After returning to the Wen family, Wen Wenya locked herself in the room and sat on the kneeling chair by the window in a daze.
What happened before kept replaying in my mind.
She looked at Si Yiyan without being able to say a word. Si Yiyan suddenly bent down and kissed her. She didn't know why, but the kiss that had intoxicated her before became resistant at this moment. So she struggled desperately, slapped, and scratched him, like a spoiled little wild cat, like a street shrew, crying and cursing at him, calling him a bastard.
But he didn't give in at all, his hot lips and her cold lips intertwined like a wildfire trying to melt the thousand-year-old snow mountain. One insisted on asking for it while the other coldly refused. In this purgatory battle of ice and fire, it was unknown who would win and who would lose in the end.
This was the first time that Si Yiyan revealed to her the absolute strength and tyranny that was deeply suppressed in his blood, as if everyone had to submit to such tyranny.
And she finally surrendered!
All her emotions softened and she fell limp in his arms, like a delicate and slender iris clinging to her tree.
Then…
what happened
Her mind was a little confused, and she tried hard to recall, only then did she realize that she had run away!
As for why she ran away, it was simply because she thought of the man she had been deeply in love with in her previous life.
When she met that man, it was the best time of her life. At that time, her youth and beauty had not been eroded by drugs, nor had her self-esteem been destroyed by drugs. She was not tortured to the point of being a walking corpse. She was still a flower in bud, beautiful, pretty, youthful and gorgeous.
Even though she later became addicted to drugs, she only presented the best side of her life to him.
She closed her eyes, a tear rolled down her cheek, and the deeply buried memories seemed to have broken free from their restraints and played out in her mind in a chaotic manner.
That was the first time she knew for sure that the man was with Xia Ruya.
She was shocked and desperate, but unwilling to believe this fact, and ran to find him with a heart full of resentment and anger.
As a result, she saw the scene of him and Xia Ruya hugging and kissing passionately. This scene stimulated her madly. Her pupils contracted, her fingers clenched into fists, and she rushed forward like crazy, pulled Xia Ruya away, pushed Xia Ruya to the ground, sat on her, and scratched and hit her.
"Xia Ruya, you bitch, Jingnan is my boyfriend. If you are short of men, there are so many men on the street. One is not enough. You can have as many as you want, two or three. Why do you want to seduce my boyfriend, you shameless, shameless whore..."
Xia Ruya desperately protected her face with her hands, screaming in pain.
"Wen Xinya, stop acting unreasonably, or don't blame me for being rude to you." Xiao Jingnan rushed forward, pulled Wen Xinya away, and pushed her to the ground.
Wen Xinya fell heavily to the ground, half of her body was numb, and her forehead hit the corner of the glass coffee table by mistake. Blood spurted out of her forehead, and the dull pain made her unconscious.
Xiao Jingnan rushed forward and carefully helped Xia Ruya up, and asked in a gentle and concerned voice: "Ruya, are you okay? Do you want me to take you to the hospital?"
Xia Ruya's eyes were filled with tears, and she shook her head with a delicate and delicate look. "I'm fine, but... Xinya's forehead hit the coffee table and she's bleeding a lot. Let's take her to the hospital!"
Wen Xinya had long been fed up with Xia Ruya's hypocrisy, and yelled at her, "Xia Ruya, you lowly son of a bitch, don't disgust me with your hypocrisy. You took away everything that belonged to me, and now you're even trying to take my boyfriend away. You must die a horrible death, a horrible death."
Xiao Jingnan looked at Wen Xinya with a cold and gloomy face and said, "Miss Wen, I think you misunderstood. We have never been together, so how can we be boyfriend and girlfriend? Please respect yourself and don't consider yourself my girlfriend anymore, otherwise my fiancée will misunderstand and cause me unnecessary trouble."
That one sentence defeated all her self-esteem and arrogance, and trampled her sincere feelings into the mud! Her body collapsed and the coldness on the floor, even through her clothes, still penetrated her body. She shivered with cold: "Jing... Jingnan, what are you talking about? How come you are not my boyfriend?"
At this time, Xia Ruya walked gracefully and noblely, slowly stood beside her, and looked down at her: "Wen Xinya, you take drugs, fight, drink, and make trouble, not to mention that you lost your virginity at the age of fifteen. How could Jingnan like a vulgar and depraved woman like you."
Wen Xinya's pupils contracted rapidly. She felt the wound on her forehead, and her stomach suddenly twitched and she felt nauseous. Her only self-esteem was trampled on and insulted by Xia Ruya. Her lips trembled and her body shrank. She didn't even have the strength to refute. She suddenly looked at Xiao Jingnan.
Xiao Jingnan looked at her, his eyes flashing with cold contempt and ridicule, and a sarcastic smile appeared at the corners of his lips, which were always as gentle as jade.
She had always thought that she had kept Xiao Jingnan a secret, but it turned out that it was all just a joke. In the shadows that she couldn't see, Xiao Jingnan was laughing at her humbleness.
My chest ached dully as if it had been struck by lightning.
The sarcastic roar was like a sharp blade, cutting open the warm and elegant heart bit by bit.
Her heart was bleeding, but she couldn't feel the pain anymore.
Xia Ruya sneered: "Don't bother Jingnan anymore. Jingnan will not love you. The person he loves is me. People like you don't deserve anyone's love. You deserve to be abandoned by everyone..."
Xia Ruya's devilish voice was like a maggot attached to her bones, corroding her nerves, as if it was tempered with the most vicious poison in the world and turned into the most vicious curse in the world.
The first one to abandon her was her mother, then her father and grandmother, then her grandfather, and now the man she loves the most!
In the end, even her grandfather, the only person who had ever given her affection, abandoned her, which completely confirmed what Xia Ruya said: People like you don’t deserve anyone’s love at all, you only deserve to be abandoned by everyone…
Wen Xinya's heart suddenly sank, and she returned to reality from the nightmare of her previous life. She felt cold all over, and she subconsciously hugged her knees and curled herself up into a ball in an attempt to keep warm.
She thought she had already escaped from the nightmare-like pain and despair of her previous life, but whenever she thought of the man she once loved deeply, she still backed down in front of him.
"Xiao Jingnan!" She called out the name that was once engraved in her bones and integrated into her blood. Her heart ached as if a blunt knife was cutting it. After being reborn, she thought of this person more than once, but this was the first time she faced this name in her heart like this.