When she was in the cold palace, the imperial sister once told her a philosophical story.
He still remembers...
On a summer afternoon, she held a very beautiful book, smiled and beckoned to let him, who was practicing martial arts, go over.
The sun was just right that day, she was sitting on the rocking chair he made for her, the shade of the trees mottled on her white face, and the sound of cicadas and birds chirping in her ears.
When he came over, she smiled and pointed to a word he couldn't understand.
"Hey, let me tell you something interesting."
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A man said to the old monk, "I can't let go of some things, and some people."
The monk said, "There is nothing that cannot be put down."
The man said, "These people and things are very important, and I know I can't continue, but I just can't let it go."
The monk asked him to hold a teacup and poured boiling water into it until it overflowed. The man was scalded and immediately let go.
The monk said at the right time: "There is no person or thing in this world that you can't let go of. When it hurts, you will naturally let it go."
"People are greedy. When they get it, they are naturally reluctant to let it go, even if it has become a burden. But if you are willing to give it up, who knows that letting it go for a while is not for a better gain in the future?"
The last sentence, I don't know if it was written in the book or said by the emperor herself, but I always felt that when she said letting go of these two words, she had a very vicissitudes of life on her face as young as him, which was extremely disproportionate. .
"So, will you also put down the queen?"
Xiao Gong Jue was a little puzzled, "Since it is an extremely important person and thing, why do you let it go? Is it because of the pain?"
Gong Yimo raised her eyebrows slightly and looked at him, "It will hurt until you put it down, it must be very painful, it is a pain that ordinary people can't understand, it is like you are still insisting, but everyone is on your opposite, just It seems that it is not tolerated by the world and will never be understood..."
She seemed to feel that it was a bit inexplicable to tell Gong Jue, who was only seven years old, so she changed the way of saying it.
"Sometimes people suffer because of some people and some things. That feeling is like a sword piercing the heart, or five horses dividing a corpse..." She was a little stunned, and even asked him, "If it's you, some people have some Things have become your burden, like that glass of boiling water, it hurts you, why don't you let it go?"
Xiao Gong Jue didn't answer, he thought what Gong Yimo said was right, but also seemed to be wrong.
But now, when running towards the sound of the explosion, he suddenly thought of this clip in his mind.
Moreover, he can also give a clear answer.
That is, he will never let go!
Even if it is a burden, even if it is against everyone! Even if the hand holding the teacup was scalded by boiling water! He won't let it go either!
Didn't I say, is an extremely important person!
More than life, why fear pain? !
Gong Yimo took a lot of effort to get rid of those people and quickly ran in the other direction. At this time, she finally had a clear understanding of her own situation.
She was so well protected by Gong Jue this time that she once underestimated the pressure she brought, and when the cold wind blew, her thoughts finally became clear.
The emperor loved her and was afraid of her. If she died, he might be able to let her go and even miss her, but if she was alive, it would only make him restless and sleepless at night!
Prince, love and hate her! Love can't get it, hatred is getting deeper, hatred can make a person twist and do things that go against his will, so... he hastily married, and even more terrible things! And the starting point of all this may just be to let her in the capital see his madness.
There are other enemies, such as Long Xiangxiang. They all want to get the sharp weapon in her hands, and then put the blame on the palace, killing two birds with one stone, but there are also loyal people who serve the country and the people. I wish she was really dead. This sharp weapon will never see the light of day again, so she is both greedy and hateful.
And the palace...
Gong Yimo quickly shuttled through the streets and alleys with clear eyes.
Gong Jue, I respect and love her...
Therefore, when she is obviously a burden, she is still willing to protect her. Therefore, even when she refuses and is in great pain, she does not want to worry her and cut off all contact with the outside world so that she cannot see him. of hard support.
In this life, Gong Jue is not a person who is devoted to profit and monopoly. His clean black and white eyes are just deserted, but he is working so hard for her.
Gong Yimo suddenly felt Gong Jue's mood.
The kind of disgust and tiredness of intrigue, and the helplessness of having to fight and become stronger!
For so many years, whether he studied, worked diligently, traveled far away, or ventured into Lou Ye, it was all for her? !
Suddenly thinking about this, Gong Yimo felt a chill on his face, and actually burst into tears.
Gong Jue's heart ached slightly, suddenly stopped, and ran in the other direction!
He felt it, Huangjie, she was over there!
After Gong Yimo left the city, she ran towards the largest forest outside the city, where at least there was a shelter, so she could avoid it.
And the people who chased her lost her in the city, because they ran in the wrong direction and couldn't find anyone at all.
Before it was too late to wait for the gate to open, Gong Jue left the crowd and crossed the gate alone!
He seemed to be able to sense where Gong Yimo was, and he could also feel her sadness.
Queen... why is she sad
Why
Gong Yimo was constantly swept away by dead branches, she didn't realize it, she just tried her best to move forward.
She couldn't tell how she felt, moved? Hesitant? No... She felt uneasy, and fearful, and sad!
In the last life, she stood on the opposite side of the whole world. Behind her, was her husband who was gradually unwilling to her, and in front of her was a battlefield with thousands of troops. When killing people, she would be cursed by the enemy. !
Whatever she does is wrong, she is a sinner through the ages! Just because she is the one who brings bad results.
The only person who loved her was crushed to ashes. After the catastrophe was quelled, it was the betrayal of the person she loved.
The apprentice brothers felt that her murder was too heavy and wanted to expel her from the apprenticeship. The master tried his best to protect her and persuaded her to stop, but since the world collapsed, since she picked up this butcher knife to quell the chaos, there is no turning back!
In this life, she still doesn't regret letting gunpowder come out, maybe it was intentional! It's like an obsession, she wants to prove to the world that it wasn't her who was wrong, it was because of those people! It was their greed that created the tragedy, and she, however, used gunpowder to benefit the world to prove that she was not wrong!
But now, she regrets her recklessness. Originally, she thought well and hid in Xizhou with Gong Jue. Or, she could go to a master. The world is big, she can always find a place to recuperate, and then make a comeback.
She is the strongest individual soldier, with no worries and no worries about any consequences at all!