Bai Yihan's heart twitched, and "failed" to escape when he caught him again, only sneered: "You didn't want to lie to me
You deliberately took a cold shower, and ran wet to the balcony to blow the cold wind. The fever was so high that you were very happy to see me getting angry, right? "
Mu Jingyuan said: "Without Hanhan, I really didn't mean it at first. It was really an accident at my grandfather's house. Later, Yan Hui called me and he knew that I was sick, so he gave me this idea. Saying that if you still love me, you will be soft-hearted. I really didn't mean to lie to you."
Bai Yihan finally stopped smiling, and said blankly: "Yes, I love you, I am more than a softhearted heart, my heart hurts so much, are you very proud?"
Mu Jingyuan opened his mouth: "I..."
Bai Yihan raised his voice and said angrily: "You are very happy, aren't you? You hold your body to make a joke, and still feel very successful, don't you? Did you know that you were sick for a month! A month! Repeatedly. Low-grade fever, repeated coughing! Do you know why you were burned like that after sitting on the ground for a while? Because your body's immunity has been tossed so low by you that it can't be lowered! If you really have a fever, what is it serious? What should I do
! Do you know how scared I was at the time! How I wish it was me who was sick! How many times have I prayed that God will transfer your illness to me! Now you tell me you are all on purpose
Take ten thousand steps back and say, even if you pretend to be sick like Yan Hui said! You actually toss your body in order to be realistic! Have you ever thought about me? Will I feel bad? Will it be uncomfortable? Will it... Guilt? "
Thinking of the mood at that time, during that painful month, his tears couldn't stop rushing down, and the blue veins on his forehead popped out.
Mu Jingyuan hurriedly wiped his tears, took him into his arms regardless of his struggle, and constantly patted his back, constantly reproaching himself: "I'm sorry, Hanhan, I was wrong. Don't cry, OK? Please, don't cry."
Bai Yihan pushed him hard and said angrily: "You feel bad now? This makes me feel bad? Why don't you think that your heart feels bad when you burn it like that? Is it hard for me? You still put the pill in your mouth, you Really capable, you are so clever, do you have no sense of taste? Isn't that bitter? Isn't it uncomfortable for you to have a fever and cough all the time? I didn't expect that your love for me is not a scam, but sickness is a scam. ! You told me before that nothing is worth my going to burn the jade and the stone, what about you? What is worth tossing about yourself? I tell you, nothing is worth it! If you just want to keep me, why don't you listen to it? If Hui, pretend to be sick? I can’t imagine you running into cold water and blowing cold wind with a fever! I can’t stand it when I think about it! I can’t stand it! You might as well just stabbed to death with a knife. I'm Mu Jingyuan panicked. , Finally reconciled with his Hanhan. I didn’t expect that the good times didn’t last long. After a few days of happiness, things were revealed. What would he do when his Hanhan was like this? Would he still forgive himself
He hugged Bai Yihan hard, endured the panic in his heart, and whispered softly: "Don't say Hanhan like that, it's actually okay. Compared with your fear of leaving me, the pain is insignificant."
Bai Yihan was stunned, suddenly relieved his strength, his legs lost the strength to support, and the whole person slid down. Fortunately, Mu Jingyuan held him all the time before dragging him.
Bai Yihan lowered his head, and after a long silence, he said softly: "Yes, it's all because of me, what right do I have to be angry? You lied to me and punish me in this way, but also because of my fault, it was myself. I don’t trust you and don’t believe in myself. I am as timid as a mouse. Whenever something happens, I will only shrink back into my shell to make you feel pain. What's wrong with you? It's me, Jingyuan, it's my fault. No, you really shouldn’t like me, I’m not worthy of you at all.
His body has been slid down, Mu Jingyuan simply picked him up and put him on the sofa. He fell straight down like no bones. Mu Jingyuan knelt on one knee and wiped him with his hands in a panic. The tears on his face were so distressed that he wanted to burst, and his voice trembled: "Han Han, please don't say that. It's my fault. Don't be angry. You can let me do anything except leave you. Okay? Don't be like this."
Bai Yihan looked at him, both eyes were red, tears were streaming down the corners of his eyes, and he slipped into the temples quietly. His voice was still soft, and he said softly: "I'm not angry anymore, Jingyuan , You have always been so firm, but I am a coward, I am not worthy of you."
Mu Jingyuan kept wiping his tears with his hands, but he didn’t wipe them anymore, and his eyes were flushed. He leaned on Bai Yihan’s chest and said in a deep voice: "Han Han, in this world, there are only You are worthy of me, but I am worthy of you, forgive me, Hanhan, I just love you, I love you..."
Bai Yihan lay there, feeling a little bit of wetness on his chest. He raised his hand and slowly hugged his head. His voice was soft but firm and said: "Jingyuan, I promise you, I will learn Let your heart be as firm and strong as you are, love you, believe in you, never give up lightly, can you also promise me, no matter what happens, don’t use your body to bet anymore, if you are angry You can scold me, you can beat me, but don’t punish me in this way. My heart really hurts."
