What about sister? Did she really fall in love with Shen Tianyang? Is she... really happy
Ahhh! ! ! !
Why is this happening? In this life, happiness comes so fast, so fast that it always makes him feel dreamy. It turns out that this is not an illusion, everything is false. His happiness comes from the sacrifice of his family.
He held his head, thinking of the complacency and obsession with Mu Jingyuan before, he was ashamed of shame, especially those love affairs that would be enthusiastic and heartbeat every time he thinks of it, but feel the extra sweetness in the bed. His initiative and obedience made his face burned even more. I really hope that God can give him a seam that will never get out for him to get in. I hope that time can flow back again and return to the moment he was just born again. He will hide away in the first place, even if it makes them feel that they have died in an accident, after a brief period of sadness, they can start a new life, and he can hide in the dark and try to change other regrets.
Actually, it’s okay now. Brother Jiang and Brother Jiang should be fine. Once the land in the south of the city is taken down, the Bai family will be well. As long as the Bai family doesn’t fall, there won’t be any tragedies, eldest sister... If she really loves Shen Tianyang, that's good, Shen Tianyang also loves her very much, if... their love is only a scene, then without him, everything will be back on track.
He raised his dry eyes, looked around the room, his eyes fixed on the glass on the table, this time Mu Jingyuan is not there, he must be successful, right
He walked slowly towards the cup like a demon, his obsessive gaze was like looking at Mu Jingyuan, his cold fingertips lightly touched the cup, he laughed at himself, no wonder he didn't know what to do in his room. From when I could not find any sharp tools anymore, and there were only drinking cups for the glass products. It turned out that he was afraid of suicide.
Fear of him committing suicide, yes, everyone did all this for fear of him committing suicide. If he died now, wouldn't everyone's efforts and sacrifices be wasted
He gently put down the cup. He can't die or even hurt. He has to live. His family does this in the hope that he can live and he can be happy. Then, he should live "happily". Think about it just now. His mother, his father, and his Jingyuan, how brisk their tone was when they heard Doctor Zhou said that they were about to heal, right now, are they happy? And I am just a body of rotten flesh, so what can I do if I give up this body? What's more, playing with Mu Jingyuan, he still took a huge advantage...
Cherish this period of time, Bai Yihan, when you are "well", Jingyuan will return to a "normal" life. At that time, you should not make them embarrassed by being ridiculously painful and you will laugh. Do you wish him happiness? You have delayed him too long.
Sure enough, being alive was God's greatest punishment.
He walked to the bed stupidly, slowly lay down on the bed, closed his eyes, as if he had never been out.
Bai Yihan, what are you actually hypocritical? So many people love you, you are happy, I am... The happy Mu Mu Mu Mu Jingyuan sent the doctor away, and then went back to the room after chatting with the Bai family’s parents. Seeing that Bai Yihan was still asleep, I couldn’t help but Some annoyed that he was too indulgent last night, asking for too much, making his baby so tired.
He sat down on the bed, fondled the broken hair on Bai Yihan’s forehead lovingly, and got the permission of Bai’s parents. His mood was a little excited. If Bai Yihan is awake, he really wants to propose to him and can’t wait to marry him. Get the certificate today, use that paper to become his legal partner, and become a real family with him.
He lightly nodded the tip of Bai Yihan's nose, and whispered: "Little guy, are you tired of sleeping so hard?" Since you are so tired, I will spare you tonight.
Bai Yihan's face turned pale.
Is it cold? Mu Jingyuan looked at the air conditioner and found out that the remote control had been turned up by two degrees, then helped him pull the quilt, and sat on the side of the bed for a while, checking the time. It was time to go to the company. Today, because Bai Yihan returned to the clinic, It has been delayed for a long time, but Bai Yihan fell asleep and couldn't bear to wake him up. If he hugged him in the car, he would definitely wake him up. What's the difference between waking him up? Do you want to go to work alone today? ! Oh leak, it's so miserable! Hey, who made himself tired of Hanhan because he couldn't control it last night
Forget it, anyway, the doctor also said that he can leave him some personal space appropriately. He is still young and loves to play. He will be annoying if he keeps him like this all day
Then... I'll take him to the company tomorrow, well, I have to talk to Aunt Bai and ask Hanhan to call him as soon as he wakes up! Alas, poor myself, to go to work alone, it’s sad for those who hear it, and tears for those who see it...
He wanted to kiss Bai Yihan before he left, and was afraid of waking him up, so he had to lean over Bai Yihan's neck and take a breath. Why is my Hanhan so fragrant? Obviously he used the same shower gel, and he never used perfume or anything! Could this be the legendary body fragrance (and not)? what! You little guy who specializes in seducing people!
