In the blink of an eye, at the weekend, Su Jian responded to Yan Ziwei's invitation and went with her to a hot spring club in the suburbs to soak in the hot spring.
In the mist, Yan Ziwei stretched and let out a long sigh: "It's really comfortable!"
"Yes." Su Jian responded, but her eyes were staring at Yan Ziwei's chest.
Yan Ziwei followed his gaze and glanced down, smiled and said, "How is it? Although it's not as good as yours, I think I've grown up a bit in the past few months, don't you think?" He supported his chest and showed it to Su Jian.
The Su family made an embarrassed "um", but their hearts were mourning. Yan Ziwei's figure is very good, and with that gorgeous face, she is now so perfect and unobstructed in front of him. If it was in the past, he was afraid that the nosebleed would have been sprayed out, but why now, although he feels the sight in front of him. The body is beautiful and tempting, but the dry mouth is completely gone
Could it be that he really started to change sex to like men
Su Jian suddenly felt sad and had no love on her face.
On the contrary, Yan Ziwei glanced at him, and then her eyes were fixed.
Swinging to Su Jian's side, Yan Ziwei stretched out her finger and poked Su Jian's chest, smiling a little maliciously: "What is this?"
Su Jian looked down, her face was a little hot, why hasn't the hickey gone
Yan Ziwei couldn't help following the hickey to look at Su Jian's body buried in the water, and said with a smile, "Isn't there one below?"
Su Jian hurriedly shook her head: "No!"
Yan Ziwei raised an arm, wrapped her arms around his shoulder, and asked, "Little Jane, tell me honestly, do you like An Yize or not?"
If Yan Ziwei had asked this question before, Su Jian would have answered her without hesitation, but now...
Su Jian shook her head honestly: "I don't know."
"Don't know?" Yan Ziwei raised her eyebrows, "It's very simple, I'll ask, you answer me honestly."
Su Jian nodded.
"Do you like being with him?"
An Yize is neither noisy nor clingy. When he is with him, he can do his own business freely. If he wants to drink and eat, he can ask him to get it. Speaking of which, he really doesn't hate it.
Su Jian hesitated for a moment, then vaguely said "um".
"Then do you miss him when he's not with you?"
I definitely didn't feel it before, but recently, An Yize's *existence is too high, and it will appear in his mind from time to time. Although people are not around him, they brush their body and face over and over again. It really hurts!
Su Jian helped her forehead helplessly: "Well."
Yan Ziwei pursed her lips and smiled: "Then, when he kissed you and touched you, did you... feel comfortable?"
Uncomfortable Can he be obsessed with An Yize's *? Nima used to feel a little warm and dizzy when she was kissed and touched at most, but recently, when she was touched by this guy, she felt a shudder like an electric shock, and sometimes she even listened to the voice of the other party on the phone. It can be inexplicably rippling, this guy is simply a humanoid aphrodisiac!
Su Jian covered her face in shame: "Well..."
"Then if he is with another woman, will you feel uncomfortable?"
another woman? Ji Yan? Impossible, An Yize has clearly refused! Bai Ningxue? No, An Yize has said that she only treats her as her sister!
Yan Ziwei guided by the side: "You think so, look, if you and An Yize divorced, then An Yize will definitely be with another woman, and he will do everything he did to you to that woman... "
Su Jian was startled.
An Yize cooks for others...
An Yize buys sanitary napkins for others...
An Yize blows someone else's hair...
An Yize wakes up holding someone else...
An Yize holding someone else's hand...
An Yize says "I love you" to others...
…
Su Jian lowered her head and smiled: "It doesn't seem to be too uncomfortable."
Yan Ziwei looked at his stiff expression and smiled: "Really? Anyway, only you can know whether it's hard or not."
Su Jian really didn't feel particularly uncomfortable, just felt a little empty and dazed. Thinking that maybe one day, when he and An Yize meet on the street, An Yize will put on his calm face and say to him, "Jian Jian, this is my wife." He silently gave birth to a kind of The vicissitudes of dog blood.
Yan Ziwei sighed, "Little Jane, so you really like him."
Su Jian opened his mouth to retort: "I didn't..."