Mu Jingyuan raised his head and stared at each other with his red eyes. Mu Jingyuan slowly lowered his head, gently kissed his lips, and sighed vaguely: "I promise you, Hanhan, I am yours. "
Bai Yihan hugged his shoulders and responded to his kiss with unprecedented enthusiasm. An erotic kiss gradually changed its taste. The breathing of the two became heavier and heavier, and the body temperature rose higher and higher. Bai Yihan's neck The small piece of skin exposed above showed an attractive pink color, and the clothes on his chest were undulating. It was Mu Jingyuan's hand, raging inside the clothes. I don't know how he moved, Bai Yihan's body trembled slightly, his mouth Li couldn't help venting a lingering "Huh?" Mu Jingyuan's lower body was swelling and painful, and he was about to explode by the sound. He picked up Bai Yihan and strode into the lounge, "Bang The door closed with a sound.
Mu Mumu a long time later, the groans inside turned into crying begging for mercy.
"Aha... Big... Big Mumu... I can't do it anymore... Really... No... It's no good, forgive me...
… me! Don't be so fast... fI man...'I man a little... fI man... ooh... forgive me... aha...
"Hanhan, bear with me again, soon."
"Ah." The begging for mercy was gone, only a quick "pop" and drowning breath.
However, this "soon" was very watery. After a long time, the voice finally subsided. Mu Jingyuan hugged Bai Yihan and washed it clean, and found the spare clothes to put on. Bai Yihan continued. He didn't bother to lift a finger, and let him fiddle with him as he raised his leg and reached out his hand.
Mu Jingyuan helped him get dressed, lay on the bedside and kissed him lingeringly for a while, and said softly: "Hanhan, you will sleep for a while when you are tired. I will call you when I go home at night, OK?"
Bai Yihan didn't want to open his eyes, and nodded invisibly.
Mu Qingyuan squeezed his hand and kneaded, smiled and looked at him for a long time, and then kissed him hard on his cheek and lips before reluctantly putting down his hand, walking out, and walking a few times. Stepping back and forth, the hand he had "abandoned" just now was "lonely" on the bed. It looked so pitiful. He couldn't help but walked back again, holding it in his hand cherished, and kissed and kissed again and again. , Rubbed a few more times on his side face, rubbed a few more times, and couldn't bear to let it go at all.
Bai Yihan opened a gap in his eyes, saw his tangled look, sighed, and smiled helplessly: "Mu Mu."
Mu Jingyuan immediately raised his head and said: "I'm going out now, are you thirsty? I'll pour you water."
Bai Yihan shook his head and whispered: "I don't want to sleep here alone. If it doesn't affect you, can I go to the sofa outside and lie down for a while, so that I get closer to you and I can see you as soon as I open my eyes. "
Mu Jingyuan was in full bloom, but hesitated: "If you don't sleep well on the sofa, you will feel uncomfortable."
Bai Yihan stubbornly said: "No, the sofa you bought for me is very comfortable. I like lying on it the most."
With bright eyes, Mu Jingyuan carefully hugged Bai Yihan and said, "That's it, you are outside, and it is convenient for me to take care of you. Don't worry, there is no arrangement this afternoon. No one will come into my office."
Bai Yihan let out an "um" and fell asleep with his head resting on his shoulders.
When he woke up, it was almost time to get off work. He was lying on the sofa with a blanket on his body. Mu Jingyuan sat in his position to handle official duties. When he raised his head for the N+1th time, he just hit Bai Yihan and opened his mouth. With his eyes, he immediately stood up, and smiled softly as he walked over: "Awake? Are you still tired? Are you hungry? Will you be thirsty?"
Bai Yihan let him hold himself up and hugged him. He just woke up, his whole body was lazy and weak. He yawned a little, and said hoarsely: "Neither hungry nor thirsty. Clicked?"
Mu Jingyuan grabbed his hand and lightly kissed his fingertips and said: "It's almost five o'clock, you can wake up, we will go home in a while."
Bai Yihan was itchy by his kiss, and said with a chuckle: "Okay, go to work and go home soon."
Mu Jingyuan shook his hand and put it in front of him. He smiled and said, "Han Han, how do you think your hand grows
Why is it so good-looking? I can't find any words to describe its beauty. "
Bai Yihan let out a laugh, looking at his serious expression, and said softly: "It's grown for you, of course it's fine."
Mu Jingyuan's profile turned a little red, and he coughed lightly, looked at his hand, couldn't help kissing again, then carefully put it down, and returned to his seat refreshed. .
He signed a document, and suddenly raised his head and said: "By the way, there is one thing I almost forgot to tell you, there is something going on in Nanshan."