- "Did you accept it?"
Hearing the eager question from the young man, Zhang Man was stunned for a moment, and after a while, he guessed that he was probably talking about Qin Shuai.
Her heart collapsed rapidly at this moment.
His eyes were red, his hair was messy, and in his tone, with a panic and impatience that was rarely seen on weekdays, he ran in embarrassment and desperate, lost his calm and calm, just to ask her this question.
Zhang Man thought of the previous life, the boy who stood at the school gate blocking her, and his red eyes and painful expression at this moment were very similar to those at that time.
Her heart ached, but she used a touch of warmth and sweetness that did not belong to the winter night.
- In the end, he still took her to heart as he did in his previous life.
Emotions surged, Zhang Man took a deep breath, and his fingertips began to tremble.
She laughed softly, her voice soft as moonlight in the dim playground.
"No, I don't like him."
Just a few words, to the young man in front of him, are like sounds of heaven.
It turned out that she didn't accept it. This girl who would only cry and act coquettishly at him did not become someone else's.
A certain string that was tight in the young man's heart suddenly loosened at this moment, and the coagulated blood flowed again in his body. He heard his heart beating enthusiastically in his chest.
Rebirth after catastrophe.
Fate did not abandon him again as he did when he was seven years old.
However, even though the deadly threat has disappeared, the pain in his heart has not been relieved in the slightest.
At this moment, the usually deserted teenager suddenly realized how greedy he was.
What he wanted was far more than that.
On the dark steps with a bit of cold wind, he quietly stared at the girl in front of him, the beating nerves in his forehead and the severe pain in his heart told him the only answer behind all the questions.
At this moment, he finally realized it.
- All he wanted was her.
That's why every time I see her, my heart is itchy, and when she is uncomfortable, it becomes even more uncomfortable, and when she is bullied, she starts to go crazy.
Every moment, I want to hold her in my arms.
He figured it out clearly, the kind of heart bursting pain he had never experienced before, just like it. Before he knew it, there was a person living in his heart, the petite girl standing in front of him.
He likes her.
He finally understood that the feeling of liking someone is pain. Every time he saw her, there was a dull pain in a corner of his heart.
But human beings are very strange. The more pain, the more you want to touch.
Therefore, the young man who never expected illusory feelings suddenly wanted to hit this southern wall with his flesh and blood.
He wanted her to like him too, even if only a little.
- "You don't like his words, then, do you like me?"
The boy's low voice sounded out of nowhere, breaking the pale night.
Zhang Man looked into his eyes, and there was unbearable pain and depression in his eyes.
He looked at her cautiously, his hoarse voice was restrained, and he even stopped breathing.
Zhang Man was completely stunned.
He even asked her if she liked him.
Her heart was beating violently, and her brain went blank.
She was obviously ready to confess to him tomorrow, but when he asked him so bluntly today, her mind got stuck in an instant.
She wanted to tell him that she had always liked him very much, that he was her favorite person in this world, but her mouth didn't follow orders at all.
Sometimes people are like this. The more eager they are, the more difficult it is to open their mouths. What they show is a brief silence.
—However, such silence is fatal to the young man who is about to go crazy in front of him.
The pain in his heart reached its peak at this moment, and he stared greedily at the girl in front of him, at her tender white face, and her watery eyes.
He felt as if he was going numb from the pain.
She doesn't speak, she doesn't like him.
So, what should he do? How can this pain be relieved
But even so, he still couldn't leave. In front of her, he put down all his pride and self-esteem.
Not once, but twice.
The boy took a deep breath, moved forward a little, tried his best to breathe lightly, put his hand lightly on the girl's shoulder, and looked directly into her eyes.
His voice was filled with helpless compromise and uncontrollable pain.
- "Zhang Man, if you don't like him, like me, okay?"
His voice was hoarse, with a heavy nasal voice in his breathing, and there was already a careful plea in his tone.
"... I'll be nice to you in the future, you like me, okay?"
Zhang Man's eyes were already red, and the sour throat made her speechless, but after a long time she realized that she didn't need to speak.
She was standing on the steps now, almost as tall as him, so she could easily hug him by taking a little step forward.
She did too.
She threw herself into the boy's arms fiercely, hugged his back tightly, resting her head on his shoulder, and wet the collar of his school uniform with tears that gushed out involuntarily.
Different from those hugs in the past, there was no excuse or reason, just because of joy in her heart, she hugged the boy she had loved for two lifetimes.