Yan Ziwei interrupted him: "What's so shy about this kind of thing? Although I'm not familiar with An Yize, from the current point of view, he is really good, and he is also good to you. You like him, it's really not at all. Strange. If it were me, I would be reluctant to leave him to another woman!"
Su Jian was a little tired, and she was speechless for a while.
Yan Ziwei said: "Anyway, the two of you are husband and wife now, so many things have been saved! Let's find a day to cook raw rice and mature rice!"
Su Jian, who is already cooked rice: "..."
She and Yan Ziwei came out to soak in the hot spring, originally to relieve fatigue for her body and mind, but she did not expect that after a hot spring bath, Su Jian was even more tired physically and mentally.
In the hall, Su Jian paid special attention to some men's bodies. Both have a good figure and eight-pack abs, but he found that he didn't feel anything special. It was exactly the same as when he saw the bodies of fellow compatriots of the same sex when he took a bath with everyone in the bathhouse when he was in school. One word - flesh .
Su Jian is both relieved and collapsed - Nima, he is now a rhythm that can't salivate for the girls or appreciate the men, and only has feelings for An Yize alone
Su Jian wanted to scratch the wall again.
When she got home, Su Jian lay silently on the sofa for a while. Seeing An Yize coming over, she suddenly asked, "Yize, when is our contract, exactly?"
An Yize paused and said in a low voice slowly, "Why did you ask this all of a sudden?"
Su Jian suddenly didn't dare to look him in the eyes, and whispered: "I just think that the day we agreed to divorce seems to be coming soon..."
An Yize was silent, and in the following time, he didn't make a sound.
Fortunately, when he woke up the next day, An Yize returned to his normal appearance. Although there were still not many expressions, his eyes looking at Su Jian were still very soft, and when he sent Su Jian to school, when Su Jian got off the bus, he still leaned over and kissed Su Jian.
Su Jian suddenly turned her face away.
An Yize's expression froze for a moment.
Su Jian hurriedly opened the car door: "I'm going to be late for work! Go!"
After a long walk, Su Jian turned around and found that An Yize had driven away.
Su Jian slumped her shoulders and let out a long sigh.
In fact, looking at An Yize's expression like that, he didn't feel well, but when he thought that he would like An Yize, he was a little embarrassed. Although he has now turned into a woman physically, he has always liked women sexually, and now he suddenly says he likes a man, he does have difficulty accepting it for a while...
When she got home in the evening, Su Jian silently checked the divorce process online and printed two divorce agreements.
Then he stared at the two agreements and froze.
Until suddenly there was a sound behind him.
Su Jian was startled, hurriedly stuffed the divorce agreement into the drawer, turned around, and saw An Yize staring at him quietly.
Su Jian didn't know whether he saw the divorce agreement or not, so she couldn't help being a little nervous.
An Yize's voice was as usual, calm and gentle.
"Jane."
"Um?"
An Yize leaned over, ignoring Su Jian's dodging, and placed a light kiss on his forehead.
"I love you."
Su Jian was a little at a loss: "Well, I, I know..."
An Yize didn't say anything more, didn't mention the divorce agreement, and didn't say anything else to retain.
On the contrary, Su Jian, looking at An Yize with a calm and bleak expression, suddenly felt a little uncomfortable.
An Yize started to work overtime again.
Su Jian didn't know if he was avoiding him on purpose or was really busy, but he didn't ask much.
In recent days, the two have been getting along harmoniously and naturally, and even more intimate than before. Now that they are stiff at first, Su Jian is not used to it.
He also knew the problem was with him. An Yize likes him, and the two have already had such a relationship. An Yize will think that it is normal for him to be interested in him, but in the end, he is still single-minded about divorce, and An Yize will naturally be a little unacceptable.
Su Jian let out a long sigh.
In the past, An Yize was uncomfortable when he was uncomfortable, and he worked overtime when he was working overtime.
Su Jian picked up her coat and decided to go out.
When passing the "Three Little Bears" cake shop, Su Jian asked the driver to pause for a while.
