"Everyone is an adult! It's just for fun, why take it seriously!" Qin Shuhan said with a smile.
"Play... play?" Lu Anwei was taken aback, as if he couldn't believe his ears.
"Oh! What do you think?" Qin Shuhan folded his arms and looked at Lu Anwei: "Do you think I will fall in love with you?"
"..." That's right, he really thought so, but seeing Qin Shuhan's almost mocking expression, Lu Anwei's chest hurt as if he had been punched several times.
"Even if we are together, there will be no future between us." Qin Shuhan's voice was indifferent. She loved the man in front of her deeply, but this man didn't love her! So what if we are forced to be together? If Lu Anwei meets true love in the future, what should she do? Abdicate to the virtuous? Leave in embarrassment? Maybe she can still leave now, but what if it really reaches the point where she can no longer leave? Do you tie him by your side willfully and selfishly? In that case, wouldn't she become the kind of woman I hate the most
"This is what I want to talk to you about today." Lu Anwei still wanted to talk to Qin Shuhan again. He loved her and didn't want to leave her. He still wants to confess his identity and give it a try, what if? Even if it's only a one in ten thousand chance, what if Qin Shuhan really has feelings for him...
"..." Qin Shuhan seemed to hear his heartbroken voice, yes, he also knew that the two of them would never have a future, right! Qin Shuhan said in a cold voice: "There is no need to talk about it! There is nothing to talk about! You go!"
"Shuhan, I will treat you well with me!" Lu Anwei looked at Qin Shuhan, obviously the two of them just fell in love last night! He doesn't believe that everything last night was just for fun, he doesn't believe that Qin Shuhan is such a heartless woman, she has been so active in cooperating with him last night, and today's order... She is not the kind of casual play Playful woman!
"Stop talking!" Qin Shuhan hated Lu Anwei's kindness to the core, even if he didn't love himself, did he still have to fulfill his responsibilities? Qin Shuhan gritted his teeth and said the most cruel words in his life: "You are just a bodyguard! I don't know when I will die, can you give me a stable life? It's okay to play with you, but I really want to get along with you. For my whole life?"
"..." After hearing Qin Shuhan's words, Lu Anwei completely lost his voice. This is the place where he hurts the most, the place where he feels the most inferior. It's just that he can't even guarantee the stable life of his beloved woman! He likes to read romance novels very much, and he is very envious of the male protagonists in the novels. They can protect his beloved one's life well. These are his almost extravagant hopes...
In the courtyard of the Lu Family, he accidentally saw Qin Shuhan in Lu Anran's room. She was standing by the window, the white tulle curtain was blown by the breeze, and her long hair was also blown... like a Chi Qingshui was blown by a gust of wind, and the ripples gradually spread around, more and more ripples, soft and shallow, but so beautiful, so beautiful that he felt that this woman was the one he wanted to protect for the rest of his life Man, the beauty makes him forget his identity, the beauty makes him forget his duty...
However, the reality gave him a slap in the face, and Lu Anwei left Qin Shuhan's house expressionlessly.
Seeing Lu Anwei's figure disappear in front of the door, Qin Shuhan couldn't control his emotions any longer and lay down on the dining table and cried loudly. Why did this happen? She knows that she broke his heart, but if she doesn't, she may become more and more greedy in the future, but she feels that it is not as simple as it is now...
In the past, she never believed in love at first sight, but the day she met Lu Anwei, she began to believe it;
In the past, he never dared to love someone, but after a glimpse that afternoon, he willfully thought that he could love someone...
However, the ruthless reality abruptly cut off all their thoughts.
Lu Anwei didn't know how he returned to the Lu's house, nor how he got into the room, but when he came to his senses, he was already lying on his bed, the window was dyed red by the setting sun, and the pillow towel didn't know anything Time to get wet...
For a moment, he really thought that Qin Shuhan loved him, and he even thought about his married life in the future...but all this was just wishful thinking.
"Dangdangdang" After three knocks on the door, Ji Rou's voice came from outside the door: "Anwei? You, are you okay?" As soon as she got home, she heard that Lu Anwei locked herself in the room as soon as she came back. Having not been out all day, Ji Rou and Lu Anran are a little worried.
After a while, there was no reply in the room, so Lu Anran also knocked on the door: "Brother Anwei, are you okay!"
The answer to them was still silence...
Ji Rou and Lu Anran looked at each other and saw a hint of worry in each other's eyes, but no matter how they knocked on the door, Lu Anwei would not open the door to answer, which is really worrying.
About three minutes later, Lu Anwei's voice came from the room: "I'm okay? I want to be alone."
