- "I'm so sorry, it's a pity you're not me."
Hearing the voice, Zhang Man turned back suddenly, the boy who was supposed to be on the other side of the Pacific Ocean was standing behind her at this moment, hugging her gently, with an unsure look in his black eyes.
Most of the alcohol smell disappeared in an instant, half scared and half surprised.
"Li Wei? Why are you back?"
She thought she was dreaming, but when she looked at him carefully, she knew it was true.
After not seeing him for half a year, the young man seems to have lost some weight. He turned around the black wool coat that Zhang Huifang bought for him last year, and wrapped the scarf she gave him.
It's him, he's really back.
Zhang Man turned around excitedly, but the action was too hasty, and his head was dizzy, and now he couldn't stand up at all. But a string was loosened in my heart, it didn't matter if I couldn't stand, he was there.
So she was not in a hurry to stand still, instead she held the milk tea and wrapped her arms around the boy's waist, leaning against his arms as if she had no bones, and closed her eyes.
Li Wei was hugged by her, and the violent spirit in his heart was finally comforted a little.
The two men stood on the sidewalk at the entrance of Beiyi Medicine, looking at each other.
Cheng Zimo and him looked at each other for a long time, and knew in his heart that the outcome was already decided.
Perhaps, he is not qualified to compete with him at all.
She just pushed him away like that, but in the next second, she tightly hugged the boy she was thinking of.
Cheng Zimo clenched his fist and pursed the corners of his mouth. After all, he didn't say anything and turned away.
…
Here Zhang Man leaned against the boy's chest, breathed the familiar smell on him sweetly, and rubbed his face against the placket of his coat: "Boyfriend, when did you come back? I don't know... I just looked at your location, but I didn't see it, I thought you were sleeping and shutting down..."
Who would have thought that the person who had been thinking about it for half a year suddenly appeared like a dream.
After drinking, her mind was swaying again, and it was difficult to think fully. She completely forgot what he saw and heard just now, so she didn't even remember to explain.
The boy didn't speak for a long time, his brows were like a knot, and he couldn't stretch it.
He finally sighed and hugged her like a compromise. He smelled the strong smell of alcohol on her body, paused for a long time, and said in a low and hoarse voice: "You... went to drink?"
"Um."
Zhang Man didn't have the heart to listen to him asking these irrelevant questions, so he hugged him tightly and rubbed it again and again.
The answer is so straightforward that I don't even know how to lie to him.
There was an indescribable sourness and awkwardness in the young man's heart, as if he had drank a whole vat of old vinegar in the winter.
He took a deep breath and gently pushed the person away, trying to calm down his mood, but the suppressed anger in his heart intensified after seeing the two cups of milk tea in her hand.
"Are you going to buy milk tea together?"
"Hmm..." Zhang Man was pushed away and was a little unsteady. Hearing his question, his drowsy head remembered what Liu Mumu had ordered her to do today, so he shook the unopened cup of milk tea in front of his eyes. He happily counted with his fingers: "Add pearls and red beans, seven points of sweetness, remove the ice."
The night wind was howling, and the icy air made the boy's breathing difficult for a moment. The cold air was sucked into the air pipe and reached his lungs, causing a dull pain in his chest.
Pearl red beans, seven points sweet to ice. She remembered clearly the taste of that person.
So, when they went to drink and buy milk tea together, did they go to the movies together
He also knew that person, who seemed to be Cheng Zimo, a doctoral student at Q University. Q is several kilometers away from here, and it's not easy.
There is only one possibility, after their date, the other party carefully sends her back, and then the two say goodbye at the door
The smog in Beijing is getting worse in the winter. Those fine dust particles invisible to the naked eye grind his lungs with his breath, and each breath rubs and hurts.
The boy couldn't help but think of the scene just now.
When he got off the plane, he took a taxi and couldn't wait to see her, but when he got off the taxi, he saw the man holding the girl on the top of his heart, his manman.
