Mu Jingyuan frowned and said, "No matter how neat you do things, you are also a girl. It's not good to drink too much. Go back. Don't worry Hanhan."
Bai Xueqing smiled and said, "You met me the first day? Don't you know my drinking capacity? Don't you know my temperament? Now that I met you, do you think I will let you drink boredom here alone?"
Mu Jingyuan said helplessly: "You are the eldest lady, you have the final say."
Bai Xueqing said: "This is refreshing."
The two of them drank and talked gossiping, and gradually became a little bit drunk. Bai Xueqing was okay, but Mu Jingyuan was drunk and a little bit drunk.
He was half lying on the sofa, covering his eyes with one hand, showing a rare fragility.
Bai Xueqing blinked and asked, "Jingyuan, in my memory, you are almost omnipotent.
What is it that can make you worry like this? "
Mu Jingyuan moved his arm away, blinked, and smiled bitterly: "An unsolvable matter."
Bai Xueqing disagreed and said: "This is not like you. There is nothing in this world that cannot be solved. I would like to hear what makes you say such negative things."
Mu Jingyuan closed his eyes and suddenly sat up straight, staring at Bai Xueqing and said, "You really want to know
Bai Xueqing nodded without evasiveness.
Mu Jingyuan leaned back again, and sighed deeply: "I like someone, someone I might not get in my entire life."
Bai Xueqing's heart sank and said: "With your status and skill, if you really like it, who can't get it?" Mu Jingyuan smiled bitterly again: "You don't understand, feelings are such things. , Can't be obtained by identity or wrist, besides, he doesn't like me at all, he just takes me as the eldest brother, no, I don't know what he takes me for now. "
Bai Xueqing said: "Since this is the case, why do you insist and make yourself painful? It's better to let go and see other scenery."
Mu Jingyuan sighed and said: "Xue Qing, you have never experienced real feelings, you don't understand, how can you let go of things like feelings? It's because you can't let go, that's why you are confused and painful. "
Bai Xueqing frowned and said: "If you can't let it go, then go grab the things you like."
Mu Jingyuan said: "It's really that simple, but he is not a thing, he is a living person."
Bai Xueqing said: "What about people? Whether it is a thing or a person, only what you hold in your own hands is yours."
Mu Jingyuan chuckled: "What you said is really in line with your temperament. When you get to this day, you will understand. Feelings are weak. If you really fall in love with someone, how can you bear it? Hurt him and make him unhappy?"
Bai Xueqing said impatiently: "This is not okay, that's not okay, then how to solve it?"
Mu Jingyuan said: "So, this is an unsolvable problem."
He put his arms on his eyes again, and said solemnly: "I have guarded him for so many years and spoiled him for so many years. I will never do anything to hurt him. I originally thought that he is still young and I have to wait. When he grows up, but when he grows up, I realize that he no longer belongs to me. I don’t expect to be with him anymore. I just think that it’s good to be able to guard him like this for the rest of my life. I'm afraid he won't even give me this opportunity. I really don't know what went wrong. He doesn't want to see me again, and he doesn't want to talk to me properly. What should I do to stay by his side?"
This kind of taboo and hopeless feeling has been hidden in his heart for too long, and it has made him breathless like a big mountain. Now it is a lot more comfortable to say it through alcohol.