Lu Anran and Ji Rou ignored it and could only shake their heads and left in front of Lu Anwei's room. They thought that Lu Anwei might have quarreled with Qin Shuhan, so I didn't want to eat in the room, so they shrugged and left. It's useless for outsiders like them to persuade them to make peace when they quarrel. It will be fine in about two or three days.
However, the development of the matter far exceeded their imagination. For three whole days, Lu Anwei did not take a step out of the room, nor did the maid leave the food at the door. The matter seemed serious, so Lu Anran and her daughter had no choice but to appear in front of Lu Anwei's room again and call the door: "Anwei? You haven't come out for three days! Are you okay!"
"Brother Anwei! We are very worried about you, can you come out for a while?" Lu Anran also persuaded, but there was no response from the room. There was really no way, Lu Anran turned her beautiful eyes and suddenly shouted: "Teacher Qin? Why are you here?"
Sure enough, as soon as Lu Anran's words fell, Lu Anwei rushed out of the room, and then Lu Anran saw Lu Anwei who had disappeared for three whole days. His hair was messy, his eyes were red and swollen, and his beard was unshaven. He looked very decadent and embarrassed.
Looking around nervously, Lu Anwei realized that Lu Anran was lying to him. Looking back at Lu Anran in a daze, Lu Anwei opened his mouth but didn't know what to say, since he was not good at words since he was a child.
"Brother Anwei, do you know how worried we are about you?" Lu Anran was angry, anxious and distressed when she saw Lu Anwei like this: "Aren't you here to protect me? What are you doing to protect me now?" Lu Anran He took out his mobile phone and took a quick photo of Lu Anwei's face, then showed the photo to Lu Anwei: "Look for yourself, is this still you?"
"..." Looking at himself in the photo, Lu Anwei felt so strange, how had he ever been like this
"It's fine if you don't come home all night, and when you come back, you will lock yourself in the room for three days without showing your face!" Lu Anran's face was full of hatred. When Lu Anwei didn't return home at night, Lu Anran I'm quite fortunate, probably because I think this matter is reliable, but who knew that it would be like this when he came back!
"Anwei... Did you quarrel with Mr. Qin?" Ji Rou looked at Lu Anwei worriedly, he is really not in a good state right now.
"She said..." Lu Anwei's voice was hoarse and unpleasant: "She said she was playing with me..."
"Huh?" Lu Anran was stunned for a moment and directly denied the reason: "Teacher Qin will definitely not be this kind of person!"
He also didn't believe that Qin Shuhan was this kind of woman! But Qin Shuhan really said so! Could it be true what she said? He still remembers Qin Shuhan's tone and eyes, and even felt the pain in his chest every time he took a breath.
"I also don't think Mr. Qin is the kind of person who would say such things!" Ji Rou said firmly. Although she had only met Qin Shuhan a few times, Ji Rou can be sure that Qin Shuhan is definitely not the kind of woman who just plays around. .
"Brother Anwei, are you really sure that's what she meant? It's not that you did something wrong, or something that caused her to misunderstand?" Lu Anran guessed: "Have you told her clearly what you think? "
idea? He said that he wanted two people to be together, and he had promised to treat her well in the future! Is this not enough
Seeing Lu Anwei's expression, Lu Anran knew that Lu Anwei hadn't confessed properly, but it shouldn't be a big problem, right? It's just that now that Qin Shuhan is leaving for Greece, he might have to wait a few months before returning! Lu Anran stood on tiptoe and patted Lu Anwei's shoulder and said, "Brother Anwei, trust me, there is definitely a misunderstanding between the two of you!"
Misunderstood? Lu Anwei lowered his head, but what Qin Shuhan said was true, he couldn't give a woman the simplest and most stable life, he was so afraid, he was afraid that one day he would disappear without a trace like Lu Junhao, if that was the case, Qin Shuhan is so pitiful... Thinking of this, Lu Anwei flinched. Indeed, he is really not suitable to love someone. The word love is too extravagant for him!
Seeing Lu Anwei's expression, Lu Anran shook his head helplessly: "Brother Anwei, I know you may not be in a good mood right now! But you probably won't forget your mission!"
When the task was mentioned, Lu Anwei's eyes became alive, and he looked at Lu Anran with a solemn expression, at least a little bit of his previous demeanor.
"I'm going out early tomorrow morning, and you and An Hu have to protect me." Lu Anran looked into Lu Anwei's eyes and said, "Tomorrow may be very hard, you should eat something first and take a good bath, and don't shave your beard... .” Lu Anwei, who was already full of masculinity, grew a beard and had a special flavor.
"Okay!" Lu Anwei nodded, the previous decadence was gone, he is a soldier after all, he has his own nature, before the task, all the fatigue and sadness must be put away.
Seeing Lu Anwei cheer up again, Lu Anran smiled with satisfaction.
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