Also hugged twice.
He looked at it from a distance, only to think that his temples were about to explode. When he paid the money, his face was so blue that the hospitable Beijing driver was startled.
The boy's eyes were red, and he clenched his fists tightly before he couldn't hold back the dazzling cup of milk tea that kept swaying in front of his eyes.
No, you have to control your emotions, you can't lose your temper in front of her as soon as you meet.
Who knew that the drowsy girl was not afraid to add a fire at this time: "Yes, I have to send her milk tea."
As soon as she finished speaking, the sanity that the young man in front of him was trying to maintain finally collapsed.
Still want to see him
He clenched her wrists tightly, broke apart her five fingers with great force, snatched the unopened cup of milk tea, and walked to the trash can by the roadside.
The next second he was about to throw it in, his hand was caught.
"What are you doing?"
Zhang Man was in a hurry, and he didn't know why he suddenly became angry, so he looked up at his face.
Seeing this, I was startled.
Under the dim street light, the blue veins on the boy's forehead were protruding, and his red eyes were fixed on her, with pain and anger in his eyes, as well as suffocating despair and helplessness.
So the other half of Zhang Man's drunkenness disappeared.
The drowsy head began to turn, she thought about everything that just happened, and the conversation with the two, only then did she know that he probably misunderstood.
She made him uncomfortable.
Zhang Man's heart was completely uncomfortable. Seeing him suffer, she felt even more uncomfortable, so her eyes were red.
"This milk tea is not from Senior Brother Cheng, but Liu Mumu asked me to buy it. She also paid for it. You see, she gave me twenty yuan. This is the remaining money..."
She eagerly flipped through her pockets, and suddenly remembered that she spent the rest of the money buying milk tea by herself, so she changed her mouth in frustration: "Ah, I spent the rest."
When she changed her words, she felt as if she was lying. She was in a hurry in an instant, and her tears were falling. The explanation was mixed with sobbing: "It's really Liu Mumu who asked me to bring it to her. I'll have dinner in the group tonight, go to Wudaokou, she asked me to buy her a cup of imperial tea..."
"Senior Brother Cheng said that he had something to do with Beihang, so he just dropped by with me. I don't know why he kept following me to the school gate... I drank today and my head was dizzy, I really didn't pay attention..."
Originally, I was going to talk a little bit more and explain some more details, but I was suddenly blocked by someone.
—A kiss after half a year, warm and urgent, with sadness and resentment.
The boy held her tightly with both hands, pressed her lips with his lips, and sucked.
He hadn't hugged or kissed her for half a year, and he didn't expect to see her in someone else's arms as soon as he came back.
At this time, he probably knew that he had misunderstood, but after thinking about it, he was still angry. It was really uncomfortable and he had nowhere to vent.
So he bit her with a little force.
Zhang Man was dizzy from being kissed, and his head began to spin again. He was indulging in the boy's familiar kiss, but he was suddenly bitten by him. He couldn't hold back and cried out in pain.
Feeling a little aggrieved: "...why are you biting me?"
"Did he ever kiss you like that?"
The boy's voice was hard, with rampant anger, but his fingers gently stroked the corners of her eyes, wiping away a few tears for her.
Zhang Man's eyes widened: "What did you say? Of course not, why did he kiss me?"
After she finished speaking, looking at the red eyes of the young man, she felt even more uncomfortable.
In the previous life, Qin Shuai asked her to go to the movies, and he was so furious. At this moment, when he saw Cheng Zimo hug her, he could calmly restrain himself and gently wipe her tears.
Her eyes were clearly red, and her whole person looked desperate. The hand that was hugging her waist was shaking slightly, but she couldn't even bite her, but she retained her strength.
He would rather hurt himself than bite her.
This boy, he seems to love her more than she imagined.
Zhang Man flattened his mouth and wanted to cry again.
