Seriously, at the end of the last life, Gong Yimo came back from disarming his armor, and there was a reason why he had no will.
The dreams that haunt her, the mania in her heart that can't be released, or the anxiety of being reviled and hated by others, are all cases of post-war stress syndrome!
Many people who have experienced war will encounter such a mental illness after going to the battlefield, which is embodied by lack of fighting spirit, like walking dead, or becoming abnormally irritable, drinking and killing and so on.
Gong Yimo was reborn after her death, and she got all the opportunities to come back, which made her mental illness a lot better.
Starting over, she is hopeful about everything!
But now, the entire palace is clouded with grief, and the imperial physician has left behind an assertion that Gong Sheng's life will not be long! Gong Yimo couldn't undo all this, and she couldn't escape. In the process of facing it, self-blame and guilt greatly stimulated her psychology and stimulated her to recall the past that she didn't want to think about.
That's why she was so uneasy when she woke up today, as if Gong Jue was the final redemption.
However, he only received a trace of consolation from Gong Jue in Prince Qi's Mansion, and when he saw Gong Sheng, it disappeared in an instant.
How can he be so skinny? Like a large skeleton! The silky yellow robe covers him, which can highlight the outline of the skeleton! All the fat on his body has been rapidly consumed in the past few days, and his body has been damaged to the point where it can no longer absorb new fat, so he will only get thinner and thinner, and finally thin to death!
Tears fell on the back of Gong Sheng's hands one by one without realizing it. Why was he so thin? It was terribly thin.
Gong Sheng's hand moved, as if he felt something in his heart. He saw the man sitting beside his bed crying.
How can you be willing? If it weren't for the chaos caused by her, he could still be alive!
How could he not be angry, if it wasn't for her, Chang Xi would not have died! His two sons would not be hostile because of her. Without her, he would not be in a dilemma, saving one and hurting the other.
How could he not hate her, she was so dangerous, but he couldn't kill her considering Gong Jue! Keeping her, his great state of affairs seems to hang on the edge of a knife.
Sometimes, he would also think, how can there be such a headache woman in this world.
What a scourge! It was God's punishment for him, it was the curse of the Snow Race, it was retribution!
But watching her cry silently beside his bed, thousands of emotions flashed through Gong Sheng's heart, and the last one left behind was still unbearable!
She is still a child... She has tried her best to do all this well, but how can there be perfect things in this world
Gong Yimo saw that Gong Che woke up, but she couldn't hold back after all, and her cry grew louder and louder, not for anything else, but for Gong Sheng's sunken eyes and mouth that was too thin to fit!
She was so devastated that she couldn't restrain herself from crying!
Gong Sheng looked at her with terrifyingly large eyes, she cried more and more, and Gong Sheng felt a little flustered. He didn't know what expression to use to face Gong Yimo. innocent.
"do not Cry."
He couldn't coax little girls, but it was the first time that Gong Yimo cried so fiercely.
"I... I'm not dead yet..."
Gong Yimo cried even louder!
Blame her! Blame her! Although she didn't know what exactly she was blaming herself for, it was an indescribable guilt and remorse! Knowing this, she shouldn't have come back, she should have left Dayu far away, maybe Gong Sheng can still live well.
"do not Cry… "
Gong Sheng sighed. At this time, he sat up with some effort. Because of the lack of fat, when he moved, the running-in between the bones made him extremely uncomfortable! But he just frowned, half lying on the dragon bed, reaching out to wipe Gong Yimo's tears.
Gong Yimo's ears are so sharp, she clearly heard the sound of Gong Sheng's joints rubbing, making her want to give him a hand, but she couldn't start, as if she just exerted a little force, Gong Sheng would disperse, so she could only cry, like a helpless child!
Gong Sheng didn't dare to touch her face anymore, he always felt that if he touched it, it would be really flooded.
He closed his eyes and waited for Gong Yimo to finish crying.
Gong Yimo was just venting, it wasn't endless. She cried for a while, and then gradually calmed down. Her whole body seemed to be drained of energy, and in silence, there was only melancholy that could not be resolved.
"Father... do you hate me?"
She thought about it a lot when she came. She felt that Gong Sheng should hate her. If it wasn't for her, Gong Che wouldn't be like this. If it wasn't for her, he wouldn't be dying soon. Nor will she die... Sometimes she suddenly wondered, if there was no her in the past and present, would Gong Jue's and Gong Che's lives be completely different, or would it be better
Gong Sheng didn't open his eyes, he seemed to be thinking with his eyes closed, and after a while, he said softly.
"...When I first opened my eyes and saw you, I still hated it."
The corners of Gong Yimo's eyes were red, and when she heard the words, her head was even lower.
Gong Sheng smiled lightly and opened his eyes.
"But you just sat here for a while, I... Suddenly I don't hate you anymore... "
Gong Yimo looked at Gong Sheng in surprise, as if she wanted to see if he was telling the truth. She was about to kill him, so why didn't he hate her
"Perhaps people are about to die... Look at the problem, but I understand more... "
Gong Sheng's voice was very soft and he was so angry that he looked at Gong Yimo, but suddenly had some desire to speak.
For his two sons, he was disappointed. He only cared about the personal interests of his children and ignored the overall situation. But for Gong Yimo, he loved and hated. The love came from her, and the hatred came from his sons.
But at this moment, he knew that his life was not long, and for some reason, he suddenly looked down on it a lot, and he was no longer so constrained by life and death.
"Without you, I might have died a long time ago... Back then when King Nan offered addictive tobacco... If you hadn't taught Gong Jue well... I wouldn't have been able to escape that disaster, and I might have died long ago..."
What he said was not bad, after all, Gong Sheng lived a few more years than the last life, but Gong Yimo just couldn't forgive himself, he could have lived longer!
Gong Sheng sighed softly, "...you have made countless achievements for the country...for the world, in a few years...the world will prosper, the four countries will prosper...in the middle, half of your credit! So, Mo'er, you are very good. …”
It was so good that his best children liked her, and for her, he could not want anything. Before, he didn't understand, he felt that nothing could compare to Jiangshan, but after thinking about it, he understood that such an excellent daughter must be No good man can give up on her.
It was as if Gong Che couldn't get any response, but he still refused to let go. It was because no man could let go after he fell in love with her, unless he wasn't by her side. If he was, he would definitely win to the end.