Gong Yimo didn't speak, but over there, Gong Che's fingers were inserted into his hair, full of self-blame.
"You must think so too, so you don't look down on me..."
"not like this."
Gong Yimo stood up and looked at him condescendingly, repeating solemnly and indifferently.
"not like this."
Because she has decided to end her life, she doesn't want to hide some things.
"I'm good to you, I reject you, it's not your reason." In the dark room, the light from outside could not reach this corner, so only her voice was turning.
Gong Che forgot his guilt and self-blame, he couldn't help but ask, "What's that for?!"
Gong Yimo sighed, walked to the corner, and sat down beside him.
"Let me tell you a story..."
Gong Yimo sat on the ground with his back against the wall, his eyes narrowed, and his expression was somewhat inexplicable.
Gong Che didn't answer, he knew that Gong Yimo wouldn't tell any stories for no reason.
Gong Yimo thought about it for a moment, and then recounted her experience in the last life and after going down the mountain in the third person.
Gong Che didn't understand the meaning of her story at first, but as her story went deeper, his expression gradually became surprised, how could that prince be so like him? Why does that little girl look like Mo'er
Until the word "gunpowder" appeared, Gong Che's expression became more serious, only Mo'er had gunpowder in his hand... So, this story? !
He didn't dare to think deeply!
Until the end of the story, when the heroine died, Gong Che didn't wake up from it. Why did he feel so familiar? He even felt that if he were the prince, he would definitely do what he said in the story.
But, what if that woman is Mo'er
Confused, he seemed to be trying to catch something, but he couldn't catch anything!
Gong Yimo paused, broke away from the "story", and said softly.
"...Do you know the unwillingness in that girl's heart?"
In the darkness, her voice was slow, and she described it very carefully, "She always felt that it wasn't her fault, at least, the main reason wasn't her, but all the bad consequences were borne by her, you know how unwilling she is in her heart. Is it?"
After the princes got the gunpowder, they took control of their own affairs. The civil strife began, and the gunpowder was circulated abroad. When other countries saw that the Great Yu was torn apart, they also wanted to share a piece of the pie. This was an interest and an ambition.
Her gunpowder seems to open a door and let out those evils, so she is at fault, so... She admits all these evils!
Just admitting it doesn't mean she doesn't hold grudges, but she still has expectations in her heart. Everything she does is for one person, and that person will always stand by her side, understand her, and support her!
Thinking of this, Gong Yimo sneered. In the darkness, Gong Che couldn't see her face, but he felt that the laugh was cold to his heart.
"Do you know how wronged that girl is?"
Gong Yimo asked again after laughing, "Many people pointed at her nose and cursed, all kinds of vicious curses emerged one after another, she was stoned and spit, and she even saved a villager with kindness, that one. The village almost set her on fire... They said, if it weren't for her, how could this world be like this? Don't let her pretend to be kind."
Gong Che had never experienced it, but he knew the pain of not being understood and not being supported. He was a man who was pushed to the extreme and would still do irrational things, but the girl in the story didn't, she was always there. Zai Ren, it was not until the unification of the four countries that people began to read her goodness, but it was too late, and some injuries could not be made up. If it is not an apology, the wound will no longer exist, and the backlog of anger, resentment, Grief, no matter what, cannot be appeased, it can only be suppressed.
Gong Yimo suddenly remembered something and told Gong Che with a smile.
She still remembered that at that time, she rode on a horse and saved a woman who was robbed by a mountain bandit with a sword, but the woman was rescued and committed suicide after knowing her identity.
"You demon! I'm like this, it's all because of you, the beast! You have caused monstrous disasters for your own desires, causing my brother, father and husband to die in battle! I curse you to die! After that, I will go down to the eighteen layers of hell, and never go beyond life!"
After she finished speaking, she hit a tree and died. Gong Yimo still remembered that she watched her with cold eyes the whole time, watching her die, her eyes did not fluctuate at all, but the rough rein was almost broken in her hand!
Gong Che listened to her deliberately shrieking her voice in a resentful tone, saying the curse of that woman before she died... In the darkness, he vaguely saw Gong Yimo laughing, and that smile sent chills down your spine...
Then, she smiled and turned to ask him.
"Do you know how scared that girl is?"
Gong Yimo stared at him and said softly, "... I don't know who spread the rumor that she was going to dominate the world. The imperial court ordered her to return to the court several times. Obviously victory is in sight, why retreat? After passing away, she disobeyed again and again, and finally confirmed the rumor. She was afraid of killing people, but she couldn't show it, because she was a general who charged in battle, and she wanted to find someone to express her fear, but those people looked at her with fearful eyes. Beware , so the fear accumulates in layers and wakes up every night from a dream…”
Thinking about it now, it's just a conspiracy. They knew that she would not quit, and they deliberately did this to smear her and justify her notoriety.
What an ironic reality.
"do not talk!"
The facts were in front of him, but Gong Che suddenly didn't have the courage to reveal it, he suddenly didn't want to know, he retreated!
"Why don't you tell me, don't you want to know?"
Gong Yimo sat beside him with a playful tone.
Gong Che's voice trembled slightly, "This has nothing to do with me, why should I know?!"
Isn't this a story, why is he afraid
Gong Yimo nodded.
"you are right."
She hugged her knees and looked at the light, "All of this has nothing to do with you. You never guarded against me, feared me, calculated me, never made me stand up and wronged me."
She laughed, "... But all of this is something I have experienced in my last life. The ancients said that a dream is a dream, and a dream is a lifetime. I woke up in such a dream and faced it with scars all over my body. Are you afraid? Gong Che."
Hearing her cool voice, Gong Che suddenly panicked!
He explained eagerly, "It's not true, it's just a dream, you are too afraid of the crisis caused by the explosion of gunpowder, that's why you have such a dream!"
How could he hurt her like in her dream? impossible!
Gong Yimo chuckled lightly.
"Dreaming?" She blinked, seeing Gong Che's panic in her eyes, her red lips slightly hooked.