Jian Shiwu is very angry now!
Besides, he is a little depressed, he? It's not the kind of person who really cares about making trouble because his boyfriend is busy with work. He just feels left out, and feels a little wronged in his heart.
When he came home, Zhen Meili and Jian Zicheng were at home, the lights in the kitchen were on, and there was a steaming scent, and the news of the time was playing on the TV. Jian Zicheng was sitting on the sofa and saw the child coming back He said, "Are you back?"
Jian Shiwu nodded lightly: "I'm back."
Jian Zicheng looked at him. He seemed to be in good spirits, and asked, "Tired from recording the show?"
Jane Shiwu came over and lay down on the sofa: "It's okay."
Zhen Meili, who was busy in the kitchen, looked outside, saw that it was Jian Shiwu who had returned, and called out, "Have you brought Lan Zi back?"
"It's back."
Jian Shiwu stood up and picked up the basket containing rice dumplings at the door. He walked back to the kitchen, looked for a place to put the basket, and finally took out the glass box inside.
Zhen Meili took a look: "Isn't this the rice dumpling you made? Why didn't you give it to Shen Cheng?"
Jian Shiwu sighed: "Mr. Shen has so much to do every day, so there is no time to eat rice dumplings."
"..."
The kitchen was silent for a moment.
Zhen Meili looked at her angry son, as someone who had experienced it, of course she could tell at a glance that the two children should be at odds.
The woman pointed to the dishes by the stove: "Come here, help me choose the dishes."
Jian Shiwu originally wanted to leave, but she didn't dare to refuse when her mother ordered her to work, so she still held her breath and came over to choose vegetables, even though she was absent-minded when she was working.
Zhen Meili peeled the potatoes and said, "Did you quarrel?"
Jian Shiwu paused and said softly, "No."
"No?" Zhen Meili didn't believe it: "Then what are you doing with such a widow's face? Usually, don't you go home at this meeting? Aren't you always lying around outside?"
There is a feeling of water splashed by a married son.
Jian Shiwu glanced at her mother with some shame: "No way."
"Besides, it's not considered a quarrel."
Jian Shiwu sighed. Seeing his mother looking at him persistently, he simply summed up what happened in the afternoon with Zhen Meili, without embellishment, and completely stated the facts.
After Zhen Meili listened quietly to the child, she didn't criticize who was right and who was wrong, but grasped the essence of the matter and asked, "Then the reason why you are angry is because Shen Cheng didn't even reply to you? Is there any news?" ?”
"...I know he's busy, but it's not because of that."
"Is that because I didn't eat your rice dumplings?"
"...This is also..."
Zhen Meili chuckled lightly: "That's because I feel that I don't matter to him, and I think he? Maybe he doesn't care about you?"
in one sentence.
Jian Shiwu couldn't say anything to refute, as if someone caught the source of the disease all of a sudden, he suddenly breathed a sigh of relief, but then blocked it again, he? At first he was eager to deny it, but in the end he couldn't find the right words Speaking, I can only tear the green vegetables in my hand into two pieces, and I have to admit: "Well, I think I'm disturbing his work by sending messages, he? He should be very busy but I can't share it for him."
Zhen Meili: "You? If you are divided like this, wouldn't you be divided? You are not in the relationship between superiors and subordinates. Where do you bother or not? Let me tell you, he is busy with work, so share the burden of work for him." It should be junior employees, secretary assistants, surrounded by so many people, how can it be your turn to share the burden."
Jian Shiwu was speechless, ginger was still hot.
But this is the end of the story, he? There is nothing to hide, he sighed: "I understand the truth, I am, this afternoon, I feel a little crazy I feel that maybe I am not an important person to him, just like in the four years after graduating from high school, Shen Cheng walked away cleanly, obviously with so much affection, even if If there are cats and dogs at home, they should have feelings, but he can also do it when he says it. "
Yes
Sometimes it's just wishful thinking.
It was the same in the previous life, it was always his one-man show, other people's husbands and wives were affectionate and intimate, he? He respected Shen Cheng as a guest, he? He didn't know how to please this man, maybe because he was a very stupid person. , He always messes up a lot of things, even occasionally during Chinese New Year. He wants to cook something by himself, but he can't do anything after a whole day of tossing around? He comes up with tricks and makes a mess of the kitchen.
He thought that Shen Cheng would at least taste and praise him for the deliciousness of the things he made with hard work, but the man just cleaned up the kitchen and said to him coldly: "Don't do it again. , don’t force it if it doesn’t suit you.”
That's right, the feeling of being splashed with cold water at that time, when he saw that message this afternoon, it flooded him like a tide, which made him miserable.
Zhen Meili had always said to him before: "Stupid kid, brainless."