She raised her red face after drinking, stretched out three fingers in a proper manner, and raised it above her head: "I swear, absolutely not, I didn't know he was interested in me before today, and he suddenly hugged me just now, I pushed away immediately, and just wanted to reject him, you came over."
Her voice was soft and soft, and she said that she hugged him again and hugged his waist, crying: "Really, boyfriend, do you trust me, I like you the most, right? , I only like you."
After about a minute, she heard the boy's response: "... um."
The voice was dull and nasal, and I didn't know if it was "um" or "hum".
Zhang Man's heart was sour and sweet. He hugged him for a long time, and then stood on tiptoe and kissed his cheek: "Then why don't you accompany me back to the dormitory? Give the milk tea to Liu Mumu. Tonight... let's go home and live."
"… Um."
…
For the convenience of living for the two of them, Li Wei bought a three-bedroom, one-bedroom apartment near B University in Haidian District when he was a freshman. At that time, Zhang Man didn't think he was spending money. After all, she knew how much the housing prices in Beijing would rise in the next few years. She even urged Uncle Xu to buy a set.
The two of them had been together for four years before, and they would come back to live on weekends or holidays. Every month, Zhang Man would accompany him to the hospital for psychological treatment.
Later, his mental state was basically stable, and it gradually became once every two months and once a quarter...
During the half year he was away, she would come over from time to time to clean up, but the house was kept clean and tidy.
After the two gave Liu Mumu milk tea, they went to the supermarket again, and it was very late when they returned home.
As soon as he entered the door, Zhang Man became nervous.
Just now, the teenager ignored her and let her act coquettishly, explain, and show loyalty, but he was unmoved, and he didn't know if he was relieved or not.
Zhang Man is still very guilty.
She turned on the light in the living room and carefully glanced at the expressionless person beside her: "Why didn't you tell me when you came back today?"
If he told her in advance, she would go to the airport to pick him up, how could such a thing happen.
"I just finished all the tasks the day before yesterday, so I didn't have time to tell you."
He did scientific research day and night every day, and even stayed up late on Christmas, New Year's Day, and New Year's Eve. Finally, after submitting the paper, he took half a month's leave from his mentor and came back to find her.
In fact, he also wanted to give her a surprise, how could he know that it was a shock - his heart was still aching from the fright.
The boy snorted coldly, changed his shoes and walked inside.
Zhang Man touched his nose, followed with a guilty conscience, took off his overcoat diligently, and hung it on the hanger at the door.
Seeing him walk into the bathroom, she hesitated and blushed a little.
After all, he was at a young age, and after living together for four years, intimacy was inevitable, but he kept it under control and didn't do anything excessive. In fact, Zhang Man felt a little sad in her heart, and she knew that he respected her very much.
But he didn't think about it, even if she wanted to, would she be embarrassed to ask this kind of thing
The two took showers separately, and Zhang Man came out of the bathroom wearing a bathrobe, suddenly feeling that the atmosphere was different from before.
Before taking two steps, he was carried into the master bedroom by the waist and threw on the big bed.
He didn't feel pity for her at this moment, his handsome face was flushed red, and he was very strong. The mattress was so soft that she sank in and bounced up again, feeling like her bones were about to scatter.
The teenager's thick hair will be half-dried and piled wet on top of his head. He was only wearing a pair of pajamas, with no clothes on his upper body. He just stood in front of the bed and looked at her condescendingly.
Zhang Man gave him a random look, then closed his eyes shyly. He is so aggressive.
Seeing her eyes closed, the teenager was instantly dissatisfied, and hummed from the end of his nose: "Manman, open your eyes and look at me."
Zhang Man nervously grabbed the quilt under him, opened his eyes obediently, couldn't hold back, and swallowed.
He has always attached great importance to sports. When he was an undergraduate, if he was not busy with scientific research, he would go to the gym several times a week. There was no fat on her body, strong arms and well-defined abs that made her cheeks flush.
