It may be that he is really not resting well recently, or it may be that a little flame of hope has risen in his heart. He lay on the bed for a while and fell asleep unknowingly.
Obscurely, he saw Mu Jingyuan looking at him with eyes full of affection that was about to overflow, and using his unique subwoofer sound quality to continue to say in his ear: "Hanhan, this is really my ideal life. I’m in a good condition. I hope that when we are all old, we can take a shower together at night and blow each other’s hair like this."
"Hanhan, I like to blow your hair, wash your face and take a shower. I like everything I do for you. You don’t know. I take care of you in the hospital these days. My uncles and aunts also say that I work hard. In fact, I feel extremely happy. Now, the way you sit on the bed obediently and wait for me to wipe your face is so cute. I even like taking care of you to the bathroom."
"Han Han, I could still control myself before, but since being with you, I have found that I am really getting more and more perverted. I want to hold you all the time, my hands don’t want to leave your skin, I Always want to kiss you, even if it’s hair, even if it’s feet, I still want to stay with you under the covers forever, even when I see your changed clothes, I want to smell it, Hanhan, I might It’s because of skin hunger and thirst. I want to make you smaller and carry it close to my body at all times, not wanting to be separated from you for a minute."
"Hanhan, the other half of my life goal is to love you, protect you, stay with you until you grow old, and strive to live longer than you, never let you feel lonely."
As he was talking, his expression gradually turned sad and his voice low: "Hanhan, you resist my closeness and my kiss, Hanhan, do you... regret being with me? Do you regret it?"
"You don't want to get married and resist my approach, Hanhan, I... I'm afraid."
"It turns out I thought that you love me, although not as deeply as I love you, but... also very much. Is it because I am passionate?"
"Do you have to torture me like this? Hanhan, do you still... love me?"
"Yihan, you don't believe me. You overthrew my feelings for you with just a few incomplete conversations. Isn't it worthwhile for you to spend such a long time together? Why are you right? I have no trust?"
"I don't understand, why can you say abandon me so easily, Hanhan, what am I in your heart?"
He just stood like that, with a sad look and a haggard face, two lines of blood and tears slowly shed in his eyes, and he murmured: "Bai Yihan, I love you with all my heart, but you treat me like this, I don't want to love you anymore, you It's like a rock that never heats up. It's really cold..."
Bai Yihan was distressed and anxious. He tried hard to hug him, but he couldn't move. He wanted to say to Mu Jingyuan loudly: Don't be sad, I love you too! I never wanted to give up on you!
But he couldn't make a sound. He could only watch Mu Jingyuan getting sad and disappointed, and finally turned and left.
Bai Yihan was flustered. He tried his best to shout and chase, but he couldn't move his legs or shout. He could only stand in place and shout silently, saying: Jingyuan! you come back! you come back! ! !
Mu Mu Mu Mu Jingyuan didn’t know how long he sat on the floor, and felt that his head was messed up. He consciously gave all his love to Bai Yihan. Why did Bai Yihan overthrow everything between them without asking him? Up? Does Bai Yihan feel deceived and want to leave him urgently? Can he believe in himself anymore? How can I explain it to make him believe
His head was noisily thinking about how to explain, how to recover, how to eliminate the misunderstanding between them, at least now he knows the reason why Bai Yihan suddenly alienated and resisted him, right? Only after knowing the reason can we think of a countermeasure. This is also progress, and he comforts himself.
He seemed to have thought a lot, and he didn't seem to think about anything. He only knew that Bai Yihan must not be allowed to leave. They have come so close, they must not let go, never let go!
He sat on the icy floor in late autumn for several hours without changing his posture. He only felt that his head became muddy as he thought about it.
What is Hanhan doing now? Already asleep? Has he tried to leave? If so, will he be even more angry when he sees the manpower he has arranged? How can I get his forgiveness? He is so defensive against himself now, he doesn't even believe what he said, how can he prove to him that he is true for things like feelings
He patted his head vigorously, stood up swayingly, and walked out. He didn't want to be alone again, he desperately wanted to take a look at Bai Yihan.
Walking to Bai Yihan's door, he just raised his hand to knock on the door, and thought, if Hanhan fell asleep, would the knock on the door wake him up
He lowered the corner of his lips and twisted the doorknob directly. The door was not locked and opened smoothly. He let out a sigh of relief and gave a bitter smile in his heart. Look, he has fallen to Bai Yihan's defenselessness. Lock the door to the point of snickering.
Opening the door lightly, Bai Yihan really fell asleep, but he didn't have a pillow or a quilt, so he slept horizontally on the bed like that.
