor.
"Don't go..." Qin Shuhan hugged Lu Anwei tightly, raised his head and looked directly into Lu Anwei's eyes: "I like you, I have liked you since the first time we met! Don't go... I won't regret it, never will... "
"Let go." Lu Anwei was reluctant to push Qin Shuhan away, and was also afraid of accidentally hurting her again, but Qin Shuhan hugged him tightly instead, and he could only refuse in a cold voice: "You are only temporarily dazzled, You will regret it after you calm down! I can't give you anything!" This is where Lu Anwei feels the most inferior, he can't give Qin Shuhan a stable home, so he won't touch her.
"I won't let go! I don't want anything! I just want you to stay!" Qin Shuhan looked at Lu Anwei with teary eyes, and she knew in her heart that if Lu Anwei really left today, then maybe she would never see her again in her life him! She doesn't want it! Absolutely not!
"Shuhan..." Looking into Qin Shuhan's eyes, Lu Anwei's heart ached: "You will regret it! Let go..."
"I won't let you go!" Qin Shuhan hugged him even tighter, like a little hamster that finally got melon seeds.
With soft fragrance in his arms, Lu Anwei could hardly remain unmoved. Sensing the changes in Lu Anwei's body, Qin Shuhan wrapped his arms around Lu Anwei's neck, stood on tiptoes with great effort, and kissed Lu Anwei's mouth.
A burst of sweetness suddenly felt in his mouth, followed by a clove-like tender tongue rushing in, jerkyly teasing the tip of his tongue.
His rationality gradually dissipated, and Lu Anwei wrapped his arms around Qin Shuhan's waist, responding to Qin Shuhan's warm invitation.
While kissing Lu Anwei, Qin Shuhan moved his arm away from Lu Anwei's neck and slid it a little bit to Lu Anwei's waist, poked into Lu Anwei's clothes, and touched Lu Anwei's hot body. The countless scars made Qin Shuhan very surprised Distressed, tears could not help but flow down.
With a salty taste in his mouth, Lu Anwei stopped, stared at Qin Shuhan's weeping pear blossom face with rain and said in a hoarse voice: "I'm leaving..." He was impulsive, he became dizzy after being kissed, and almost did it. something that hurt her.
"Don't go..." Qin Shuhan buried his face in Lu Anwei's chest: "I don't want you to go."
"You go to sleep, I'll wait until you fall asleep before I leave." Lu Anwei gently hugged Qin Shuhan and stroked her head, the lust in his eyes was still burning, but he was also restraining himself.
"I don't sleep..." Qin Shuhan unbuttoned his clothes one by one: "I said, I won't regret it."
Seeing Qin Shuhan's smooth skin exposed to the air, Lu Anwei was taken aback for a moment, then turned his head abruptly and said in a hoarse voice, "Shuhan..." Lu Anwei himself was only twenty-three years old, and he was just at the young age. He is also trying his best to restrain himself.
"Don't forget, I'm older than you, you don't have to teach me what to do! I'm the teacher!" Qin Shuhan pouted resolutely. She will be twenty-six years old after her birthday this year, compared to just twenty-three years old. Lu Anwei is three years older! Thinking of this, Qin Shuhan's eyes dodged a little guilty, is her current behavior considered an old cow eating tender grass!
"..." Lu Anwei naturally knew that Qin Shuhan was physically older than himself, but compared to Lu Anwei, who grew up in the army and escaped several times, Qin Shuhan was much younger in heart!
"I don't care! I'm going to sleep with you today!" Qin Shuhan also went all out, anyway, she's already undressed like this today, anyway, she must take Lu Anwei down! Qin Shuhan, who came back from studying abroad, pursues gender equality. If there is no relationship between the sexes, the girl must suffer. No one will suffer. She is 26 years old. What she wants to do is her own decision.
After hearing Qin Shuhan's words, Lu Anwei couldn't laugh or cry, and slept with him? This girl is really...
Without giving Lu Anwei a chance to refuse, Qin Shuhan immediately hugged Lu Anwei's body again and offered his lips, betting all the words of Lu Anwei's rejection.