Seeing his lover trapped in the quilt, Mu Jingyuan really couldn't move. After a long time, he saw that Bai Yihan really showed no signs of waking up, and finally went out one step at a time.
The door lock clicked, but it was still a very small sound, which was Mu Jingyuan's gentleness.
Bai Yihan on the bed opened his eyes, his eyes were clear, there was no sleepiness, his face had no joy or sorrow, and he was very calm. He lay quietly, his eyes quietly looking at the ceiling chandelier, without moving, probably too. After an hour, he lifted the quilt and got out of the bed, and went to wash his face blankly. After taking care of himself, he opened the door of the room.
The moment he opened the door, a bright smile appeared on his face, and he walked downstairs briskly. The white mother was watching TV and saw him coming down, and beckoned happily: "Hanhan, are you awake? Come over, mom Here, you have a long sleep. Didn’t you sleep last night? Are you hungry?"
Bai Yihan walked over to her and sat down, and put his arms around her as usual and said, "I slept well this time, I don't feel hungry."
The white mother patted his hand and squinted her eyes: "It's all so big, and she's acting like a baby with her mother. It's about to have lunch. If you are not hungry, just wait for lunch together. First Sheng_Bowl will cushion your belly?"
Bai Yihan kept holding her arm and said, "No, I'm waiting to eat together at noon. Now that I have the soup, I won't be able to eat after a while."
The white mother nodded and said: "Well, you are right, yes, you were asleep just now, Jingyuan couldn't bear to call you, so she went to the company by herself, and asked you to call him as soon as you woke up."
Can't bear it? Yes, after all, he loves himself so much, and kisses himself better than his brother, but it's more than that, right? More importantly, it should be that Doctor Zhou said that he doesn't need to stay with me every step of the way, right? Jingyuan, you can finally have a little bit of your own space, will it feel a lot easier
Don't worry, I will "get better" soon, so bear with me.
Half a month passed in a hurry, and Father Bai’s birthday arrived. The Bai family came to the Xijiao Villa one day in advance. The family was lively and the atmosphere was very pleasant.
Mu Jingyuan looked at Bai Yihan who was smiling and frowned slightly, unable to remove the strange feeling in his heart. For a while, he always felt that Bai Yihan seemed a little wrong, but he usually laughed and angered. Scolding, or acting like a baby, is also very affectionate to him. It is no different from before. At least everything seems to be normal, but he always vaguely feels that his connotation has quietly changed.
For example, the relationship between them, their love has always been harmonious and beautiful in the past, Bai Yihan always indulged him in bed infinitely, as long as he wants it, as long as it is not excessive, he will follow it, but recently, Bai Yihan always finds all kinds of reasons to refuse his request for pleasure. Of course, both of them want to be the sublimation of love for this kind of thing. He doesn't want to force Bai Yihan at all, as long as he doesn't want to, he would rather endure it. I won’t force him. It’s been half a month. They have only been together once, and they are not very happy because Bai Yihan can’t devote himself wholeheartedly. He is not unmoved, but looks a little resisting. He doesn’t even have an orgasm. , This kind of affair, in fact, it is not worth it.
Although it’s good to just hug and sleep together, Bai Yihan is by his side. Although he is increasingly reluctant to accompany him to the company, his attitude towards himself is business as usual, and there is no dissatisfaction. He is always on his own. Persuade yourself that it may be that Hanhan was too tight and bored some time ago. It is not surprising that his Hanhan wants some independent space of his own. Moreover, in the company, he rarely can accompany him if he wants to work. Playing, he will also be very boring, and it is normal not to like to go.
However, the feeling of anxiety is always lingering. He couldn't help but posted an anonymous post on the Internet. The result was very unsatisfactory. Almost everyone said that when the lover no longer desires your body and no longer sticks to you, Then you are basically finished.
He was very dissatisfied with this result. His Hanhan was very good to him, caring about him, relying on him, and there was nothing wrong with getting along with him, but why, his heart became more and more uneasy
When he thought of this, he couldn't help but want to hold Bai Yihan's hand. Bai Yihan seemed to wave his hand inadvertently. He couldn't hold it. Think about it, the family is there. Even if they know they are lovers, they always hold hands. It was also inappropriate. He shook his fingers lightly, and looked at Bai Yihan with his usual expression. He felt a little flustered in his heart. His hands were clenched and loosened, loosened and clenched. After a few times, Still unable to hold back, he stretched out his hand again and gently grasped Bai Yihan's wrist, as if only such physical contact could relieve the anxiety and anxiety in his heart.