He? It is true that he is not very good at turning corners. He can watch the TV series he likes many times over and over again. The playlist in the list will not change for many years. I thought it could be changed, but the things engraved in my bones still cannot be changed.
He? Insecure, he? Wants love.
Shen Cheng's cloudy weather is unpredictable, hot and cold makes him very scared, he? Afraid of being abandoned again, he
Zhen Meili's voice drew him back from his thoughts, and the woman said, "Do you still care about the old ones?"
Jane Shiwu raised her head, and met her mother's complex and deep eyes, which contained too many things, he didn't understand, but felt heavy.
It was Zhen Meili who sighed first, and she raised her hand to touch Jian Shiwu's head: "Small, you? You know, there are many things in this world that are not as simple as they appear on the surface, no matter how powerful they are. People, there will be times when they can't help themselves, these four years..."
She hesitated to speak, and finally only sighed helplessly: "He? It's also quite difficult."
Jian Shiwu's nose was inexplicably sore.
How could he not know how difficult Shen Cheng's life will be these years? In the end, he didn't even know whether he was blaming Shen Cheng or himself.
…
the other side
Ji's
The documents piled up on the table were almost untouched after the WeChat chat ended. According to the observation of Secretary Wang, who had been in and out several times to report the progress of the project, Shen Cheng's expression was not so serious when the shareholders' meeting was forced. Dumped, then the second biggest thing with this expression may be that Ji's is about to go bankrupt.
then
After Secretary Wang euphemistically expressed several times that there is actually nothing today? Urgent, you can actually get off work and rest, Shen Cheng still has no response.
The only action that reveals his mood is that because his heart is in a mess, Mr. Shen clicked on Moments for the first time. He? Usually doesn’t read these things. Today, it may be because he is in a complicated mood, so he randomly swiped through, and finally stopped in a post. It came down, it was the circle of friends that Zhen Meili posted yesterday.
There are large and small rice dumplings in the kitchen, and Jian Shiwu's busy figure beside them. Compared with the round and beautiful rice dumplings made by women, the row of rice dumplings in Jian Shiwu's hand is strangely shaped, ugly and different flowers. Next to it, there is a water-blue glass box that looks more and more familiar.
Shen Guo cut back to the chat box resolutely, and saw the photo that Jian Shiwu sent to him, the exact same box, the same strange rice dumpling, the answer was already obvious, this is the little rice dumpling made by Jian Shiwu himself, but it was rejected I refused it myself.
…
Rarely, a feeling of embarrassment came to my heart like lifting a rock to shoot myself in the foot.
Without too much hesitation, Shen Cheng picked out the address book and wanted to call Jian Shiwu. As a result, a mechanical female voice came from the other end of the phone, but no one answered. He called again later. So, it can be said to be very ruthless.
There was no way to make a phone call, so Shen Cheng sent a message to Jian Shiwu's Wechat, asking where he was, if the rice dumplings were still there, and if he had time in the evening, but without exception, he didn't get a reply.
After waiting for about ten minutes, Mr. Shen looked at the phone no less than 30 times, and even restarted the phone once because he suspected that the signal was not good.
In the past few years, as their status has become stronger and stronger, the attitudes of the people around them have also changed. It has been a long time since no one dared to shake their faces, and even the news was sent to him by others. , Boss Shen has not waited so anxiously for someone's call for a long time, and he was embarrassed, but at this moment, instead of feeling unhappy, he was a little flustered.
Jian Shiwu was angry, and the matter was serious.
I have to swallow the cause I planted myself, kneeling and begging my daughter-in-law to forgive this kind of thing is imminent.
…
the other side
Jian Shi, whose mobile phone had been thrown in an unknown corner for a long time, went to take a shower after lunch. It was already dark when he came out, so he remembered to look for his mobile phone.
Zhen Meili called him downstairs and said, "When I was young, you? Remember to close the windows at night? The weather is bad recently, and it may rain."
Jane Shiwu responded.
He took the opportunity to walk to the window, but unexpectedly saw a road not far away? A car was parked under the streetlight. Smoking a cigarette, the slender figure is lonely and desolate under the dim light.
Why does it look familiar
Jian Shiwu had some unrealistic guesses in his mind. He ran downstairs and finally found his mobile phone on the table in the entrance. When he opened it, there were rows of missed calls, and there were still many unread messages on WeChat. , This battle frightened him, and even the phone was stuck for a moment before buffering.
After looking at Shen Cheng's name and the messages on WeChat, Jian Shiwu's eyes widened a little. Just at this moment, another call came. This time he didn't have anything? After hesitating, he picked it up: "Hello."