Gradually, Qin Shuhan's body softened like water, and under Lu Anwei's possession, it bloomed into the most beautiful flower...
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The sun shone into the room through the tulle curtains, a small head dangled out from under the quilt, looked at his room with sleepy eyes, opened the quilt and wanted to sit up, but found that his body seemed to be falling apart pain. The originally delicate and fair skin was covered with mottled and bruised hickey marks.
"Hiss..." Qin Shuhan gasped in pain, and his face was flushed with blush.
Looking around, he didn't see Lu Anwei's figure. Qin Shuhan felt disappointed, but she didn't have any dissatisfaction. She did it voluntarily, and she put Lu Anwei to sleep. Everyone is an adult, so I will. It's nothing.
Throwing off the quilt, enduring the pain, he got up from the bed and put on a pajamas, stepped on the slippers and turned around to see the blood-stained bed sheet, his face became hot, Qin Shuhan hurriedly tore off the bed sheet, It was thrown into a ball on the ground and ready to be washed after taking a shower. Went out of the room and went into the bathroom to wash off the sweat on his body. The clips of last night flashed before his eyes like a slideshow. Qin Shuhan felt more and more embarrassed, so he squatted on the ground with his knees hugged for a long time before getting up again. After a simple rinse, he went out. She opened the door of the bathroom and went back to her room. After changing her clothes, she found that the laundry list she was supposed to wash was gone.
Qin Shuhan left the room and went down to the first floor, and saw that the laundry sheets he was supposed to wash had been washed and hung on the balcony, and there was a noise from the kitchen that made Qin Shuhan frowned, could it be that his mother came back
Just when Qin Shuhan was in a daze, Lu Anwei came out of the kitchen with the freshly cooked porridge, and said to Qin Shuhan, "Did you take a shower? Come and eat while it's hot."
"You..." Qin Shuhan stared blankly at Lu Anwei and said, "You didn't leave?" She thought Lu Anwei had already left! Suddenly seeing Lu Anwei appearing in front of her eyes, Qin Shuhan was stunned for a moment, the warmth in her heart spread like a flood, what should I do... She likes this man even more, loves him even more than before!
"Where am I going?" Lu Anwei brought the porridge to the dining table: "Come and drink the porridge, be careful not to burn it." He was not very confident in his cooking skills, and his eyes looked nervously at Qin Shuhan's sips. Eating his own porridge, seeing that she didn't show any disgust, Lu Anwei felt relieved.
"You..." While eating the porridge, Qin Shuhan was a little shy as he peeked at Lu Anwei who was focusing on him from the corner of his eyes.
"Let's have a good talk!" Lu Anwei's heart was heavy. He wanted to keep a distance from Qin Shuhan at first, but the matter has come to this point, and it is definitely impossible to return to the previous relationship. His heart is also very confused. He is a man, and as a man, he must take responsibility, whether it is treating the country or his family, he must be like this! He can only show his identity to Qin Shuhan, hoping that Qin Shuhan can understand, and also hope that Qin Shuhan can accept himself, if not, Lu Anwei will not be selfish, although he has loved her badly, but as long as she refuses, he will won't force her...
"What's there to talk about!" I have to admit that when I saw Lu Anwei's embarrassed eyes, Qin Shuhan's heart ached. She knew in her heart that she forcibly put Lu Anwei to sleep last night. She has refused many times, but she insisted on going her own way. Lu Anwei didn't leave by herself this morning and even washed the laundry list and made breakfast for herself. Qin Shuhan was already very happy. She didn't want Lu Anwei to be responsible from the beginning to the end, but Lu Anwei is a gentleman, and now Lu Anwei must want to be responsible to herself. It's hard enough to be responsible for someone you don't love!
Thinking of this, Qin Shuhan's throat was filled with tears, and his eyes were slightly sore. It's just such a mockery, so many people chase her and love her, she doesn't look down on any of them, the man she finally fell in love with doesn't love herself... From the beginning to the end, Lu Anwei refused, and he never said a word of loving himself If so, why force him to be responsible for himself? She has occupied him all night, so she should be content, right
Since it has always been her unrequited love, she doesn't mind letting herself put an end to this loveless relationship!
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