Mu Jingyuan was a little distressed. Fortunately, he took a look. This little idiot, it is autumn now, and he would catch a cold when he sleeps like this. He thought he walked to the bed "quickly" and wanted to reach out and hug him, but Hearing a vague murmur, he was taken aback, thinking that Bai Yihan was awake, and looked down at him with some guilty conscience, but found that he was not awake, but his brows were frowning, and his white, smooth forehead was covered with cold sweat, closed tightly. Tears continued to flow from the corners of his eyes.
Mu Jingyuan was shocked, and hurriedly knelt on one knee on the bed, pushing his shoulder and calling: "Hanhan? Have you had a nightmare? Wake up!
Bai Yihan watched as Mu Jingyuan's back gradually disappeared, and his whole body was plunged into black despair, when he suddenly heard an anxious cry exploded in his ear: "Hanhan? Hanhan! Wake up! Wake up! Awake!"
It's Mu Jingyuan! Bai Yihan opened his eyes abruptly, Mu Jingyuan suddenly appeared in front of him with a flushed face, Bai Yihan hugged his neck with desperate sadness in his dream, and hissed: "Jingyuan! You! You're back! You're back... Don't go, please, please..."
Mu Jingyuan was thrown by him and almost fell on his back. He quickly sat down on the bed and hugged him tightly. He couldn't help but said: "I'm not going, you are here, where can I go? Hanhan, you have a dream. Don’t you be afraid, they are all fake, don’t be afraid, it’s okay, blame me, yell at you, and I have to let you sleep alone."
Bai Yihan clutched Mu Jingyuan's clothes tightly on his back, his mind was still immersed in the aftermath of his dreams, his body was trembling slightly, and his body was covered with cold sweat. Mu Jingyuan was about to die of distress, and couldn't help but wipe his face. Tears and cold sweat, gently patting his back, softly coaxing: "Don't cry, baby, don't cry, dreams are fake."
Bai Yihan stretched out his hand and touched Mu Jingyuan's face, muttering: "Jingyuan, I am not a stone, I hold it hot.
Mu Jingyuan's dizzy head couldn't analyze his words, and whispered: "What are you talking about? Who dares to say that you are a stone
Bai Yihan touched his face, his tentacles felt that the temperature was not right, his thoughts were pulled out of his dream, and he was completely awake. He hugged Mu Jingyuan's head and pressed his forehead to test the temperature, only to feel that it was hot. , He jumped up all of a sudden, rushed to the bed to get the phone, just got out of bed and ran back and pressed Mu Jingyuan, who was confused on the bed, then turned around and dialed the number of Dr. Chen with his mobile phone. I stepped on my feet and walked back and forth several times with the phone. As soon as the call was connected, I said anxiously: "Jingyuan is having a high fever! It's very hot! Come here! No, wait a minute! We are at Mu's house, come to Mu's house." !"
After hanging up the phone, Bai Yihan almost "pounced" on the bed, touching Mu Jingyuan's face with both hands, feeling hot everywhere, he was about to cry in a hurry, and couldn't help muttering. Muttered: "How come the fever suddenly became so high? The fever has obviously gone down this morning..."
He climbed out of the bed to find a thermometer, carefully disinfected the poison so that Mu Jingyuan held it, and was busy washing his face and wiping his carotid artery with a towel to try to help him cool down. Why isn't it coming? I should have arrived, why isn't it coming? Is it a traffic jam?"
He took out the thermometer and looked at it. It was almost 40 degrees. He shook his hand and almost threw the thermometer away. He turned back and slapped the bedside and said to Mu Jingyuan: "Let's go to the hospital without waiting for Doctor Chen, okay?"
He said that he was going to find clothes. Mu Jingyuan grabbed his hand and said with his eyes glowing from the high fever: "It's okay Hanhan, just take some anti-fever medicine. I haven't been to the hospital before. Didn’t check anything out, and when I went there, I just took some medicine with water. These Doctor Chen can do it."
Bai Yihan held his hand instead, grabbed his hair with the other hand and said, "You haven’t had a fever that high before, and I don’t know why the fever suddenly started. You have to go to the hospital to check the equipment. More complete, let's go quickly."
Mu Jingyuan stubbornly grasped his hand and said: "No, I don't want to move now, my own body knows it, there is nothing wrong at all."
Bai Yihan angrily said: "You know a P! You always say you know, but it hasn't been good until now! All the meat on his body has been dragged out, and there is only a bone frame!"
Mu Jingyuan said: "How can it be so exaggerated..."
Bai Yihan drew his hands outside and said, "Don't talk nonsense, follow me quickly!"
Mu Jingyuan pursed his lips, neither speaking nor letting go.
In fact, Mu Jingyuan has a high fever and he doesn't have much strength at all. If Bai Yihan really wants to make money, Mu Jingyuan will not be able to hold him at all, but a little secret flame has just risen in Bai Yihan's heart. Faced with Mu Jingyuan's face, how could he bear the heart to really break away from him when he was unwilling to let go? Reluctant, can only be frozen.