The moment he was hugged by her, his body tensed instantly.
The warm chest, which made her fluctuating emotions, began to gradually relax.
Zhang Man was close to his ear, and her voice was the same as hers, trembling slightly from being too excited.
"I have always liked you, Li Wei. I have liked you for a long, long time."
After a long time, this love has settled in her bones and blood and has become a part of her life.
It's been a long time since he left in the previous life, and she has gone so far, but no matter where she is or who she meets, whenever she thinks of him, somewhere in her heart begins to hurt.
When she saw him for the first time in her life, she wanted to hug him tightly and never let go.
Zhang Man remembered the love letter that the boy put on her desk in his previous life.
He once asked her in the letter if she could stay with him all the time.
And at this moment, she hugged him and gave a gentle and firm answer in his ear.
"From now on, I will always be with you."
Not only for him who is being hugged by her now, but also for him who waited desperately for a long time in his previous life, but did not get an answer.
After she finished speaking, she looked at the earlobe of the boy in front of her.
His earlobes are beautiful, neither thin nor thick, with a perfect shape, and there is a blood-red mole on it, which looks sexy and attractive.
Love to the depths, can't help it.
She leaned up, kissed the boy's earlobe that was close at hand, and then opened her mouth to bite the bright red mole.
The body that was being held by her trembled violently.
She clearly saw that the tip of the boy's ears began to turn red, and the ambiguous red color spread to his neck.
Then, he also hugged her tightly, much stronger than her, as if to rub her whole body into his arms.
His voice was dull with unspeakable ecstasy. He repeated her name over and over again, but couldn't say anything meaningful: "Zhang Man, Zhang Man..."
. …
I don't know how long the hug lasted. After such a strong feeling, when they calmed down, the two of them were actually a little nervous and shy, so they didn't speak.
But the boy held her tightly.
Afraid that she would be tired from standing, he still put his arms around her waist and made her lean against him completely.
It seems that the pain in their hearts can only be vented through tighter and tighter hugs. All they have now is each other.
The weak lights on the playground just couldn't illuminate their part, the two of them hid in the shadows, and the darkness around them made their breathing a little hot.
The noisy background sound in the teaching area seemed to be far away, the two of them could hear each other's breathing clearly, and even the heartbeat, which seemed to be getting faster and faster, was conveyed to each other through the close chest, and the frequency changed. must be consistent.
all nervous.
Zhang Man quietly hugged the strong waist of the young man, his heart trembling, and he was filled with tenderness and joy. At this time in the previous life, she and Li Wei were just nodding acquaintances. Later, those misunderstandings occurred and they were completely missed. Even, in the end, she lost him forever.
But now, from now on, the boy whose ears were red in her embrace was already hers.
It's her, boyfriend.
Thinking of these three words, her heart began to heat.
Zhang Man remembered what the boy had just said, he said that he would be nice to her in the future. She hugged him tightly, thinking that she was going to be nice and nice to him. Let him remember all the time that there is one person in this world who loves him so much.
She wants to let him worry.
At this time, a loud bell came from the teaching building. It was the preparatory bell fifteen minutes before the start of the evening self-study.
Zhang Man's face began to heat slightly, and it was so late, that is to say, they had just hugged for at least 20 minutes.
She let go of the hands that held him, and gently pushed the boy, but he didn't expect that he was so strong that he didn't push.
She raised her head, looked at the boy's profile, and stuttered when she spoke: "Li... Li Wei, there are fifteen minutes left for class, shall we... go back?"
Unexpectedly, the young man shook his head, he didn't let go of life or death, he hugged her waist tighter, and rubbed her cheek with his face.
"Let's skip class today and not go back, okay? I want to hold you like this all night."
His voice was muffled, his eyes didn't look at her, and he didn't know what he was thinking.
At this time, he suddenly looked like a child. He was usually cold and rational, but he didn't know where he was thrown away.
Zhang Man smiled: "No, the head teacher is on duty today. If I'm not here, he should call my mother. Uncle Xu finally asked her out to play today. You don't want to disturb their date, do you?"
The boy didn't speak or move, and he was still reluctant.
As if to avoid her questioning, he turned his face and buried it on her neck, the long, hot breath made her skin itchy, and he was embarrassed to break his head.
Zhang Man's cheeks were hot, and he didn't dare to look at him, so he coaxed him in a low voice: "Li Wei, I'm already your girlfriend, and we'll be long in Japan."