Her words shook Jin Yun slightly, as if thinking of something, he sighed and smiled bitterly.
"Because the me at that time was not worthy of you... So,"
Gong Yimo raised her eyebrows high.
"Why do you have such thoughts?" Then she felt that this sentence was wrong, and said, "I mean why do you feel inferior, do you do this to everyone?"
Could this be the truth that Jin Yun hasn't married for so long
Jin Yun recalled the past and smiled lightly.
"Not for everyone, but for you..."
Gong Yimo was dumbfounded, not sure why he thought so.
Jin Yun looked at her deeply and said softly, "You know, since I was a child... I had a very hard life and was very depressed. But I was very conceited... I can memorize the texts that the royal brothers and the others can't recite for many days, in one day. Come down, and they are often stumped by Taifu, but I can draw inferences from one thing..."
Speaking of this, he curled his lips into a smile, but smiled bitterly.
"Maybe it's because I was young and didn't know how to restrain myself, so I was sued by them, and I couldn't read a long time ago. Although I was very eager, I couldn't disobey the orders of the emperor. Now, I'm just literate. Poetry and songs, etc. Really clueless."
Gong Yimo felt a little distressed for him for no reason. Perhaps, this is also the process that beautiful jade must go through.
He frowned slightly, "I didn't understand at that time, obviously I was smart, diligent, and motivated. I was better than my elder brother and younger brother in terms of appearance and character. Why did the royal father not trust me, and even doubted my birth? Could it be... me Don't they deserve those compliments? Why can't they see my goodness and only blame me for my faults and call me a wild bastard
So I gradually became inferior, and this inferiority may be deeply rooted, and even later... When a man dressed up as a woman and danced, I would feel contented when I heard the exclamations of the people around me. I wanted to be praised by the world, and I wanted to get their affirmation! Maybe... I'm out of luck. "
"When I was in Yuheng, it was obvious that I had already achieved so many achievements, and it was obvious that my brothers and brothers could not hinder me, but when I faced you, I still felt inferior, and when faced with power, I still did not dare to take a step forward. that step.
But after you left, I easily got the imperial power of Yuheng! Only then did I realize how close these are to me, just like you were back then..."
He suddenly stretched out his hand and gently covered the back of Gong Yimo's hand. Gong Yimo raised his head and looked at his beautiful eyes that seemed to glow. Even the tear mole was full of amorous feelings, making people feel Stunning.
"You are very kind to me, you are beautiful and talented! It's like a scorching sun, anyone around you can get unlimited power! And I... I am like a grass, a flower, you let me I grow up and I want to have you, what a delusion!
This thought is ridiculous, but that's what I thought at the time, I knew you would leave one day, but I couldn't even say what I wanted to keep, let alone admit my feelings for you! "
"So if you ask me, my friends ask me, or even my mother-in-law asks me, I will tell them, I don't like you, but every time I cry crazy in my heart, those are all fake! I like you! I have liked you for a long time. long time!"
His words suddenly made Gong Yimo seem to be burned by fire, and he suddenly retracted his hand.
"You think highly of me, I'm not as noble as you think."
Jin Yun smiled, "What does it matter? Your kindness to me is like being recreated. I used to dare not say it because I was not qualified, but now, I am in control!"
He raised his voice a little, the kind of faint domineering that Jin Yun didn't have before.
He is the kind of person who gets what he gets. For example, if he has enough money, he will become very grand, and if he has enough power, he will become very domineering, and now, Jin Yun is heading towards the latter.
What she never expected was that Jin Yun would have such a big change because of her!
She didn't know that after she left, Jin Yun's mood was so irritable that his mother and concubine didn't dare to approach! Depression and madness can not be achieved, and then there will be a qualitative transformation.
Gong Yimo tensed her face and said, "Perhaps it's just because I helped you, so you have become dependent on me, this is not a relationship, in my heart, I have always regarded you as a brother, and there is no relationship between men and women. ."
Her words made Jin Yun's pupils shrink!
In fact, at the beginning, he had always thought about what to do if Mo'er refused to express his intentions. At that time, when he thought of the result, he felt lost and unacceptable.
But now, in addition to his heartache, he feels even more unconvinced!
He already has so much, he is already a superior person, why can't he have it while others can
So he grabbed Gong Yimo's again, tightly, and asked in a deep voice.
"Am I bad? You don't like me, can I change it?" His voice gradually fell, "You can't imagine what life I've lived through during this time. You, there is no life there...
When I failed, it was you who encouraged me, when I suffered, it was you who saved me, and when I was in trouble, it was you who pointed the way. In the past three years, your shadow has been everywhere in my life! Why are you so cruel to me? ! If you can't belong to me, why let me meet you? "
His words were mournful, and Gong Yimo couldn't answer his words at all.
But at this time, a murderous intention appeared! Gong Yimo hurriedly pushed Jin Yun away and retracted his hand, and on the ground, a thin dead branch was trembling, and it was inserted into the stone slab. Pierced Kim Yoon's hand!
"Who?!"
Jin Yun's expression turned cold, and he looked up. At this time, he was surrounded by danger and evil spirits! It's really not the same as he used to be.
Gong Jue came out from the dark.
His dark black robe blended with the night, and his fair face and dark jade-like eyes looked so cold under the moonlight, but those cold eyes fell on Jin Yun, but they were chilling!
"Miyagi..."
Gong Yimo was a little ashamed, didn't he go back? Why are you still in the palace? And being caught at such a time, she felt embarrassed even thinking about it.
At this time, Gong Jue walked to Gong Yimo step by step. At this time, she was still wearing brocade clothes, and the black and red palace skirt complemented Gong Jue's black robe, like a natural pair.
Jin Yun narrowed his eyes in danger.
"King Qi? Why did you suddenly take action against me? This is how you treat guests?"
But Gong Jue heard the words, didn't even give him a look, just looked at Gong Yimo quietly, then lowered his head and kissed her on the forehead lightly.
In Jin Yun's suddenly widened eyes, Gong Jue's voice seemed to contain ice slag.
"Because you made a taboo, she... is my woman."