Xu Chenyu left for the first time.
Behind him was the roaring and screaming of Han Mofeng, but he turned a deaf ear to it, with a resolute and indifferent attitude. The buddies who once wore the same pants as him are now strangers.
He actually felt bad too.
He knew that Han Mofeng was doing this for his own good, but over the past two years, he had gradually drifted away from these friends who used to share the same ties with him.
They are no longer people from the same world.
He vaguely thought of those carefree days in the private room of Jiuchongtian. At that time, little Guzi had not died, Tianyu had not left for another country, Lingzi was still the Lingzi who was afraid of chaos in the world, and Xuanxuan was still the cheerful and lively Xuanxuan.
But, there is no going back.
Xu Chenyu wiped his face fiercely. His red eyes still had traces of tears. He looked blankly at the people hurrying to and fro on the street.
Each of them has his or her own job, family, and responsibilities, and is working tirelessly to strive for the future.
And what about him
What else is there to do besides idleness, doing nothing, eating, drinking and having fun
For the first time in his life, Xu Chenyu began to doubt himself.
I don't know why, but I thought of Wen Xinya. It was she who helped him that day and prevented him from going down the road of no return, and it seemed like he owed her a "thank you".
Thinking of this, he seemed to go to Black Sunday uncontrollably.
He did not find her on Black Sunday.
However, he seemed to have an obsession to find her, so for three consecutive days, he went to Black Sunday to block people.
It wasn't until three days later that he saw her on the dance floor of the Black Sunday bar.
She was wearing a black body-hugging skirt and a tight leather jacket, which outlined her not-so-voluptuous figure, but made her slender waist, skin as white as jade, and a pair of long, beautiful legs look extremely charming.
She was dancing with a man.
The passionate dance was so close yet so distant, and every step and every movement was full of teasing and provocation, as if it was even more erotic than the pole dance that day.
He didn't know what was wrong with him, but he stepped onto the dance floor and squeezed out the man who was dancing with her.
Two bodies, expressing their passion to the fullest.
Soon, he discovered that she looked excited, with a hint of madness. She would scream with the crowd and sing along with the singing, which was obviously a sign of excessive excitement.
She had just finished taking drugs.
He accompanied her in her craziness, in her making trouble, in her crying, in her laughing...
It wasn't until an hour later that she came to her senses.
Xu Chenyu thought about the day he abandoned her and ran away, feeling a little guilty: "I'm sorry, that day I..."
She sat on the cold ground by the side of the road, hugged her knees with her hands, and rested her chin on them. Her expression was wooden and empty, as if she was dying and had completely lost all vitality.
His whole body exuded a kind of despair and tearful sadness, and he was so fragile that he could be easily harmed.
Wen Xinya interrupted him: "You haven't done anything wrong to me, so you don't have to apologize to me."
She knew very well how terrible her drug addiction was after it took effect, so it was natural for Xu Chenyu to flee on the spot. She had inquired and found out that Xu Chenyu had not been hanging out with the eldest son of the Fang family and the others during this period, so her good intentions were not in vain.
Xu Chenyu was stunned for a moment, not knowing what to say.
Wen Xinya raised her eyes and looked at him: "The eldest son of the Fang family is not a good person. Don't hang out with him anymore. It will do you no good."
After saying this, she couldn't help but laugh at herself.
It's ridiculous that he can't even save himself, but he still has the mood to care about other people's affairs.
She hugged her arms. For her, the most painful thing was not the terrible physical emptiness and longing when the drug addiction struck, but the mental pain and torture after taking drugs.
Xu Chenyu was stunned for a moment. Her words seemed to touch the softest part of his heart and did not disgust him.
After a while, he lowered his head and whispered, "Thank you!"
Wen Xinya was stunned and didn't react for a while.
As soon as he said the words of thanks, Xu Chenyu became more calm when facing Wen Xinya, so he repeated: "Thank you for stopping me that day, and thank you for helping me that day."
He suddenly thought of her excited and crazy appearance just now, and then looked at her sitting on the cold ground, hugging her knees, full of despair and sadness.
Suddenly I felt that she was so pitiful, and a feeling of pity arose in my heart.
Compared to him, she seemed even more miserable.
Wen Xinya finally reacted: "Oh - I just don't want to see the young master of the Fang family harming others. In that situation, I would have stopped anyone else. You don't have to thank me specially."
After saying this, she stood up from the ground with some difficulty. Her thin body shivered in the dark wind, making her look particularly fragile and helpless.
Xu Chenyu suddenly chased after him: "It's so late, where are you going? I'll take you back!"
In the upper class society, everyone said that Wen Xinya was arrogant, domineering, tyrannical, and vicious, but he only saw her kind and pitiful side.
Wen Xinya suddenly stopped, turned around, and said sarcastically: "Are you feeling sorry for me?"
Xu Chenyu was stunned and speechless.
Wen Xinya came up quickly, and her slender and beautiful fingers suddenly grasped his cheek: "Or, do you want to seduce me?"
"I wouldn't want a woman like you even if she's sent to my door." Her action was so rude that it hurt Xu Chenyu's male self-esteem. He was immediately furious and his face turned red. He felt that this woman was being unreasonable and spoke without restraint.
Wen Xinya suddenly let go of her hand, and a cold smile appeared on the corner of her cold lips: "That's right, for a woman like me, if someone treats me half as well as I should, I will think that they have ulterior motives."
Xu Chenyu was shocked to realize what he had just said, and said with a guilty conscience: "I... I'm not that..."
Wen Xinya took a step back and interrupted him, her tone cold and sharp: "So, please don't feel sorry for me. No matter how pathetic I am, Wen Xinya does not need any cheap sympathy or pity."
After saying that, she walked away with arrogant steps.
"Wen Xinya..." Xu Chenyu called her subconsciously, watching her back as she turned and left. Her thin back stood straight, and her slender bones were exactly the same as when she was addicted to drugs.
Pride and character are things that are ingrained in her bones.
Even drugs cannot destroy or erode it.
He suddenly felt a little confused. Why would a woman like Wen Xinya end up like this
Wen Xinya kept walking. Her slender body looked like a dying camellia flower in the night wind, with a heartbreaking paleness.