Wen Xinya turned around to face him, her nose suddenly felt sore, tears welled up in her eyes, and a feeling of grievance surged through her tear glands: "Si Yiyan, you bad guy, you just sit there like this... If I don't come over, you won't take the initiative to look for me. If I don't call you, you won't take the initiative to call me. If I don't take the initiative to send you a message, you won't send me a message..."
Little did she know that she had been living in a state of panic and anxiety for the past three days. She was worried about the future and kept thinking about why Si Yiyan ignored her, whether Si Yiyan was angry, why Si Yiyan was so petty, Si Yiyan was really annoying...
She has never been a pretentious person, but when she met Si Yiyan, she always acted so pretentious that even she hated herself.
The more she spoke, the more aggrieved she felt. Wen Xinya raised her fist and pounded hard on his chest: "Do you think that since I've already fallen in love with you and can't even leave you, I have nothing to fear and am fearless. As long as I stay calm and steady, I will fall into their trap, right?"
She endured this kind of life for three days and then she couldn't take it any longer.
"I didn't!" Si Yiyan hugged her and let her throw a tantrum in his arms.
Wen Xinya accused: "You have..."
In fact, she knew that she was being unreasonable. The situation in Country E was complicated, Lucifer's situation was tense, and Country E's general election was about to begin, which concerned Lucifer's life and death. She shouldn't add to his burden in this way.
Si Yiyan gently kissed her tears, swallowing up all the salty and bitter tears on her face: "Do you think I am the one who can control myself in this relationship, so you feel wronged and sad?"
Wen Xinya cried, "Your self-control is so strong. I heard from Gu Yuehan that when you were in Country E, you were addicted to drugs and aphrodisiacs many times, but you managed to survive. We have been together for more than two years, and you have always been full of desire, but you have always been able to stay within the boundaries. Your willpower is so strong, as if it is indestructible!"
She didn't have the confidence to be the one to destroy his self-control.
He was so calm and at ease that she was suddenly startled.
She suddenly remembered what her grandfather had told her more than two years ago: that she could never control someone like Si Jiu who was good at playing with people's hearts.
Si Yiyan grabbed her shoulders, looking a little forceful, and stared at her, saying firmly: "I didn't!"
Wen Xinya's eyes were blurred with tears, and she was forced to meet his pressing gaze.
Si Yiyan said again: "I didn't. Wan Niang said that it is a very difficult decision for a woman to give her first time to a man, because when she gives her body and soul, she also gives her lifelong love and loyalty, and her lifelong honor, disgrace and happiness. She said that I was too reckless and should give you more time..."
Wan Niang's words made countless thoughts run wild in his mind. He couldn't help but question himself. Was he not doing well enough? Why was it so difficult for her to give herself to him
He couldn't help but think of the time he poured her some hot water a few days ago. Last time she had menstrual cramps, he said he would make her some sugar porridge, but he was too busy to do it. Another time, she had menstrual cramps, and he bought her some oranges, but he found out that she couldn't eat oranges during her period...
Only then did he realize that he had not done well enough.
For the first time, he felt panic, a feeling of confusion and fear about the unknown future. While he was questioning himself, he was also worried that Wen Xinya would deny him.
The feeling of worrying about gains and losses almost made him lose his mind.
That night he drove to the Wen family's old house, climbed up to her room window like a thief, and sat by the window looking at her sleeping face.
Today, he was discussing something with Gu Yuehan and the others, and he heard the sound of a car engine outside. He could tell from the mechanical sound that it was her arrival.
He couldn't help but let out a long sigh of relief.
Looking at her sitting on the sofa opposite him, he suddenly felt anxious. He couldn't help but look at her, but was afraid of being discovered by Gu Yuehan and the others. He racked his brains to think of how to hide his thoughts.
Teacups and information became tools for him to use.
After finishing the serious business, Xu Xianghu, who hadn't seen him for a long time, suddenly felt like chatting. He looked calm, but he was extremely anxious in his heart.
Until now, her tearful accusations, her rebukes, her complaints were all filled with her affection for him, and he secretly blamed himself for doubting her feelings for him.
Wen Xinya hit him even harder, choking and cursing, "Fool, bastard, you've already given me two years..."
The choked curse was soft and without any fierceness. There was even a hint of heartache in the strong nose. She felt sorry for him for always considering everything for her, but she secretly blamed herself for not explaining his feelings and misunderstanding him.
Si Yiyan grabbed her throwing tantrum hand, brought her into his arms, and said in a low voice: "Don't cry!"
Wen Xinya hugged his waist and put her face on his chest, with attachment to him: "Si Yiyan, I'm sorry!"
This time she was too willful. She only cared about her own awkwardness and shyness and forgot to consider Si Yiyan's feelings. The situation in Country E was so tense, and Si Yiyan still wanted to distract her. She felt that she was too inconsiderate.
"Xinya, I'm actually very happy." Si Yiyan looked at her face, which was as red as the color of a crabapple blossom in spring rain, charming and beautiful to the extreme. Then he thought of her crying like a pear blossom in the rain before, and he couldn't help feeling pity in his heart.
She acts like a spoiled child, cries, and acts awkwardly, which is a manifestation of unreserved intimacy.
Wen Xinya thought of what she had said before, and her cheeks were burning. She changed the subject casually: "Who was that big idiot just now? How come you have such a stupid subordinate?"
When she mentioned that big fool, she was filled with resentment.
Si Yiyan couldn't help but laugh softly, running his fingers through her hair and saying, "Xu Xianghu, he is one of the people in charge of Lucifer now, and he is a capable man under my command."
He particularly emphasized the word "capable". His subordinates were not doing well, so as the boss, he had to save some face for them, right
Wen Xinya sneered, her tone full of criticism: "He is simple-minded but strong-limbed. Are you really confident in leaving Lucifer to him?"
Wen Xinya thought of the big fool Xu Xianghu, who had made her look bad in public and came to disturb her when she was being affectionate with Si Yiyan. So she decided to persuade Si Yiyan and make things difficult for him, so that he would know that women should not be offended, especially the boss's women.
Si Yiyan couldn't help but think for a moment and said, "You're right. The oil company in the east is still short of manpower. Should we transfer him there?"
It was also his idea that Xu Xianghu came to Beijing. He originally wanted him to be in charge of the oil cooperation with Country Z so that he could spend more time with Xinya. But when he thought about the time when he and Xinya were being intimate, Xu Xianghu came and knocked on the door...
Could it be the legendary exile to a remote frontier? Wen Xinya couldn't hold back her smile, and couldn't help but push his chest and said, "Stupid monarch."
Si Yiyan said: "I am a tyrant, and you are the source of trouble."
Wen Xinya couldn't help but punch him, and couldn't help asking, "You don't really want to be a tyrant, do you?"
In fact, it is obvious at first glance that Xu Xianghu is not a simple person.
Si Yiyan laughed softly and said, "Well, I'm going to give it a try, but you're not doing a good job as a troublemaker."
It was just a few words of advice but he got so nervous.
Wen Xinya couldn't help but shed tears of sympathy for Xu Xianghu. It was not that Xu Xianghu had offended her, it was clearly that he had offended the big boss.