On the other hand, the other end of the phone was stunned. After a while, Shen Cheng's voice was a little low and hoarse: "Finally willing to answer the phone?"
"Um…"
Jian Shiwu was a little curious: "What's the matter, what's the matter? Is it urgent?"
"There's nothing urgent." Shen Cheng said in a low voice, "I just miss you."
When this man was serious and said such words in a cold voice, Jian Shiwu couldn't even react for a moment. He subconsciously asked, "Where are you?"
Shen Cheng paused and didn't speak.
Jian Shiwu reached out to open the door of the house and walked a few steps. Sure enough, he saw a man on the road not far away. From a distance, the man looked up. Maybe he saw that he had spotted him, so he held his hand. The cigarette in the room was extinguished, like a student who was caught by the head teacher.
It was really him.
The moment Jian Shiwu saw the person, he was already out of breath. He couldn't laugh or cry: "You? How long have you been here? Why? Don't say anything."
Shen Cheng: "I made a call, but you didn't answer it."
The voice actually contained some grievances.
Jane Shiwu had no choice but to walk towards him and said, "Then you can knock on the door, isn't it already here?"
Shen Cheng paused, the voice on the other end of the phone was a little low and hoarse, as if with suppressed emotions: "I'm afraid of you? Angry."
The autumn wind blows through the trees on the roadside, bringing a little bit of coolness.
For a moment, Jian Shiwu thought he heard it wrong. He blinked, and then looked at the man on the side of the road not far away. He was getting closer. He finally saw Shen Cheng's appearance clearly. The tall and handsome man took off his clothes. Behind the suit jacket, the upper body is a regular white shirt and black suit pants, mature and charming.
In his inherent impression, this person has always been proud. No matter in the past or now, even if the years make people settle down and restrain their sharpness, Jian Shiwu knows that Shen Cheng's bones are full of rebelliousness and unwillingness to be inferior. The flames of human beings, but at this moment, the proud son of heaven said to himself:
I'm afraid of you? Angry.
It was obviously a very short sentence, and there was not even much begging for mercy or coaxing, but Jian Shiwu felt that his heart was already sore and swollen, and he couldn't help it anymore.
He? He stopped in front of Shen Cheng, met the man's gaze, pursed his lips, finally smiled, and cursed: "Idiot."
Shen Cheng didn't hear clearly, but when he saw him smile, his heart that had been suspended all the time dropped.
Jian Shiwu said: "If I don't answer your calls tonight, you? Just stand here all the time?"
Shen Cheng didn't speak, but Jian Shiwu believed that with his personality, he might be able to do such a thing, and felt helpless and emotional for a while.
then
He? He heard Shen Cheng say, "Where are the zongzi?"
Jian Shiwu was puzzled: "Huh?"
"Zongzi." Shen Cheng reminded him, "You asked me this afternoon."
Jian Shiwu thought he was hungry: "You? Haven't eaten yet? Then let's go home. My mother cooked a lot of delicious food today, and there's still a lot left."
Shen Cheng didn't respond, the man bowed his head: "I want to eat your rice dumplings."
…
Jian Shiwu choked, he? I don't know why Shen Cheng was? He was suddenly obsessed with that rice dumpling, but he didn't feel disgusted, just a little embarrassed: "But that rice dumpling may have been kept for a long time, so it may not be delicious"
"It's okay." Shen Cheng didn't change his face: "That's what I want."
Jian Shiwu couldn't hold him back, and just thought it was funny: "Really? Do you want to eat zongzi? Then why did you say no in the afternoon?"
He? Just simply complaining, not really prepared to hear the answer.
But when he finished speaking, what he saw was Shen Cheng's expressionless and serious face. The man moved closer, and because of the autumn wind, he put his coat on Jian Shiwu's shoulders and said in a low voice : "Because others have it, and they all got it before me."
Jane was taken aback in the afternoon.
Because of getting closer, he smelled the man's pleasant fragrance wrapped in a faint smell of smoke, and Shen Cheng's deep voice said in his ear, "That's why I'm not happy."
Jian Shiwu raised his head and looked at the tall, mature and handsome man in front of him. Most people would find it hard to believe that he looked so? A sensible person would say such naive words just now. Even Jian Shiwu didn't expect that , he laughed: "Are you jealous with your employees?"
Shen Cheng didn't speak.
Jian Shiwu didn't know where the courage came from, so he poked him: "You're not naive. What do you think, everyone's share is polite, and you must be the only one. I don't have any confidence in that." .”
He was joking, but he didn't expect to look up and meet Shen Cheng's eyes, "No."
Falling into a warm embrace, Shen Cheng pulled him into his arms, clasped his waist tightly, and said hoarsely, "I just don't have confidence in myself."
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