In the past, when they made out, they were all wearing clothes, at least in bathrobes, and she had never been forced by him to look at him carefully.
It was only now that she truly realized that he had grown up and had changed from a boy to a man full of danger.
The boy stood by the bed and looked at his girl. She permed her curly hair, making her face the size of a slap. Her skin was fair, maybe she had just taken a shower, and she was still slightly red.
Snow-white bathrobes, snow-white quilts, snow-white skin, and black hair as smooth as seaweed.
The picture is too shocking.
His eyes stopped at the neckline of her bathrobe.
Compared to when she was in high school, all the places where she should have grown have grown.
The young man closed his eyes with dark eyes, his Adam's apple rolled up and down, and closed his eyes.
From the age of seventeen, he often dreamed of her. In his dreams, he had done everything.
In fact, he always knew that she was willing. He had been enduring her when she was young. He didn't think he was in a hurry, but today he suddenly realized that his manman was so good, except for him, there were a lot of people around him staring, so he had to do it as soon as possible.
He half-kneeled on the edge of the bed, carefully brushed away her long hair on the side of the pillow, and pressed it on.
The six months of repression broke out completely at this moment.
Zhang Man squeezed the quilt nervously, catering to his warm kiss, but he was shy and doubtful in his heart. Even if it was affectionate in the past, he was still restrained and cautious, and he never seemed to have no scruples like today.
The masculine body pressed tightly against her, covering her tightly.
Now that she has arrived, she already has a hunch about what will happen today, and she is looking forward to it and nervous.
A quarter of an hour later, under the nimble fingers of the young man, the two finally met sincerely. Just when Zhang Man was so nervous that he couldn't breathe, he suddenly got up and took something from the bedside table.
Zhang Man realized something, opened his eyes in shock and looked at him.
The next second, I suddenly felt a little aggrieved.
"...You have a plan! When did you buy it?"
She originally thought that he was just out of love and couldn't help herself, but she didn't expect him to have a premeditated plan.
The teenager looked at her, smiled, and bit open the small packaging bag: "I just got it at the supermarket when I checked out. I had a plan."
After he finished speaking, he put it on in front of her, pressed it up again, and pushed her away with his knees.
Zhang Man's heart trembled because of his grievance. He had never been like this before: "Li Wei... Did you fail your studies in America?"
She began to think wildly. She had been so restrained for the past four years. Why did she become like this just after returning from the United States? Although she is willing, she still can't make it through in her heart... Foreign countries are already open, is he...
"Well, I'm bad at learning. Someone taught me for half a year."
Sure enough, he really...
A heart hurts from the fall, grievance and heartache, like a big stone stuck in his heart, Zhang Man pushed him away tearfully and patted his shoulder randomly: "Then you go to the person who taught you, you still What are you coming back for?"
"... Manman, you can't help but be reasonable, there is no one else, isn't I just looking for someone to teach me?"
His voice became more and more hoarse, and once again relentlessly separated her: "You were in a dream and taught me for six months..."
He looked at the girl in front of him who went from sad to dull and covered her ears shyly, and smiled lowly.
After so many years, her face is still so thin.
But this kind of thing, if both of them are thin-skinned, how can it go on, he has to be the bad guy.
He sucked the tears from the corners of her eyes and gritted his teeth: "Man Man, please cooperate with me, okay?"
His body was already tense to the point of exploding, but he still bit his head and retained his remaining rationality. He pressed against her, opened her hand covering her ears, and whispered in her ear: "Manman... I'll go up. The month is 22 years old, shall we get married?"
She didn't dodge this time, but laughed in a trance and burst into tears after a while.
She reached out, hooked his neck, and pulled him down.
"...Okay, we're getting married."
Hearing the reply, the young man couldn't hold on any longer, pinched her slender waist, and sank heavily.
The blood boiled completely at this moment, and the scalp was numb. He leaned over to her ear, gentle and solemn: "I love you, Manman."