Wen Xinya couldn't hear what Grandpa Du said next.
She stood outside the study door, her ears constantly echoing with Grandpa Du's words about how difficult it was for her to conceive, with a chance of less than 5%. It was like a bolt from the blue, and her ears were ringing. It was obvious that she had suffered a great blow.
No wonder, she wanted a baby, and Si Yiyan kept making excuses for it, but he was very cooperative in his actions. He said things like they were still young and they were just a couple, but he was simply lying to her. He had known for a long time that her pregnancy rate was extremely low, so in order to hide it from her, he simply adopted a delaying policy.
She always felt it was strange. She had been actively preparing for pregnancy, Si Yiyan was also very cooperative, they did not have any bad habits, had frequent sex, and had a high-quality sex life. There was no reason why there had been no news for so many years.
I had thought before that my body had difficulty conceiving, but I had never considered that I simply had low fertility or was at high risk of infertility.
Wen Xinya squatted on the ground, feeling so heartbroken that she couldn't breathe. Tears as big as beans kept falling to the ground. The beautiful dream she had had for many years was shattered in an instant.
The obsession of wanting a child turned into an obstacle at that moment, causing her to feel desperate because she couldn't get it.
Deep down, she has always had a yearning and desire for family and affection, otherwise in her previous life, she would not have been blinded by the sudden family affection and ended up with a tragic ending.
And this obsession did not disappear because of her rebirth. Instead, it became even deeper after experiencing the pain of her previous life. She just wanted to have children for Si Yiyan, support her husband and raise her children, and have a complete family.
She just wanted to have a child, the fruit of her love with Si Yiyan, so that they could have an inseparable bond.
She just wanted to be a great mother like her mother and fulfill the regret that her mother left behind before she died.
Why is it so difficult
Wen Xinya left the Mo family in a trance.
Uncle Zhang downstairs saw that she was not in a good mood and looked unhappy, so he hurriedly said, "Xinya, what's wrong? Are you feeling unwell? I'll take you to the hospital."
Seeing her pale face and the shaky way she walked, Uncle Zhang was terrified.
Wen Xinya woke up from her trance, pulled the corners of her mouth, and showed a smile that was uglier than crying: "Uncle Zhang, I'm fine, don't worry, something happened in the company, I have to rush back to deal with it now, please tell grandpa later."
After she finished speaking, without waiting for Zhang Bo's reply, she left in a hurry. Her panic-stricken background made it seem more like she was fleeing in desperation.
Wen Xinya was wandering aimlessly on the street.
She thought of Si Yiyan.
He should have known about her physical condition a long time ago! On the one hand, he had to appease her obsession with pregnancy, and on the other hand, he had to conceal her physical condition. Si Yiyan had to endure and bear no less than her.
When she, knowing nothing, enthusiastically expressed her desire for a baby.
How worried, anxious, nervous and uneasy was Si Yiyan
Si Yiyan expressed through his actions that he didn't mind a DINK marriage without offspring, but she minded. She didn't mean to be hypocritical and think that she would be an incomplete woman without children, but it was an obsession.
Once a woman becomes obsessed with her children, it will be heart-wrenching.
For the sake of having a child, Ning Shuqian insisted on taking traditional Chinese medicine, taking ovulation injections, and undergoing artificial insemination for five or six years, even though she knew the possibility of her pregnancy was so low that she was almost infertile.
The pain of the process is beyond the understanding of outsiders.
"Wow-"
The sound of a baby crying suddenly awakened Wen Xinya from her dazed thoughts. She looked towards the source of the sound blankly, only to see a young mother pushing a stroller. The baby's crying came from the stroller.
The young mother changed the baby's diaper skillfully and then held the baby in her arms and coaxed him gently.
Wen Xinya looked at the warm scene in front of her and couldn't help but moisten her eyes.
This is exactly the scene she has always dreamed of!
Wen Xinya didn't know where the impulse came from, and she walked towards the young mother uncontrollably, and said abruptly: "Can I...can I hug him?" Seeing the young mother holding the child in her arms with a defensive look and looking at her with hostile eyes, she quickly explained: "He looks cute."
After saying this, I felt that I was a little abrupt and was a little at a loss for a moment.
At this time, the child had stopped crying. He opened his big eyes and looked at Wen Xinya curiously. His eyes, washed by tears, were as black and bright as black grapes.
Wen Xinya looked at him, unable to take her eyes away.
The young mother, holding the child, took two steps back cautiously, then pushed the stroller to meet the young man walking towards her not far away. He was probably the child's father!
The two of them whispered to each other, and then two people came over again with a baby carriage. The young man looked at her and said, "Hello, Miss!"
Wen Xinya asked curiously, "Who are you?"
The young man scratched his hair a little embarrassedly and said, "I'm a new employee in the sales department of Wen's Group."
Wen Xinya nodded in understanding and greeted him.
At this time, the young man took the child from his wife's hands and put the child into her arms: "This is my daughter, she is just one month old, her nickname is Yuanyuan"
Wen Xinya held the sweet and soft little bun in her arms, her heart softened. After a while, she handed the child to the mother and said with a smile: "Your child is very cute."
Watching the family of three walking further and further away, Wen Xinya felt a pang of sadness in her heart. Suddenly, everything went dark before her eyes, and she felt dizzy and her body was shaking as she fell to the ground.
"careful!"
With a scream, Wen Xinya was helped by someone. She blinked her blurry eyes and saw the child's father coming back and looking at her worriedly.
Wen Xinya smiled weakly and sat on a bench by the roadside: "I'm fine, I just feel a little dizzy all of a sudden."
She reached out and rubbed her temples to ease her dizziness.
The child's father hesitated and said, "Miss, you... you should go to the hospital. Your face..." He paused, looking at her pale face, and then continued, "It's very ugly!"
He was originally planning to go home, but his wife mentioned that the eldest daughter was in a bad mood and didn't look very well, and she was a little worried, so she asked him to come back to check.
Who knew, she almost fainted.
Wen Xinya suppressed her physical discomfort and said with a smile: "Thank you!"