Recalling the cake flavor that An Yize liked earlier, Su Jian bought the cake and went back to the car. When she saw the slogan "If you are not happy, come three little bears" on the packaging bag, she couldn't help laughing, but she thought of seeing it later. When An Yize was about to say, the smile slowly converged again.
The CMI building was brightly lit, and it seemed that An Yize was not an excuse to work overtime. Su Jian came to the president's office and was told that An Yize was going to a meeting, so Su Jian had to go into An Yize's office and wait.
Nestled on the sofa in the office, Su Jian smelled the aroma of the cake on the coffee table in front, and slowly became a little confused.
"Jian Jian?" When he was about to fall asleep, An Yize's voice suddenly sounded.
Su Jian rubbed her eyes and said confusedly, "Is the meeting over?"
"Well." An Yize squatted in front of him, touched his hair, and said in a soft voice, "Why are you here all of a sudden?"
Su Jian sat up and said with a smile, "I'm here to pick you up from get off work, are you moved?"
An Yize also smiled: "Well, touched." Seeing the cake on the coffee table, he was startled, "Bought a cake?"
Su Jian nodded: "Well, I specially bought three little bears to coax you. I don't know if it will help."
An Yize was taken aback: "Coax me?"
"Yeah," Su Jian smiled, "I'm afraid you'll be mad at me."
An Yize shook his head: "I'm not mad at you."
"That's what you said!" Su Jian smiled, slowly, the smile narrowed, "Yize, I have something to tell you."
An Yize's expression froze, and he looked at him without speaking.
Su Jian said: "The school arranged for teachers to go to rural townships to support counterparts. I applied and the school agreed."
An Yize was silent for a while, and then asked, "How long?"
Su Jian said: "One year."
An Yize said, "Why did you apply?"
Su Jian smiled and said, "Because I have a high level of consciousness!" But seeing that there was no smile in An Yize's eyes, the expression on his face could not be concealed, and the smile slowly disappeared.
An Yize fixedly looked at him with a low voice: "Jian Jian, you just don't want to be with me? You still want a divorce, don't you?"
When the overtime was over, the employees all got off work. The whole building was silent, except for the occasional sound of the night wind blowing through the curtains.
And outside the huge floor-to-ceiling windows, the city lights went out silently in the night.
Su Jian looked at the clear pain in An Yize's eyes under the light, and suddenly gave in.
"Do not."
An Yize was shocked.
Su Jian stared at him quietly, with seriousness in his eyes that he could not see: "Yize, I don't want to be with you."
An Yize's eyes flickered little by little.
"It's just that I can't confirm it." Su Jian said, "I think I really like you a little bit, but I can't confirm how much I like you."
An Yize didn't speak, looked at him quietly, and listened carefully.
"So, I want to think about it calmly." Su Jian's expression was unprecedentedly calm, "Our relationship started with a transaction. I like you, maybe because of touching, maybe because of guilt, or maybe because I want to continue to use it. You, but either way, shouldn't be the last reason."
An Yize gently held Su Jian's hand, Su Jian didn't move, and obediently let her hand curl up in his palm.
An Yize said hoarsely: "It doesn't matter, it's okay to be moved, or to use it..."
"No." Su Jian interrupted him, "If my liking is only like this, it will be unfair to you. Maybe I can let go of my emotions after a while. In this way, if there are other temptations in the future, ze , I won't be able to hold on."
Maybe for others, liking An Yize is just a simple love between men and women, but for him, it is a difficult transition to change sexual orientation. If this love is not firm enough, then he will regret it in the future. A girl with closed eyes, maybe he will abandon An Yize. If this is the case, then he might as well not be with An Yize now, lest he will make An Yize more sad.
An Yize hugged him and said in a low voice, "Jian Jian, I don't care..."
Su Jian's heart suddenly warmed, and she raised her hands around his waist and buried her face in his arms: "But I care."
If you don't care about your liking, I may be able to trample it at will, but I care about your liking, so I am afraid that I will fail.
The author has something to say: Jian Jian is not funny, but when she suddenly becomes serious, I am not used to it! But Uncle An must have died of joy. For the first time in 30 years, he has experienced the taste of love between two people...
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