Ever since she fled in a hurry that day, she and Si Yiyan have never met each other again.
She deliberately avoided thinking about anything about Si Yiyan, as if this could keep that person out of her heart.
Watching the scene of Zhou Tianyu and Gu Junlin chasing and playing together, Wen Xinya thought of the last time she and Si Yiyan were intercepted by several gangsters. Si Yiyan dealt with the group of people in no time. She praised Si Yiyan for being so capable, and laughed and rejoiced over the topic of being a hero saving a beauty and promising herself to be his lover.
A man as simple and calm as Si Yiyan, whose beauty was as white as snow, actually chased her all over the place like a big boy. At that time, she also laughed happily like Zhou Tianyu.
Once the memories came flooding back, they were unstoppable, and every little detail of being with Si Yiyan emerged in my mind uncontrollably.
Then, she thought of Chu Jingnan again, the seven years of crazy love in the previous life and the reunion in this life, the unforgettable face and the heart-wrenching love seemed to be playing out in front of her eyes. And she was like an outsider, watching a movie that moved her, but could not arouse her resonance at all.
The two faces kept interweaving in my mind.
She suddenly realized that compared with Si Yiyan, Chu Jingnan was just an ordinary person.
"Xinya, Xinya, Xinya..."
Wen Xinya suddenly raised her head and saw that Zhou Tianyu's face, which was gradually becoming blurry and blurry, was full of worry.
Zhou Tianyu looked at her eyes which were covered with mist and she was completely lost in focus. He was very worried: "Xinya, are you okay? I called you for a long time but you didn't respond. Your facial expression changed so terribly."
Wen Xinya blinked her blurry eyes, and Zhou Tianyu's face became clear: "It's okay, I just thought about some things in the past and lost my mind."
"You don't look well. Are you feeling unwell? Why don't we go to the hospital?" Zhou Tianyu was still very worried. Thinking of Xinya's face just now, which was sometimes pale and hideous, sometimes painful and desperate, sometimes joyful and happy, and sometimes as gorgeous as a flower, constantly changing and intertwining. She almost thought she was possessed by a demon.
Wen Xinya shook her head and said, "I'm really fine, don't worry."
A cool breeze blew, and Wen Xinya felt a chill on her back. She then realized that she had just fallen into a nightmare. In a short period of time, she was sweating profusely, and her back was wet.
Zhou Tianyu looked at her and shrank his shoulders. He asked with concern, "Xinya, has something happened to you? I feel like you've been a little abnormal since school started. It's like you're busy studying every day."
Wen Xinya's eyes flickered and she smiled, "Although I taught myself the three-year junior high school curriculum, I have never received an orthodox education model and my foundation is very weak, so it is a bit difficult for me to learn the high school curriculum. The early bird catches the worm, so I naturally have to work harder than others."
She was actually trying to avoid thinking about Si Yiyan, so she deliberately used busy studies to give herself no time to think about Si Yiyan.
"You can't keep up with your studies, so why don't you find a tutor? I know someone here, do you want me to introduce you to someone?" Zhou Tianyu always felt that she was not telling the truth, but everyone has secrets in their hearts that they are unwilling to reveal, and she didn't want to explore them, so she was willing to respect her.
Wen Xinya shook her head and said, "My grandfather found a tutor for me, so I don't need any tutoring for the time being. You know I also have to learn music, chess, calligraphy and painting, so where do I get so much time for tutoring?"
Zhou Tianyu patted her shoulder and said, "Tell me if you need anything."
Wen Xinya nodded in agreement, and looked up at Zhou Tianyu again: "Tianyu, if you once gave everything for a man, and finally found out that the man didn't love you, but was using you, and he was actually with the person you hated the most, what would you do?"
Her tone was very calm, so calm as if there wasn't a single ripple. For the first time, she faced her bone-eating love from her previous life without love, hate or any other emotions. But it was only now that she realized that she was also a cold-hearted person. No matter how deep the feelings were, they ended at the moment of her death. Now, what was lingering in her heart was nothing but resentment, anger and hatred.
Zhou Tianyu answered without thinking: "Fuck, you still need to ask such a simple question? I will definitely take revenge on that scumbag and that bitch, and get back what they owe me a hundred times, ten times, and then find a man who is a thousand times better than that scumbag to have a romantic relationship with, and trample that scumbag into the mud, so that he will never be able to stand up again."
"Yes! It's really a simple question." Wen Xinya suddenly smiled, and her mood suddenly became light and happy, as if she had taken off the burden and restraints, and became more relaxed and comfortable than ever before.
Zhou Tianyu looked at the smile that suddenly blossomed on her lips, like a jade tree and white flower, clean and transparent, without any dust or impurities, beautiful and pure: "Xinya, what's wrong with you? Why do you become so weird?"
The smile on Wen Xinya's lips was like petals spreading and blooming, beautiful and elegant: "Nothing, I just suddenly figured out something, and I felt so stupid that I actually got stuck in a dead end."
In fact, from the moment she saw Chu Jingnan, she had already made up her mind, but she was still a little confused. Was it really so easy to forget seven years of heart-wrenching love
That's why she asked Zhou Tianyu that question. She wanted to be sure of her heart, because only when she was sure of her heart could she accept Si Yiyan without any hesitation.
Because, a proud man like Si Yiyan would not accept that there is another man hidden in her heart even if he doesn't get her response.
It turned out that Si Yiyan had occupied such an important place in her heart without her realizing it.
It was so serious that she was willing to face it and make sure of her own heart, even at the cost of hurting herself.
Zhou Tianyu looked at the pure joy on her face, frowned and said to her, "Have you figured something out? Could it be that you have figured it out and are planning to accept Senior Zhong?"
Zhou Tianyu felt that Wen Xinya’s abnormal behavior was related to Zhong Rufeng. After all, they had talked about Zhong Rufeng before, and as a result, Xinya became strange.
Wen Xinya quickly patted her hand and said, "Don't talk nonsense. Senior Zhong and I are just ordinary friends. Including the time at Grandpa Zhong's birthday party, we have only met three or four times."
Zhou Tianyu obviously didn't believe it: "Miss, there is a kind of feeling in this world called love at first sight!"
Wen Xinya held her forehead with her hand helplessly and said, "Miss Zhou, you must be so gossipy! Love at first sight is something that can never happen to me, OK?"
Having said that, she felt guilty. It seemed that Si Yiyan fell in love with her at first sight and even gave her a pigeon blood ruby, which represents the stone of love.