- "Li Wei, look, the fireworks on the coast are so beautiful."
Under the night, the silent seaside, the luxury villa area on the mountainside, a fork in the snow-covered fork, the girl pulled the sleeve of the boy and looked up at him.
Huge fireworks are behind them, gorgeous and unrestrained. The first fireworks seemed to have pressed a certain switch, and gradually, not just one, but several or even dozens of fireworks bloomed at the same time, illuminating half of the sky in N City.
People came out of their homes and stood outside watching fireworks.
This is the highest position in N City, and it is close to the seaside. With a wide field of vision, it may be the best place to watch fireworks.
The boy looked down at the girl in front of him.
Long time no see, she seems to have lost some weight.
Her white and tender cheeks were flushed red at the moment, and there was fine sweat on her neck. When she talked to him, she was panting softly.
There was a lot of dust on her canvas shoes, perhaps for the convenience of walking, she rolled up her trousers, revealing a slender ankle in such a biting winter.
She raised her head, the crisscrossing tears made her whole little face look dirty, but the eyes she looked at him were full of light.
With difficulty, the young man clenched the bag he was carrying, his boundless emotions surging in his heart.
Originally, he thought that he couldn't stand it and imagined a her. So just now, he stood behind her and carefully observed her for a long time.
In fact, after so many days, he already has some ability to distinguish, this rich, full of details, the girl with long fluttering hair is his Manman, not a fake.
The ice in his heart suddenly shattered.
Therefore, human beings are greedy, and his first reaction turned out to be ecstasy.
His Manman, she came to him. She was alone, found here, and found his broken body curled up and hiding.
She didn't blame him or curse him, she said, and let him watch the fireworks.
It's not like she's been searching anxiously for days and finally reunited, she's calm, as if it was the date she made yesterday.
After so many days of silence and numbness, his heart suddenly began to beat wildly, his Adam's apple rolling up and down, and he even tasted the taste of dryness and blood in his throat.
All the emotions seemed to explode with the fireworks in the sky. At this moment, he suddenly didn't want to pretend.
For the rest, let's talk about it after watching this firework.
These days, in fact, he is almost unable to hold on.
"Okay, Manman, let's watch the fireworks."
…
A grand firework lasted for half an hour, with various colors and colors, and even golden sparks like a whole meteor shower.
Looking down from the mountainside, you can vaguely see a lot of people gathered by the seaside, and people are having year-end carnivals and parties in front of fireworks.
Such a dreamy and gorgeous scene, after more than ten years, after various cities began to ban fireworks and firecrackers, it is difficult to see it again.
Zhang Man tugged tightly on the boy's sleeves, leaning on the swing stand in his yard, listening to the loud sound of fireworks bursting in his ears, opened his mouth and laughed silently.
Or was she found, she knew that she would find him.
…
After the fireworks ended, Zhang Man followed him to the door of his house.
She wanted to hold his hand, but he cleverly avoided him - he changed the side of the thing in his hand, so that the hand that was close to her would not fail.
Zhang Man gritted his teeth and stood at the door, waiting for him to take the key to open the door.
After entering the door from the entrance, there is a huge and bright living room. A huge crystal chandelier turns on with a "pop" when the switch is pressed. Bright lights came down from a height, illuminating the entire space in an instant.
Different from the luxury and sophistication outside, the villa was very empty, even emptier than his previous apartment. In the living room just entered, except for a single sofa, the rest of the furniture is covered with white nylon cloth - about ten years, no one has used it.
The ceiling of the villa is very high, making the whole space more empty and large.
The teenager took off his shoes and stood on the snow-white tiles, handing her the only clean pair of slippers that he could wear.
He hasn't spoken to her since the first sentence, and has never looked at her with his eyes down.
Neither reject nor accept.
She didn't even know what he was thinking.
Zhang Man put on his shoes and walked in with him.
Maybe he still didn't understand.
She has to give him time.
But Zhang Man knew in his heart that many things could no longer be the same as before, giving him complete freedom, and it was up to his temperament. This time, whether he wants to understand or not, she won't leave him half a step.
"Manman, are you hungry? I'm going to cook noodles."
The teenager took out a large bag of instant noodles from the bag he had been carrying, tore open the packaging bag, took out two small bags, and looked at her.
The tone was not very warm, but not too distant.
It's like entertaining a guest from afar.
Hearing his tone, Zhang Man suddenly became angry.
The quiet atmosphere of the reunion just now seemed to be taken away by the whistling sea breeze as the fireworks ended.
After looking for him for so many days, even if I know that he is ill, even if I know that he is excusable, even if I know that from his point of view, all this may be for her good.
But, how can you not complain.
She replied stubbornly: "Well, I've been looking for someone for more than ten days. I walked for two hours today and climbed a mountain. I'm very hungry. Do you have eggs and ham? I want to add eggs and ham."
After listening to her, he froze.
The air was quiet for a long time.
"No, I'll go buy it now..."
As he said, he put the things in his hand on the table in the dining room, and wanted to go to the entrance.
I really plan to go out.
Zhang Man grabbed his sleeve, and his voice was mocking: "So, you originally planned to eat a pack of instant noodles for the New Year?"
After she finished speaking, the boy was obviously stunned.
Zhang Man's heart was angry and sour, he didn't even realize that today was Chinese New Year.
He didn't even know the New Year.
And at home, I have lived for more than ten days, except for a single sofa, the white cloth on other furniture has not been torn off. The dust on the crystal lamp has not been wiped off. It seems that it was simply cleaned on the day I just moved in to meet the needs of minimum living.
