Shi Qing's whole body was stiff, and the thought that rushed up in an instant made his brain confused.
Is he really just a replica? A replica of itself
And that... is he himself
So what is he now
The next moment, more thoughts that I couldn't imagine before came up, as if all the hidden scars were torn open at once, and the blood was terrible.
Can't communicate with Qin Mo, is it because he is not the real Shi Qing
For more than ten days, Qin Mo has not come to find him, is it because he is not himself
Qin Mo had already found Shi Qing, but Shi Qing was the real Shi Qing, not his clone.
Yes, after traveling through so many times, Qin Mo found him almost immediately after excluding the closed memory.
This time for more than half a month, it really has never happened before.
If it wasn't because I found it long ago, how could it have been delayed for so long
But if he is not Shi Qing, what is he
He exists, his consciousness is clear, he has all his memories, he has feelings, he remembers his parents and relatives, Qin Mo, love, friendship, and affection, he has all of them, he is not a dead thing, let alone one that will disappear at any time Fluffy smoke.
But why... everything he knew denied his existence
Until this moment, Shi Qing finally felt the pain of replicants.
They have human memory, their own past, and all the imprints of their previous existence are engraved in their brains, relatives, lovers, friends, loved ones, loved ones, liked and even hated, everything is clear imprinted in the brain.
But suddenly one day, all this no longer belongs to him.
I watched helplessly as 'self' had all of this, but he was brutally stripped away.
Parents don't give love, lovers don't hug you intimately, friends don't share experiences with you... Because you're just a replicator - a mass-produced, inexpensive industrial product.
All the experiences and pasts that represent your existence have once again proved that you do not exist.
Because all of this belongs to 'others'. Or to put it mildly, it's all yours in the past.
But you were you in the past, but what are you now
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Shi Qing was able to face it calmly before, but when he really saw Qin Mo and 'myself' together, he suddenly knocked him down.
He thought that he could never leave Qin Mo, and he thought that Qin Mo would never let him go.
He is his system, he is his host.
They will be bound together forever and ever, they have only each other.
But now, he was pulled away.
The opponent is himself.
How ridiculous. How ridiculous.
Shi Qing felt that her heartbeat was about to stop.
If he really is not himself, what can he do
He completely understood the duplicants who were working in the mines.
It's not that they don't want to resist, but if they resist, what are they going to resist? Who are you going to resist
Rush over to confront yourself? Or do you want to go against those you love so much
Don't say what happened to them, as long as Shi Qing thought that he was going to turn against Qin Mo, he immediately felt that the sky was falling apart, and the whole person fell into the ice cellar.
It can't be done, it can't be done at all. So... just stay there.
Work, work, day in and day out, exhaustion, heavy physical strength and constant repetition make the brain unable to think and gradually become numb, and finally, it loses itself until death.
Shi Qing couldn't help shivering, the fear rising from the bottom of his heart made him on the verge of collapse.
After more than ten days of non-stop searching, the long-term release of consciousness consumed too much spiritual power.
His cultivation base is very high, and he is absolutely superior to all human beings in this world, but it does not mean that he is inexhaustible.
Such a high-intensity overdraft of spiritual power made his body tired, and at this time, he saw such a scene again, confirming the fact that he couldn't hold it any longer.
The body swayed, Shi Qing barely maintained it, and looked at the opposite side with a pale face.
Looking at 'Shi Qing', and then at Qin Mo.
Qin Mo habitually stroked the neck of 'Shi Qing', the boy shrank slightly, then raised his head and smiled at him.
Shi Qing never thought that he would see himself from such an angle.
He didn't understand, it turned out that the way he looked at Qin Mo was like that.
It seems that there is only one person in the whole world.
He lowered his eyes slightly, covering the emotions in his eyes. Qin Mo had already discovered his appearance.
The sight cast over was strange and cold, making Shi Qing feel cold.
He had seen Qin Mo's eyes like this. His host looked at everyone except him with this look.
Indifference, alienation, no emotion in a pair of black eyes.
Shi Qing used to be complacent because of this, thinking that he was special, the only one who lived in Qin Mo's heart.
There is even a subtle sense of well-being.
But now, it's all a joke.
'Shi Qing' also found him.
The young man walked over quickly, looked at Shi Qing, and looked at it with interest.
After watching it for more than a minute, he retracted his gaze, turned to Qin Mo and said with a smile, "It's incredible. Although I knew it could be copied, I didn't expect it to be so similar. It's too similar."
