In fact, Li Wei thought so. No matter what she wants, she will be disappointed in the end. Instead of waiting for her disappointment to turn around and blame herself, like those people in the past, it's better to stay away from him now.
Zhang Man understood what he meant and understood that he did not trust so-called emotions. He didn't believe at all that someone would be nice to him for no reason.
If she says now that she likes him, it will only make him more restless.
She closed her eyes, suppressed the sourness in her heart, tried to pull out a relaxed smile, and said the excuse she had thought up before: "I've always been embarrassed to say something, I'm worried... it will be too much trouble for you. Li Wei, I heard them say that you are very good in physics, I… My physics grades are not very good, can you give me make-up classes every weekend? I can pay, and as a trade, I can take care of you before you have the cast removed."
Things go round and round, like a cycle. Zhang Man thought that the two of them became acquainted with each other in the previous life because she asked him to teach her physics, but it was only one semester earlier in this life.
Worried that the boy would not believe it, she twisted her fingers again, and said in a low voice: "If the grades are poor, I will be transferred to the regular class next semester."
After she finished speaking, the young man in front of him was quiet for a while, and blinked in surprise, as if he didn't expect such a reason.
He lowered his eyes and pondered, and after a long time, his slender fingers held the cup of sago, brought it to his mouth, and took a sip from the straw.
Her proposal works.
He is now in a plaster cast on his left hand, and there are many inconveniences in his life, and sometimes he really needs help. Li Wei likes this kind of fair deal very much. From the very beginning, he calculates the pay and return, and each gets what he needs, without involving the most disgusting feelings, and without having to owe anything.
The easiest is the clear price of the transaction. Because at least you can take the initiative to measure whether you can afford what the other party asks for, and you can accept her payment without any burden.
The most terrible thing in this world is to keep saying that because you like it, you can give selflessly. Like what? If I like it today, I can give everything. If I don't like it tomorrow, I will go to hell...
"make a deal."
Saying that, he still didn't look at her, and continued to open the next book. But Zhang Man could feel that his mood was much better.
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Early the next morning, Li Wei took out the signed apology letter from his schoolbag, placed it in the upper right corner of the desk, and waited for the first lesson to be handed over to the head teacher.
Zhang Man found that his mental state was very bad today, with dark circles under his eyes, and his eyes were covered with blue and red blood.
She secretly glanced at the apology letter on the table. The parent's signature column was signed with the lady's delicate handwriting: I have read it, Lin Hui.
When she saw this name, her heart seemed to be hit by a heavy hammer. After two lives, I saw it with my own eyes again, and it still suffered a lot of shocks. She bent down and yawned, pretending to be sleepy, before blinking away the tears she wanted to burst.
She blamed herself infinitely in her heart, did she do something wrong for him to stand up for him like that? What happened to him after he got home last night
Seeing her lying on the table the whole time, the teenager asked hesitantly, "… Uncomfortable?"
Zhang Man quickly adjusted his state and raised his head to look at him: "No, I didn't sleep well last night, I was a little sleepy."
Li Wei nodded, and took out a workbook from his backpack. It was a high school physics workbook, which looked a little old.
"The book I used before has a lot of my notes on it. You can go back and look at it first. I don't need the payment. I usually have inconveniences at school. I hope you can help me. Come to my house this weekend, Three hours a day, I will give you a preview of the content of the first semester. The content in front of kinematics and mechanics is relatively simple, and it should be able to be done in a month.”
Li Wei has always been very advanced in physics, and the "Quantum Mechanics" he is now reading is already the content of the junior year of ordinary theoretical physics. Like these superficial physics that are still within the scope of Newton's three laws, he was probably very young. It's almost self-taught.
After he finished speaking, seeing that Zhang Man didn't respond, he just stared at him with his chin up, thinking she was distracted. But he was too lazy to say it again, he turned around with a frown, and went to read his book.
Zhang Man was distracted, because this was the longest sentence she had heard from him since she was reborn.
In fact, his voice is very nice, with a low frequency and a little hoarseness, which doesn't quite match his delicate and good-looking appearance.
Zhang Man thought to himself, it would be great if he could talk a lot every day.
. …
On Friday, it was Zhang Man's turn to be on duty. She stayed in the classroom and was in a daze while cleaning. I'm going to Li Wei's house tomorrow to make up lessons. Although I've been familiar with it in my previous life, I can't remember many details. Now her mentality has changed a lot from before, she wants to compensate him with the best things in the world, and she is worried that he will not like her like this.
She thought carefully about the details of the previous two people's relationship.
It was after the final exam of the first semester, and her physics grades were counted down to the whole class. The head teacher Liu Zhijun gave her a notice that if the total score in the second semester could not reach the top 30 in the class, she would be transferred to the regular class.
The head teacher set up a learning mutual help group for the good students and poor students in the class. One good student led the other poor student. She and Li Wei were at the same table, so they were naturally assigned to a group.
At that time, she couldn't do the exam papers assigned by the teacher every weekend, so she proposed to go to Li Wei's house to listen to his lectures.
Li Wei was as cold at first as she is now. Similarly, she was only anxious about her own grades and had no interest in his life. In the beginning, the two never talked more than half a sentence apart from asking and answering questions and discussing physics problems.
Then why did it become familiar? When did he fall in love with her
Zhang Man was fascinated when she heard someone call her.
She came back to her senses, it turned out to be Chen Feier.
"Manman, Manman? Why are you so fascinated?" Chen Feier stretched out her hand and shook it in front of her, with a very serious expression.
"It's nothing, what's wrong?" Zhang Man saw her solemn expression and leaned the broom aside to listen to her.
Chen Fei'er pinched her sleeves and was silent for a long time before answering: "I don't know what to say... Manman, is Li Wei your roommate? I ask you, do you really like him? You can Don't you like him?"
She heard some bad rumors, although she couldn't confirm it, she always felt that Li Wei was a strange person.
When Zhang Man heard her words, his heart skipped a beat.
What should come always comes. There are always people who have known Li Wei since childhood and know what happened to him. When Li Wei first came to school, he received too much attention. Even Zhang Man couldn't count how many love letters he had received in the past few days.
The more attention he gets, the faster rumors about him spread.
When Zhang Man thought of the sarcastic smile on the corner of his mouth every time he received those love letters, he felt like a needle in his heart.
"Fei'er, I know what you're going to say. I know everything about him, and I don't care."
Zhang Man looked at her and said seriously.
Chen Feier looked at her for a long time, swallowed what she wanted to say, and said only: "Manman, if you like this, then I will support you. But if one day you don't like him, you must let go, okay? ? Don't let yourself get hurt."
Zhang Man touched her head but didn't speak, his mind was already full of thoughts.