He had been away from her for so many days, and it was not good.
After finding someone, most of the worries and despair in my heart were put down, but instead the anger and resentment that I had been struggling to suppress continued to rise.
He blamed him for leaving her, and even more blamed him for not knowing how to take good care of himself.
Zhang Man loosened his sleeves, stood in front of him with his arms crossed, hardened his heart, and pretended to look at him indifferently: "Li Wei, do you want to celebrate the New Year alone, or should I accompany you? If you want me to go , I'll go back now. My mother and Uncle Xu are waiting for me at home, they won't give me instant noodles. "
"I… "
The boy's eyes darkened when he heard her question, but he couldn't answer.
Look, you don't want me to go at all, why do you act like you don't care.
Zhang Man's heart seemed to be soaked in a basin of lemonade, sour and weak.
Some helpless emotions began to haunt.
"The school's literature and art department also has a New Year's Eve event tonight. It seems to be singing. Senior Qin Shuai sent me a text message a few days ago, asking if I would go. I heard from many students that the senior not only plays the piano well, but also sings. I'd like to hear it too."
"What do you say? Did you say I'm going?"
"Manman..."
The young man finally couldn't hold back anymore, and looked back at her feebly, with a struggle and pain in his dark eyes.
His fingers crawled up her sleeves unconsciously.
Can't put it on, isn't it very calm, cool and indifferent.
Zhang Man closed his eyes, smiled and added another fire.
"Li Wei, we broke up, right? You also said in your last email that I think I will meet better people in the future. Yes, the world is so big, I should try more. If I go to the senior Dating, don’t you think it’s good too? He’s a good guy, good tutor, good grades, handsome, sunny, not yet…”
She said, smiling softly.
"It's not like some people, they just disappear at every turn."
After the boy heard her words, his whole body trembled fiercely.
He grabbed her sleeve by the hand and held her shoulder up, eagerly wanting to take her into his arms.
Fuck him for her good, fuck him doesn't hurt.
What better person, she is his, only his.
The intense sourness and pain made his eyes turn terrifyingly red, and at this moment, reason was completely defeated.
When Zhang Man saw him like this, his heart ached.
He clearly likes her so much, so he can't bear her, so why torture himself and her
She used her skill to push him away gently, and continued to add another firewood.
"Li Wei, don't touch me, we have nothing to do, why should I let you hold me."
She wanted him to admit that they were still related.
The boy's body froze, his hands still resting on her shoulders, and he stubbornly didn't take it away.
But still did not speak.
Zhang Man lowered his eyes and sighed.
"Go and cook noodles, I'm really hungry."
The boy was silent for a long time, but finally nodded and walked to the kitchen.
Watching him walk into the kitchen, Zhang Man leaned against the door feebly.
The panic and helplessness in my heart seemed to be relieved only by blocking the door and preventing him from running away from under her nose.
Zhang Man took out his mobile phone and sent a message to Zhang Huifang, telling her that she had found Li Wei and would not go back to celebrate the New Year today.
Fortunately, Zhang Huifang now has Uncle Xu, so she doesn't have to worry too much about her.
A few minutes later, the teenager came out of the kitchen with two bowls of noodles and put them on the dining table.
"Manman, come and eat noodles."
Zhang Man didn't answer him, and walked to the living room on his own, wanting to move a large sofa and block the door.
She left the door, what if he wants to run again
Where would she go to find him.
She pushed the sofa hard, but the sofa was solid wood, and it was so big that she couldn't move a bit when she was full of breath.
It seems that the whole world is laughing at her, laughing at her weakness and inability to do anything.
The depression and powerlessness in my heart suddenly erupted at this moment.
Zhang Man kicked the sofa fiercely, and the soft slippers collided heavily with the solid wood sofa. It was definitely not the sofa that was injured.
She squatted on the ground in pain, collapsed and cried.
What broken sofa, like its owner, has always been against her.
She has been looking for so many days.
No one knows how she got here these days, how desperate she is, and every day in addition to looking for him, she just closes her eyes and thinks wildly.
She didn't even know that people could cry so much.
Every day, every day, she thought that she might lose him when she opened her eyes the next day. She went to Z city alone, and she couldn't help crying when she walked through every place she went with him.
Everyone else was beaming for the New Year, but she could cry at every street corner.
She simply doesn't even look forward to the new year.
"Manman..."
The teenager saw her squatting and crying, panicking, he walked over quickly, squatted down, and patted her back carefully.
He broke her body and touched her long hair helplessly.
She squatted on the ground, crying like a wounded kitten, so much pain in his heart.
Not so.
Why didn't everything go as he planned.
How could she be so persistent, looking for him for so long
He left her so that she could live a good life, how could it be like this.
"Manman..."
The young man gently wrapped his arms around her shoulders, as if he wanted to embrace her, but Zhang Man broke away fiercely.
"Don't touch me, don't call me Manman."
"Didn't you hold my hand? Then why are you holding me now?"
"Do you know how much I walked today? Do you know how many places I went to find you these two days?"
She looked up at him tearfully.
"Do you know how sad I am after you left?"
At this moment, the young man's heart suddenly burst with pain.
He couldn't listen to her any longer.
He picked her up, put her on the big single sofa, bent down, and kissed her chin.
Like the first kiss, he covered the girl's eyes, but not to make her concentrate.
He couldn't let her see the tears in his red eyes.