Qin Mo didn't even look at Shi Qing, his eyes fell on the young man from beginning to end.
'Shi Qing' turned to look at Shi Qing again, and asked with a smile, "Why did you come here? Are you looking for me?"
Shi Qing looked at him and didn't know what to answer. He couldn't control himself, his eyes seemed to have his own consciousness, he kept trying to move to Qin Mo, he wanted to see him, he left him for too long Well, he really misses him.
However, Qin Mo didn't look at him.
His expression did not hide from 'Shi Qing', 'Shi Qing' looked at him, and the smile on his face slowly narrowed.
"I see, you are here to find Qin Mo."
Shi Qing still didn't say a word, he couldn't imagine how to talk to himself... and himself
And... Himself, what was he thinking now
With the high physical exhaustion and the intense mental shock, Shi Qing really couldn't think about it, and even ignored many details that should have been noticed.
He just wanted to go back to Qin Mo, just want to talk to Qin Mo, or as long as Qin Mo could see him.
But he couldn't go back, Qin Mo already had him by his side.
He is not Shi Qing, nor is he Qin Mo's system, nor is he the person in Qin Mo's heart.
But he... what is it
In the last life, the meaning of his existence had completely eluded him.
He can't go back to his parents and relatives, never see his best friends again, he's dead, he's dead.
Then, luckily, he had a whole new world.
And there is only one person in this new world.
Qin Mo, he only has Qin Mo.
But now, he's not even himself.
Shi Qing's thoughts were chaotic, countless thoughts collided violently, a huge gap, and a strong sense of despair hit, until a crisp voice came from his ear, which instantly grabbed his heart.
"Confused and helpless, aren't you? You are no longer me, you have lost everything you have."
"Do you want to change back to yourself? Not a replicator, not a discarded burden, but a person."
"Change back to Shiqing, change back to yourself, and regain what you have."
This originally familiar voice was suddenly lowered, with a strange hoarseness: "Suicide, if you die, you can come back, you can merge with me, and you will become me!"
death
Will I go back to the past when I die? Can you be yourself when you die
But dead... does he still exist
Even more so…
suicide? !
Shi Qing was suddenly startled, he suddenly raised his head and looked at the person in front of him.
Black hair and black eyes, similar to looking in a mirror.
This is him, it is indeed him, but... how could he say such a thing
How could he possibly tempt a person to commit suicide? How could he have such a vicious mind
The details that were previously missed because of the huge impact suddenly became clear.
He is a clone, but he is still Shi Qing, he is himself, and his thoughts cannot be changed.
If he is really copied, then Shi Qing, who is the main body, absolutely cannot let his copy person die in despair.
What about black replicants? Since he will create him, he will never be discarded!
Chaotic experience, boring work, what else? If he doesn't even have the courage to carry this memory, who is he
The confused eyes gradually became clear, Shi Qing forced himself to cheer up, this is not him!
This man is definitely not him!
As long as he turned the corner, he quickly discovered more differences. People can copy it, but what about the bracelet
Can his food storage bracelet also be replicated? Even in the system store, this thing is unique!
With the technology of this world, it is absolutely impossible to make it.
He turned his head suddenly and looked at Qin Mo.
Qin Mo was deceived, he wants to tell him that this person is not Shi Qing, he is!
However, before he could open his mouth, there was a sudden darkness in this empty yard, dark clouds covered with sand and rocks, and the scorching day suddenly became dark and boundless.
Immediately afterwards, a majestic coercion hit the sky and covering the sky, and the expressions of the three people present changed greatly.
'Shi Qing' and Qin Mo were surprised and surprised, but Shi Qing's heart was beating wildly.
It's not just the distant echo of the contract, he feels extremely familiar, so familiar with the powerful consciousness that it is impossible to disguise.
The moment he was enveloped in a gentle and powerful way, Shi Qing knew that this was... his host, the real Qin Mo.
Before Shi Qing could turn his head, he was embraced by a strong arm and pressed tightly against his firm chest. The familiar aura surrounded him, Shi Qing stretched out his arm and hugged the person who came, without even looking at him. At a glance, he knew that this was his host, his Qin Mo!
Qin Mo wrapped his arms around his waist and slowly stroked his back. His voice came from above, with a hoarse voice that had not been spoken for a long time: "I found you."