Bai Yihan slid and sat on the ground with his back leaning on the door, covering his head with both hands. At this moment, he didn't understand whether his rebirth was God's mercy or punishment. To redeem the sins of his previous life, punishing him to treat his beloved as a brother-in-law with a smile on his face, punishing him to keep his feelings from seeing the sun for the rest of his life, and to make a strong smile, to bless the pair of wall men, to be a well-behaved Good son, good brother.
A wave of tyranny and unwillingness rose in his heart in vain. Why? Yes, he did something wrong, but isn't the punishment he received in his previous life not enough
Isn't the insult he suffered and the pain he endured in his heart not atonement? He died in such a disgusting and embarrassing posture. There was no family around him when he died, only the corpses of the disgusting perpetrators killed by his own hands accompanied him.
His last request to the police was to beg him not to disclose his identity to shame his family. It is not known where he will be buried. His tortured body does not know how many people will be watched and studied. He will die. Can't see the one you love again, he couldn't even close his eyes when he died!
Isn't these atonements? why? Why can't he be liberated, can't let him sink into an eternal slumber quietly, why should he be allowed to come back, and once again suffer the pain that cannot be loved!
At this moment, he really didn't care about what he wanted, everyone went to hell together, but he couldn't. What had happened to his family? They love and tolerate themselves, they have done nothing wrong and should not be hurt.
Bai Yihan chuckled lowly, so let's do it, the Buddha said: Plant evil causes, get evil results.
He is a sinner, a filthy, disgusting person who is rotten and smelly inside. He should bear the consequences of his mistakes. This is his responsibility, isn't it
The brother said that he has grown up and is sensible. Yes, he has grown up and should be responsible for his actions. If God feels that the punishment for him is not enough, then he will continue to live and play his role well. Everything about himself makes the family who loves him feel happy, just like half a month since he was born again. He did a good job, didn't he
It's just a Mu Jingyuan, he doesn't belong to him in the first place, so what's the pain for himself? He doesn't have this qualification at all.
This disgusting and distorted same-sex love, if let him know, will he leave again without looking back, and never come back again
If so, what should the sister do? Is it still like the last time, living alone
No, it can't be like this, Bai Yihan! Stay up for your spirits, never show off your feet, and never use your disgusting feelings to hurt Mu Jingyuan and sister!
He raised his head, his eyes were red, and his eyes were bloodshot, like a cub trapped in a desperate situation, his face was full of pain, but his red eyes were dry, without a trace of tears.
He took a few breaths, slowed his breathing, leaned his head on the door, closed his eyes tiredly, and let him escape this last time. Next time, he will greet Mu Jing with the most perfect smile. Yuan, send blessings to him and his sister.